#i want the process to be over so fast that i get agitated eith myself its not finished/perfect on the first try i get really tired from
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thinking abt my ocs for layton and vibrating bc i dont have motivation to draw or write them right now
#the problem w me talking/drawing/writing abt them is that i only imagine once and a while and i dont write my ff ideas down bc#im really self conscious while i write things that are self indulgent#and i overthink my writing bc i think of the big over arching narrative i havent made yet but i have these cool scenes in my head#and then get excited and over simplify the diction into ‘he said this she did that’ and while a simple first draft is a good blase to start#i want the process to be over so fast that i get agitated eith myself its not finished/perfect on the first try i get really tired from#*myself bcs#from the last two emotional processes i just mentioned that the gears in my head stop and i cant write for the rest of the day#and theres a difference between yapping on tumblr and writing#its not even like im angry with the drawing i made its more like the physical process of it makes me tired#probably bc i do t have a proper computer desk and i do everything from tha bed via lap desk and an a tablet pillow on my criss cross legs#hmm… maybe im just uncomfortable then…#btw guys i dont have my own room so i have like zero privacy#at least not yet >:)#thats it thats the post#byeah
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