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#i'm very dedicated to. my passions like that. in a way aaaa
noxtivagus · 2 years
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INTERPRETATION YES THATS THE WORD I KEEP ON FORGETTING
#🌙.rambles#that is so random but#ok honestly i've been feeling rather empty n apathetic ever since last night but#thinking abt creative stuff helps n#random but oh my on words i realize i'm often like this HSKFJSJFJS#when i was like. i can't rmb what grade but before i was 7 or smth i rmb#one of my fav words was 'silence' IDK WHY IT WAS RLLY COOL FOR ME AS A KID N#one memory i have v clearly is in the bathroom of that school bcs#that was the only time i celebrated my bday at school omg so#anyways i'll keep this bit short but hi random story i remember just shouting 'silence' when i remembered the word all of a sudden#idk why.. im like that with words... >_<#thinking abt that makes me remember the times i wld just search for hours for words n skim through dictionaries n stuff like that n#names! yes names i wld search for names for my ocs for hours oh my god#i'm very dedicated to. my passions like that. in a way aaaa#i rmb searching names w meanings of 'dark' 'night' 'sky' blah blah mythology too n angel names#i also remember often getting distracted n reading myths n wikis n searching of so much other info too#anyways i was just listening to music n i have these images in my head#i wld very much like to draw them :< but as much as i loved painting as a kid i never rlly had the chance to properly cultivate that#into a skill ig. but thinking about it i loved painting so so very much i've always loved colors#speaking of colors this is very random but today i'm wearing a top that is not black! wow! (it is white)#i've been feeling kinda dead lately but my. mind. my creativity n my analysis n wtvr that keeps me so so alive#thinking abt sciences n stories n uhh knowledge in general n expressing myself through different forms of art#I REALLY WNA LEARN HOW TO DRAW T_T & i shld rlly play the piano again#i shld probably learn the guitar first bcs we have one here too but goddamn i want to learn the violin so bad#i have a certain fondness n affection for elegance. goddamn i wish i at least tried out ballet as a kid aww#hmm another random thought but ig one reason why im so disappointed in myself is bcs ik i can do so so much better#& i used to be so much better as a kid yk i used to be the type that you'd probably brag abt. maybe say things like oh what a waste that#she's so shy or smth. idk. anyways i have regrets but i try so hard to just be enough for myself#THAT SAID HOLD UP I RAMBLE SO MUCH AAAAA#wait i will continue this in another post bcs i have sm i want to talk abt
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guard139 · 3 years
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(time + school 1/2) ooo the ali smut :0,, i look forward to reading it when it's done ehe,, not gonna lie, the hour difference is confusing me lolol,, if it's okay with you, what country are you from :0? I think that would help me understand your time more XP currently, it is about 12 AM for me,, when i searched up gmt, it led me to London? so i'm assuming you're somewhere in the UK, but i could be wrong XP - peach
bear with me, this is a bit long lol
(time + school 2/?? - there's way more to write than i thought lol) !! psychology wow! i considered majoring in that, but then i realized that i wasn't as interested in it. and then i decided i might minor in it, but i changed my mind again because i think i only like learning about it as a hobby type of enjoyment :) - peach
(time + school - 3/???) the system in my country (the US) is quite similar to yours! we go from high school to college for our degree (majoring in whatever we want),, then after is our master degree if we'd like, then phD/doctorates (if we want :3). i am also currently in my sophomore (2nd) year of college! depending on the classes i'll take i have 2-3 more years left! on average, college is expected to be 4 years, but it is different for each person :) - peach
(time + school - 4/??) i'm at art major, currently heading for the illustration track! so for me, i'm automatically put into studio arts BA by the time i get to my third year, but if i want to apply for a BFA, then i have to submit a portfolio for that track! i am unsure if i'd like to continue the illustration path,, even though i haven't applied yet, i am very stressed about taking the right classes and making sure that i enjoy my college experience on the way - peach
(time + school 5/???) - art is my passion, as well as writing so i thought i might minor in creative writing as well :D but of course, it's all hypotheticals because i'm worried that minoring in creative writing might make me too tired and less passionate aha,, i love art, but i've found that college is exhausting and i really don't draw much outside of my classes and assignments :') - peach
(time + school - 6/??) but i'm still going to do my best to improve as an artist,, i haven't written in a while but squid game actually got me writing again so i'm super happy about that aha,, as of lately i've been thinking of ways to enjoy life and not get too stressed out about the future. i'm a terrible over thinker and i'm also the eldest in my family, so i do feel pressure in having to succeed :') i'm either in class, doing homework, or sleeping because i'm so tired - peach
(time + school - 7/???) it's definitely hard to balance,, my classes are still online so i'm nervous about going on campus again since i haven't been outside and socializing as much :') but enough about the stressful news aaaa,, i've been watching korean variety shows again and food is my motivation for waking up and continuing throughout each day :D despite the stress from school, writing fics again have been nice and it's what i do most the time whenever i'm free :D - peach
(time + school 8/8) i really didn't expect to write this much, but i did ahhhh,, i hope that wasn't too bad of a spam nor was it too much to read :') i think i'll stop here for now ;P also, i don't think you talked too much, it's quite nice hearing from you and of you! it's fun getting to know the author that's writing all these fics! what made you choose psychology over other majors :0? hope you're having a good day :D - peach
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phew, thank you for your dedication! i am actually from brazil, gmt -3. oh, you are from the us! i'm thrilled to be talking to an american <3 you've mentioned that you're interested in psychology, may i ask what aspects of it you enjoy reading about?
regarding degrees, i'm always confused about the majors and minors you have in college. we don't have that in brazil as there's an governmental institution that regulates the curriculum of each course.
aaa, you're majoring in arts!! that's amazing! i find it all so fascinating even though drawing is not my forte, i admire artists very much! <3
don't talk about it! college can be stressing. i usually have the will to pay attention to classes on the first week only. :( after that, there is too much information to keep track and i lose interest and focus pretty quick.
i see! that's what you said about relating to sangwoo! don't pressure yourself, i'm sure you'll do the best you can and overcome life's challenges. take a break once in a while if you can!
i can relate to going back to classes on campus. studying for tests will be harder and the time that takes from home to college will make things even harder. socializing comes with practice, so don't worry! and if you don't like socializing, that's ok too! <3
peach, you write?? you have to send me one of your works through submit! also, i'm glad that you are enjoying korean variety shows and food has been a motivation to you. i hope you're taking good care of yourself!
what is your favorite variety show? i don't think i've watched any so far. 🤔 also, i'm not sure if you've watched money heist/la casa de papel, but netflix is making a korean version of it and i'm thrilled because park haesoo (sangwoo) will be on it as berlin!
aaa, this is so long! i hope it's okay! until next time, peach!
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