#i swear i’m not a BAD kisser it just wasn’t what it was hyped up to be for me

[againstme]

hello my fellow autistics. i’m asking you a question and giving you two options only sorry but i’m curious if this is just a me experience or just not liking my ex lmao:

i personally thought i would be all about smooching and making out but like. lips are slimy. and i never know what i’m doing sowwwy. 🫣 also my ex used to bite my lips, very hard. what the fuck was up with that

[rieadiary]

GOOD KISSER | s.jk

dancer!jake x ballerina!reader

summary ; wherein your teacher gives you an assignment to learn hip hop dancing which leaves you to learning something else

warnings ; entitlement, I don’t know much about ballet, subby reader

a/n ; starting a series soon! very excited for that, also not spam tagging since apparently that’s a problem :(

You walked in the dance studio with a very closed mindset, from your understanding you had only been told that dancers weren’t clean and very unkept but maybe today was going to change that opinion you were told.

Your ballet teacher had assigned you to drift off into your ‘hip hop’ side for a newer project you were working on. She deemed that you weren’t as good at regular dancing as you were with ballet which should’ve been explanatory because you had only done ballet.

“Ah, you’re y/n right?” Jake’s thick accent fluctuated through your ears. He came up to hug you but you stopped him, putting a hand on his chest. “And I’m assuming you’re jake..”

“You don’t have to sound so disgusted, I’m cool I swear” jake boasted with a comforting smile but you were more or so focused on his relaxed outfit. Who would wear a muscle shirt to practice? Wasn’t that for at home only? At least that’s what your mother had taught you.

“I’m just here so I can dwell into other dances, not for friendships”

Jake pursued his lips into a thin line, humming along “seems fair. How about you teach me something that’s easy and I’ll do the same”

You grinned at his idea, setting your bag down as you immediately got into position.

“We’ll start with a arabesque shall we?” You said with a light smile, doing the routine quickly and slowly so that Jake could catch on easily.

“Alright, I’ll do your Albuquerque”

“It’s arabesque—” you tried to say but Jake started his turn, following your moves in the same delicacy you had, even landing the same way.

“H-how did you— how did you just do that? So perfectly?” You blabbered, astonished that there’s wasn’t any mistake in his dance.

“Don’t know, I just did” Jake crossed his arms, smirking at your amazement.

“You just did?” You scoffed, “yeah okay whatever. Let’s do your move then” you challenged, pissed off that this only had seemed like a competition to only you.

Jake clapped at your sentence, “alright then love, let’s start with Krumping” he finished and you grimaced at the pet name, your eyes watching him turn the music on.

The music played and Jake started krumping, his moves bouncy but clear cut. It was definitely something you’d never see yourself doing but for the sake of your teacher, you guessed today you’d try it out.

Jake stopped the music and smiled at you, “your turn” he clapped again, jolting you out of your stiff stance. “Can’t you pick something less..” you trailed off and Jake shook his head, going back to the radio,

“Stop being so scared to do something different, you’ll always fail if you don’t try”

His words somehow comforted you, his smile and his goofy thumbs up giving you more motivation than you had being in ballet class.

The music started and Jake circled around you, spewing hype words to hype you up for your dance. “Cmon y/n show me that side of you, I know it’s dangerous” he dared, clapping just before the beat drop.

The beat flowed through you, you attempted to krump but it turned into a mix of krumping and wacking, the more and more you danced the more jake hyped you up, yelling where there was a move he particularly liked seeing you do.

You tried to do more but you ended up laughing at yourself, letting loose as you realized how ridiculous you started to look. Jake paused the music and ran up to you, picking you up and spinning you happily and you let him, laughing and smiling with him.

“See? That wasn’t so bad was it?” Jake put you down, smiling from ear to ear. You nodded, realizing that hip hop dancing wasn’t actually as bad as ballet dancers made it.

“Jake i—” you didn’t know what to say, you hadn’t had this much fun in awhile; or ever if you were being honest.

“Hm? Wanna dance some more?”

It was like he read your mind. All of the things you didn’t know how to say he said it and wasn’t ashamed of it either.

“No.. I have to leave soon, maybe tomorrow?” You dismissed walking back to your bag but Jake stopped you, handing his phone to you “give me your number? We could visit each other and dance wherever. Sounds fun yeah?”

For once you didn’t want to disagree. Your mother would burn the house down if she knew a hip hop dancer was coming into her house but you wanted to live a little, so why not. You took Jake’s phone and he smirked, rubbing his hands together while he waited for you to put your number in.

“See you then” you greeted as jake winked, biting his lip as you walked off.

Usher Raymond.

That was the artist jake decided y’all were going to dance to, the song ‘good kisser’ to be exact. In your media room, the lights dimmed, and your mother being gone for the afternoon.

His hands guided your hips on him, the both of you grinding on each other as the beginning of the song played. Neither of you had said anything but the mood felt very sensual. Jake patted your thigh in direct for you wrap your legs around him and you followed, letting him take control of the dance.

Towards the end of the song you began to felt needy for him to do something else, something that didn’t involve just dancing. The song finally turned off and the only noise was the two of you breathing in each others faces, craving each other in more ways than one.

“Jake please..” you whispered quietly as he set you down on the couch, towering over you.

“What y/n? Tell me what you want” his voice was low and husky, his hands moving to your inner thigh in the inside of your shorts.

“I-I-” what was it that you wanted? You didn’t know what you were asking for but you needed it, you needed it so badly that you grabbed Jake’s face and kissed him, the kiss heated and messy.

Jake took initiative of what you wanted and moved his hand to your pussy as he slowly started rubbing your clit, stimulating the soft area.

You moaned in the kiss, pulling away as you felt pleasure spread inside you. “J-Jake-” you whimpered out, and he hummed, speeding his fingers up as he overstimulated your clit. “Yeah? You like that?” Jake taunted as he removed his fingers and pulled off your bottoms, sticking his fingers in your mouth shortly after.

You sucked on his fingers, your eyes glancing up at him ever so slightly. “Mhm, good girl y/n” jake removed his fingers from your mouth, he immediately stuck his fingers inside of you, starting at a slow pace, seeing your mouth open slightly as the pleasure took over you.

“That feel good?” You nodded at his question and jake smirked, speeding up his fingers inside of you, curling his fingers to hear your moans grow louder. “Hm? Tell how it feels love, tell me how I’m making you feel, tell me” he leaned down to kiss your neck, his fingers hitting your g-spot almost on every finger movement.

“S-so good jake, yes, that feels so good r-right there” you could barely make out words at this point, nothing but moans and whimpers spewing from your mouth.

Jake hummed on the sensitive skin on your neck, speeding up as he felt himself getting pleasure from making you feel good. You felt his fingers move in and out of you and it felt too good, suddenly you had your eyes closed shut so tightly you were seeing white now, “jake I’m c-cumming oh- I’m cumming”

“Yeah? Cum y/n, cum all over my fingers” he whispered in your ears and you did exactly that, your mouth forming an ‘o’ before you released on his fingers.

Jake smirked seeing you open your half-lidded eyes, he enjoyed seeing you in a state of bliss and all he did was finger you.

You caught your breath, staring at jake who smirked “what’s the smirk for?” You questioned and Jake bit his lip, “next time you’re going to ride me” he said in full prideful promise.

xoxo, riea!

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[doyoungscarrot]

I Told you (M)

A\N: Hello Lads and gentlemen, so here it is, fuckboy Jaehyun to your service I’ll invite you to read the warnings with attention please.

Warnings: SMUT, allution to fuck girl and swearing ( Pardon) always safe sex.

Word count: +3K

    There are three words we all hate, because we all hate to make mistakes, you were one of those girls who didn’t liked to hear those three words more than anyone, and you hated it even more when they came from the always noisy little sh*t best friend you had, because yes, Ten was a little noisy shit and sadly he was your best friend I told you so Y/N now don’t come at me asking for advice.

      That little shit, little noisy shit, when you met him, you didn’t knew what kind of shitty fuck boy he was, because he had that healing smile but he was a devil, he didn’t fucking care about the other person feelings and so his friends neither do, Taeyong had a shy image at first, but damn it his lips were damn hell, Yuta ugh, that bastard if you knew before you wouldn’t go out with him on your second year in University, those three were like a walking shit, how do you ended being their friend? You weren’t that different from them besides you did care about the other part feelings, if you wanted sex it was clear from the beginning but not those three, however there was this one other boy in the gang, that boy you have never met, he was on an art College so he didn’t attend the same university.

— You have to come tonight Y/N, I know Yuta and you got that rendezvous some days ago but.. — Why are you like fucking this Chittaphon? He was horny I was needy that doesn’t mean he is not an asshole a good fucker but an asshole the biggest, bigger than Taeyong better at fucking but he is like the leader of assholes! — We know he is a good fucker you let us know that very well the oth- Ouch! It’s not my fault you’re so loud Y/N, is it? Anyways, you have to come, Jaehyun’s finals ended yesterday and you need to meet him.

       Ah~Jaehyun, Ten has always described him as a walking sin-namon roll it was a good description, but just as that he also said Jaehyun was a bad idea for someone to fall in love, he really wasn’t interested in a relationship, he was interested in fuck, fuck and fuck, Taeyong being the heteroflexible boy he was, was usually the one in charge to keep Jaehyun in lane “He got a girl pregnant and somehow he managed to get out from that” Ten always talked about that “ I don’t think it’s a great idea for you to get into his pants, Taeyong is gonna get jealous if you make a better job than him with Jaehyun” Yuta always told you, “As if” Taeyong always replied.

     You didn’t care at all tbh, you wanted that walking sin in your bed asking for you to moan and then leave him asking for it.

     However finals are more important than fucking because if you wanted to keep your Netflix and Spotify premium account you needed to get that degree in time, and it was good because you managed to get fucker Doyoung to help you studying for finals, Kim Doyoung, part of the top 3 in two areas, Art History and fuck boy class A, he was friends with Ten and if he was friends with that shit he was either gay a fuckboy or both, in this case he was half both, he broke the heart of that cutie boy from first year, if you looked at Doyoung he didn’t have the typical fuck boy aura, he had nerd bookworm aura, fool you if you got under that lie because if this boy was good at something was acting, in your third year of University you met this boy, good kisser, thin fingers and sexy neck, both of you got detention for making out on the library and being too noisy, not that you regret, but he was a Class A fucker because he did care about the other part, and you low key liked him so do he “Ok, I’ll help you, but you owe me this” Bunny Boy wanted to make out and who were you to deny that.

— Hurry up Y/N!! I want to go to the party!- If there was one thing you hated about Doyoung, it was how annoying he was, always nagging at anything. — We haven’t finished studying Dodo! Shut up and help me~ — What about I send you the answers after my evaluation? You’re stupid enough to copy them without getting caught. — No! You’ll ask for something else more interesting than making out in the nursery so nope. — I don’t fucking care about my payment, I want to get wasted and if that means give you the answers for free then I am going to give you the answers for less than making out in the nursery, now change your surprisingly not sexy pajamas and let’s go. — You’re a sweetheart Doyoung, I don’t know how you ended up being that shitty fuck boy you are. — I question that about you every day Honey~

      Sigma Psy Omega was the place of the party, a typical frat party, with typical losers wanting to make out with you or any other “lucky girl” but you were there because of the sin-namon boy who supposedly was attending, finding Taeyong and Ten was easy because if there were lots of innocent girls mobbing in a corner then they ft the rest of the gang were there and that meant Fuck Na Yuta and Daddy John too, maybe Taeil if he was hyped enough and the new add Lucas who you wanted to at least get a taste of his lips and of course when you got there, they were there just as you predicted. — Heol! Jaehyun came! -this dumb Dodo boy was honestly another boy when it came to friends, and still you didn’t know how he ended up being a fucker- Just as Ten described, Jaehyun was before you, tall, god body like, straight blonde brown hair, sweet smile that make you forgot all your past just to bring it back while being banged against the door or anywhere, dimples that fooled you and made you believe he was THE boy, a sin? He was far from that he was an angel. — Dongs, I thought you and Y/N were ba- — Shut the fuck up Yuta, or else Mina is going to casually get a message about you and her sister on the library. — I got it Y/N… — I thought you weren’t going to come tonight? - Ten said- even Jaehyun thought you weren’t going to come. — Well, I’m here so…

     Frat parties were funny, drunk boys trying to hit on drunk girls when said drunk girls all they wanted was probably to fuck one of your dumb friends, not Ten unless your name was Johnny or Lucas.

     Also drunk couples making out in a corner, just like Taeyong with Jaehyun right the- wait a damn minute, you weren’t even drunk? Was really Taeyong making out in the middle of the living room with Jaehyun? That piece of-

— I told you -a playful voice sang into your ear, Na fucking Yuta, he was there to make fun of you, and there were nothing you hate more than those three words- He said “That Y/N is hot but seems like a boring ride to me” and I am laughing so hard right now, you have no fucking idea. — Me??! Boring!!? Ha! Well, he can fuck himself then. — Maybe if Miss “Doyoungie is so cute when drunk” went back to be her usual drunk self he will put his attention on said Miss. — Well, sorry to disappoint, but I want to be able to pass my finals tomorrow so Mr. “I’ll fuck Taeyong in the middle of a living room” can go fuck himself and Taeyong, now where the fuck is Doyoung, he is the one who’s taking me back to the dorms we have business. — Dongs? He is upstairs, that girl he’s been working on for weeks finally let him got what he wanted. — Jisoo? She is so cute but she is not going to give him what he wants bet you 50 they are doing anything far from what he wants. — Deal, if your not here in 5 then I’ll assume my victory.

     The deal with Yuta was always the same, he’ll make a bet with you, knowing you’ll lose because a) He already knew what really was happening b) You get what you wanted in the middle of the bet and either a or b you’ll lose.

     The Sigma Psy Omega frat was one of the biggest (economics frat so it meant money and space) many rooms, full of couples, Doyoung’s brother was a member so he got a free pass to the best room, even if Yuta always win there’s no way in life Doyoung was making out with Jisoo, she was too nice and Doyoung was such a fucker also Jinyoung One of the best teacher assistants was her boyfriend, so there was no way, but again this was Doyoung you were talking about.

     Third room on the right, Doyoung please, you better be talking with Jisoo, I don’t want to pay 50$ to Yuta, please. - as if, fucker Doyoung was even better than the top class Fuckers, he wanted something and he knew how to get it, the third room was occupied by a bunny boy more than making out with Jinyoung’s girlfriend, he better prepare himself to pay you your 50$.

     Yuta was a shit, walking down to him again, you cross paths with Jaehyun, in the night all you two did was greeting each other, from afar, now, 2 feet away from him, his face was more than handsome, big hands going through his hair, big eyes checking on you, sexy lips™ and god like physique, you were happy you wore a short skirt that day.

— Oh, Miss Doyoung is cute when drunk is here -he said smirking at you- I thought I’ll never be able to talk to you or just look at you closer. — Well, Mr I’ll fuck Lee Taeyong in the middle of the room, I could say the same about you. — Taeyong? Uh, you saw that? Well, he wanted to help me, unfortunately I didn’t came here for him tonight -he said getting closer to you, sneaking one of his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him- They have talked to me a lot about you, and If my memory is not failing you were so loud the other day with Yuta, isn’t it?

     You saw him so close to you, his lips looked so kissable in matter of seconds you lips crashed on his, tangling your fingers on his hair, he pulled you closer, the arm around you keeping you in place while his free hand caressing your side finally landing on your butt, squeezing it a bit just to lift you up and tangle your legs around his waist, his lips were ambrosia, a damn delightful sin, he placed you against the wall, his big hands holding you from your butt, kissing you, his tongue playing inside your mouth, one of your hands playing with his hair while the other traveling down to his abs.

— We should get into this room, don’t you think so pretty girl?

     Nodding without breaking the kiss, he carry you into the room, sitting you in the nearest surface, throwing the books and all other things on the table, placing himself in between your legs, his hands were soft running around your waist, his lips sucking and biting on your neck, your hands unbuckling his belt, his fingers unzipping your skirt, your least favorite thing of your past one time things were when the boys wanted more than a one time thing, but this time with only his hands you wanted more than a one time or two times.

    He got you closer to him, his hips thrusting over your clothed core, your soft gasp with the feel of his clothed member make goosebumps run through your skin, his size was unexpected, not too unbelievable just unexpected, your legs desperately wanting to feel more closed the little gap, your hips making rhythmic moves that lead to moaning and wet kisses thrown from Jaehyun’s mouth, a shaky breath leaving his mouth.

     You felt a hand massaging one of your breast, and another touching your clit underneath the fabric of your panties, an smirk noticeable through his kiss “— You really wanted this right? -you felt a finger sliding easily into your core not long after followed by another one, his fingers moving inside you with scissors motions followed by circle motions in between, your hips responding at the motions- you’re so wet, I want to feel you already” his soft velvet like voice sounded on your ears like a soft lullaby, your hand got into his underwear massaging his member, freeing it, up and down movements followed by raw skin caressing sounds, his shaky breath burning into the skin of your mid purple neck skin, moans enchanting his ears, his fingers felt so good.

     Doyoung, a flute mayor student was an extraordinary mate when it came to fingering, but Jaehyun was far from extraordinary, was different, so delicate yet so lustful, you could already feel your walls clenching around his fingers, in a span of less than a second a sudden emptiness embraced you, opening your eyes to find Jaehyun smirking in front of you, with one of his fingers inside his mouth “You are so needy, but what makes you think I’m giving it for free? -The finger that he was licking now touching your lips, a light taste of yourself mixed with saliva now on your mouth- show me what this mouth of yours can do and I’ll see what I can give to you” 

    Getting down of the table, kneeling in front of him, if you were other kind of girl this could be the most humiliating moment ever in your whole life, but to be honest this was one of the biggest hidden pleasures you got, and it seems like he knew it too, in other moment you’ll take care of Yuta’s cheap mouth, he was already hard enough for you to not worry about that, your lips felt like a butterfly kiss in the top, playing with him as if a lollipop, twisting your tongue at the top of his dick, running your hands along his length, at the same pace your tongue was playing.

    He felt like heaven, not even caring about containing his moans and growls, he put one of his hands on your head and the other on the table as a support, you could felt soft thrusts in your lips, his eyes looking straight at yours, you got  more of his length inside your mouth, making soft noises that echoed in the back of your throat and crashed at the veins on his dick, the sensation of your tongue and the vibes of your voice were if not something extraordinary just something new, your hand moving at the rhythm of the soft thrust Jaehyun was giving to you.

—Is  this enough?- You said giving a fast lick to him, a playful smirk on his lips waking you up from your knees. It’s enough sweetie.

      His hands, big and soft hands lifted you up and sat you again on the desk, carefully putting a condom (always wear condom guys) his hand traveled to your clit and made some slow motions to stimulate you again fastly, a wet kiss in the midst and a sudden thrust into you, an empty air bubble formed in your throat, his thrust were fast and deep, lifting one of your legs higher to get deeper into you.

     Your nails were scratching his arms and back, he was good, so good, finding the perfect spot for you to get closer to your heaven, just to the next moment put you back on earth, he rested you on the table, freeing your breasts still thrusting into you, putting your legs in each side of his shoulders, putting you closer to his hips, the deepest thrust you ever felt. — Let me hear that voice, sweetie.

     He said while thrusting harder into you, unconsciously the gap of air inside your throat made you scream, not an scream but just a loud moan, your hands trying to overstimulate you while playing with your clit, with every sound coming from your mouth Jaehyun fastened his pace, you could felt his dick growing even more inside of you, your walls stretching due to him, one hand playing with your breast and sometimes into your mouth, there it was heaven and the moans of an angel were guiding you, with some good thrust more, a high moan scaling your mouth and you went straight to heaven near the same time that Jaehyun, after some minutes of both of you relaxing your muscles, the sudden opening of the door and Jaehyun kicking out of there at the owner of said room, you could said you didn’t wanted one time things with Jaehyun.

    You got out of the room before Jaehyun, getting downstairs just to see find Yuta on your way to the couch. — If you don’t have the 50$ bucks now I’ll be good with you paying my lunch tomorrow sweetie . — Just tomorrow? I’ll give it to you al the week.

     When the weekend ended, Ten was so done listening to you hyping Jaehyun so much, as if half of them didn’t knew better than you. — Yes we’ve been aware of how great he is Y/N, just to let you know that even tho Taeyong is his usual I know too and well I’m not gonna mention the other ones -he said slightly looking at Doyoung- — I don’t want this end as a one time th… — Y/N, I told you so, and just for the record don’t make me plan a hook up schedule for you and Jaehyun, he got other interests already so nope.

    You hated your best friend that little annoying noisy shit, you hate him so much because he was the one always saying, I told you so. But at the end it was a worth it told you so.

Hopefully he was attending the next frat party… Hoepfully.