#i'll probably cry

[supporter-of-my-fav-ships]

The way she gives him coffee as a gift because she knows how much he likes it. And she wants to please him as he pleases her.

[cherryys]

ever since 266, I saw many people say that because megumi doesn't want to be a jujutsu sorcerer, that means his conclusion doesn't have to have anything to do with using his technique or completing his domain and that him just getting saved is fine, and that is his purpose in the story, and I completely disagree.

Megumi has always treated his technique as a curse in his life, one he had never wanted and one that had always hindered him. he viewed it as a crutch, a weakness, something that controls him rather than him controlling it as its user. it had dictated his life ever since his birth and subsequently forcing him into the gruel jujutsu world, with his father selling and abandoning him, the expectations placed on him by Gojo to surpass him because of his technique, along with now, Sukuna stealing his body, his autonomy, his agency, and his ability to make a choice along with killing his sister and hurting his friends just because of his technique. Him learning that instead of fearing his technique and treating it as something he'll never control or grasp and that its power is way beyond him, he does have the strength and newfound mindset to control it, be its master and be able to completely understand and interpret his technique would be a great way to conclude his character arc and his rocky relationship with his technique.

him completing his domain doesn't have anything to do with jujutsu sorcery. his domain is a representation of his sense of self, his self-identity, his character, so to speak. it being incomplete from the start was to show you that megumi hadn't grasped his sense of self yet, hasn't found an identity unique to himself outside of wanting to save his sister (and later, yuuji) and his complete disregard for his life in general. his incomplete domain is basically showing you his incomplete character. I just can't really fathom the domain not being completed especially after him being at the climax of his character arc. it's more than just a jujutsu thing for megumi's character, it represents him.

also, megumi's purpose this entire arc to just be saved is hardly a good conclusion to his character. his entire life, he'd been stripped of his autonomy, the power to choose, the power to control his life. that was what reggie's curse was: let fate toy with you, become a clown, then die. his conclusion should be him breaking AWAY from that curse, to stop fate from toying with him, and instead of just laying down and letting life kick him over and over, he stands up and finally kicks back, fights against the circumstances, saves himself, instead of doing nothing and just letting others save him. what would be the point, then? he'd be reduced to a literal plot device, whose entire role in the story is to let his body be taken over by sukuna for his technique, and he doesn't even save himself, he just lets others do the work for him. that would be a horrible conclusion. it wouldn't make his dream of wanting a peaceful life earned for me, not because megumi HAS to be useful or has to prove himself to deserve a simple life, but because he hasn't really changed. he's the same as he was before, letting life toy with him over and over and reduced to just the damsel in distress who constantly needs others to do the work for him.

I want him to fight back. I want him to save himself. I want him to put in the work to change his fate.

[abluehappyface]

Going to bed early for my standards just because I feel like a fuckup

[letstalksurvivorcbs]

Emily Emily Emily Emily Emily Emily Emily Emily

[florida3exclamationpoints]

We're on the way to see Bucky 🥹🥹🥹

[transmairon]

No fear.

"Elves in tes6 looking like pointy eared humans with unnatural skin colour, instead of having sharp features, forehead ridges, large tilted eyes, non-white sclera, and other features specific to their kin that made them look much more interesting and unique from humans, unlike most other fantasy Elves. "

One fear.

[om340700]

sobs on the floor

[chalkrub]

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[nabi-unveiled]

My Stubborn has done an excellent job so far of portraying that all of the men want to have sex with their people. But I particularly enjoy how that desire manifests in different ways for each of them.

Sorn's "want" emerges as unbridled, desperate need.

Jun exists. Therefore Sorn must kiss him and possess him. He's not waiting a few hours until the coast is clear before engaging. He doesn't care if it's at work or people will be over soon. He wants it, and he NEEDS it now. After all, Jun exists.

On the plus side, Sorn gets enjoyment out of Jun enjoying himself. The smiles when he realizes Jun is into it get me every time.

Jun's "want" emerges as confused curiosity.

You can practically hear Jun's mind at times. "Like bro..wtf? But...this is fun. Fine, I'll play. Wait, I'm so confused. Does it always feel like this? Are we something? I think I have feelings. I probably shouldn't. Would it feel this way with other people? Never mind. Not thinking about it for now, because this feels so damn good."

As a bonus, I love that Jun is a pretty bratty person. He does talk back to Sorn. He does shut the door in his face. He rightfully kicks him off him. So any time he "submits", it's because he has decided he wants it too. And we get to see it in subtle physical ways like a wrist rub or snuggles into Sorn's neck.

We all know the problem is going to come from Sorn having such a strong, possessive need while being an idiot about defining and clarifying their relationship. Because Jun isn't going to keep submitting if he decides it's not worth the trouble. He seems to like Sorn, but he doesn't need Sorn in the same way that Sorn needs him. He has options.

Tai's "want" emerges as willful worship.

For all their differences, Tai does hold some similarities with Sorn. He's the one initiating and he gets enjoyment by making Champ feel good. Tai may be the one with the power, and Champ may serve him at work. But in bed? Tai worships his man.

Every movement and every action is a soft adoration of the man he cherishes.

And Champ's "want" emerges as fragile hope.

Champ is a bit of a pillow princess, but it's because he's holding his breath. He's not sure he's allowed to want this. How he returns Tai's kisses shows he wants it, and his hand flexes on the couch pillow and toe curls speak of his enjoyment. But Tai is the boss and his best friend, and he isn't allowing himself to forget it. For all of the easy affection and interactions they share, his desire is delicate and fragile.

He is only allowing himself what Tai will give him. In episode 5, he forgets himself for a moment and moved his hand to grab Tai. But then he quickly relaxed it. After all, does he have a right to demand more? He's not sure.

In their scenes, it's almost like he is afraid that the spell will soon be broken and it'll all disappear. He's holding his breath in hope, because he wants it to continue. But he's afraid of what will happen if it doesn't.

And this will likely be where their problem comes from. Because when the fear of losing everything becomes too much, no amount of body worship is going to solve that problem.

For as much as they all enjoy each other's bodies, words are going to have to be said at some point. By both couples.

[ilium-ilia]

hi friends. sorry for my absence. i was out having fun until i wasn't. and now i am here to embarrass myself.

i had what was supposed to be a regular check up with my specialist today that didn't go very well. long story short, i have to have a small procedure here in two weeks that's gonna put me out of work for a few days, which would be fine if it wasn't for the fact i used up all my PTO after getting an infection a little while back, and my job doesn't give sick pay/time.

i'm sure things will be fine (though my jaw already hurts at the thought of what this bill might be if insurance doesn't cover it) but if you guys would like, you could support me here (:

i post pretty regularly if i can manage, and you'll also get early access to my works. right now i have the next chapter of "you're an angel // i'm a god" as well as the first couple chapters of a ghost x fem!reader story that hasn't been posted to tumblr or AO3 yet!

obviously no pressure, and know that i'll be fine no matter what, but here's a little update that no one asked for, and i hope you guys are well <3

[asvidema]

hansry week, day 3 - missing scene

[storytellering]

I think I saw you but I know I'm not supposed to

[ivysangel]

Jason as a nibbler, a neck biter, a vampire. Not literally, he doesn't need blood to survive, no, but the way his mouth somehow always finds your neck, always finds a way to catch his teeth on your carotid, you'd think he did.

He comes up behind you so innocently sometimes, his hands ghosting over your hips and his hair tickling your jaw. His beautiful, soft, jet-black hair that is so quickly replaced with sharp nips of his teeth. You pull away, pushing his head back with your hand, and he groans; what did I do, his eyes say when he lifts his head to look at you. "You're biting me." you point to the teeth marks on your neck, indents a little deeper where his canines were. "I'm loving you."

You patiently wait for the day he gets carried away and accidentally draws blood, the day when the permissiveness of your flesh gives way to this indulgent behavior of his. He'll nose at the tiny droplets of blood collecting around the puncture wounds, licking and laving as a pool of iron collects on his tongue. Pulling away, looking like a wolf who's just devoured its prey, with blood smeared on the tip of his nose and his pupils blown wide.

He'd tasted blood before when he'd punched too hard, when he'd been punched too hard; the taste was always bitter in his mouth, too metallic, and always lingering long after he'd washed it away with water, but not yours. No, yours was welcome, just as bitter and metallic but also sweet? Comforting? Welcome? Yes, welcome. He'd welcomed you into his life a multitude of times, made room for you in places he'd previously thought to be too cramped. In his home, in his mind, in his heart, but the one place he could never figure out how to integrate you was his body.

Of course, he'd had sex with you, let you touch him in ways he had never been touched before, seen him at his most vulnerable, but it would never be the same for him as it was for you. You could never be inside of him the way he was inside of you. He thought he'd never know how it felt to walk around with ghosts of you inside of him the way you did when he came too deep or stretched you out too much. He thought he'd never know what it felt like to carry a part of his lover around with him outside of a material object. Now, he knew otherwise; he knew there was an alternative—a painful, bloody alternative—but an alternative nonetheless.

[rainscenes]

risotto

buddie | 2.5k words | mature valentine's day, cooking, and a proposal 💞

Eddie listens to the music coming in from the living room; to the sounds of Buck washing up, the rustling of clothes, the tell-tale spritz of cologne, the mere anticipation of it all making Eddie actually salivate. He is hungry, but more than that he almost doesn’t care to eat the food, not right now, only really looking forward to watching Buck take the first bite; the way he closes his eyes every single time as if he’s eating at a three-star restaurant, not Eddie’s— their— dining table.

[belledalle]

Norberg lights✨️ (X)

[heartorbit]

i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you