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#i'm gna cry ffxiv is making me emotional again
noxtivagus · 1 year
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THE ALCHEMIST/CULINARIAN ROLE QUEST IN SHB 🥺
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#hfalskdfjasdkfjsd MY HEART#these stories make me so so happy#uwahh skip's development makes me so happy that hits personally ngl :<<#I LOVE. THE AMAROS. SO MUCH#wld this be spoilers. uh. maybe. ARDBERT n seto ;w;;#i love them so much i remember crying in those cutscenes n then#SOB THE WARRIOR OF LIGHT. THAT STUFF. SO GOOD.#awww the wol helping w skip's cynicism warms my heart so much#n then after the cutscene hearing the dark which illuminates the world. life is good n i'm happy rn#i. love. helping others so much. like the way my wol does. i want to. help others so much like she does#i'm gna cry ffxiv is making me emotional again#i want to write stories one day like this to touch n help others the same way i was for my whole life#the mention of medicine in this story made me emotional there's so much i want to do in the future#i'm actually gna cry seeing both skip & behtric's development warms my heart so much#strength to cast away fears..#THAT CUTSCENE MADE ME SO HAPPY I'M SO PROUD OF THEM#HDFKAJSDLFK HELP.. 'let go of the past and my fears from failure' & 'it has kept me from fully committing to' n the rest of the dialogue#man. BRO. THAT HITS PERSONALLY AIGHT#i'm so happy i'm so proud of them. 😭 despite the pain of the past they're.. moving onwards to just do better in the future#ffxiv has a lot on that n it really touches n comforts me so much#THAT SAID THOUGH GODDAMN I REALLY ADMIRE MY WOL! she. helps ppl so much n touches so many lives#fictional technically but it extends as well to irl w players such as myself.#n yk maybe deep down despite all my doubts.. maybe i've also helped others more than i think#i certainly know how much others have helped me more than they know n while it's hard to wholly believe it. yk maybe that applies to me too#that quest rlly came at the perfect time wtf i'm just gna. keep on trying. do my best do what i can despite my regrets#just as i've always done. i don't have to do it alone but yk eventually in time as i go on hopefully my social anxiety will get better#n then knowledge never sleeps after i finish the quest n it's nighttime in the crystarium. my heart feels so warm#i want to write worlds like this too n be like my wol >:3 i'll work towards more at my own pace n in my own way.
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