#i understand the concern too with using stuff from ck too but it's a big book

[misterbrekker]

I've just been posting on my main because it's kinda hard to keep up with sideblogs now but I will say I loved season 2

[watchinglikeafangirl]

At this point (episode 8), DFF scares the shit out of me. It all got so tense and I thought this couldn't get any worse but then Mr. Keng shows interest in Non and I feel sick. This is not a love triangle, this is a love rectangle where Phee gets hurt for staying by Non's side, Mr. Keng bones his underaged student and Jin watches it all unfold.

There are many aspects to Non's character and his story, so I feel everyone of us can relate or understand him. He has anxiety and severe depression, he gets bullied, he feels like a burden and he's involved in something way too big, too risky and too deadly. I watched all of this with rising discomfort especially since Phee showed up and I fear what Tee will do. It just makes me question how mean desperate people can be. How on earth is bullying and making someone else take the blame and the inevitable downfall in any way satisfying? How can somebody be so ignorant? I truly fear Tee, he is capable of too many things.

But what really made me scream and made me run away from my screen is the sex scene of Non and Mr. Keng. Truly, it makes me want to vomit and it raises deep concerns. It brings back memories about my school days. I had this very young teacher who reached out to students, one of my closest friends included, by sending them d*ck pics and stuff like that. So, watching this unfold and searched intimacy actually getting answered by the student makes me so uncomfortable that I needed to get some distance.

It feels too real - it actually is too real. And Non's personality feels too normal. Everybody knows someone like that, everybody had someone like him as a classmate, everybody knows how much these kinds of people tend to be naive or how easily they get attached to someone who shows interest because they don't have anyone else. We all know somebody like Non and it's truly horrorfying and disturbing to watch his life get out of hand. I'm actually scared what's going to happen and I'm scared how realistic it will feel

[nthngbxtfanfics]

Lockdown - Jooheon Scenario

It’s Corona time~

Haha, no be careful, wash your hands eat healthy !!!

Imagine being stuck with Jooheon and 6 other guys in their dorm for a few weeks🤣🤣🤣🤣

“Jooheon!” you shouted your boyfriends name from the top of your lunges. The news on your phone, started to make you panic a little. “For Fucks sake! Lee Jooheon!” you repeatedly shouted his name, forgetting about the 6 other people in the dorm.

“Yah! Y/N! Stop shouting so much, we can hear you.” you jumped from your seat on the couch as Changkyuns voice startled you.

“Changkyun, where’s Jooheon?”

“I don’t know, he’s your boyfriend not mine.” Changkyun shrugged his shoulders as he got annoyed by your excessive shouting. The Maknae took your seat on the couch, you followed and sat next to him.

“Y/N, what happened?” Jooheon rushed to your side, as he finished in the restroom. He was gone for a few minutes and did not expect something to happen while he was gone.

“Hyung, next time make sure you’re girlfriend has something stuck in her throat so she won’t destroy my eardrums.” Changkyun playfully teased his older friend and smirked as Jooheon shot him a warning glare. The Maknae turned his attention back to the TV.

“Jooheon!” your voice pierced through Changkyuns brain as he let out an exaggerated hiss. On reflex, you hit his arm. You were serious and you weren’t down for the Maknaes teasing demeanor.

Recently the epidemic virus called CONVID-19 surfaced through the world and hit South Korea. Many Countrys started the mandated Lockdown and it so happened to you. You were reading the news on your phone and grew anxious. You didn’t expected it to go so far and now you’re supposed to stay at home.

“Babe what’s wrong?” Jooheon sounded concerned as your voice sounded extremely worried. He sat down next to you, so you were sitting between both rappers.

“The virus - we are stuck in our apartments for the next few weeks. They announced it just now.” Jooheons eyes widened at your words, but not out of fear but out of slight shock. He didn’t saw it as a big deal and didn’t give much concern to it.

“So what?” his eyes narrowed after his body relaxed from the sudden tension he built a few seconds ago.

“So what? Jooheon, do you know how serious this is?”

“We’re just staying at home for some time, it’s not a big deal though. That only means - we can spend some more time together.” Jooheon grew excited at the thought of you being stuck at the dorms with him for a long time. He grabbed your waist and wiggled you a little with small force.

“Hyung, please keep your bedroom talk in private and not around me. I seriously don’t wanna know about you sex life.” spatted Changkyun, he wasn’t impressed on the news. He was actually quite relaxed just like Jooheon. You were the only one who grew anxious about the whole situation. You felt like a maniac between those too.

“Jooheon! This is serious, we can’t leave the dorms.” You stood up from your seat on the couch and walked towards the kitchen. “Do you guys even have enough food? As much as you’re normally out, I bet you don’t have. Kihyun! How much Ramyun do you have left?” You shouted after your best friend and Kihyun was quick by your side.

“Why are you asking?” Kihyun narrowed his eyes as he looked at you questioningly.

“Y/N-ssi thinks we’re going to die cuz of starvation and the Corona virus.” Changkyun followed you into the kitchen to grab a drink. Kihyuns questioning face grew deeper as he couldn’t understand what the matter was.

“Changkyun, stop teasing me! I’m just worried.” you grew frustrated, you felt like you were the only one.

“Y/N we have enough food don’t worry and even if, Takeout still exists.” Stated Kihyun as a matter of facts. You groaned loudly as wasn’t getting your point. What is the meaning of a best friend when he’s not fulfilling this category. You suddenly felt a pair of arms, wrapping themselves around your waist, a head nustling into your hair and a chest firm against you back. Jooheon swayed the both of you, so you could relax a little.

“Babe, everything will be fine. Don’t worry!” You stayed in your little circle for a while and as you left a little sigh, a person rushed into the kitchen in an even more panicked state then you were.

“Guys! Do we have enough Ramyun somewhere?” Wonho rushed hurriedly to the cupboard and searched for the said content.

“Are you both sharing the same braincell? Or why are you both asking for Ramyun?” Kihyun grew even more confused as both, you and Wonho seemed to talk in a cryptic way. You freed yourself and pushed your boyfriend away from you to help his band mate to find the Ramyun. Jooheon scoffed in disbelieve, as he saw his girlfriend searching for some kind of treasure. “Can someone explain to me, why these two idiots go rampage? And close the damn doors, when you looked through them.”

“Looks like both read the news.” Shownu included himself in the kitchen as he saw you and Wonho searching like hungry loners. Kihyuns eyes switched from person to person, searching for some kind of answer.

“Bro! Explain!”

“The government announced a mandated Lockdown in Seoul and Citys nearby.” Jooheon explained as he continued watching you, going through the fridge. Kihyuns eyes grew three times their size as he now realized why the both of you grew so crazy about food.

“Y/N, Hoseok-Hyung!” You both snapped out of your trance and looked Kihyun. “Let’s get ready, we gotta do some shopping.” Kihyun grew serious for the first time and went to grab his purse.

“Hyung! Please don’t tell me you’re going to buy a whole bunch of toilette paper.” Changkyun joked at his older member, earning a glare from Kihyun before he left the room. You were about to follow Wonho and Kihyun as you got stopped from your tracks as Jooheon pulled you back to him. You looked at Jooheon, a big ‘What the F*ck?’ look on your face. The both of you were left alone and Jooheon looked you dead in the eyes.

“They can go without you. You stay here with me.” his voice was stern and his grip on your arm strong, not thinking of letting go.

“But Joo, If I stay here, I need some clothes.”

“You can wear mine or from the others.”

“I need underwear and I’m definitely not going to wear one of yours. That’s nasty Joo.” you deadpanned his statement in a few seconds. Jooheons gaze softened like his grip on your arm.

“Okey, then let’s head to your apartment and grab some of your clothes.” Your boyfriend dragged you out of the Kitchen and went to grab his stuff and your keys.

“Why do we have to pick up my clothes? Isn’t it more convenient if you grab your stuff and stay at my place?”

“I’d loved to stay at your place, so we can have some time alone. But I guess Kihyun wouldn’t like the idea of both of us being completely alone... And he knows how much you love food. I bet he’ll be scared to know that you won’t be able too eat cuz you’re trying to save up a lot.” You pout at Jooheons words. “And it’s more fun being with six more dudes don’t you think?” You gave in and went to your place with Jooheon, to grab your stuff before the official lockdown started.

~

“Joo?” Jooheon hummed  to you as you called his name. “I’m bored, play with me!” It has been a week now since you, your boyfriend and six other dudes got stuck in the dorms. You had your fun times and stressful ones, sometimes you would argue with some of the member (mainly Changkyun, because he kept on using your skincare products, since his were empty). You laid across from Jooheons lap, as he worked on some editing for a soundtrack. His laptop laid on your ass and kept it warm. Your request plastered a smirk on Jooheon lips, he licked them afterwards as specific thoughts went through his mind.

“And what should we play babygirl?” Jooheons voice hinted some sexual vibe.

“Don’t think nasty Joo, I didn’t mean this kind of play.” you laughed at his still teenager like mind. Suddenly, the ticklish feeling of Jooheons fingertips made you squirm in your position and a loud yelp left your lips. Jooheon positioned himself on top of you, sitting on your pelvis as his fingertips run over your sensitive spots. Giggling and laughter filled the room until you were out of breath and begged for mercy. You laid on your back, facing your boyfriend from your position. A big smile spreading your cheeks. Jooheon leaned down and kissed your lips firmly, one hand cupped your cheeks as the other steadied his body above from you. His lips moved passionately against yours, you followed his rhythm. His tongue licked the bottom of your lip, asking for permission to enter. His hand started to explore your body, and your body gave in as a moan left your lips. An innocent act turned into a heated make out session until...

“Yah! Lee Jooheon! No Sex in the dorm! Especially since we’re stuck together!” Kihyun ran into the room, without knocking. He didn’t expected you two in a situation like that. Jooheon reacted quick and jumped off of your body, his embarrassment was visible through his now deep red cheeks and shy smile. You couldn’t hold back the light laugh coming from you. “Food is ready.” Kihyun glared at you two and left the room. Jooheon and you exchanged looks and broke into a fit of laughter, your boyfriend collapsed next to you. As your laughter died slowly down, Jooheon gave your cheek a quick kiss.

“I love you Y/N.”

“I love you too Joo.” you gave your boyfriend a warm smile.

“Now I wish we were stuck in your apartment though.”

[miggydiaz]

for the salty ask: 3, 7, 10, 11, 15, 16, 19, 22, 23, 24, 25 and 27 for spn

I had to do this one today because I have a LOT of Supernatural feelings and so a lot of these are even longer than my CK one. But thanks for the ask @wonderwolfballoon!

UNPOPULAR SUPERNATURAL OPINIONS AHOY: INCLUDES ANTI-DESTIEL SENTIMENTS AND OTHER UNSAVORY ELEMENTS

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion? 100000000% I have unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion in the SPN fandom. SPN was the fandom that taught me to make JUDICIOUS use of the blocking feature tumblr offers in order to curate my experience. I would actually encourage anyone and everyone to use the blocking feature if they disagree with people. Honestly, we don’t owe anyone our time or energy, especially on the internet! It is much healthier than sending or responding to hate, IMO. 7. Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?* This is actually a hard one for me to answer, so let me start by saying -- I have not seen a SINGLE episode since 9x05? I think? Whichever episode was the Dr. Deanlittle one where he talks to animals. I just couldn’t do it anymore. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the first 5 seasons, and they are all I watch anymore and I pretend nothing else exists after that (except The French Mistake because that episode is hilarious). But uh... I guess the simple answer is when I was originally watching it, I really loved Dean. He was brash, snarky, rough around the edges... but kind of soft in a I’m too toxically masculine to deal with my softness sort of way that I love seeing characters grow out of as they mature. But when I go back and rewatch now, much older than I was in 2006 when I first started watching, I see how awful a lot of his older behavior truly was. I still love Dean, and I will be a Dean girl until I die probably, but sometimes you gotta remind yourself that your faves have been problematic in the past so you don’t put them up on fandom constructed pedestals.

10. Most disliked arc? Why? AND AS A BONUS, MY ANSWER to 11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why? I could write a literal essay about all of the problems I have with the later seasons (the ones I watched, which encompasses 6, 7, 8, and a few episodes of 9). But by far and away, the thing I hated most, was the Men of Letters.

Okay, this is where I am going to recognize my love of certain characters is at FUNDAMENTAL ODDS with how that character develops later and what history and background we get later on them. I RECOGNIZE this character is problematic, and I would NEVER STAND for his shit IRL, but fiction is complicated and nuanced, and fantastic circumstances do not make for normal behaviors. That being said, with all warnings I could possibly give, and with the full understanding that what I am about to say is basically fandom blasphemy of the highest order...

I like John Winchester’s character.

I know, I know. If you wanna stop reading and block me now, you are free to do that. I will not hold it against you. I am not about to apologize for anything he has done. I just need to contextualize why I have such an issue with the MOL storyline and it starts with the simple fact that I liked John Winchester as he was originally presented.

To me, and with the full understanding that I am answering this from the perspective of someone who DOES NOT regard anything past season 5 as personal canon, John Winchester is the perfect example of a truly complicated character. Here’s a parent who, if we take the pilot and the original s2 Djinn episodes at face value, could have been a great parent, who then got shoved into a fantastically impossible situation and made terrible choices that he thought were necessary in order to keep himself and his sons safe. That does not EXCUSE the heaps of abuse that he piled onto Dean in any way. We know John and Mary didn’t have a great marriage. But we also know from the pilot that John was at least a caring and present father, mostly,  for the 4 years he got to parent in a normal world, and that if Mary had lived, John would’ve been a softball playing dad who raised his kids and had a loving marriage with his wife. (Again, I need to reiterate, I did not watch anything past the early episodes of s9. If there is later canon that negates this, I do not know about it, nor do I want to because I don’t think of anything past 5 as canon) This is all important to me because these things emphasize that John was “NORMAL”. He was a mechanic, from a family of mechanics, whose father didn’t bail on him (a man in the episode where Dean is transported back in time to Lawrence tells John to ‘say hi to your old man for me’ or something to that effect). He was just a midwestern dude. Giving John Winchester a fantastical background through this Men of Letters bullshit made me SO MAD. First of all, I hate when later canon negates previous canon. I cannon TELL you how much I hate it. And the later seasons of Supernatural are riddled with stuff that doesn’t make any damn sense in the context of original, Kripke written canon, which is exactly why I stopped watching. That’s not ~Evolution of the show.~ That’s conveniently forgetting stuff that made your show and its premise so successful to begin with in order to keep filming episodes so you can keep making money. It’s the sacrifice of art for capitalism and yes I know this is a stupid TV show but as a writer myself it PISSES ME OFF.

/rant

ALSO, the idea that this toxically masculine family was set on this path by Heaven, and inherited this curse that put them on this path from their mother was such a good plot twist in its heyday. We spent four seasons thinking of Mary Winchester as a victim of circumstance, whose fate could not have been avoided because she was the mother to Sam, who is effectively cursed. And then, we learn that its BECAUSE of Mary that this ball even got rolling in the first place. IDK if you were around for that time in the fandom but at least in my circle, this was a big fucking deal. There had been so much (rightful) discourse about John before this, and what kind of parent he was, that Mary became almost deified in the same way Dean deifies her. And then we find out that this whole story gets set in motion by a decision she made because this was the life she found herself in. This was great. It was interesting. And even though the MOL doesn’t negate any of this, it does give John this weirdly fantastical that isn’t necessary. Let this guy be just some Joe Schmoe who fell in love with a kick ass hunter and had no idea any of this even existed. Let Mary and her want to be ‘normal’ be a complicated moral choice that fundamentally altered the paths of her husband and sons. It’s good tv!

Also, I fucking hate the bunker. The best episodes are Dean and Sam having moments in the car, or while in motel rooms on their cases, or whatever. I don’t mind them having a home base. I’m fine with that. But if a building could ever be a Mary Sue character, the bunker is it. I hate all of the MOL storyline, starting with this place.

I may not even tag this as Supernatural, I don’t need angry later season stans in my inbox.

15. Unpopular opinion about the manga/show?

There’s nothing good about anything that happened after season 6. It’s all a bunch of retconning bullshit. Season 6 had its moments where it was interesting, so I cut it a little bit of slack, but as far as I’m concerned, the show ended in season 5. I’m not sure that’s necessarily unpopular, but it does feel that way on tumblr, so. 

16. If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?

Aside from ending it in season 5?

Oooh, I’m about to blaspheme again. I am definitely not tagging this as Supernatural.

I would never have introduced Castiel, and I would’ve given that entire storyline to Anna. Or, alternatively, I would’ve flipped their story lines.

Look, for whatever it’s worth... I agree with the idea that Dean Winchester is a repressed bisexual. His Dr. Sexy love, the entire storyline with Benny in season 8, etc. I just don’t think he feels romantically about Castiel. And like, that’s okay! Just because you’re not into someone who is into you doesn’t mean you owe them a relationship or anything, no matter what the fandom thinks.

But I also think Dean has a big problem when it comes to women. Again, obviously later on in the series, Dean shifts and Charlie happens and Claire Novak and I know all of these things from gifs okay, context is not applicable here because I have none. But early on, Dean struggles A LOT with thinking of women as A) capable and B) trustworthy. He exists in a perpetual state of identifying women along the Madonna/Whore binary. Even Jo, however you feel about her, and to be clear, I loved Jo, but he doesn’t stop thinking of her really as a kid until they’re about to shoot the devil. Up until then, he’s genuinely surprised Ellen lets her out of the damn house.

Giving him a strong, capable woman who rebels against Heaven for HIM would have fundamentally altered Dean’s perceptions of women much earlier on than we get and would have forced him to examine some of that misogyny head on.

Dean has no problems trusting men. This is why the entire Gordon fiasco happens, right? It was less work for him to trust Castiel because Castiel is the inverse of Ruby. Angel to her Demon. Angels and demons don’t really have genders, but for the sake of presentation of vessels, man to her woman. Not even getting me started on the problematic parts of having significant demons mostly symbolized by women (Meg, Ruby, Lilith) and having significant angels mostly represented by Men (Castiel, Michael, Lucifer, Zachariah, Gabriel, Raphael), and how that ties into the idea of Original Sin and yada yada, but just like it’s interesting to have Mary and her decisions be the catalyst for the story, it’s interesting to have this badass warrior angel in Anna who marches down to Hell to yank Dean out, and through her interactions with him, decide to rebel against the ultimate patriarchy, while Dean gets an equally strong female counterpart to Sam’s Ruby, a woman for all intents and purposes that he respects as a soldier and an ally and not just a potential piece of ass.

Also, Castiel fans being literally unbearable is why I left the fandom. Nothing against Misha or anything, and not even anything against Cas as a character (who I very much enjoyed in seasons 4 and 5), but his fans have always been the worst and they try to insert him into everything.

19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

Castiel/Destiel fans, which even though I also hated the direction the show was going, drove me out of the fandom. Not like, personally or directly, but just the sheer mental hoops they had to jump through in order to make their ship work and I just got tired of seeing all of the contrived meta on my dash. Oh, and the rampant misogyny that came out of those early Castiel fans. I didn’t appreciate it from the Wincest corner, and I definitely didn’t appreciate it from the fans of the new guy. Gross.

22. Popular character you hate?

Oof. I don’t know. I don’t really hate Castiel, because again, I liked him a lot in seasons 4 and 5. Even 6 was interesting, even if I don’t regard it as my own personal show canon. I don’t think there was a popular character in those first five seasons I ever really hated. I didn’t fundamentally hate a character at all until the MOL stuff came around. Um. Yeah, I don’t really have an answer for this.

23. Unpopular character you love?

Pretty much every female character ever. Jo, Ellen, Ruby, Meg... although Meg became more popular as the series went on, Anna. Um. OH, BELA. Bela ESPECIALLY, I recently rewatched season 3 and I cannot emphasize how MUCH I love Bela. She was the best purely human foil ever. Bela is hands down the character I love most that the fandom had frothing at the mouth hatred for. It doesn’t help that I legitimately think Lauren Cohan is one of the most beautiful women on the planet. But seriously, Bela. Hands down.

24. Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not? 

I have! Many of times, and ALWAYS WITH THE CAVEAT to stop at the end of season 5. Not a single one of them has listened to me and almost all of them came to me at the end of the finale and were like WHY DID I WASTE SO MUCH TIME, and I don’t want to say I told them so, but like, I explicitly in neon colored text once told them so, so like, idk what to tell them. But yes! I think if someone is interested in some classic mystery television that has an overarching theme of family and forgiveness and striking out against the boxes that life tries to put us all into, SPN is a great show. But only the first 5 seasons. Also, be prepared for some thematically problematic parts of the show because there’s a lot of cishet toxic masculinity in those early seasons, and we should examine our media critically. There’s also a lot of good though too, and IMO, the good outweighs the bad.

25. How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?

I would’ve ended it at season 5. I would’ve had Sam escape the pit and seen him standing under the street lamp, but then I would’ve had him walking away to leave Dean with Lisa (btw, side note, I DIDN’T like Lisa because I don’t think Dean would ever be truly happy with someone completely outside the life). Not because Sam doesn’t love his brother, but because he *does* love his brother, and because he would want Dean to be happy, even though Dean and Sam’s ideas of what makes the other happy have always been a little bit screwed up.. but that’s a different story.

27. Least shippable character?

Probably Zachariah. God, could you imagine? And... maybe Alastair, but I’m sure there are fics out there that I do not want to think about.

[sasoriapologist]

Since Tumblr wanted to nerf this post from tags: I’m reposting it with the icky words all separated and stuff. :)

sorry for being mad and starting discourse on Sasori’s birthday but holy shit the Sasori liker side of this fandom is making me fucking insane. As a preface, I’m a huge advocate for letting people have fun and crack shipping. I’m also not a hardcore anti- I find myself thinking a lot of times anymore that antis have a tendency to take things too far and over police without leaving any room for interpretation, unfairly generalizing and often times seeing things too black and white and failing to realize nuance in some situations. That being said, I also think that shipping things that are outright and inarguably p3///dophi/lic, abu////sive and preda////tory is bad and should be condemned.

The issue I’m noticing is fucking rampant among the Sasori side of this fandom is y’all are doing anything and everything to avoid having ships for him that aren’t inarguably pe//doph/ilic and pr3d///atory. It’s like y’all will ship him with fucking ANYONE except people where the relationship would be at least to a degree okay.

You want to ship him with a woman? Cool, I think he’s a woman liker bisexual too. But why do y’all flock to the ship between him and a 15 year old girl who he addresses explicitly as a child instead of, I don’t know, Konan? Who is arguably even calls beautiful and worthy of being preserved as art? And is his own age? Something similar applies to the very specific subset of sasodei shippers who portray Deidara as young as possible and Sasori being attracted to Deidara while Deidara is as young as possible beyond what’s realistic for canon- you could easily portray Sasori being attracted to adult Deidara and you choose to make content s3//xualizing a very very young Deidara with him... why? If not for thinking p3//doph//ilia is cute and sexy? This is coming from an avid sasodei shipper.

And people who want him to be a pretty “smol boy” with a big hunky boyfriend- first of all, I encourage you to examine this, because a lot of the content I see for this is perpetuating harmful f3ti/sh1zed, yaoi-adjacent stereotypes and stereotypes based on appearance such as him being short or and “pretty”, and those are things that are harmful and perpetuating that has negative effects for real life communities, particularly LGBT men. Not only that, but a worrying majority of people in this category seem to want to s3/xualize him while making him look as young as possible. Which is concerning for reasons I hope I don’t have to explain. However, if you’re set in this- why do you jump to shipping him with someone he only knew as a child save for the instance of killing him? Why can’t we ship him with Kakuzu or something? Or just have your own headcanons about him and Deidara? And sure, arguments can be made about how Kakuzu and Deidara are also bad to ship with him, but those ships are where I tend to think that there’s more nuance and it’s not necessarily bad to ship even if I understand why someone would personally be uncomfortable.

And for both of these- making OCs is an option. I get he doesn’t interact with a lot of people in canon, but OC x Canon ships aren’t harmful and in my opinion, there’s a lot of unfair bias against them for absolutely no good reason. Make OCs to ship with him. That’s what I did. Or get creative with canon characters to ship with him- nothing wrong with shipping him with someone he has no interaction with but could have a potentially good dynamic with.

It’s literally like you guys will ship him with anyone else to avoid having, for lack of a more civil term, non-freak ships for him. I’m not sure what it is about Sasori specifically that attracts this extreme on both sides, I guess he just has a lot of traits that make him bait for both extremes or something, but this is getting so worrying and I know a lot of people who agree but are too afraid to say it because some of y’all will be so vicious about it. I’m trying to keep this as civil as possible. It’s getting to the point I’m coming across Naruto fans who are instantly weary of people who have Sasori as a favorite because a lot of us either romanticize and s//3xualize these really horrible things, perpetuate harmful stereotypes, or are straight up mean and elitist for no reason.

Alright, that’s my Sasori birthday rant. No, I’m not going to turn anon options on for my ask box- if you want to argue about this, do it with your name attached to it if you really stand by what you have to say about it. If you aren’t going to be civil, have the balls to do it with your own name. I doubt this is even going to reach a lot of people in opposition to this though granted I’m pretty sure I have a good majority of the people this is targeted at blocked, but still. This has been bugging me for a while and it’s been bugging a lot of the people I’m friends with for a while and I feel like someone needs to say something about it.

EDIT: adding on to this instead of making a new post so I don’t clog the Sasori tag with discourse, and because it’s related. You guys... know you don’t have to make Sasori as young as possible, right? You don’t have to portray him as physically 15. He can realistically be 18-19 physically, and he can be up into his mid to late twenties physically- his timeline is heavily up to interpretation granted how painfully inconsistent and contradictory Kishimoto was with writing it. Portraying him as a 15 year old in l3/wd situations is you choosing to portray him as a 15 year old in l3/wd situations when you do not have to. That’s weird and gross to go out of your way to headcanon him at the youngest possible physical age for him and then portray him in n///5//fw situations. If you subscribe to the timeline of him being physically 25 and portray him in those situations- knock yourself out, make him have his d1/ck out and in shit all you want, but if you subscribe to him being 15 physically and do that shit.... please fucking stop it.

[spn-ficfanatic]

F*ck Cancer- Ch 1: The Discovery

SERIES MASTERLIST - CHAPTER TWO

Summary: You’ve been hiding a crushing secret from your best friends (Well, one best friend and one sometimes-lover if you want to get technical about it). How will they react when they find out that the woman they grew up and hunted with for most of their lives, may only have a few months left to live?

Genre: Angst

Characters: Sam x Reader, Dean x Platonic!Reader* *For my Dean ladies: it may not be romantic between him and the reader, but it’s a very close brotherly/sisterly relationship and I still think y’all will really enjoy it :)

Words: 3277

Warnings: Cancer/chemo talk, swearing

A/N: I’ve only written one series prior to this. It was also a Sam x Reader, was 8 parts long just like this, and just like this it marked a huge milestone on my blog. The first chapter of “The One Moment” marked the 100th post I’d made... this marks the 300th :)

Your phone rang as you stared lazily out of the window. You knew you were lucky, not many of the other patients had this view; it certainly made the whole process seem a little less intimidating. Your heart nearly skipped a beat when you saw it was Sam who was calling, for good or bad you weren't sure. You and he had been together in the past, it was never anything serious because the life of a hunter would never allow that, but to say you didn’t have some semblance of feelings for him would be a big fat lie. You took a deep breath and accepted the call, holding your hand over the microphone in an attempt to shield the hospital sounds surrounding you.

“Hey Sam, been a while,” you told him, trying to sound casual. Thankfully you had only just started treatment 10 minutes prior so the vomiting hadn’t started yet, and your voice would definitely have betrayed you in that instance.

“Hey yourself Y/N, been good?” he replied; you could hear the smile in his voice which in turn had you grinning. You really had missed him.

“Can’t complain,” you lied. “How are you and bonehead going?”

“Hey, I resent that,” Dean’s voice protested in the background and you and Sam shared a laugh.

“He’s good, we both are.”

“So, what are you boys up to at the moment? Gimme all the goss,” you begged, reclining in your chair.

“Actually we’ve just finished a case and will be driving through Austin pretty soon to the next one, thought maybe we could stop by and say hi.”

You nearly dropped the phone as you bolted upright. Holding onto it tightly you quickly debated on the best way to handle this. No way were he and Dean going to find out about this, especially not in the middle of treatment.

“Y/N? You there?” he asked, concern filling his voice.

“Shit yer, sorry, I sat back and nearly dropped my phone. Um, now’s not really a good time,” you told him, scrambling to come up with a good excuse.

“Is everything ok? Are you in trouble?” he asked, jumping straight into protective mode. You forced out a laugh.

“It’s all good, I’m just not at home. Hitting a salt and burn a few states over unfortunately.”

“I thought you were having a break from hunting?” Dean asked you skeptically. Curse his big brother senses.

“Yer but this came up and, I dunno, I felt like scratching that itch or something,” you scrambled, picking at a loose thread on your jumper sleeve nervously. “Anyway I think I’ll be here another couple of days so we might have to try for next time. Sorry.”

“No no, it’s fine. Sorry to miss you, was looking forward to it,” Sam replied, sounding pretty beat up. God damn it Winchester!

A nurse started to approach and you realised you had to get off the call before they overheard her talking about your IV line.

“Anyway guys I better get going, it was really great talking to you. I’ll call you tomorrow perhaps?” you rushed.

“Oh, uh, yer sure. That’d be great. Talk soo-”

You had to cut him off, the nurse got too close and was about to open her mouth and blow your cover. You berated yourself for it, he probably thought you didn’t want to see them anymore, and you face palmed yourself and groaned in annoyance.

“Oh hun, is the nausea starting already?” the nurse asked you kindly.

“Yer, only it’s not the chemo this time.”

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“Did she just hang up on you?” Dean asked incredulously. Sam was looking at his phone, the call disconnected before he’d even managed to get his sentence out.

“Uh, yer, it would appear so.”

“What the hell did you do to her man?”

Sam held his hands up defensively. “I didn’t do anything! At least I don’t think I did. Things were good last time, we email and message while we’re on the road. I don’t understand what’s going on.”

An awkward silence filled the cabin while the boys each contemplated the exchange.

“Did she sound a little flat to you?” Dean asked, starting to grow concerned.

“I dunno, a little I guess. Maybe this hunt’s taken a lot out of her, it’s been a while.”

“Do you… Nah.”

“What?”

“Well, do you think she was on a hunt? Really? Maybe she’s just avoiding us.”

Sam gave Dean a look, before leaning over and grabbing his laptop from the back seat. Dean kept his eyes on the road while Sam brought up the GPS tracker and put your number in.

“Dude, really? We’re stalking her now? She’s gonna kill you if she finds out you did this, you know that right?”

Sam didn’t answer as he watched the program track your phone, his heart dropping when it landed on the one place he never expected it would.

“Dean, how far away are we from Austin?” he asked as he stared at the screen, his voice sounding a little dangerous.

“Uhhh, a couple of hours. Give or take. Why, is she there?”

“Yer she’s, uh, she’s at Cornerstone Hospital.”

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3 hours later and you were finally done with your chemotherapy treatment for the day. You’d had a bout of nausea a little while ago but generally were starting to come good again. Knowing what happened last time though, you had about 45 minutes to get home before you could barely stand through the pain.

Waiting for the nurse to see you, you drummed your hands on the armrest while you looked around the room. A few people had come and gone in the time you’d been there, some having just a half-hour treatment. You were the youngest there you noticed, and you always got the pity-stare from the older patients when they walked in and saw you. So you kept to yourself… making friends with people at this stage in your life seemed relatively moot.

You were too busy reading a new poster on the wall to hear the heavy footsteps coming down the hall. You may have recognised them if you have been paying attention, you’d heard them on enough hunts in the past. A deep voice broke through your thoughts and turned your blood cold; if you hadn't still been connected to all the wires you might have tried to make a run for it. Instead you took a deep breath and turned to face the brothers. Neither had noticed you yet, their backs to you as they spoke to the nurse at the desk opposite. They were in their FBI gear which surprised you.

“Hello, we're looking for Y/N Y/L/N?” Dean asked in his professional voice.

Sam started looking around the room and before the nurse could point them in your direction, his eyes landed on yours. His jaw dropped as he took your frail form in, and before Dean could even turn around he was headed to you.

“Y/N, what the hell?” he cried, trying not to be too loud but he was obviously upset. Dean too came toward you, you don’t think you’d ever seen him look so worried before.

“Is everything ok here?” the nurse asked as she approached your chair, eyeing the men cautiously.

“Yer it’s all fine Tess, thanks for checking. Could we have a sec before you unhook me?” you asked her quietly. “I need to talk with my friends.”

She nodded with a warm smile and patted your knee gently before walking off to help another patient. You watched her leave, and sighed as you turned back to face the guys. Both were staring at you with mouths agape, and you rolled your eyes and gave a little huff of amusement.

“You guys wanna close your mouths? There’s a few flies buzzing around in here.”

“Don't joke Y/N, this isn't funny,” Dean scolded.

You hung your head. “You're right, I’m sorry. I don’t really know how to talk about this stuff.”

“How long has is been going on?” Sam asked, nearly in a whisper. The guy looked heartbroken, and you felt like dirt.

You rubbed your neck awkwardly, you knew they weren’t going to like the answer you had for them. “Umm, this is my second cycle of chemo.”

Sam tried to stay composed but your admission took him by surprise. “Wha- SECOND? You didn’t think to call me after the first? Why the hell haven't you said anything?” he whispered angrily, trying not to draw attention from the other patients. It was a futile effort though, there wasn’t much entertainment in the treatment room so all eyes were locked on the display.

“Sam please, not here,” you begged, tears starting to form in your eyes as you looked around.

“She's right Sammy,” Dean replied calmly, noticing the attention as well. “Let’s just get her home and we'll figure it all out then.” You let out a breath, thankful to Dean for taking control.

“Thank you. I have my car so I’ll just m-”

“Wait, you drove here?” Dean scolded loudly. Well, so much for having calm big brother on your side.

“Is there a problem with that?” you asked defensively.

“You barely look like you can walk Y/N, let alone drive. What are you thinking?” Dean chided, and your ears grew hot with anger.

“Excuse me?” you asked, your voice low and dangerous. He’d only heard you speak to one other person like that before and it was Crowley when he dared to called you “sweetcheeks”.

He sighed, realising he was out of line, and tried to back-pedal. “I just mean…”

“No, I know what you meant Dean. You know, just because I’m going through this doesn’t make me a damn invalid. And sure I’ve lost a little weight and my hair’s a bit thinner but hey, that’s what’s gonna happen when my body is being pumped with poisoned to kill the asshole tumour growing in my noggin. But none of that really matters because I’ll probably be dead in a few months time anyway.”

As the conversation had become more and more heated the nurse was quietly and graciously removing your IV, she could clearly see this conversation was uncomfortable for you and wanted you to have the option to remove yourself from it if need be. It was all you needed to get up off your chair and start walking out the door, leaving the brothers behind you.

“Go after her and I’ll call security,” you heard Tess warn, and if you hadn’t been pissed as fuck you would have smiled. You’d developed a good repore with her in the time you’d been in the hospital, and considered her your closest friend at this point in your life. No-one else knew about what you were going through, you had quit your job ages ago and were supporting yourself with your safely stored away inheritance. You were thankful to not hear heavy footsteps following after you, and headed quickly to your car to head home. You didn’t know if you’d have enough of a head start to beat them.

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You were panting by the time you reached your front door. The headache had started on the way home and the stress of what had just transpired with the brothers was becoming too much in your state. You grabbed your keys out of your bag but your eyes became blurry, and you leaned your forehead against the door frame as you rubbed the bridge of your nose. Staying where you were you looked down as you found the key you needed, and gently leaned over to put it into the door. The roar of the Impala came around the corner and you groaned… why couldn’t they just give you a little time to process? Bloody men!

To your annoyance the key wasn’t fitting in the lock and you threw your hands up in the air in frustration, your head still resting on the door frame. You heard them pull up to your sidewalk and quickly tried to find the key you needed, only to drop them on the ground.

“What the fuckity fuck!” you cried out loud, stomping your foot in frustration like a 5 year old. You gave up and slumped on the sun chair by your front door, holding your head in your hands with your elbows on your knees. The car doors slammed and you could hear them walking up the path to your front porch.

“Y/N?” Sam called out when he saw you, and when you made no move to greet them he and Dean quickly raced to your side. “Hey, Y/N, you OK?” he asked, brushing the hair behind your ear.

“Stupid fucking key wouldn’t go in the stupid fucking lock,” you told him bitterly, and you heard Dean pick them up.

“I see the brain tumour hasn’t dampened your potty mouth,” Dean told you wryly, and you lifted your head gently to look at him.

“Did you just joke about my cancer?” you asked him with a smirk. He cleared his throat, obviously uncomfortable with the mention of the C word, but he pushed through it and gave a tight smile.

“Do you need Sam’s help to get inside?”

“Um, I don’t think so. I think I’ll be ok, thanks,” you responded, giving Sam a smile as you stood. You screamed at yourself internally when your left knee buckled, and quick as a flash Sam’s arms were around you.

“Y/N?” he asked, sounding more scared than you liked to hear from him. You closed your eyes and nodded, swallowing thickly.

“I’m ok, just tired. Maybe I could use the help after all,” you admitted, not daring to meet his gaze. You were grateful when he didn’t swoop you into his arms, instead wrapping your arm over his shoulder and supporting you as you walked into your living room together. Dean grabbed your bag and put it on the floor by the door as he closed it, following you both.

Once Sam had you seated on the couch he took the spot next to you, Dean opting to lean against the wall instead.

“Do you need anything?” Sam asked, watching you carefully.

You shook your head. “I’m ok. You guys help yourself though, there’s some beer in the fridge I think.” When Dean’s jaw clenched you gave a small smile. “I keep it there for you guys, I’m not drinking I swear.”

He relaxed and nodded, crossing his arms over his chest letting the room fall into an uncomfortable silence. You found yourself picking at your sweater sleeve as you considered your next move.

“Thank you,” you told them quietly. “For not making me feel completely useless right now. I’m sorry I blew up at the hospital, that wasn’t fair.”

“No, you’re under a lot of stress, we get it,” Sam told you kindly, and you shook your head.

“You didn’t deserve that. What you did deserve to know was that I’m sick, and I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I just didn’t know how, I tried so many times but it just wouldn’t come out.”

“It’s a, uh, brain tumour?” Dean asked, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Yer, found out about a couple of months ago I think. I dunno, the days are starting to run together a little bit.”

“What do the doctors say?” Sam asked, and you could hear the reluctance as he did. He didn’t want to know this anymore than you didn’t want to tell him. You sighed, and looked up to meet their gaze.

“It’s aggressive, growing fast and they can’t operate right now. They’re trying to slow it down and hopefully shrink it with chemo before looking at surgery as an option, but because of where it’s located and the speed that it’s growing they think there’s only a 5% chance they’ll be able to remove it before it… before it, ah…” you stumbled, clearing your throat as your eyes started to fill with tears. Shaking your head slightly, you swallowed down the massive lump in your throat before continuing. “I probably won’t make it, is basically what I’m trying to say.”

Silence filled the room, and you let it this time. You were beyond exhausted, the treatment and this conversation were draining the very last of your energy. Despite your best efforts your eyelids began to droop, you barely noticed when you started to slide toward the cushions. Gentle murmurs barely broke through your haze, and you couldn’t find the energy even to acknowledge the one of them who lifted you up bridal style and carried you up the stairs to your bedroom. The fluffy pillows and quilt enveloped you, and without ever opening your eyes you drifted off to sleep.

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Sam stood at your bedside, watching you sleep. He'd never seen you looking so vulnerable, and it was scaring the crap out of him. This wasn't a monster he could fight for you, not a battle he could try and win on your behalf. This was the one thing no hunter ever expected to die from, knowing it would simply be too cruel an irony to befall them. And yet here you were: half the size you used to be, pale as a ghost and so frail you could barely stand. He stayed watching you for a while, making an easy decision in the process. Regardless of what Dean thought, he wouldn't be leaving this house without you again.

“Hey, did she stay asleep?” Dean asked as Sam came down the stairs and through to the kitchen. He had cracked a couple of beers and was currently whipping up some pancakes, their first home cooked meal since the last time they were in your house 3 months ago.

“Yer. Um, Dean, we need to talk-”

“So I was thinking that Y/N might be better off in the downstairs bedroom,” Dean started, cutting Sam off. “If she wants to that is. Just makes sense with the chemo kicking her in the ass so bad. You could take the study next to her so one of us is nearby, and I could take her room. Or vice versa, I don’t mind. Oh, and I had a quick look and there's a job going at a garage a few blocks from here, figured I could go out after we ate something and see if they'll take me on. Thought you’d rather be home for Y/N to take her to appointments and such, so no need to find you a job. We can figure out the rest when she wakes up. Now, do you want strawberries or blueberries with your pancakes?”

As Dean turned around holding two plates of stacks he found Sam staring at him like he was possessed. Dean rolled his eyes and took the plates to the dining table, heading back to the fridge for the toppings leaving Sam to catch up.

“So… you want to stay?” Sam asked incredulously.

“Why is that so hard to believe?” Dean asked defensively as he sat down, quickly shoving a large bite of pancake into his mouth.

“I dunno,” Sam shrugged. “I guess I just wasn’t expecting you to go all apple pie life on me.”

“This is for Y/N. She's saved our lives more times than I can count, now it's our turn to save hers. She's family,” he said with finality, gently pushing Sam’s plate toward him and gesturing for him to sit down. Sam smiled broadly and did as requested, mentally planning out the new life they were making for themselves.

CONT.

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TharnType the Series Ep. 8 Review

I'm not ready for this episode yet people are very exited for the torture (?). Lol.

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It is unsual to see TumTar at the beginning but it is good to see them smile like that. Do you see that big smile from Tar when Tum plays the certain melody? Finally he can smile that free. Well suddenly sad again because of the birthday notification. Hurry up both of you need to clear everything.

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Okay Ai Tharn we knew that you like dark chocolate now but don't emphasis it. We knew who has a darker skin. Yes, khun mom want to see him, why you don't say that he is yours. Hahaha. (I think he remembers what Type said about he is not ready yet, yes, okay, gentleman) Now here he is, the P'San Khrap. Seems he really close to this family already. Liau, wait, Tharn isn't that happy receiving the gift from him. What is this, miss the 14 of Tharn, may be he was a cry baby back then but not now P'. Yes, no more cute little boy, he already have a daddy's little boy at the dorm. Oiiii, such a supportive big bro, yes Tharn is more handsome than him and look at Tharn's smile. He probably said "I love you big bro" in silence.

Ai No.... Euuuu he should go with Tharn to his house so Tharn could introduce him to everyone there. SEE...... EVERYONE HEAR THAT, THIS IS THE REASON WHY TYPE WANTED TO TELL NO ONLY BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE WHO WILL SPILL THE TEA. SO TYPE DOSEN'T NEED TO EXPLAIN OR DECLARE ANYTHING. LMAO. KEEP ASKING PEUN.... KEEP ASKING CHAMP, COME ON CORNER BOTH OF THEM. DAMN not this time guys... Let them "kin" each other, I mean kin the grilled meats. Look at No's apologies, how cute he is. Hahaha

Got an Audy bae... Ready to pick you up. Have a car but live in a condo. What else you could think Ai No beside it is more convenient for practice music, of course to let Type scream without anyone knows what they are doing. LOL.

Peun... Don't judge a book by its cover. The one who know the real Tharn is Type only between all of you. Also he is his wify so don't ever think to say anything bad about Tharn.

Techno really digs everything on Type, he is curious now about their relationship. Ai No... You are a good friend but I'm worry you will spill more. See, even he is the one who mention about P'San first to Type. Meung maeng....

Type.... make a wish for Tharn, please. You never make a wish on your birthday or never wish or pray for other for their own goodness? Why he can't understand? Yes, the bed is all yours don't feel ngao/lonely.

Yes, Long always remember his crush's birthday. I want to dig information from him. I'm sure that he likes Tharn. No excuses with those facebook updates. P'San was Tharn first love, O.K. may the war come then.

WHAT THE F*CKKKKKK. WHAT DID TYPE GIVE? WHAT THE, BAD, YOU BAD BOY. YOU ARE NOT DADDY'S LITTLE BOY ANYMORE. HOW MANY TIMES BOTH OF YOU WILL DO IT? MY RATIONAL THINKING HAS STOP WORKING. CUTE BUT NO NO NO... YOU WERE GOOD TO NOT TELLING AI NO ABOUT THE PRESENTS. "hurry up come, I'm already dying to use the presents" Tharn. WHATEVER LA MEUNG....

YES, YOU HAVE ALL THE FLAVORS, WE KNEW YOUR FAVORITE IS C.H.O.C.H.O.L.A.T.E. He is starving for food not for S yet. Hurry up get him one then do the rounds later. Look at that satisfying smile on Type's face. Why I can't resist his cuteness though. Wow he opened the wraped present, not good boy not good, the owner didn't know it yet. Just say it you just got jealous. I smell something after this, what will Tharn do? Ai Tharn what will you do? Don't tell me that you the one who will start a fire between Type and P'San.

SEE.... TECHNO SPILLED IT AGAIN TO HIS FRIENDS, THE QUEENS. OIII AI NOO..... a little bit but (sigh). "I think he wants to keep it secret to" Type. Hell no, we all know the truth. "then why you still upset, shouldn't you be crazy in love with your boyfriend?" Techno. They were intended to be crazy in love but were canceled Ai No. Yes, help them make up so they can make love later. Mmmm... What?

Ow that smile comes from Tharn. I know there is something odd. Not funny Tharn, if you make, what I think, come true. Type really such an honest person, he keeps the emotion on his face while greeting P'San. YOU ARE JEALOUS AI TYPE. P'San's radar is on, get over that hand P, don't let people burn in jealousy. AI TECHNOOO WHY HE IS SUCH A J*RK. YOU SAID YOU WANNA HELP THEM TO MAKE UP. I can see Tharn don't want him to join too. Ai No... Why? Even Tharn is worry now about Type. I really want to punch this PEUN on his face, WHY HE MENTIONED THAT GIRL. SUCH A TRIAL FRIEND. That hand P' yud leui... Stop it... Now you understand right? Ai No... I can see your reaction, I'll punch you if you still act innocent. F*CK OFF BRO YOU GET ON MY NERVE. STOP BEING CURIOUS AND YOU STILL CAN LAUGH LIKE THAT. DONE WITH YOU. BYE... BETRAYAL. SEE..... I know he doesn't like raw food that's why he ordered the grilled one. But he never tells Tharn because he feels uneasy to say it when Type ordered a lot of raw food. But, it will become another problem if both of them don't talk about it. Bad situation, bad friend. Say it that he is your, Type, or silence and talk later with your present doing (coughing).

A mature and a childish. This will happen. Now Tharn take control, he is upset not to Type but P'San, to much spoiler. Yes, he didn't spit it because his boyfriend fed him and now he is a mature one he can eat raw as he likes at least he doesn't have an allergic. If he has an allergic and never tell Type, this will be problematic. So, just forget the past and go on. Hahhhh, this P'San, he never gives up. I think he still hoping for Tharn to be his again. That's why he always come every year to get more chances. That's what will happen Type, if you never tell other who Tharn is, people will keep coming to bother both of you except you are mature enough to not think about it and live what you both should live.

I'm speechless.... Type, you are more complicated than a girl who say "whatever" when she is asked what she want to eat and go for a war later because she doesn't give any clue. Jebb, why my heart hurt, this is not my problem, this is yours. You are tiring even Tharn said that too to his brother. Yes, you never listen, everything he said those are what he likes and what he hates, you are the one who never learn, you are the one who never understand, never ask, never curious about something might he likes or hate the most. What you think is only those c*ndoms. You even don't know that he likes chocolate. Stubborn, childish, stupid, heartless, what else guys? It is hurting me to see Tharn crying again. He always be honest, he knew you really like that restaurant, he ate and didn't spit. Appreciate it bro. Now he said, P'San is more understand him, Think bro think, don't be so emotional, you look like a girl on their period. LOL. He even said he hate "break up" the most. He already tired, give him more happiness. Don't make him like me, I already tired to find one, I even think to live my life alone. So don't ever make him to freeze his heart. A frozen heart will be very hard to melt. Meung maeng.... Assh*le.

Arghhh I hate this rollercoaster. Yes Type yess I forgive you such adorable human being. But Tharn seems thinking about your words na. So, be careful. His heart is weak, he might be through a hardest path before that you would never think. "You won't never suffer as much as I do anyway" Tharn. Jebb mak Ai Tharn. You stabbing my heart, we are the same don't say that.

So that is the real story about P'San and Tharn. Why it reminds me something. Team up with Type, yes, I hate him too. Thorn was took care of Thanya to hospital and he banged Tharn, he has a thick face seriously even Thorn was hit him that much. Of course he was that cute when he was 14 but it wasn't the right way to bang an under age. Poor Tharn, he was innocent that is why he gave P'San in. We talk about the comfort not the rational. Suddenly blow my emotion, it seriously reminds me something that I don't want to recall. F*ck. I can see something in Thorn's eyes, he knew that his friend is good but also dangerous. Thorn knew his goodness and badness, yet Tharn knew only his goodness. Ironic. Why we are so connected Ai Tharn. (take a deep breath). Marked, P'San.

"If a woman ask you to sleep with her, don't you want to do it too?" Tharn. Bro, mind your age! May be I'm an old fashioned but I'm agree with the statement that we can't do these kind of stuff under 17. I mean take a look on the safest age. If something happen, you will lose your teenage time while you can play and hangout with friends as much as you like before you are busy with those time consuming work. Well if you are gay yes that pregnant will never happen yet it concerns to moral lessons. Others may think were born to be a gay or trapped in a wrong gender. In my situation it is not about you were born to be a gay but it is because you were experienced with a guy in that young age. The age where you were build your pesonality who you want to become. And may be Tharn did the same thing to Tar like P'San did to him. Experience lead him to be like P'San but thanks God that he is mature enough to differentiate what is good and what is bad. The comfort lead him to a guy, first thing that will stuck forever in mind, that's why he couldn't do it with a girl. The feeling and the comfort for man and woman are different. Some people easily to change it but for people like Tharn, me and Type, we already had the experience since the younger age, and we can't change it easily. It already stucked in the heart and mind. More complicated if you bring a word 'sin' to here for people who have religion like me, man, frustrating. I had what Tharn had, I did what P'San did and it has been lead me to live a life full of guilty. But, gratefully they did with girl. I don't want them to be influenced by me about this thing. That's why I whised for a frozen heart, I don't want others to be influenced, until he came melt the ice only by his attitude and went away after he knew me. Then it freezing again. But thanks to him that I can felt the warm again even though it was short and wasn't influenced. That's why I love to see Tharn and Type or every couple in a drama having good relationship, let them be happy even it is a forbidden love. They have a right to be happy.

I do really love the way of Type for making up. I can't resist. He is so, cute. Sugar rush.... Yes Type, P'San is great to be hated. Why don't you tell him that Tharn is yours? See, Tharn also ask the same question. But you're not ready yet. Fine... Slowly, I understand, he also understand. "Don't forget what you have said" Type. He will never forget, Type, as long as you can have a good talk if both of you facing another problem.

MY GOD SUCH A TRIAL SENIOR. I'm done with P'San. Bad ending, next episode will full of tension again. This drama is complicated and tiring, even it just about a story of two persons.

See you soon pal.... I hope you like reading my review. I'm sorry if I sometimes put my personal matter in it. Hopefully it may help you to understand the situation or people like us. Or may be one of you have the same problem. Don't hesitate to tell me. We are at the same wheel. Cheer up...

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Immaculate

Chapter 23

TOP's point of view

Gardening was good for me, it relaxed me a lot. I've always liked plants since I was in the training, there they taught us how to take care of many kinds of plants. When I was at that small apartment 'she' didn't have any.

One day I found one dumped in the streets, we were doing the shopping. I took it to her house without getting caught.  

I took care of it, while I did the housework, I put the very small cactus in the rays of the sun, then I gave it a little quantity of water when necessary and I observed it much time when I finished. I tried to finish as soon as possible, so I could be near to the plant more time. I also told it how pretty it was, perhaps it was something I would like to be told.  

Before ‘she' returned home I hid it in the closet I used to sleep in. Whenever I felt bad, I looked at the iron shelf where I put the cactus. Even if it was at night and the closet was not well illuminated, looking at the cactus silhouette made me felt better. I cried less times the week I took care of it.

However, one day she decided to 'check' my things as if I was hiding something, maybe she thought I had stolen her money. When she was high, she used to do stupid stuff as lose her job, her money, her keys... Well, I hadn't stolen anything but, she found the little cactus "what the f*cking h*ll is this sh*t, Daniel?" She called me furious "a plant" I answered looking down "I know is a f*cking plant, do you think I am stupid?" She was pretty angry 'why did you say it' I regretted my words instantaneously.

"Why did you bring it?" She asked, I didn't want to respond so I keep looking down “this is my house, you have to follow the rules" she yelled at me "you really are a stupid robot" she grabbed my hair, I moaned due to the pain 'she' hit my belly with her knee I fell over of course. I was not able to stood up, I hated myself even more, I was so weak.

I was on my knees over the floor trying to stood up, one kick, another one. The third kick was the hardest I was not able to endure the impact, I vomited "f*ck! look at the mess you made!" the little quantity of food I ate at that morning was then wasted over the floor.  

She shoved me with his foot, I was laying down in fetal position "sh*t" she put her boot on my cheek to move my face a little "all your face is covered" she commented "you vomited too hard that it came out of your nose as well” she laughed making fun of me "I hope you have understood that you have to follow rules" she kicked my tummy five times again, I vomited again this time something that seemed to be saliva. Feeling the liquid in my nose was terrible "clean this" she said and stepped on my little cactus until it became dust ‘sorry’ I thought looking to the dead plant.

I tried to stood up again, I couldn't my legs quivered "you little piece of sh*t, look you can't even move" she laughed "I'll help you" she pulled me up quickly I was dizzy, she punched my belly hard again this time with her fist, I shouted. Tears of pain fell over my vomit, I didn’t fall again due to she was still grabbing my shirt. ‘She’ was obsessed with my belly I still couldn't find out why "don't puke again" she yelled.

'It's over it's over' I thought again and again, it wasn’t.  

“Come here” she grabbed my neck and put me under the shower, I was sat down, I still couldn’t stood up by myself “such a mess” she grabbed my neck forcing me to look at her “you look like a scared little rat, when you are about to smash it” she hit the wall near to my face, I shivered looking at her hand and then I looked to her, she laughed. I thought she was going to use the baseball bat again, fear was permeating my bowels.

Suddenly water was splashing my face, I felt I was drowning, her grab was tight. She liked to choke me until my vision blurred. She rarely did it as a punishment, she preferred to do it when we had sex or as a way to release her tension.  

It stopped, I was on my knees, I coughed many times. She let the cold water fell all over my body “mhm” I moaned softly, the sensation was the worst “wash yourself, and clean up when you finish”.

That day I also met ____, I was waiting for a good opportunity to scape. I had tried to do it before, she caught me, fortunately I could find a good excuse “I’m taking out the trash” that day I only got a slap. But what could she had done if I had not said those words?  

When she broke my toes, I wanted to run away too. But I was not even able to walk, run was impossible. She was going to catch me and punish me even harder.

…

When I figured out, I was in ___’s apartment I was worried. ____ could be a bad person as 'she', the next days I kept thinking the same. So, I did my best to not drive her crazy, however, in no time she showed me that not all the people were like that I had met.

____ has plants in her house but a machine did all the job, it gave them water, and special light if they needed it. All I did was looking at them and tell them beautiful words, once I tried to give them water but the machine scolded me. They had enough water and if I kept giving them water, they more they would die, that was what the machine told me. ____ also taught me how to pick the carrots she planted. I really liked the way she taught me many things, such as read, write, use the smartphone, she’s very patient.

...

The warm water, her warm body... It felt amazing, her head on my shoulder... I can't describe how good I was feeling with just words.

I closed my eyes softly as well, I was focused on every single breath she took, in the contact of each other skins.

I needed to feel her warm arms around me, so I moved and buried my face in her neck as I had been doing all that time, she put her arms around my shoulders as a result of my actions.

We didn't talked, but it was like at every single second we were saying to each other "I love you, I love you" through the warmth our of bodies.

The garden was full of light, she put many lamps for me, so I could see the garden at night too. It was raining, that time was simply lovely.

-----------

If you are thinking about if I confessed to him well I didn’t, he did. It really shocked me, I had never thought it could be possible, you know... him being in love with me.

The sunset was going to be in no time "____" he suddenly called me. We were sat down on the couch after he exercised in his treadmill while I was reading a book looking for information for my thesis.

"____, you told me that I should tell you if I'm feeling weird or bad or... Well, I'd like to tell you this before but I just couldn't" he was very nervous of course "yes, please tell me" I really thought it was something bad happening, I was concerned "I- I'm falling for you" he hid his face looking to one side, I couldn't got it at first since he spoke so much quickly.  

A big smile appeared on my face "you don't have to look down!" I made him to look at my eyes "you are so brave, did you know it?" I hugged him the tightest my arms could.

"Don't you hate me?" He asked shy "of course no! I will never hate you" I separated from him to see his face, he was surprised too. It seemed he couldn’t believe what I was telling him "so you...?" He hesitated "I'm so in love with you, sweet angel". We were both happy, well that's what happens when your feelings are not rejected.

Soon the night was there... covering us with its moonlight "can I give you a kiss?" He asked me, we were hugging each other and kissing our faces, smelling each other scent through our cheeks. I knew what he meant, he meant a 'special kiss'.

"Of course, you can" I said, we were close enough to make it happen in less than a second, he closed his eyes and daintily kissed my lips, he stayed there for a moment. At the moment his lips touched mine I felt all his innocence, all his sincere love. It wrapped me as I shut my eyes... I had never felt something like that before.

He separated from me being a blushing mess, "can you do that again?" he looked at me surprised, even more blushed if that was possible "y-yes" he told me softly, he again closed his eyes, and did the same. It felt like a totally new experience again although it was a second kiss  'so beautiful...' I thought.

We were looking into each other’s eyes again, trying to understand it was real and happening then. "Can I do it?" He nodded smiling, I grabbed his hands caressing them a little, since the first kiss started, we hadn't had more contact with each other than our lips. So, first I kissed all his face, then I put his hands on my waist and I did the same with mine on his. Then I did the same as him, when I tried to move my lips on his he moaned and squirmed "sorry" I put my forehead on his. I knew it, he was scared, maybe he felt attacked.

All this time he had being raped it was normal to feel scared. "Wanna be alone?" he shook his head immediately, he rested his face on my shoulder hiding his face in my neck, one day he confessed that when he did so he felt protected by me, that's the reason he loved to do it.

That night was magical, I didn't want it to end. But at the same time, I wanted to experience new things with him, such as going to the park as a couple, to the cinema, to a dinner, to go for a walk, to cook with him...Well many things.

"Now we are..." He asked shy "lovers, a couple" I said while shutting my eyes again feeling his hands over my waist, and the fabric of his favorite white shirt on the palms of my hands "I'm your girlfriend" I spoke again "you are my sunshine" he responded "I'm yours" he added.

Well the next days we did the same activities, all that changed was we kissed each other on the lips many times. He made me laugh as always, he cooked for me, etcetera. He was getting better, not only his body but his heart too.

"So... You don't have to take more medicines" my aunt said clearly happy "congratulations, Seunghyun" she hugged him "thank you" he returned the hug "come here, family hug" my aunt told me, we hugged firmly "now, you just have to take care of yourself and if you feel strange or whatever just message me, right?" He nodded happily "I'll do it".

That evening Seughyun told me that an old lady asked him for information about us such as if we were married, and when did we move to that house. It concerned me, although she said she lived in the same neighborhood and there is many curious people, I was still panicked of someone taking him away from me... paranoia was still there, taking over my mind.

Good night! Good morning! IDK

keep fighting, I know you can do it!

Lots of pure love

Alex

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With Emiko coming on & all the FF stuff, Arrow is getting way too bloated, taking time away from the core characters. Why do you think the EPs are so reluctant to get rid of NTA? Are they assuming a strong fan base or something? I agree that Curtis should be gone & would prefer to see less Dinah & Rene. Do you think SA is tired of shooting & wants more time off? Seems like a no brainer to have more OTA but sounds like that will take time. Bring Overwatch & GA back at least. Great blog! Tx.

I think... the show is the show Anon. The showrunners/writers pick a road and they go down it for better or for worse. They film several episodes ahead and can’t turn on a dime based on fan response. 

Arrow is seldom if ever written based on fan response. It’s physically impossible. All the things we love about the show were decided on before fan input (Olicity, OTA). The same goes with the things we don’t like. I think there’s a general game plan before the season begins. I’m sure the previous season’s failures and successes are taken into account, but then they pick a direction for the season and away we go.

I feel confident the writers know the NTA civil war storyline was poorly received. Hence the reason they are pretending like it never happened. I feel like this is their typical reaction when a storyline doesn’t work. They don’t really go about “fixing” it. They just act like it never happened. Oliver & LL’s romantic relationship is a great example. If it doesn’t work then the writers don’t waste anymore time on it. Those storylines end up on some mystical island where all the Suicide Squad characters, Sin and Walter live. 

We’re always screaming for more OTA. Every. Single. Season. It’s like clockwork. But we get what we get. Arrow is going to give us as much OTA as they see fit. If screaming online for more OTA worked then well... we’d actually get the amount of OTA we want. But we don’t. It is what it is.

I don’t know the reasoning entirely behind it. On one hand, I’ve always thought the reason we are always begging for more OTA is because it is parceled out bit by bit. Everything on television gets old eventually, so if all we ever had for the last seven years was OTA all the time then I think it’s highly likely the audience would grow fatigued. OTA & Olicity are Arrow’s bread & butter, so if the audience grows tired of it then they’re up a creek because that’s the show. 

I’m not talking about the deeply obsessed. It’s hard to imagine ever growing tired of Olicity or OTA, but we’re in a class by ourselves. ;)

Arrow always focuses on OTA and Olicity during the sweeps episodes (premiere, mid season, mid season premiere, final three eps and finale). It’s not a hard an fast rule, but I think generally they do. So, that always tells you how important they believe Diggle, Felicity and Oliver are. But then they intersperse it with other storylines and characters. A 23 episode season is a lot to fill.

It’s highly unlikely they would gut half their cast. Arrow has evolved to include more characters and we’ll never go back to the days of OTA only. To be fair, it was only OTA  for a very very short period of time. This show is always adding and subtracting characters. They’ve never focused ONLY on the core characters.

Even in Season 1 and the highly loved glory days of Season 2 there was a shit ton of other stuff going on. If memory serves, Diggle & Felicity didn’t really score all that much screen time quite frankly. It was a lot about the Lance family, Thea, Moira, Roy, flashbacks, etc. 

There’s always a lot of characters on Arrow and a lot of storylines cooking. I don’t feel the show has changed all that much in that regard. Nobody likes it when I say this, but I’ve been saying it for years and I’m gonna keep on saying it because it’s what I think. lol

I also think it can be tough as a viewer to gauge fan response. I may not like Curtis and the newbies but that doesn’t represent the Arrow audience as a whole. The majority of online fandom may feel one way but that doesn’t equate to the entire Arrow audience either. 

I’m sure there are internal numbers we are not privy to. In fact I know there are because that’s how film/tv works. It’s entirely possible the NTA actors’ Q scores are high or some other data I don’t even know the name of is favorable. Something is working for someone somewhere. 

But I don’t think our opinions have gone completely unheard. Felicity was driving the A storyline. Her focus increased a ton. They managed to keep a spotlight on Olicity even when they were physically separated. A feat I never imagined would happen. They have pulled back on both Curtis and Rene A LOT this season. Particularly Curtis. Rene’s main storyline was helping Felicity. More time with Felicity always equates to character rehab (I’m side eyeing Bl*ck S*r*en right now). But the pull back on Curtis and the rehab on BS & Rene has worked for me at least. 

I agree there’s been a lot of Dinah. But that’s because they’ve introduced the flash forwards and she’s pulling double duty in present & future. She has the boring exposition job of filling all the other characters in on what happened in the FF. Dinah also has to sell this “Felicity is evil and dead” storyline, which just makes her sound judgey and mean. Maybe the writers chose her because she seemed like the newbie character fans liked the most or hated the least, based on your perspective.

They are holding off on the flash forward reveals with the core characters because they are the core characters. They writers understand all we want  to know is where the hell Diggle, Felicity and Oliver are. Thus, they are dragging it out. Dramatic television is seldom if ever about making fans happy. Most of the time it’s just about torturing us.

It doesn’t automatically equate to good television. I think the flash forwards are too dark and we need to be given some hope asap. The big FF tease so we tune into 7x10 was, “Find out where Rene is!” Uhhh that is not going to make me run to my television, guys. Pass. I don’t care. I won’t care until it’s Diggle, Felicity and Oliver. On some basic level I think the writers understand that.

They will eventually bring back Overwatch and Green Arrow. The band will get back together because it’s a crime fighting television show about superheroes. Just because Oliver is working for Dinah in SCPD for a couple of episodes doesn’t mean they are chucking the entire concept of the show. But it’s mid season slump time and we gotta sludge our way through 7x11-7x16. If we’re lucky we’ll get some bright spots and solid drama. If we’re unlucky well... it wouldn’t be the first season we just don’t talk about 11-16.

Honestly, OTA concerns me less than Diggle. That’s the character I would like some focus on. An individual storyline where his character makes a damn bit of sense would be fantastic. Once Diggle figures out his shit then we can send him on home to Oliver and Felicity’s loving arms.

I agree the cast is pretty bloated, but the nice thing about bloated casts is it gives the writers plenty of characters to kill without touching our faves. What can I say? I’m a glass half full kind of girl. ;)

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Hope Idiotic | Part IX

By David Himmel

 Hope Idiotic is a serialized novel. Catch each new part every week on Monday and Thursday.

To: thebergman79@hotmail.com From: kellerinvegas@hotmail.com<Chuck Keller> Subject: Re: Re: Could Sure Use a Drink at Bella’s

Lexi moved out. I helped her pack up her stuff and move into her new place. It’s not bad. Your typical Vegas apartment. She’s on the first floor and concerned she’s going to get raped or murdered. I told her she should get a gun. She didn’t think that was funny. I told her to pray. She didn’t like that either. So I’m living in your house by myself, and I understand why you loved living alone so much. You weren’t kidding about the routine of cleaning the pool. It’s that immediate gratification we crave, and I get it now. I actually look forward to cleaning it. I’ve never looked forward to cleaning anything. Ah yes. The Master of the Domain. I am a king! Except that my kingdom may crumble. Melvin — you remember, my new boss — is a fucking nightmare, and my mom is still… well, she’s my mom. I can finally stop stressing over hiding Gina now. Have I done the right thing? Is Lexi moving out good for me? Am I capable of being by myself like this, left alone with my vices and desires? It’s what I’ve always wanted. Why does it feel so uncomfortable? Sit on that one, my man. I’ll call you later. Another meeting with Melvin and Neal. I’m afraid Neal is about to blow a gasket. Or shit himself in fury. This place is ridiculous. It misses you. -CK

The meeting ran two and a half hours long, and neither I nor Chuck could pinpoint what was accomplished. It was nearly six thirty at night when it wrapped up, and Chuck tried to convince me to join him at Bella’s for a drink.

“I can’t,” I said. “I’m just going to go home, sniff my baby’s head and drink a beer while my wife shops online. Be safe out there.”

Gina was busy having dinner for a friend’s birthday, so Chuck seized the opportunity to have a few drinks on his own. He drank at Bella’s bar until it closed at midnight. He only spoke to order another drink. By ten o’clock, he was reduced to grunting and tapping the bottom of each empty beer can on the bar as a sign for the bartender to serve him another round.

He managed to make it out of the place on his own and drove his car far too fast along the bends of Horizon Drive that sent him back to the house. Inside, he grabbed a can of beer from the fridge, opened it and took a long pull as he collapsed onto the couch. The half-empty can of beer fell and spilled onto the carpet. As Chuck lay passed out in his work clothes, a sizeable stain formed while the carpet soaked up the alcohol.

✶

THAT NEXT MORNING, IT TOOK ME CALLING CHUCK THREE TIMES AND LEAVING TWO VOICEMAILS BEFORE HE FINALLY PICKED UP.

“Where are you? Are you coming in today?” I asked.

“Yeah, later,” he said. His voice was raspy from his dry and tired throat.

“When? Because Melvin is looking for you. We have a meeting with him this morning.”

“The usual time. Eight thirty.”

“Chuck, it’s nine forty-five.”

His eyes sprung open. “Fuck. I’ll be right there.” He leaped off the couch and stepped on the empty beer can. “Jesus fucking Christ.” When he noticed the stain, he regretted drinking so much. Lou wouldn’t be happy about the dirty carpet. His meeting with Melvin was at ten thirty. “Where the fuck are my goddamn glasses?”

Chuck regularly passed out wearing his glasses and just as regularly would lose them in the middle of the night. He’d either pull them off his face and throw them across the room or lose them in the pillows and sheets of his bed or cushions of a couch. But they weren’t in the cushions.

“Goddammit!”

Looking around the room with impaired vision, he saw them a few feet away in front of the television entertainment center. He picked them up, then ran upstairs to change his clothes, brush his teeth and throw some water on his face. There was no time for a proper shower.

Melvin was waiting in Chuck’s office, which startled him as he entered.

“Running late today?”

“Long night.”

“Is your mother alright?”

“Yeah.”

“Why the long night?”

“Just a long night. I couldn’t sleep.” Chuck scrambled through his desktop to find the appropriate papers for the meeting.

Melvin looked at him long and hard. “You feeling okay?”

“I’m fine.”

“Your eyes look terribly bloodshot.”

“I didn’t sleep much.”

Melvin stood up, and together they walked into Melvin’s office where I was waiting. Melvin took his seat behind his desk, and Chuck sat down next to me.

I leaned in and whispered, “You look like shit.”

“Couldn’t sleep.”

“Christ, man. You reek.”

“Didn’t have time to shower.”

He managed to make it through the day. As he was packing up to head home, Melvin stopped him at his office doorway.

“Chuck.”

“Melvin.”

“I didn’t want to say anything during business hours today, but I think now is an appropriate time for me to speak up.”

“I really need to get home. I’d like to catch up on some sleep. Will get in a little early tomorrow.”

“I could smell the alcohol on you this morning. All day, really. Miriam, you know, our vice president of human resources, told me she saw you in the employee dining room. You two had a short conversation. She smelled liquor on you, too.”

“I don’t think so.”

“Chuck.”

“Melvin.”

“This isn’t the first time you’ve come into work smelling like a brewery. I can’t let it go on anymore. You were late today and now I have my supervisor breathing down my neck because she thinks a Tigris employee is a wino.”

“A wino wouldn’t smell like a brewery.”

“Excuse me?”

“Never mind.”

“Something has to be done about this behavior, Chuck.”

“Look. I couldn’t sleep last night, so I had a couple beers in hopes of helping me doze off. That’s all. No big deal.”

“I don’t think that’s the truth. I have enough justification to terminate your employment here, Chuck. But I don’t want to do that. Here’s what we’re going to do. I will keep this quiet, but you must get some help. I’d like you to enter Alcoholics Anonymous.”

“I’m not an alcoholic.”

“Denial is the first sign that you are.”

“That’s entrapment.”

“I’ve taken the liberty of printing out this list of AA meetings in town. Pick any one that you like. You do that, you attend AA and complete the program, get yourself better, and you can keep your job.”

 “I really don’t think AA is for me, Melvin,” Chuck said.

“Make sure this happens, Chuck.” Melvin pushed the list into Chuck’s chest and walked away. “See you bright and early tomorrow.”

✶

CHUCK WENT TO HIS FIRST MEETING. He sat politely through the introduction and listened to the speaker talk about a time, years ago, when he took his family on a trip to Disneyland. He was drinking so much at the time, “because the illness had me in its grip,” that while on the Teacup ride, he vomited all over his wife and two young daughters. The man thanked God and crowed that he had since been sober for eleven years and maintained a great relationship with his daughters and their mother, who divorced him last year. She served him the divorce papers the same night he came home with his ten-year chip.

People clapped for the man. Chuck laughed. He stood up and walked to the door, snagging a doughnut on the way out.

Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V Part VI Part VII

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I'm looking into getting a car. This would officially be my first. I want it to be a car that is of good quality for at least the next 2 to 3 years. Meaning not too much to spend on gas, parts and insurance. Which are where my questions lie for a 1991 bmw 318is; Does a 1991 bmw 318is take up more gas than the average car of it's time? Also, I understand maintaining a BMW is expensive but is the 1991 bmw 318is pricey to insure? I've heard after a certain year, BMW are a little less expensive to have. I'm absolutely in love with this model and year, I'd love for it to be my first actual car but I'm skeptical. Please answer my questions and thank you for your time!""

What are the best/cheapest insurance companies in the uk for motorbikes?

and yes i will only of just passed my Direct Access and likely to be riding a 600cc.....thanks

Why is insurance on an s2000 so expensive?

I have been looking for used cars in the 10-15 grand range as my second car, currently drive a miata, and I am stuck on a few cars: -01-02 s2000 -01 m5 -01-03 s4 I just recently turned 18, and took my driving test, and passed. I'm a male, about to graduate highschool with above a 3.0 and am already enrolled for a Junior College starting in Fall. I haven't received a violation yet, and I don't think I will any time soon. I was just wondering why insurance on an s2000 is MORE expensive than an m5 or s4. I was really sold on the s2000 because its 4 cylinders naturally aspirated (cheap on gas), a convertible, and relatively pretty. All of this was great news, until I saw how much insurance would be for this car. Lets look at the facts for these cars s2000: 2 door convertible 237hp/153lbft RWD 2 Liter N/A 4 cylinder top speed: 155 0-60: 5.5 - 6 seconds m5: 4 door Hardtop 394hp - I don't know the torque RWD 4.9 liter Naturally Aspirated v8 top speed: ~180 mph / 155 mph with limiter 0-60: 4.7-5 seconds s4: 4 door Hardtop 261HP/I do not know the torque AWD 2.7 Liter Twin Turbo v6 top speed: do not know/ limited to 155mph 0-60: 5.5 seconds I know that the small size of the car may make the s2000 unsafe, but the m5 is much more of a car than the s2000, and in my opinion much, MUCH more unsafe than the s2000. The s2000 is a sports car, but what is the m5 then, a 4 door family car? It is much more than that. High performance sports car in my opinion would be much more apropriate. If you are knowledgeable in the area of car insurance, i.e. you are a insurance agent or work for an insurance company, could you please let me know why an 18 year old has a easier time insuring an m5 or s4 than an s2000 under the exact same plan? Thanks for reading, and if you answer, thank you for answering. Have a nice day!""

Learner driver insurance.?

Hi, I'm just wondering if anyone knows of any companies that offer cheap learner driver insurance. One of my friends are going to be giving me lessons but I cant find any companies that offer insurance for me in their car that is like less that 60 a month! any ideas anyone?""

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How to win the claim case from the other car insurance company?

ok. So few days ago, I got into a car accident. I was driving down the highway simply just going straight. All of a sudden, this SUV crashed into me from my left lane and knocked off my side-view mirror & left some marks on my left front door. At that time of the being, I was so shocked because all I did was just go straight & I guess the car next to mine was trying to make a lane change but he wasn't fast enough to advance me. so instead, he bumped into me and realized what he's done then went back to his lane. after the accident, we both exited out from the highway & parked our cars on the side road because that's where the other car led me. I was driving alone at that time & I was so scared because it was my first time getting into this kind of an accident. I quickly tried calling 911 & told the 911 lady to send me a police. But she just asked if there was any injury & I said no then she just told me to exchange the insurance. How rude of her. Not to be mean, but I was little scared of the mexicans b/c the area I was in at the moment was really ghetto. so then I took some photos of the damages and exchanged the insurance company. The guy kept telling me in bad English that he was ahead of me so it's my fault. and I told him that I didn't even move & he was the one changed the lane without even checking to see if it was clear. but he couldn't really speak english well or he didn't even want to listen to me. so I left like that with my sideview mirror dangling next to me. *sigh* this isn't the end of the story yet. I claimed his insurance company which ive never heard of. They said that he's telling them I was the one who hit their car. which made NO SENSE. I even have a picture of their car bumper's mark on my side of the car door which proves that there's no way I hit their car and left a mark on mine and broke my own side view mirror and left THEM no damages. His car was clear with one inch scratch on the side which was made when he hit my car after bumping into me with his bumper and quickly turning back into his own lane. I can't even believe how he can lie about this kind of stuff. I feel so mad that there're ppl like him existing!!! It's so frustrating to see the liar defending himself. His Insurance company didn't even try to look at my car & told me that they are sorry & they can not help me b/c their customer said he didn't do it. What should I do in this situation? I have no witness, there wasn't any police there at the time because they wouldn't send me any which is SO WRONG of them to do. I want to sue 911 people. grr. How can I possibly prove them that I have no faults and they should repair my damn side view mirror?!?!?! What can I do?""

Car Insurance for 16 year old son?

Hey, Im a 16 year old boy turning 17 in 5 months. I have been eligable to get a license since December 23,2011. My parents dont want me to get it ONLY because the insurance will cost too much. I live in Florida. I only want to be a secondary on the insurance and im not going to own my own car. Will it really cost that much? I havent gotten any driving penaltys or anything like that.""

How much does insurance company pay for a totaled car with previously rebuilt title issued?

So I am looking to buy a car with rebuilt title( please dont tell me that I should not buy it, I know all the pros and cons). So lets say I have full coverage insurance and I get in accident and the car is totaled. What kind of money will I get from insurance? Clean trade in value? Clean retail value? Or half of clean trade in? I am just concerned if I should purchase full coverage insurance for it or no. If my monthly premium would cost as much as for clean title car, but I would get only 50% of it in case of an accident, than it does not have sense. Car is Honda Accord with $10000 KBB value and my insurance company is AAA Michigan.""

Can you buy auto insurance the very moment you buy a car? Do insurance companies work that quickly?

Can I call an insurance company the instant I buy a car and say, Hey, I just bought a car. I want to get insurance for it. ? I think companies should do this because if I take off from the dealership without insurance, and somebody hits me on the way home, I'm in trouble, right? I looked everywhere for this information, but I couldn't find it anywhere. Could somebody clarify this issue for me?""

Can my apartment management include premiums of renters insurance on my rent ?

The complex I live in requires that each tenant have renters insurance because the management suffered losses from damages as a result of the tenants' negligence. I want to have the freedom to choose the company that I buy it from -- but they want to increase my rent in order to cover for the premiums. The management company in turn buys a policy for each unit. Can they do that ? I live in California.

Does anyone have any idea which insurance company is the cheapest for learner drivers?

Does anyone have any idea which insurance company is the cheapest for learner drivers?

All nevada insurance?

All Nevada Insurance at Martin Luther King Blvd., Las Vegas, Nevada 89106. Have they moved?""

What is going on car insurance ?

i had a crash over a year ago, my car insurance took it to court last week due to the other party not having any evidence or produce thier side of events etc. the Judge told them they had a week to comply and they should settle 80-20 in my favour but they still are playing hard ball by saying they think i know my witness, so they should have it 80-20 in their favour , of which i dont. so why are they still not showing their side of the crash etc, and dragging this out. also is this legal?""

How come Americans can't afford medical insurance?

Yet we seem to have PLENTY of money to blow on Ipods, Itunes, Iphones, lap top computers, DVD players, flat screen TVs, designer clothing, fast food, porn, alcohol, cigarettes, and concert tickets?""

How Can I Get Cheap Auto Insurance?

im 18 i just got my lisence i have a 93 ford ranger that my dad can put in my name. my parents are seperated. my mom has excellent driving record and good policy. if i get on her policy. can i drive the truck if its in my name ? im not sure im just trying to get auto insurance. and i have no one to help :(

Insurance on ford focus?

i recently came across a cheap ford focus 2000 edition, and recently passed my test and just wondering what would the insurance be like? exspensive? i really like the car but i dont want it if the insurance will be a bomb""

Affordable Health Insurance for Student in MA?

Hi, if you go to school in MA, you would know that the insurance company offered by school are overpriced. I'm looking for affordable, low-cost, health insurance for college student in Massachusetts. Thank you.""

How much is car insurance for a 16 year old now?

hi im sixteen i dont know where to look for the amount every site i go too wants too much information if you can find one for me my zip is 17325 or give me an estimate. thanks!

Do I need auto insurance on a car that is not running with no plates?

I live in Parma, Cuyahoga County, Ohio. I am planning on buying a project car that is currently not running. I am going to keep it in a garage out on the farm and slowly build it back up. What kind of insurance do I need on it? My old car used to have storage insurance on it for winters, about $20 a month. I don't want to pay $70 per month for a nonrunning car!""

Are there anyways of lowering my car insurance? 19 Yr Old Male.?

Im a 19 year old male and I have my own suzuki swift sport which I have worked hard for for the last few years. The only thing is my insurance is around 3000 a year (brand new car)........ I dont mind going on my mothers insurance for example, im not worried about not being able to build my own no claims bonus............................. I have done a small amount of research into going onto my mothers policy and it wasn't that much cheaper........................are there and other ways of legal going about this? Thanks for your time, Matt.""

Im pregnant and dont have insurance?

im pregnant and the father picked up and left any way what do i do????? i really need insurance i need to make sure im okay please help thanks

""Insurance group 19, how much does it cost?""

its a mercedes gl 320, diesel. How mcuh does insurance group 19 cost?""

How can you keep your car insurance rates as low as possible?

Car insurance rates fluctuate from company to company. What tips can you offer others to help secure the most competitive rate? Yahoo! Canada Answers staff note: This question is asked by Gregory Ellis, co-founder of the the insurance shopping service kanetix.ca. Visit http://www.kanetix.ca/YAHOO_answers for more information.""

Will my insurance go up when someone hits me?

I was driving on the highway, suddenly traffic slows down and we were driving at regular speed (65). i check my side mirror's, and the next thing i know my brand new car has no bumper. some idiot did not pay attention and he hit me. total repair is $1538. now, will his insurance call my insurance and let them know about it? will my insurance rates rise even though its not my fault?""

Motorcycle insurance cost for m1?

16, live in canada, suzuki gs550, cheapest insurance? p.s. heard statefarm lets you do it by month, how much would that cost?""

Banned Driver - Cheap Insurance ????

hiya please can you help me i no i have done wrong so i dont need any comments about how i shouldnt be back on the road - i am willing to learn from mistakes !!!! does any1 no the cheapest car insurance company for go through when you have been banned ??? much appreciated x

Car insurance in my name?

My mom gave me a car afew yrs back and it is still in her name. She's had insurance in her name but wasn't able to make the payment this month. Can I get insurance on the car in my name even with car still in her name?

Do you have to have car insurance?

like the car has liabilty, but i will soon get my liscense and i am wondering if it is required by law for me personally to have insurance.""

Car insurance question?

I got in a wreck while driving my friends car. It was my fault. She has insurance but I dont know what kind of coverage. If its only liabilty should I help pay for the damage to her vehicle out of my own pocket. Thats the right thing to do right?

Which is the cheapest third party car insurance provider in India?

Hi, I have a standard Zen Car 1998 model...I would like to renew my vehicle insurance...till date I used to take a comprehensive insurance policy...however for the last 4 years, I have not had any occasion to claim...I now feel that a third party insurance would be more practical and suitable for my vehicle...unfortunately, Tata AIG, which is my current insurance provider only provides comprehensive insurance...can somebody give me an idea which is the cheapest third party car insurance provider in India...""

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Is this a new car insurance con?

Just tried to get car insurance through that confusing website. We chose the cheapest one and when we went to pay for it, the swines said error phone this number bla bla bla . So we phone up and they add another 35 onto the quoted price. Of course we said on your nelly . Is this a typical con? Have you experienced that?""

I was speeding....what happens to my insurance rates?

I was going 65 in a 50 zone, at around 8 on new years day up near ocean city delaware. I had just been at my girlfriends bayhouse, so obvioiusly i was in a good mood,and there was nobody out on a highway. Then WHAM red and blue. It wasnt excessive speed or anything,so i assumed that i had a tailight out, but then he gave me a ticket. now what happens to my insurace? do i get points on my provisional license?do they revoke it?""

Where can I find cheap auto insurance after a DUI?

I have a bad driving record that includes a DUI and driving with a suspended. I am looking for some way of getting reasonable priced auto insurance in Florida. I went to Geico and they want to charge me around $700 a month! Also what is an SR-22? Any help would be great. Thanks.

Is car insurance cheaper in manhattan than queens?

Is car insurance cheaper in manhattan than queens?

Will my husband's car insurance cover the cost of the damaged car?

I was driving my husband's car (in the UK) which is insured in his name. He also put my name in the insurance agreement that I have permission to drive his car etc. However, I do not have a driving licence but my husband does of course. I got into a serious car accident and my husband's car is completely ruined. The police took information and saw that I was driving the car. Will my husband's car be covered by his insurance or will they reject it because I was driving it? He has fully comprehensive car insurance. Thanks.""

Buying insurance online?

If I buy a Progressive insurance plan online, would I be able to print out the proof of insurance online as soon as paid for it with my credit card?""

Taking a car off your insurance?

My sister is taking my car off her insurance and she says I still have to pay the $88 that I owe her every month. She cannot cancel the insurance until she has the tags, I sent her the tags yesterday and she'll turn it in before the first (the date I usually give her the money). So now I have no car to drive, do I still have to give her the $88 if she turns in the tags before the first? Please help. She's the type of person who will take as much money as she can from you, I do not know anything about insurance and she uses that over my head.""

Will my car insurance change if?

I have two cars under my insurance .. one has had an accident and the payments went up.. now if I remove that car from my insurance cuz I wanna sell it does the other cars payment go up..

How much does motorcycle insurance cost in MA?

How much should I expect to pay for motorcycle insurance on a cheap bike in MA? (I'm in cambridge.) I know it depends on a variety of factors, and I could call an agent and get a quote, but I'm just looking for a rough estimate.""

Insurance brokers?

Y do insurance brokers force u to join bt whn its time for the insurance to pay up they tell u all sorts of stories Even though ur account was never on arreas!!! please help guys........

Car insurance?

What is penalty for driving a car with insurance but your name is not on the policy or is that ok to do

What does it mean by excess and young drivers excess?

I'm looking at a car insurance and i'm confused when it say for example 250 excess and 250 young drivers excess. Does that mean i would be paying 500 in excess or just the 250?

Health insurance question.....?

My daughter broke her arm. She is insured with my husband's insurance. The insurance company agreed to pay for the hospital and doctor bills but the doctor's office never submitted the bill to our insurance company. There is evidence that they submitted it to the wrong insurance company and are trying to blame us for it saying we gave them the wrong information. I have no idea where they think we came up with information on an insurance company we never had. Moreover they had the right information when they billed our insurance for a previous case. Now 2 years later the doctor's office is trying to collect the money from us saying it is too late to collect on our insurance. Can they do that? We pay a lot for health insurance every month and now we have a huge medical bill too.

Why Are We Not Reducing Health Care Costs?

The U.S. currently spends 50% more per capita on health care than the next western nation (Norway). On average we spend twice as much as France, Germany, Austria, Netherlands, Canada, and Switzerland. Our costs are increasing faster than these nations. According to the Congressional Budget Office the cost of Obamacare is an additionsl $1.76 trillion over ten years. For those who want to actually solve the universal health care problem, how about adopting one of the European plans noted above and cut our costs by 50%. Why the blind devotion to a bureauratic morass that will bankrupt the country? http://www.kff.org/insurance/snapshot/oecd042111.cfm""

Whats the cheapest car insurance for a young male?

Whats the cheapest car insurance for a young male?

How much will my moped insurance be?

if i buy a cheap moped (under 400), use it for only social purposes and keep it locked away in a garage at night, how much do you think it will cosT?""

""I need cheap car insurance, I'm in college?""

I'm 19, a college kid and need car insurance. I now it's going to be crazy high, but if anyone has any insight or tips to make it cheaper, it would me much appreciated.""

Can I get temporary car insurance for 3 to 5 days?

I'm not currenty insured because i go to San Francisco state and dont need a car, im going to florida for thanksgiving and ive got my old car out there, but my parents wont let me drive it unless im insured..""

Where can I find an affordable Orthodontist in Seattle/Kirkland/Woodinville area?

Where can I find an affordable Orthodontist in Seattle/Kirkland/Woodinville area?

Which motorcycle is cheaper to maintain? Suzuki Sv650s vs Honda Cbr600f4i?

As in cost of ownership, including insurance, gas, maintenance, etc...""

How much should i settle with insurance company?

My friend was involved in a car accident sometime in June 2010. The other vehicles driver didn't notice her red light, ran it and hit my frieds car. His vehicle was in the shop for 2 wks and during this time he had to get rides from others. His total med expenses (ambulance, er, scans, dr visits) adds up to about 9000, car damages 3000. The other insurance company is trying to settle for 11500 BUT they are saying that 8000 of that is to repay HIS insurance company. So he is left with 3500.Is this correct or should he ask for more? Please no rude responses.. thanks :D""

How much would the insurance be for this car?

Im a 16 year old boy that has not had any law trouble and is a first time driver with really good grades. I take my road test at the first of november. I am looking at purchasing a 2002 Volkswagen Passat GLS and i was wondering how much the insurance would cost on average?

Consequences of not paying car insurance?

Im 19 years old, living by myself. My car insurance is $170 a month. I had not payed it in multiple months, and by October it was at $500, and foolishly I decided there was no way to pay it and I just left it alone until they cancelled my insurance. Have I totally F*cked my credit? To the point of no return? Also, will I be able to get another car insurance provider? Thanks..""

How do you insure a used car from a private party on the way home?

If i buy a used car from a private party a few hundred miles from me how do i legally drive the car back to be registered in my state of PA. I called insurance company and they said they cant give me coverage until it is registered however the person who owns the car from when i buy it from them should have insurance to cover me on the way back. Is this true?

Is there short term car insurance?

I am going on a trip, and i am going to borrow a car from someone, and they don't have insurance on it..I wanted to know if i could get temporary insurance on it..""

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Lowest priced car insurance for under 25's?

I am currently due to renew my car insurance, I am 23, and have been driving for 2 years. I have been looking on some comparison sites, however I know some companies are not on the sites and could be cheaper - any tips based on experience? thanks""

""Ran a stop sign, will I have to take traffic school to keep insurance rate down?""

I am a 21 year old who got a ticket for running a stop sign in Los Angeles. When I go to pay I see the option of traffic school, but it is more expensive than just paying the ticket off. If I want to keep my insurance rates at their current price, do I need to take traffic school? I am willing to do it, I just want to make sure the extra money won't be for nothing.""

Best Health Insurance for Veteran and dependents?

I'm a soldier getting ready to get Honorably Discharged in the next couple months. I have a wife and 2 kids, that have constant doctor visits. What are some Insurance companies ...show more""

How much does insurance cost for a bently?

I was wondering how much it would cost for a 16 year old. I'm not getting one cuz I'm not rich but I'm just curious

Does my degree affect my car insurance?

I'm looking at buying a Nissan Micra, and I've noticed whenever I enter my information and the websites ask my occupation I enter student and each website asks whether I study Medicine, Nursing or Teaching, and whether I study from home or live away. I am in fact a nursing student (mental health), living away, and I just wondered whether this makes my insurance more expensive or cheaper than someone doing a different degree such as History, Physics etc.""

Does motorbike insurance after a while make your car insurance cheaper?

I'm getting a motorbike nd plan on having one for about 4 years and then get a car later. I'm just wondering if it will make my car insurance any cheaper later on? WILL RATE BEST AND MOST HELPFUL ANSWER, THANKS!""

What makes insurance rates for coupes higher than sedans?

What makes insurance rates for coupes higher than sedans?

How much will an Acura integra GSR 2 door insurance cost?

How much will an Acura integra GSR 2 door insurance cost?

How much does flood insurance cost?

How much does flood insurance cost, as well as wind insurance?""

Teen insurance and info two questions in one?

Hi, i am having a tough time with auto insurance qoutes and prices, so i could use some help. Question 1. ok, i am 15, will be 16 in May, if that helps, i have a 1994 Dodge full size van of my own (title was signed to me) and i am getting ready to tag it. i also live in Kansas. ok, i have $500 dollars saved up and have a job that i work 2 days a week and i make about $200 a week. now, i would like to buy my own insurance if possible. is it possible? Question 2. if i can not buy my insurance, can i put the insurance in my mom's name only, and then title it in mine? but one way or the other I HAVE to title it, the title is written out to me on the back in ink, so...................... thanks to any answers or if you know any good cheap insurance companies thanks""

""I'm moving to California to Hawaii, can I use my dental insurance in Hawaii?

I have liberty Dental insurance here in California but I am moving to Hawaii in a few weeks. Will I be covered in Hawaii?

Cheaper insurance for a second toy car

I currently am driving a 99 corolla and am looking into getting an 87 firebird Is their a cheap way to insure the car just as a toy not a daily driver mabey drive it tops 5 times a month?

Where can I get the third party insurance?

I am travelling in New Zealand and I am looking for a temporary third party insurance policy. I am a non resident of New Zealand and was wondering if anyone knows where i can get an insurance policy?

How much do driving lessons reduce my car insurance?

I haven't seen a question like this before on Yahoo answers, but is the 350$ lessons (6 hours) really worth it? (Driving isn't hard, I know, but I want the lessons solely to reduce insurance rates)""

What are cars that don't cost much for insurance?

Im turning 16 soon and a lot of cars I've wanted are vintage so they don't cost much, like the chevy vega but of course the insurance for them would be ridiculous, so my dad is suggesting junker cars but of course i don't want a junker (im paying for the car) what are some cars that are affordable without having to spend a fortune on insurance?""

Which auto cost more for auto insurance sienna or rava 4?

Which auto cost more for auto insurance sienna or rava 4?

If a car is red does it cost more on a persons insurance?

a Friend is looking 2 but a car she is 19 and she wants a red car will it cost more to be on her on her mothers insurance

Insurance companys that drop for nonpayment?

Specifically in the state of Florida...how long does it take for your insurance company to report you to the state if you are dropped for non-payment? Also, does this suspend your license automatically once it is reported?""

What is the cheapest car insurance?

What is the cheapest car insurance?

What is some cheap car insurance companies?

hey so i'm 18 & i'm looking to insure my car again after letting my brother have ago and he crashed it without being insured, i've been to court & i got a 6 week ban & a fine but im starting to look for insurance 7 i was wondering if anyone knew of any cheap ones to try? cheers""

Car insurance? first car?

i have a '96 fiesta 1.1.its my first car. i cannot get insurance cheaper than 2000. it is garaged, minimal miles per year. any one know where i can get cheap insurance??""

17 cheap car insurance??

i live in the u.k im searching for car insurance for when i get my car does anyone no any car insurance companys that do cheap car insurance for my age or comparing sites. iv already tried compare the market and confussed.com links would be amazing thanks guys X

Student health insurance?

I recently got acceptance from California State University,Fullerton for my master degree and i need to have a health insurace to enroll for classes. Medical benefit is at least US 250.000$ per condition The medical evacuation benefit is at least 10.000$ The repatriation benefit is at least 7500$ What is the cheapest company supplying this conditions for cheap?""

How much does driving test cost in the uk and insurance for a 17 year old?

how much does driving test cost in the uk and insurance for a 17 year old and how many driving lessons should i take ?

Where can i get cheap auto insurance in the usa?

i am in america but live in england i have a uk driving liesence but as im staying in america for a few months i decided to buy a car i wanted to know where i can find someone that would insure me for the 6 months thanks

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6 Gradations Every Person Must Take To Successfully Move On From A Breakup

We is in conformity with our freshman dormitory and hit it off almost immediately.

She was so goddamn beautiful.

She had long blonde hair that collapsed off her shoulders in waves, large-scale, beautiful eyes that accommodated a soft and caring expres and this smile that lit up whichever area we happened to be in together.

As striking as her physical grace was, that wasnt what constructed her special to me.

I was addicted to her personality.

She has this acces with the world.

I cant truly explain it, but shes improbably magnetic.

People like being around her, and I required( involved) her to be mine.

Ill hop-skip the gory items, but we started dating mid-freshman year.

It was fireworks from the start.

Those fireworks popped and sparkled in my president every day for the next two years while I was around her.

She was magical.

Slowly, though, I think we both began to realize the fireworks had been blinding us from the underlying problems of our personalities.

We didnt communicate well, and we brushed bigger editions under the table.

Those big concerns evidenced themselves into insecurities within the relationship, and they turned into inessential contentions “thats been” easily avoidable.

I abruptly realized it had reached the point of no return.

Neither of us was happy.

There was a different gleam in her eyes.

The once soft and relentlessly caring seeings appeared more guarded and cold.

Im sure she saw the same event when she seemed back at me.

I cant speak for her, but I stopped cherishing her.

Long story short, we intent things.

In the months that followed, I fell down to incredibly dark places.

The world seemed a little less beautiful.

I was going through the healing process, and I ended I needed to take the time to look inward and start moving concepts happen for myself.

Here are five theatres of keep moving and making become that I went through.

I hope they can help someone else fight with sorrow TAGEND

1. Mourn.

The firstly nave notion I had after the breakup was I wasnt is expected to be upset.

Some machismo propaganda that had been tossed my road seemed to spread the relevant recommendations through my conscious that I was okay.

I didnt need her, and there was nothing to be sad about.

The world moves on.

Boy, was I wrong.

The more I stifled the fact that I missed her and that I was pathetic about the end of things, the worse it got.

It would come out when I booze and when I was alone, even if I was consciously trying to stop it.

Heartbreak is like ending a drug addiction, and you’re in the retirement stage.

My advice is to let yourself mourn the loss.

Be sad.

Dont let the passions build up to a hazardous point.

Think of curbing spirits like including air to a balloon thats already been inflated.

Eventually, its bound to pop.

Listen to some psychological music and be overdramatic about it.

The more you let your ardours come to the forefront, the more you will learn about yourself.

Oh, and cut off all contact with her.

You may think you can be friends, but you cant.

There is too much emotional baggage.

2. Recline on your support system.

Im going to be blunt here: No one actually demonstrates a f* ck about your heartbreak.

Really, its not a malicious thing.

People will be empathetic and empathize with you, but they dont truly care since they are dont genuinely understand.

They may understand the sorenes from a previous anguish of their own, but every tie-in is so unique in and of itself that the healing battle should be self-directed.

However , now is the time to truly figure out the people you can trust to lean on for this sort of stuff.

First, lean on your family.

They have been there for you as long as youve been alive, and they have a lot of knowledge with passion that they are willing to talk about.

I grew so much closer to my family in my mourning process because I was truly dedicated to fostering such relationships in my life that werent with her.

I found out a lot about my family and a lot about who my true-life acquaintances are.

They are all damn good people, and they had my back each step of the way.

Exercise with your best friend and family.

Go out to eat, get drunk with them and talk to them when you feel like you need to.

They may not truly understand, but theyll listen.

That makes all the difference.

3. Identify problem areas and focus inward.

Were you a greedy motherfucker during your relationship?

Were you insecure and jealous? Did you put yourself before her?

Whatever it is, illustration it out and work on improving it.

This is your time to fix the things about yourself that you arent proud of.

Start improving them.

Before you work on giving your nerve to someone else, focus inward.

The first step to solving a problem is identifying and admitting the fact you have one.

4. Take care of yourself.

Exercise, and sweat the negative sentiments out.

Set a fitness objective( a exalted one) and affected the gym, champ.

The iron and asphalt will be your brand-new lover for the time being.

Bedetermined to not f* ck this relationship up.

It is not simply will help you feel better( trust me ), but youll also have tangible results to depict for the progress of your recovery.

Youll take a look back at your initial exalted point and be appalled at how close you are to achieving it( if you haven’t already ).

5. Have fun.

Just because youre sad, that doesnt aim the whole world has disappeared( although it may seem like it has ).

One of the most important lessons I’ve learned throughout my process is while youre in your chamber love bad for yourself, “the worlds” remains on passing out there.

So mourn, but dont mope.

Explore. Eat good meat. Drink good beer.

Listen to good music. Get to concerts. Take a cook class.

Be a productive and contributing member in the world.

This is the time to reinvent yourself into whoever you want to be.

Make that reinvention awesome.

6. Make go.

Anger seems to be an automatic reaction to a breakup.

I think its natural to be angry at your ex in one way or another, but dont stay angry.

One of the most difficult steps of moving on is looking back at such relationships through a positive lens.

Dont regarded the breakup against her.

Remember the good times, and take the bad times as lessons.

You two undoubtedly had great times together.

They are eternally embedded in your identity, so remember how she taught you to love.

Its going to be tough to see her in the world without you by her side.

Youll certainly see it when she picks herself up and gets back out into the dating world.

Embrace it.

She deserves to be happy as much as you do, and facing her brand-new affair with acrimony will exclusively make it harder for you.

Let someone else love her the mode you couldnt.

Let her run. Give her live her brand-new life without you.

If “youve been” desired her at all, you owe her this. Maybe your courses will span again one day, but dont count on that thought.

For now, she is out of your life.

Dont make it harder on her or yourself by chaining yourself to the believed to be get her back.

She’ll respect you for that, and she’ll income the kindnes when you lastly stop listening to Death Cab For Cutie and start dating again.

There is no reason to flush with hatred when you think of her.

She accompanied some amazing ages into your life, so appreciate them and respect that you two “il be going” your separate ways.

One somewhat cloudy sphere of this process is reading how to not cover her in a perfect light.

Remember the relationship ended for a rationale, and both parties are to blame.

Well, there you have it. These are not all-encompassing.

Butlike I said, every situation is different.

Hopefully, these terms can help person out there.

It will injure, but its a part of life.

You eventually turn into a better being after you expend some time understanding of yourself.

You become more empathetic to peoples inner combats because you know how hard you are fighting your own.

( Oh, and try not to have sex with her. That certainly screws everything up .)

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6 Gradations Every Person Must Take To Successfully Move On From A Breakup

We is in conformity with our freshman dormitory and hit it off almost immediately.

She was so goddamn beautiful.

She had long blonde hair that collapsed off her shoulders in waves, large-scale, beautiful eyes that accommodated a soft and caring expres and this smile that lit up whichever area we happened to be in together.

As striking as her physical grace was, that wasnt what constructed her special to me.

I was addicted to her personality.

She has this acces with the world.

I cant truly explain it, but shes improbably magnetic.

People like being around her, and I required( involved) her to be mine.

Ill hop-skip the gory items, but we started dating mid-freshman year.

It was fireworks from the start.

Those fireworks popped and sparkled in my president every day for the next two years while I was around her.

She was magical.

Slowly, though, I think we both began to realize the fireworks had been blinding us from the underlying problems of our personalities.

We didnt communicate well, and we brushed bigger editions under the table.

Those big concerns evidenced themselves into insecurities within the relationship, and they turned into inessential contentions “thats been” easily avoidable.

I abruptly realized it had reached the point of no return.

Neither of us was happy.

There was a different gleam in her eyes.

The once soft and relentlessly caring seeings appeared more guarded and cold.

Im sure she saw the same event when she seemed back at me.

I cant speak for her, but I stopped cherishing her.

Long story short, we intent things.

In the months that followed, I fell down to incredibly dark places.

The world seemed a little less beautiful.

I was going through the healing process, and I ended I needed to take the time to look inward and start moving concepts happen for myself.

Here are five theatres of keep moving and making become that I went through.

I hope they can help someone else fight with sorrow TAGEND

1. Mourn.

The firstly nave notion I had after the breakup was I wasnt is expected to be upset.

Some machismo propaganda that had been tossed my road seemed to spread the relevant recommendations through my conscious that I was okay.

I didnt need her, and there was nothing to be sad about.

The world moves on.

Boy, was I wrong.

The more I stifled the fact that I missed her and that I was pathetic about the end of things, the worse it got.

It would come out when I booze and when I was alone, even if I was consciously trying to stop it.

Heartbreak is like ending a drug addiction, and you’re in the retirement stage.

My advice is to let yourself mourn the loss.

Be sad.

Dont let the passions build up to a hazardous point.

Think of curbing spirits like including air to a balloon thats already been inflated.

Eventually, its bound to pop.

Listen to some psychological music and be overdramatic about it.

The more you let your ardours come to the forefront, the more you will learn about yourself.

Oh, and cut off all contact with her.

You may think you can be friends, but you cant.

There is too much emotional baggage.

2. Recline on your support system.

Im going to be blunt here: No one actually demonstrates a f* ck about your heartbreak.

Really, its not a malicious thing.

People will be empathetic and empathize with you, but they dont truly care since they are dont genuinely understand.

They may understand the sorenes from a previous anguish of their own, but every tie-in is so unique in and of itself that the healing battle should be self-directed.

However , now is the time to truly figure out the people you can trust to lean on for this sort of stuff.

First, lean on your family.

They have been there for you as long as youve been alive, and they have a lot of knowledge with passion that they are willing to talk about.

I grew so much closer to my family in my mourning process because I was truly dedicated to fostering such relationships in my life that werent with her.

I found out a lot about my family and a lot about who my true-life acquaintances are.

They are all damn good people, and they had my back each step of the way.

Exercise with your best friend and family.

Go out to eat, get drunk with them and talk to them when you feel like you need to.

They may not truly understand, but theyll listen.

That makes all the difference.

3. Identify problem areas and focus inward.

Were you a greedy motherfucker during your relationship?

Were you insecure and jealous? Did you put yourself before her?

Whatever it is, illustration it out and work on improving it.

This is your time to fix the things about yourself that you arent proud of.

Start improving them.

Before you work on giving your nerve to someone else, focus inward.

The first step to solving a problem is identifying and admitting the fact you have one.

4. Take care of yourself.

Exercise, and sweat the negative sentiments out.

Set a fitness objective( a exalted one) and affected the gym, champ.

The iron and asphalt will be your brand-new lover for the time being.

Bedetermined to not f* ck this relationship up.

It is not simply will help you feel better( trust me ), but youll also have tangible results to depict for the progress of your recovery.

Youll take a look back at your initial exalted point and be appalled at how close you are to achieving it( if you haven’t already ).

5. Have fun.

Just because youre sad, that doesnt aim the whole world has disappeared( although it may seem like it has ).

One of the most important lessons I’ve learned throughout my process is while youre in your chamber love bad for yourself, “the worlds” remains on passing out there.

So mourn, but dont mope.

Explore. Eat good meat. Drink good beer.

Listen to good music. Get to concerts. Take a cook class.

Be a productive and contributing member in the world.

This is the time to reinvent yourself into whoever you want to be.

Make that reinvention awesome.

6. Make go.

Anger seems to be an automatic reaction to a breakup.

I think its natural to be angry at your ex in one way or another, but dont stay angry.

One of the most difficult steps of moving on is looking back at such relationships through a positive lens.

Dont regarded the breakup against her.

Remember the good times, and take the bad times as lessons.

You two undoubtedly had great times together.

They are eternally embedded in your identity, so remember how she taught you to love.

Its going to be tough to see her in the world without you by her side.

Youll certainly see it when she picks herself up and gets back out into the dating world.

Embrace it.

She deserves to be happy as much as you do, and facing her brand-new affair with acrimony will exclusively make it harder for you.

Let someone else love her the mode you couldnt.

Let her run. Give her live her brand-new life without you.

If “youve been” desired her at all, you owe her this. Maybe your courses will span again one day, but dont count on that thought.

For now, she is out of your life.

Dont make it harder on her or yourself by chaining yourself to the believed to be get her back.

She’ll respect you for that, and she’ll income the kindnes when you lastly stop listening to Death Cab For Cutie and start dating again.

There is no reason to flush with hatred when you think of her.

She accompanied some amazing ages into your life, so appreciate them and respect that you two “il be going” your separate ways.

One somewhat cloudy sphere of this process is reading how to not cover her in a perfect light.

Remember the relationship ended for a rationale, and both parties are to blame.

Well, there you have it. These are not all-encompassing.

Butlike I said, every situation is different.

Hopefully, these terms can help person out there.

It will injure, but its a part of life.

You eventually turn into a better being after you expend some time understanding of yourself.

You become more empathetic to peoples inner combats because you know how hard you are fighting your own.

( Oh, and try not to have sex with her. That certainly screws everything up .)

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6 Gradations Every Person Must Take To Successfully Move On From A Breakup

We is in conformity with our freshman dormitory and hit it off almost immediately.

She was so goddamn beautiful.

She had long blonde hair that collapsed off her shoulders in waves, large-scale, beautiful eyes that accommodated a soft and caring expres and this smile that lit up whichever area we happened to be in together.

As striking as her physical grace was, that wasnt what constructed her special to me.

I was addicted to her personality.

She has this acces with the world.

I cant truly explain it, but shes improbably magnetic.

People like being around her, and I required( involved) her to be mine.

Ill hop-skip the gory items, but we started dating mid-freshman year.

It was fireworks from the start.

Those fireworks popped and sparkled in my president every day for the next two years while I was around her.

She was magical.

Slowly, though, I think we both began to realize the fireworks had been blinding us from the underlying problems of our personalities.

We didnt communicate well, and we brushed bigger editions under the table.

Those big concerns evidenced themselves into insecurities within the relationship, and they turned into inessential contentions “thats been” easily avoidable.

I abruptly realized it had reached the point of no return.

Neither of us was happy.

There was a different gleam in her eyes.

The once soft and relentlessly caring seeings appeared more guarded and cold.

Im sure she saw the same event when she seemed back at me.

I cant speak for her, but I stopped cherishing her.

Long story short, we intent things.

In the months that followed, I fell down to incredibly dark places.

The world seemed a little less beautiful.

I was going through the healing process, and I ended I needed to take the time to look inward and start moving concepts happen for myself.

Here are five theatres of keep moving and making become that I went through.

I hope they can help someone else fight with sorrow TAGEND

1. Mourn.

The firstly nave notion I had after the breakup was I wasnt is expected to be upset.

Some machismo propaganda that had been tossed my road seemed to spread the relevant recommendations through my conscious that I was okay.

I didnt need her, and there was nothing to be sad about.

The world moves on.

Boy, was I wrong.

The more I stifled the fact that I missed her and that I was pathetic about the end of things, the worse it got.

It would come out when I booze and when I was alone, even if I was consciously trying to stop it.

Heartbreak is like ending a drug addiction, and you’re in the retirement stage.

My advice is to let yourself mourn the loss.

Be sad.

Dont let the passions build up to a hazardous point.

Think of curbing spirits like including air to a balloon thats already been inflated.

Eventually, its bound to pop.

Listen to some psychological music and be overdramatic about it.

The more you let your ardours come to the forefront, the more you will learn about yourself.

Oh, and cut off all contact with her.

You may think you can be friends, but you cant.

There is too much emotional baggage.

2. Recline on your support system.

Im going to be blunt here: No one actually demonstrates a f* ck about your heartbreak.

Really, its not a malicious thing.

People will be empathetic and empathize with you, but they dont truly care since they are dont genuinely understand.

They may understand the sorenes from a previous anguish of their own, but every tie-in is so unique in and of itself that the healing battle should be self-directed.

However , now is the time to truly figure out the people you can trust to lean on for this sort of stuff.

First, lean on your family.

They have been there for you as long as youve been alive, and they have a lot of knowledge with passion that they are willing to talk about.

I grew so much closer to my family in my mourning process because I was truly dedicated to fostering such relationships in my life that werent with her.

I found out a lot about my family and a lot about who my true-life acquaintances are.

They are all damn good people, and they had my back each step of the way.

Exercise with your best friend and family.

Go out to eat, get drunk with them and talk to them when you feel like you need to.

They may not truly understand, but theyll listen.

That makes all the difference.

3. Identify problem areas and focus inward.

Were you a greedy motherfucker during your relationship?

Were you insecure and jealous? Did you put yourself before her?

Whatever it is, illustration it out and work on improving it.

This is your time to fix the things about yourself that you arent proud of.

Start improving them.

Before you work on giving your nerve to someone else, focus inward.

The first step to solving a problem is identifying and admitting the fact you have one.

4. Take care of yourself.

Exercise, and sweat the negative sentiments out.

Set a fitness objective( a exalted one) and affected the gym, champ.

The iron and asphalt will be your brand-new lover for the time being.

Bedetermined to not f* ck this relationship up.

It is not simply will help you feel better( trust me ), but youll also have tangible results to depict for the progress of your recovery.

Youll take a look back at your initial exalted point and be appalled at how close you are to achieving it( if you haven’t already ).

5. Have fun.

Just because youre sad, that doesnt aim the whole world has disappeared( although it may seem like it has ).

One of the most important lessons I’ve learned throughout my process is while youre in your chamber love bad for yourself, “the worlds” remains on passing out there.

So mourn, but dont mope.

Explore. Eat good meat. Drink good beer.

Listen to good music. Get to concerts. Take a cook class.

Be a productive and contributing member in the world.

This is the time to reinvent yourself into whoever you want to be.

Make that reinvention awesome.

6. Make go.

Anger seems to be an automatic reaction to a breakup.

I think its natural to be angry at your ex in one way or another, but dont stay angry.

One of the most difficult steps of moving on is looking back at such relationships through a positive lens.

Dont regarded the breakup against her.

Remember the good times, and take the bad times as lessons.

You two undoubtedly had great times together.

They are eternally embedded in your identity, so remember how she taught you to love.

Its going to be tough to see her in the world without you by her side.

Youll certainly see it when she picks herself up and gets back out into the dating world.

Embrace it.

She deserves to be happy as much as you do, and facing her brand-new affair with acrimony will exclusively make it harder for you.

Let someone else love her the mode you couldnt.

Let her run. Give her live her brand-new life without you.

If “youve been” desired her at all, you owe her this. Maybe your courses will span again one day, but dont count on that thought.

For now, she is out of your life.

Dont make it harder on her or yourself by chaining yourself to the believed to be get her back.

She’ll respect you for that, and she’ll income the kindnes when you lastly stop listening to Death Cab For Cutie and start dating again.

There is no reason to flush with hatred when you think of her.

She accompanied some amazing ages into your life, so appreciate them and respect that you two “il be going” your separate ways.

One somewhat cloudy sphere of this process is reading how to not cover her in a perfect light.

Remember the relationship ended for a rationale, and both parties are to blame.

Well, there you have it. These are not all-encompassing.

Butlike I said, every situation is different.

Hopefully, these terms can help person out there.

It will injure, but its a part of life.

You eventually turn into a better being after you expend some time understanding of yourself.

You become more empathetic to peoples inner combats because you know how hard you are fighting your own.

( Oh, and try not to have sex with her. That certainly screws everything up .)

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