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#i was v emotional when i finally got a house in the new residential district they added in endwalker
noxtivagus · 2 years
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ishgard is home c:
#just walking around ishgard gives me sm comfort honestly#it's an incredibly important & special place to me. it means so much to me#of when i was younger. of the stories i've gone through here#both stuff relating to fiction and reality#the ishgard osts have always meant so much to me#night in the brume especially c:#bro i immediately felt so at peace. i'm just walking around ishgard a bit rn yeah#i remember when i first arrived here in-game i was crying a lot#when i first came to ishgard w msq n all i was crying so so much. for quite a while i remember#& i've cried so much with msq. n after heavensward i'd always look forward to anytime i'd have to go to ishgard#i was v emotional when i finally got a house in the new residential district they added in endwalker#n yk the drk quests. yeah.#i often used to log out in the ishgard inn room. it's the most simple of all the states but it just has that emotional significance for me#my free trial days c: days of my youth. of peace and tranquility. serene and slow-paced. calm and kind and forgiving.#i love ishgard. yk my motivation n inspiration really has been returning w all the things happening in my life lately#with the people in it. the things i have. with what i've given & received. finally being able to rest. this is enough. in these moments#it makes me really happy. it means so much to me. reminds me of how much i love life.#one day i'd love to just relax around ishgard w the people i love.#my friends who haven't reached ishgard yet. i look forward to the day i'll be able to show you around or smth#just. walking around too. despite the physical distance#ffxiv as an mmorpg has always meant so much to me n has given me so much comfort#bcs we cld spend time w others with our own characters. in this beautiful fictional world#i love that so much. i really do.#HSKFJDJFJS i'm in ishgard rn bcs i'm going through the hildibrand quests n hearinf the heavensward quest accept....! my poor heart 🥺🤍#heavensward represents so much of my youth for me#like. at that time. hmm i barely talked to anyone other than my family. i was healing from smth. mostly existing save for the fact that#ffxiv helped bring back life to me then. the calm. before the storm. i was so unaware of everything unexpected that came after#finally buying the game. finishing shadowbringers. joining an fc. starting to raid. making friends n so much memories#so much. yeah really so much. so much more happened after that n reflecting on it i'm really surprised. it gets overwhelming but i'm v happy#i'm really so happy to have made it this far. it feels nothing short of a miracle to. have my life n everything everyone in it 🥹🫶🏼
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