#i’ve been reading neopuppy’s stories….?

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

ok i feel like you would give a funny response to this but the other day i found the most atrocious disturbing violating concerning animal hybrid fanfiction ever and the fact that i chose to open it and read it was worse and then i literally regretted everything like wtf did i just read and i spent 5 whole minutes laughing at myself

It’s always worse when you read it and you’re just sitting there wondering where you went wrong BUT LIKE even when they are literally insane it’s just…. LIKE I GET IT whenever i read crazy stories… moreso from my destiel days… i’m always like i just wasted twenty minutes but i always get like too far in to stop

THEY CAN BE SO LONG TOO LIKE 50 CHAPTERS AND IM 25 IN LIKE IDK HOW I GOT HERE BUT I CANT STOP NOW Y’KNOW

I kinda wanna read what you read 😂

[neopuppy]

the way you respond to some of your anons got me screaming. i just know they gotta feel like this after

I think people forget I’m just an average person sometimes, this is just a silly blog where I post little silly stories for free

I have 0 obligation to adhere to any rules, deadlines, or put on a customer service persona to appease anyone here(run me a paycheck if u have expectations from ur exhausted nct smut writer). like if anyone thinks im a terrible awful rude cunt bc of my very normal responses….the block button is free and easy to use! or even dont follow, just pop into the tags ‘neopuppy fics’ to read in chronological order from newest to oldest any fics that have been posted.

I hope u guys keep in mind that people who write fanfic are at the end of the day just people. not influencers, not the idols u love, not ur friends, they’re just people and its likely u wouldnt even get along with most of them irl, but hey…..isn’t the point to read and whatever it is u do whilst reading?(thats none of my business).

I understand there are definitely ‘nicer’ writers out there, perhaps more pleasant in this fandom space, but my follower count genuinely means nothing to me.. so what do I gain here🥲

(anyway not targeted at u!!! lmao, sorry if this came across that way. I’ve stated more than plenty of times how many awful people have ruined tumblr for me and taken the fun out of it from harassing me for silly tropes I write to overstepping privacy boundaries etc. not everyone is here to make friends, and thats ok!💚)

[neopuppy]

ahhh heeseung and jeno is like the ultimate neopuppy drunk hazed collab like it does not surprise me ofc you’ll be willing to write for your top 2 men dare i ask who’s no. 1?😫😋

ok ok though in all honesty i get what you mean about people nagging you about updates and it taking away the joy from writing so just do whatever you’re comfortable with coz i think the people who are genuinely invested in the story and understand a writer’s feelings would not bother you but i’ve noticed tumblr unfortunately doesn’t house much of an audience like that so just make this decision based off of what you think you’d be comfortable with

all love💞

“who’s number 1” GET OUTTTTTTTTTT

that is between me myself and I….. and maybe the rest of u if we ever get to this fic lol

people have told me if I dont update soon they’ll k*ll themselves bc this fic the only thing keeping them alive like ?????? IDC IF THATS A JOKE, its very unsettling to read🫤

life is too unpredictable, I’ve been sick for two weeks going on three now, and finished up the last 3000 words of TB2 at my airport gate before catching a flight. was not in my plans but…..I can’t/won’t promise scheduled updates because there’s just no way, but I would like to start a series again, without any hassle😬💚