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kittycrumb · 5 months
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what is this girl doing 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ i hope she doesn’t start speaking french next
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loullipopx · 2 months
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Hello hello plugging in my ko-fi once more as atm I’m in a bitsie of a struggle because I just got unemployed. Again. So ye if you’d like to help out, here’s the link ! Any help is welcome, and thank you for sharing ;;
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zorosdimples · 2 months
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knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it
#tumblr would be tumblr without me—as would the self ship community. it’s silly for me to feel so invested this Thing that is just that:#a Thing. it can’t give me the love or care or satisfaction with life that i’m looking for. i’ve been hiding on here—escaping reality.#because it’s fun to live in an imaginary world where i’m everything i want to be. where i’m the main character.#but in doing so i’ve been neglecting the ugly parts of my real life; the pain and hurt and harsh realities.#over the past couple months it has become apparent to me that i tend to put too much trust and effort into people#who have neither the capacity nor the desire to reciprocate.#so i just look like a fool in the end. (this isn’t about anyone here—just a pattern of behavior in general.)#at the end of the day#having thousands of followers on tumblr has no impact on my real life. if anything it makes me feel more isolated than ever.#because it’s yet another arena where i feel like i have to carve out my own space; i’ve never been good at taking up space.#anyway i suppose i’ll take the weekend away and see how i feel. i’ve had a lot of shit happening irl that has been so horribly difficult.#so maybe getting through all of that will help me feel more comfortable on my own blog again.#if you read this all i’m so sorry. i’ll prob regret posting my heartfelt thoughts in the future but at this very moment i don’t care.#self preservation be damned.#please support ficsforgaza; i’ll still be helping aleks over there because it’s one of the few places where i feel useful.#okay i’m done now. i’ll see you later. i wish you all so much love and nothing but the best.#tw personal
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zytes · 1 year
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8.4.23
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unknownarmageddon · 7 months
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hii so. i’ve bitten the bullet and made a bluesky account and a cohost just to have just in case. i don’t plan on doing really anything much on them until tumblr fully implodes (if it does) so they’re very much empty but theyre There
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appreciatingtokrev · 2 months
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hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍
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stillcominback · 7 months
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🎀 🎀 🎀
#hi friends!#local cryptid laurel making a quick little dash appearance just to check in tbh 💗💗💗#miss you all and writing loads but life continues to be a lot lol 😮‍💨#still job hunting which has been really rough in general but also mentally#then raising my daughter aka puppy who I love but takes a lot of my time and energy 🐶#BUUUUUUT a couple things!#1 - i’m better at checking into discord these days so if you would like to plot/write there and/or make servers to do so I would LOVE THAT#2 - RE: depressing job search - I’m working on opening up my own small shop!!#I’ll be starting with a collection inspired by The Traitors aka one of my fave shows atm#but will be doing all kinds of designs going forward!#I’ll drop more info here once we officially ✨launch✨#but I would love to get more followers on our IG page and just get some hype/interest going!#so if anyone wants to check us out to see what’s to come (soon)! the IG is sonichedesigns#(and the website is thatsoniche but it’s not fully opened yet!)#I’m nervous but excited because I’ve always wanted to do something like this but never really had the time or creative/mental energy#so maybe the stars are aligning who knows!#LOVE YOU ALL and hope to catch you on discord at least!#(again not abandoning tumblr or rp at all! just don’t have much time for it so my blogs are basically for aesthetic things and w/e I have#time for haha 🤪💗 but discord I would love to do more writing and stuff so hmu or ask for my handle! MWAH!)#💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
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silversnaffles · 9 months
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Guess whose idiot horse jumped out on to neighbour’s football pitch 😎🤙🏻 thanks Jim, your singular brain cell was used to evil today I see
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skhardwarevers1 · 3 months
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lowkey. Not over my ex at all
#It’s been months man#And yet I still feel the ever lasting effects#Am k cruel? Manipulative? I don’t think I am but he said I was and I so badly want to believe it#Cuz maybe I’ll actually fix what’s wrong with me and people will actually love me#also s very love sick in the sense that I need someone to be in love with me#But going t4t hasn’t worked out that well for me (cough cough my ex..)#N I don’t wanna fuck up coming out to any cis guys#Which idek if I truly like them or if I’m just so desperate I’ll fall in love with anyone as long as they treat me right#I think one of th things keeping me from getting over him is the fact that he was so affectionate??? And I had gotten so used to that#Constant feeling cuz I never really had it before and now that I don’t have it anymore I don’t know what to do with myself#Not to mention I’m too scared to do all that again because he always wanted more despite my protests#I fucking hate this. How can I be touch starved and repulsed at the same time#I can’t do this shit anymore man. Fuck.#Vent#There r certain people o wish could see this but none of them use tumblr fuck fuck fuck#Me when one had mild crushes on cis guys )okay maybe just one that I don’t even think saw me as a real friend in the one semester k had wit#Him…) but we’re so different and I think he hates me and he’s friends with my friends and ijhhhhwj#I hate hate hate love#Hate being in love. Hate that I can’t be in love. Hate that nobody loves me#I actually cannot take this shit anymore it’s one of the only things that truly ever gets to me anymore
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whamss · 8 months
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i’m glad that the time spent on tumblr has created enough overlap between my tumblr and twitter usage that i’ve started typing “reblog” on tweets in addition to me slipping in “retweet” on my posts here. law of equivalent exchange
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moonshadowed · 1 year
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Ensign JULIETTE MARIE MARCHAND was an orphan raised on a small research and agricultural colony. She soon discovered her interest in, and talent for, exogeology and exobotany, and set her sights on joining Starfleet Academy.
Upon her graduation, she got assigned to the U.S.S. Enterprise-D to further her work, studying under Keiko O’Brien.
During the encounter with, and subsequent analysis of, the Ressikan probe from Kataan, she got hit with a nucleonic beam and found herself waking up as Meribor, completely taken aback by how everyone was calling Captain Picard Kamin and why he was suddenly acting as her adoring father.
She lived a whole life— childhood, adulthood, parenthood— on Kataan, only to return to herself on Enterprise under the care of Dr. Selar.
Juliette takes the loss hard, grieving the family she finally had and the community she felt embraced by, her only reminders being Eline’s Ressikan necklace left in the probe that she constantly wears, and the Captain.
Both Deanna and Beverly, as counselor and chief medical officer, feel it would be beneficial for the two to spend more time together. Jean-Luc and Juliette feel drawn to each other, both remembering what it was like to be father and daughter and bonding over being the only two chosen to share the Ressikan culture with the world. The bridge crew takes it upon themselves to help them and support them through this, and Juliette finds herself getting that sense of family back.
She is very similar to Meribor in that she is gentle, kind, and intelligent, if a bit overly pragmatic.
Though she at first feels awkward with her newfound situation, she eventually changes her name to Picard.
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I just need to vent.
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jerksbitch · 19 days
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one day i’m going to do a full blog overhaul on here . one day
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no1ryomafan · 9 months
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Does anyone know how I can disable random ass posts from popping up every time I like a different random post that’s related to it via subject but at least was a reblog because this has been continuously happening and I’m a boomer with tumblr but I want it to stop since I’m seeing the most terminally online blogs I’ve ever seen in my fucking life and it’s also about stuff idgaf about it so it’s extra annoying 💀
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deathxproof · 1 year
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technically I get out of work early (compared to my usual schedule) tomorrow so I’m…. Hoping to get some writing done. or I could pass out as soon as I’m home from work because wake up early. who’s to say.
#ooc !#I do want to write on tumblr more I just need to. There’s been a weird anxiety hurdle recently.#a lot of overthinking about uh. kind of simple things like talking to people. planning things. replying to stuff without getting a little#anxious. and like. It’s not necessarily a bad thing ! It’s just something I know I have to work through and being here isn’t causing me-#-like. distress or anything. If anything this has actually been Really Good For Me#It just turns out that I am still bothered by some stuff in the past in fandom / rpc spaces that I didn’t realize still bothered me.#nothing that anyone can do about it. including me! I just have to feel better about interacting with other people I don’t know super well-#-again.#How surprising that living at my parents and self-isolating a lot online and irl made the act of making new friends-#-INCREDIBLY difficult and scary for me AGAIN. I used to be good at it. I think. It’s just a rough brain time esp with moving and everything#and ultimately? I’m doing so much better than I ever was before. It’s just. everything’s a lot.#the making of a new blog and writing more on discord and stuff has been good for me though#make no mistake I am SO happy to be Back I’m <33333 very excited about also being really unwell about dr who and my characters again#feels like coming back to life a bit#anyways !!!!! some fun over sharing at midnight !!!#perhaps I’m feeling insecure about myself here. but that’s fine bc I’ll work through it eventually bc I’m having fun <333#and also missed having a space away from my personal blog tbqh#this started as a post talking about writing drafts and starters.
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Don’t mind me, just talking to myself as per usual. Idek what to title this so I’ll just keep it under the cut. Surprisingly, I’m not angry or ranting! Go figure!
I’m reading Death on the Nile and was not expecting to be hit with a line that reminds me of my own thinking with ships/ love triangles. I blame the influence of my father, but this freaking line from Simon was the exact same vibe my father told me before. I waved it off, but now that I see it in a book… do men really think like this? It makes sense to me, but I’m just kinda like huh. Was not expecting this.
The idea that when a woman loves a man more it’s unappealing because the man feels like the woman has ownership, like saying that’s their man. Versus a man wanting a woman more, because then they have the control and get to say that’s their woman.
It makes me question my own thinking and wonder if I’ve been wrong all along. I’ve always loved the idea of a man falling for the woman more and in all of my ships that’s usually the case (unless we’re talking my golden otp and the steal my heart ship, I think they’re equal there and it’s why they’re my most healthy ships), but now I’m like am I wrong to want this if it all boils down to ownership! I mean I know it’s more complicated than that, there is love and pride and happiness and so many wonderful things, but it just makes me wonder. Idk I do think it’s still better if he loves her more, she’ll have an easier time… at least in my experiences seeing it irl.
Idk *sigh but my point in writing this thought here has to circle back to my ship and the canon ship. Cause I do think the canon ship is very unbalanced, but it shouldn’t matter who gives more in a relationship. I agree with that but I’m also like… is it the love that I dream of or is it familiarity and being told this is what love is and desperately holding on. I don’t doubt he does love his childhood friend, but I also don’t think it’s the same/ as strong as his love for my queen. I also don’t doubt the feelings of both gals towards him, (though sometimes I wish my queen would move on cause she deserves so much better, but I’m just a hater. Same for the canon ship too) but again it’s different. Idk I could think all day long about my ship and who truly does love the other more. I go back and forth on it, but I know my bias. And it’s that he loves her more, she loves him enough but he always asks too much of her. And that’s not to say she doesn’t love him just as fiercely, it’s just I don’t know that he’ll ever be truly satisfied with the amount of love she gives him, so hence the thinking that he loves her more. But is that really true? Probably not, but I just want my queen to spread her love and not just have the focus be on him and romantic love. Let her experience platonic and familial too, something he’s already had plenty of. But there is never too much love, I would know
Update: I’ve peeked ahead at the October prompts cause I forgot what they were and one of them is a sport au!!!!!!!!!! Omm!!!!!!!! You’ve no idea how excited I am about this!!!! But… my problem is… it should be a soccer AU but I know nothing about this sport so we’re gonna go with what I do know. Okay it’s not October yet so I need to calm down. Let’s try and finish my ongoing posted WIPs. Stay focused!
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