#i swear ill do better on day 3😩

[hammerbacks]

for the ask meme thingy

1, 3, 7, 12,16 ,21, 28, 34, 36, 40

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thank you aj!! 🥰

1. what would you say are 3 things that shaped who you are? ooh that's a tricky one!! unfortunately, being ill and then getting better between 2016 and 2018 was the biggest one.. i'm not usually particularly open about it all on here but i had anorexia during my first year of teaching and it changed a lot about me? treatment/recovery from that did lead to some good things though, as i completely lost my love of reading for a while and my now fiancé suggesting to me that i try non-fiction when i was starting to get better led to me finding a subject that i loved so much that i ended up doing my masters in it! i've had a couple of wobbles even after finishing treatment, but i'm getting there with accepting that there are some parts of it that never go away and knowing how i can keep going despite those ☺️

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and never get bored of? i know that i already answered this one but there are still more that i enjoy that much that i could watch them over and over! pretty woman, pride and prejudice, and

7. what scares you the most and why? death/dying i think? i'm a firm atheist, so the thought that you're here and then one day, suddenly that's it is pretty terrifying!

12. what's some good advice that you want to share? i can't remember the exact wording of the post, but there was something on here i reblogged the other day that basically says that you will sometimes fall into pits as far as mental health is concerned/that recovery is in no way linear, but you will come out of it and it's absolutely okay if those setbacks happen because there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel to reach for! that one really resonates with me for a lot of reasons 😄

16. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? maybe my legs would be a couple of inches shorter, i think? i'm 5'8", but my legs are long enough that it makes shopping for trousers/skirts/dresses etc difficult because they're always shorter on me than a lot of other people i know 😂

21. are you a spiritual person? as much as i'd love to be, i'm too logically brained for that.. i do find the reasoning behind why people believe in those sorts of things fascinating though!

28. do you collect anything? music! i have a lot of cds, and have got into collecting and playing vinyl now that i've got a record player! i had a CD player in my old car but my current one doesn't, which i'm still gutted about to be honest 😩

34. any pet peeves? people who don't use their indicators when driving!! especially when someone only puts theirs on as they get to a roundabout i'm about to pull out onto, that makes me really mad 😂

36. are you an open book or do you have walls up? i'm not sure, i'm probably a bit of a contradiction here because i'm definitely one of those people who tells everyone when something silly is eating away at me, but at the same time i'm awful at asking for help when it's something important that i'm struggling with?

40. any bad habits? swearing too much! i have such a potty mouth outside of the classroom, and being on here has probably encouraged it i think 🙈

QUESTIONS I THINK WOULD BE FUN TO BE ASKED

[menancehunter]

BEING IN A GROUPCHAT WITH HISOKA AND ILLUMI: PART 1

(Warnings: Hisoka x illumi, Reader is flirty, reader ships hisoka and illumi, basically just crack😭)

Disclaimer: These are in no way connected, seperate scenarios!!

Y/N: 'Hisoka i know you love him!'

Hisoka: 'Goddamn, y/n, i don't love Illumi ⭐-_-💧'

Y/N: 'HAH GOT YOU! I never said who >:)'

Y/N: '@Illumi @Illumi @Illumi'

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Y/N: 'sapnu puaS'

Illumi: 'please what? Speak english.'

Y/N: 'Turn your phone 180 degress baby'

Hisoka: 'I mean since you asked so nicely...'

Y/N was removed from Fruit Salads

Illumi: 'Hisoka what the fuck.'

Hisoka: 'watch your language🥺'

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Y/N: 'are you two dating now or not'

Hisoka: 'yeah! Illumi is so hot bro'

Y/N: 'I know he is but what the fuck did Illumi see'

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Y/N: 'we fr need to spice things up a little.'

Y/N changed 'Illumi' to 'Emo Rapunzel'

Y/N changed 'Hisoka' to 'Fruit Clown'

Y/N changed 'Y/N' to 'Hot person😩'

Emo Rapunzel: 'why is my name purple.'

Fruit clown: 'is that what you are concerned about???'

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Y/N: 'guys chrollo just sent me a picture of you two holding hands?'

Illumi: 'recent studies showed holding hands is able to reduce stress.'

Y/N: 'oh i thought you were dating😔'

Hisoka: 'we are but we are also FUCKING STRESSED'

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Hisoka: 'guuysssss has anyone seen my top??'

Y/N: 'Illumi is getting groceries rn'

Illumi has left the Conversation

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Illumi: '@y/n, me and hisoka will be late. I was doing things, apologies.'

Hisoka: 'my name is 'things' 🥺xx '

Y/N: '@Hisoka how are you so fucking desperate?😭 '

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Y/N: 'Hisoka the top you wore today looked sooo fine!!'

Hisoka: 'i know right!!'

Y/N: 'but i bet it would look better on Illumi's floor...~'

Illumi: 'are you hitting on hisoka... for me??'

Hisoka: 'They are not wrong though, @Illumi hmu baby 😘😘'

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Y/N: '@Hisoka are you free on Saturday, 8 PM?'

Hisoka: 'mhmmm, sure ⭐^_^💧'

Y/N: '@Illumi, wbu'

Illumi: 'Yeah. I should have time.'

Y/N: 'great, i don't!! Have fun, love birdies😘 Use protection xx💕'

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Hisoka: '@Illumi what would you do if we were sleeping in the same bed rn? 🧐'

Illumi: 'that depends. Is your bed comfortable?'

Hisoka: 'uhhh, yeah duh'

Illumi: 'i'd sleep.'

Y/N: 'LMFAOOOO'

Hisoka: 'you are so mean illumi☹☹'

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Hisoka: 'i fucking swear i will fight the next person to insult illumi.'

Illumi: 'my hair looks really fucking shitty today.'

Hisoka: 'alright baby, square up'

Y/N: 'ill get the cam🙏🙏'

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Hisoka: 'illumi i would do everything for you baby🥰*'

Illumi: 'stop being weird, i mean hitting on gon and killua, eat 3 meals a day, stop using bungee gum in every second sentence, have a decent sleep schedule...'

Hisoka: '@Y/n i would do everything for you baby🥰*'

Y/N: 'Bro😭'

Y/N: 'actually can you get me food then baby? 🥺'

Hisoka has left the conversation

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Y/N: 'guys how will we manage the next mission?'

Illumi: 'i trust hisoka with that one.'

Y/N: 'do you think he knows what he's doing?'

Illumi: 'i wouldn't go that far.'

Hisoka: 'why does everyone hate me? 😭'

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Hisoka: 'guys i have a christmas idea!! We hang mistletoes, but instead of kissing, you have to FIGHT whoever else is under it!!'

Illumi: 'Hisoka no.'

Y/N: 'MistleFOE'

Illumi: 'Y/N stop encouraging him.'

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Hisoka: 'illumi i see you through your window, why are you on the floor'

Illumi: 'im depressed'

Illumi: 'also i was stabbed. @Y/N help me'

Y/N: 'you are such a mood illumi😭 im omw😭'

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Hisoka: 'guys im gonna send a pic that really upset me, its from the party yesterday☹'

Y/N: 'in my defense illumi bet me a dollar i wouldnt drink the bottle of shampoo'

Hisoka: 'thats not what i wanted to say'

Hisoka: 'wait'

Hisoka: 'YOU DID WHAT'

Hisoka: 'I bet i can drink 2'

Illumi: 'you both are fucking idiots'

Illumi: 'i hope you choke'

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Hisoka: '@Illumi what do you think is the height of stupidity'

Illumi: '@Y/N how tall are you'

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Hisoka: 'guys i bought a python lol how should i name him😄'

Illumi: 'you did what.'

Y/N: 'william snakespeare'

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Hisoka: 'How is the sexiest person here~'

Illumi is typing...

Y/N: 'i'm great thanks'

Illumi: '............'

Illumi: 'im leaving'

[vinnival]

Hello, I'm sorry that there are many requests again, there is still a request for a Russian reader. But I would really like to see main 3 + 2bdamned + Phobos x a very seriously ill reader. The fact is that I have heart problems and will soon have an operation, where I might end up, I would like to see the reactions and actions of my favorite characters in Madness. Thanks.

HELLO AGAIN ROSTYY I SEE UR OTHER REQUEST AND I WILL GET TO IT SOON I HAVE TO GET THRU THIS ONE AND THE OTHER ONES I ALREADY HAVE FIRST

Get Well Soon <3

HANK

Honestly wants to never leave you alone because they're worried you'll die while they're away

So he just stops going on missions and stays planted by your side

2B, being the doctor-ish man he is, also checks up on you to keep you healthy totally because he's not being threatened by hank to do so

Sometimes he'll try and hum you a song, though it's rather scratchy and very quiet, since when Hank tries to use his voice, it usually sounds like that

But he'll push through the pain to make you happy

They know they can't lay in bed with you but the temptation.... the temptation.........

If there's anything you need, he's off to get it as soon as you mention it, and is already back as quickly as he came

When you go through pain and intense bouts of struggle to stay alive, I really do believe this is when Hank would truly feel fear- for the first time? Who knows...

Once you manage to get through your condition, he's ALLLL over you

Won't let go of you unless you have to go to the bathroom harhejfjfk

He will always stay as close as possible to you when you're recovering

Even then, he still feels a teensy tiny bit of fear; you're so frail, and very prone to dying at any moment

So yes, he's very overprotective of you

Even towards his own allies

SANFORD

Would probably chill in your room and talk with you to unwind

If you were able to talk back, that was nice, if you weren't? Well, he can find a way to continue conversation. He's just like that

Polishes his many hooks while with you

He worries about you, yes, but 2B always stays at home during missions when someone is injured so he can go comfortably without worrying about you

But of course as soon as he returns home he's back in your room, ready to tell you about the poor grunt that got thrown at Hank by a MAG, plus other stories from the day

And man this man has a lot of stories.... it's kinda surprising

But you're not complaining really

He loves making you laugh, seeing your smile on your tired face made him feel better, that he was helping you through the pain in some way

Unfortunately when you were in your more worse for wear moments, he had to force himself to leave the room as 2B went hard at work to keep you alive

It scares him to hell and back but he won't admit it

While you recover, he'll volunteer to stay home for the next few missions to help you get around the place for yourself again

He's such a softie, I swear 😩😩😩

love this man.... the sand fort

DEIMOS

"Can't get in the bed?" He says, and immediately ignores that rule

He's all over you with the most gentle demeanor he's ever had

Head on your rattling chest, arm draped over your stomach that constantly growls for food other than applesauce and mashed potatoes ("to avoid the chunks of other foods to get in my way while working" 2B says)

Speaking of 2B...

Deimos is always peeking over his shoulder at you, disgusted but slightly fascinated at when the doc works on your organs

He'll leave you for missions, albeit with lots of hesitancy

He knows you're in good hands but... he overthinks sometimes

When he notices you're nearly on death's bed from time to time, he'll frantically leave the room and shout for 2B

And again, he's right over 2B's shoulder as he works on your struggling body

And let's be honest he probably started crying

Poor boy :(

He sticks to your hip when you're ready to start recovering

Never leaves you alone, gotta go to the restroom? He'll turn away! Too uncomfortable with that? Alright, he's standing right outside the door! <3

Will make you a little robot friend-- roomba? robodog? you name it, he makes it in record time

Just wants the best for you 😌

2BDAMNED

Ah yes this man is terrified of taking care of you

He knows he's the only man capable for the job, and he knows what he's doing, at that- he's put together and taken care of many people now, sometimes multiple times over, too (a heem heem.... hank....)

But... what if he screws up? What if he makes an incision in the wrong place? What if he suddenly moves his hand too much and damages a vital organ?

These factors scare him to no end when working on you, and yet... again... he's the only man possibly cut out for the job in the base

He doesn't even care that he's ordering around the most dangerous man in Nevada, he WILL tell Hank to be your bodyguard when he has to make a supply run

He sits in your room and keeps a close eye on you from a chair across from you

Sometimes he forces himself to stay awake to make sure you're okay, always gotta be on the clock for a sick patient yknow?

When you start struggling he's already all over it, ready to take down the hindrance in your body

He may or may not have an anxiety attack while doing it, though... poor man keeps worrying that he'll screw up hhh

Luckily, his mind doesn't muddle his hands and he's usually as calm as can be

It takes a lot out of him though

You'll gesture for him to lean down to you, and you'll sit up the best you can to place a kiss on his cheek with a gentle "thank you" when he's done with these situations

It always makes him determined to beat back this disease

While you recover, 2B knows exactly what you'd need and when you'd need it! He's been taking care of you for so long, its like the back of his hand by now

And he's always willing to do it ofc, with lots of reassuring kisses on the cheek to show his affection :)

PHOBOS

Knowing him he'd probably try and avoid you as much as possible

Phobos? Worrying about another person? How.... below him

But of course he loves you so... there's no way around it

Visits you when no one else can see him do so

And even then, he locks the room

The first time he did this, you raised an eyebrow quizzically at him

He immediately noticed the look and got offended, "What is that look for?! I can come into any room without question, if you didn't know."

"Then... why are you coming in when no one is around to see you do so?"

He sputters and ultimately doesn't respond

Will never admit he's worried about you, even while sat directly beside you and talking to you about stupid stuff

Otherwise, he has the best doctors in the facility working on you when you need it

No matter how much he denies it, though, it's clear to everyone that Phobos definitely has... favorites

That favorite being you

He spoils you with all the guilty pleasures of DESSERTS

"Mmmm! I haben'fhhad ish cream in sho long!!" Your mouth is full of ice cream as you say that

Phobos had to turn around to hide his excited expression and blush

"Ahem- hm. Just hurry up and heal. I need you back in my forces."

When you have those near-death moments, he's literally STRICKEN with fear at the sight of you writhing in pain as your IV speeds up at alarming rates

Like, he's frozen in place

It took you desperately pointing to the emergency call button for him to snap out of it and make a mad dash for it, nearly tripping over nothing in his haste

While the doctors worked on you, he was pacing in his quarters for so SO long

Well I mean-- it FELT long... for him...

After you were saved, he rushes back to your room, doesn't even care that people can see him entering now, he just does it

"Are you okay?" He coolly asks

You cough weakly and nod your head, "For now," you rasp out

He sighs with relief, but the nagging feeling of him being frozen while you suffered earlier plagued him

Eventually you recovered from your disease, and Phobos moved you to his quarters to keep a close eye on you and to make sure you have a speedy recovery with walking again and stuff !

I don't know if you got the surgery yet but, I wish you luck rostyy! Here you go <3

[mypimpademia]

mhm,, guess who saved the day 😁 congratulations babes. i said it once and ill say it again — im really proud of you for making it one yeah on this god forsaken app. that being said, ill take "hey lover" with bakugou ( angst please <3 ) okay, that's all 🙏🏽

— Hey Lover, I Wish You Were Here Right Now.

Bakugo x gn!reader

TW; Swearing, death mentions, heavy angst (no happy end), some depression mentions, like one sort of suggestive line

Note; leave it to miss sasha to pick the fluffiest song for angst😩 I did my best bae, enjoy

Key: italics = flashback, bold = lyrics

It was always nights like this where Katsuki found himself stuck in bed with hot tears going down his face, too upset to even move, and missing you too much to think of anything else.

He'd always tried to tell himself 'It'll get better, just keep going', but as if everything in the universe was working against him, the moment the saying seemed to come to fruition, it all came crashing down.

It'd be a good night out on the town with the Bakusquad, a good day at work, or just a day where he was overall feeling good.

Only for it to come crashing down on him a moment later.

Katsuki held your pillow close to him, wishing he could have you here to comfort him like you had always done.

—

Katsuki raked a rough hand through his spiked locks as he sighed.

Another hectic day of hero work, and another day full of casualties.

He knew it wasn't possible to save everyone 100% of the time, but it weighed on him that he couldn't nonetheless, especially since it had been happening more and more often. And the whispers in the media about his growing failures after every article about him didn't help.

The soft and familiar creak of your bedroom door swinging open caught his attention, the soft padding of your footsteps following after.

Normally, he'd call out to greet you, but today he didn't even have the energy for that.

"Katsuki, you home? You better not be sitting on the couch all sweaty and gross again-" You paused as you spoke, concern flooding in your chest.

"Kat? Everything okay?" You asked your husband, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck, forgetting about how dirty he was.

Katsuki grunted, silently locking his strong and scarred arms around your waist.

"Another bad day at work, huh?" You asked softly, stroking his hair.

Katsuki's grip around you tightened, and his face pressed into your stomach as tears flowed down his face.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck. Why the hell am I never good enough? I can never actually do the shit I want to. I feel like I can't even do my fucking job properly. And I can't even be a good husband and be home for you. I'm such a fuckin' failure I—" He started into a muffled ramble, and before he could get in too deep, you cut him off.

"Hey, hey, hey, lover." You started, cupping his tear stained cheeks, making him look up at you.

"You don't have have to be a star... I love you just the way you are." You assured him, a warm smile on your face.

He cried even harder, face contorting in pain as he felt all his emotions flash through him and drain, as if you were sucking them out.

"Just give me true love and understanding."

"Love is just the same, without fortune and fame." You told him, combating his ever flowing tears with the gentle pad of your thumb.

You tenderly placed your lips against his, the both of you closing your eyes as Katsuki sobbed lightly against your mouth.

"I know you always want to be on top of everything, the best, the king of the fucking world. But it's okay not to be, love." You told him.

It was a hard to swallow pill for Katsuki, but he needed to hear it nonetheless. And in a way, it did comfort him, liberating him of the weight he'd set on his own shoulders from the very start.

"You don't have to be a king, you don't have to be a thing. I'll be satisfied, as long as you're my guy. Just give me true love and understanding,"

"For the rest of my days."

—

'Lover, lover, lover, lover,' Katsuki repeated in his mind, a never ending mantra of comfort.

You'd randomly picked up the nickname from God knows where, and actively used it on him.

He'd kiss his teeth everytime you'd call him by this name, he'd call it cheesy, and corny. But never had he told you to stop, not that you would anyways.

In a way, he found it reassuring.

'Lover'. Your lover, as you are his, forever and always, to the moon and back, till death do you part. And even then you both silently promised that you'd wait for each other in the afterlife, everytime you were intertwined with one another, and held each other like you'd slip away.

Especially now that your death had parted the two of you much too early.

So now he sat alone, day by day and night by night, waiting, and wishing his lover were here right now.

Taglist; @megurulvr @silkylious @blackweebtrash @shotoi @love-hashira-raine @denkisdashi @semichi @melaninatedyaoyorozu @bigheartlittlelies

[elecmon]

Digidestined week Day 1 & 2! (extremely rushed/mostly text/simplified bc work has me all over the place aaaaaa I might go back and re-do these days at another time 😭💔)

Day 1- Introduce yourself!

Lizmet + Xros Loader green + Crest of Sincerity + preferred outfit is any ol cape, hoodie, poncho, etc! + my unofficial official rival is the homie @imdoingsomethingwronghere

Day 2- Digimon Day

My two partner Digimon are Wizardmon & Ghostmon, nicknamed Canela & Pimienta (Pimi)

Mokumon -> Demimeramon!Blue -> Candlemon -> Wizardmon -> Ponchomon

Mokumon -> Demimeramon -> Ghostmon -> [Unknown!]

Canela, as Candlemon is extremely timid and afraid of meeting new people, but through time he has grown more confident and bold, and when digivolved to his Champion stage he becomes super prideful, boastful, and is the shining star of any room.

Pimi is nothing short of a little brat, very little bothers her ever if at all. There's no filter that comes with her, doing and saying as she pleases and is able to get away with things due to her being a ghost that can simply phase through whatever. Which is pretty much how she lives life is just going with the flow doing her fancy.