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marsbotz · 1 month
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14 yr old egg maxime looking at gru who got hit with the transgender beam at age 12: why the fuck would i be jealous of him. im not. btw
#STRONGGGGGGG believer in trans maxime but SPECIFICALLY where he doesnt actually work it out fully until like. after graduation#i feel like maxime wld have gotten very caught up in the social heirarchy of the popular girls. esp w being so close to valentina#but he struggles with like. actually fitting in for a numberrrrr of reasons. being uncracked transmaac being among them#he says to valentina one day like ‘do u ever wonder what it wld be like to be a guy’ and shes like ‘hmm not really.’#and thats the end of the conversation for another year at least#what with maximes obsession w popularity and social standing ESPPPP during high school i think he wld very much try to smother it#for a longggg time.#i struggle to explian this sometimes but w gay transmascs who end up dating girls but. as a girl. but it happend to meeee. it happens i pro#but this is my maxime idea.#like he latches onto val cus shes genuinely kinda nice to him and shes like. the epitome of what he feels he SHOULD be#gru he actually likes but gru also reflects what he is trying to hard to push away#and so theres a lot of complex feelings that end up coming out as jealous vitriol#esp w the influence of the popular girls.#btw this is a personal thing but i dont like to rlly think abt transphobia etc in fiction. exceptttt for like personal arcs#like in my mind in most fiction and mostly like. kids media esp. its just not a thing like ppl dont care#but i do like using it for individuals#um so like. socially not an issue rlly but moreso w specific characters and dynamics#anyways anywaysssss. i fuck heavilyyyyyy w trans maxime it is so canon to me.#TRANSFEM VECTOR TOOOOOO. SHE IS SPECIAL TO ME#this is soft launching the shit ive been drawing just now but im soooo sleepy so not finfishing it rn#im so slowwww at drawing man BUT im getting better i think#also want to maybe draw smth from my dream last night but is maybe too weird. unless u guys fw transgender dream fuckery#btw completelyyyyy unrelated except its maxime but ohhhdiscobug sbae me. save me#so fucking epicccc i love it. they need to fuck NOW#sorry who said that.#no but rlly i heart their backstoriessss sm i feel they r kind of similar in that they wld be able to relate#that stuck in childhood kinda thing#bratttttttt. dude. i cant do this shit anymore#the concept is so simple but sooo painful#like ack he grew up being this one thing that got him attention and praise and love. and then he gets thrown away
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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INTERPRETATION YES THATS THE WORD I KEEP ON FORGETTING
#🌙.rambles#that is so random but#ok honestly i've been feeling rather empty n apathetic ever since last night but#thinking abt creative stuff helps n#random but oh my on words i realize i'm often like this HSKFJSJFJS#when i was like. i can't rmb what grade but before i was 7 or smth i rmb#one of my fav words was 'silence' IDK WHY IT WAS RLLY COOL FOR ME AS A KID N#one memory i have v clearly is in the bathroom of that school bcs#that was the only time i celebrated my bday at school omg so#anyways i'll keep this bit short but hi random story i remember just shouting 'silence' when i remembered the word all of a sudden#idk why.. im like that with words... >_<#thinking abt that makes me remember the times i wld just search for hours for words n skim through dictionaries n stuff like that n#names! yes names i wld search for names for my ocs for hours oh my god#i'm very dedicated to. my passions like that. in a way aaaa#i rmb searching names w meanings of 'dark' 'night' 'sky' blah blah mythology too n angel names#i also remember often getting distracted n reading myths n wikis n searching of so much other info too#anyways i was just listening to music n i have these images in my head#i wld very much like to draw them :< but as much as i loved painting as a kid i never rlly had the chance to properly cultivate that#into a skill ig. but thinking about it i loved painting so so very much i've always loved colors#speaking of colors this is very random but today i'm wearing a top that is not black! wow! (it is white)#i've been feeling kinda dead lately but my. mind. my creativity n my analysis n wtvr that keeps me so so alive#thinking abt sciences n stories n uhh knowledge in general n expressing myself through different forms of art#I REALLY WNA LEARN HOW TO DRAW T_T & i shld rlly play the piano again#i shld probably learn the guitar first bcs we have one here too but goddamn i want to learn the violin so bad#i have a certain fondness n affection for elegance. goddamn i wish i at least tried out ballet as a kid aww#hmm another random thought but ig one reason why im so disappointed in myself is bcs ik i can do so so much better#& i used to be so much better as a kid yk i used to be the type that you'd probably brag abt. maybe say things like oh what a waste that#she's so shy or smth. idk. anyways i have regrets but i try so hard to just be enough for myself#THAT SAID HOLD UP I RAMBLE SO MUCH AAAAA#wait i will continue this in another post bcs i have sm i want to talk abt
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kroosluvr · 4 months
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sorry i feel bad for ranting on """Main"" i guess though i kinda keep this more of apersonal blog than a very polished art blog thing. under the cut
things wld be easier if i was just an oc-centric artist (which i kinda am but only to myself in my head) but it Is how it is at this point (i want to draw my ocs more but they never turn out the way i want) and theres just so much i want to draw for the silly little media franchises that happen to capture my stupid little heart and etc.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh ifeel stupid for loving too much or whatever. i dont want to throw a pity party over this either because in the end its just "who cares LOVE WHAT U LOVE DRAW WHAT U WANT" right but in the moment i feel stupid and it sucks and i hate it actually!!!!!!! and i WILL in fact keep drawing hwat i want and what makes me happy but like idkidkdidkgkhw
sometimes i cant help thinking if i was a better artist.,, like more artistically skilled........ would people really say the things they do about the things i draw
^ (Authors note: no one has been mean about the stuff i draw just. side comments i guess lol. from my friends though and not random people . so its harder to just brush off i guess)
like maybe im just not good enough yet. which is fine. spite is actually a really good drawing proponent. but its also just like . when will it be enough to be worth it? will it be worth being my friend now if im a good artist? if i draw what you want? ...........................
its obviously not discounting the people who really enjoy my art style adn what i draw regardless (which im soooo so grateful for bc i never like expect anyone to stick around sicne my fixations change like the wind) but its like... these r the people i spend the most time with . and it sucks. i have to. second guess what i say and what i type and just. ok like i know its not that serious either but i hate it i really dont like it (<- im also just socially anxious if u cant tell)
and its also like i cant just extract myself from my friend group for a while to kinda cool off (read: muster the courage to be an idiot in front of them again) bc ummmmm um i dont have many friends . they are kind of all i got. (which is nice i like small circles(?) im not good at opening up to people.) and i do admire and like them very much but then i just feel like i get bit in the ass all the time (This past month) with shit like this i guess
and honestly like. well half the reason i keep switching fixations is BECAUSE of stuff like this where i feel self conscious of """"Being obsessed"""" over One thing so much so i just immediately switch tracks so fast but its just a cycle (Which i dont see as a bad thing tbh? it keeps my art moving and things fresh so like.)
And honestly i dont really try to . be too vocal about. fandom? stuff? when im with my friends? unless they bring it up first? i got burnt so many times with my vtuber interests so like lol ive Learned. but maybe it slips out too much? bruh. my bad i guess
i have to stop thinking abt this man.., why has this happened to me so many times this past month lol its kind of ridiculous
(Im sure they dont like. mean it. right? ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, if they actually meant it and want me to shut up then they should just actually say so right.,
i just want to draw . its not going to stop me from drawing but damn does it really like rain on my parade or put a dent in my fender or whatever other sayings that i cant think of right now
in the end i really REALLY appreciate frm the very very bottom of my heart everyone that even remotely likes/appreciates my art (especially the persona stuff nowadays bc thats what im mainly pouring all my mental and physical and emotional into) like i really really mean it. because this stuff like my silly comics and stuff is really stuff i make for purely my own heart and just what i want to see kinda. and so it just makes me feel really warm that people also want to see it and keep seeing it and love it and everything like that. and, with all this kind of negative stuff going on i just go back and reread tags and comments and stuff and i feel encouraged to keep going and draw more and everything like that. so like really, truly, thank you. i really never thought so many people would like the stuff i make. even if its not really artistically good, or really deeply interesting, im really happy it could be something special to people out there
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hinamie · 28 days
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hi hina what are some of your favorite art styles in manga?
OOOOH i love this ask so much u don't understand,,, first of all ok any1 who knows me knows i am a filthy anime-only fr most of the series I like so there r a few on this list tht i haven't necessarily read in their entirety gomenasorry i'm a fraud i just like the pretty pictures....
also this got longer than anticipated (i lied i anticipated it) but here r a few series whose art i want 2 chew on :D i feel like i've mentioned all of these at least in passing before but fr anyone who wants to read me yell about the specifics....take a shot every time i say the word "love"
tokyo ghoul: *takes an extended drag* all the roads lead back here. listen. ishida sui is a master the man is a god what can i say he is like leonardo da vinci 2 me. he is Better than leonardo da vinci 2 me. the serendipity of me being into tg during a very formative time in my art journey (right when i was making the transition into creating my own content) meant that a lot of tg influence ended up kind of bleeding into my work pun intended. Ishida's way of doing eyes n faces is so unbelievably expressive plus the scratchiness of his lines combined w the soft n rounded way he does facial features... thts not even mentioning his coloured works god theyre entrancing i adORE how everything looks like a mix of watercolour and almost . layered tissue paper?? like it's sharp n translucent n angular but everything looks so soft...how he manages to make something look so sharp but so smudged at the same time is witchcraft it looks like smth out of a dream it looks like coloured ink seeping into fabric it looks like fogged stained glass,,, ishida sui my king u will always be famous 2 me
jjk: this feels like a no-brainer but i have 2 talk about it i'll b hunted for sport if i don't talk about how much of an absolute slut i am fr gege's art style. i wld bet real money tht me getting into jjk was part of what solidified my love for the Sharp Angular look that i tend to implement into my own stuff bc gege does it !! SO well!!!! not only does it make his fight scenes look super dynamic but i Also think it lends really well to all of the character designs like. holds up megumi this boy is triangles on rectangles not a fuckin curve in SIGHT . its not just megumi either!!! his shape language fr the entire fucking cast is to die for i want to rub my face against it like a cat. also ive gushed abt it in regards to yuuji specifically bc i think he's the best example but gege's expressions also are so goddamn GOOD the eyes hold so much emotion...so much anguish n weight n he's so good at conveying that battle-crazed psychopathic thousand yard stare.....nothing but murderous intent behind those eyes n it looks incredible every ! fucking ! time!!!!! i love the way he does eyes so much it's a shame he keeps tearing them out of his character's skulls
toilet-bound hanako-kun: EATS IT EATS IT EATS IT!!!! i own 2 of the artbooks i love the art in this series so MUCH i love the shapes i love the reds n warm tones i love the cutsey proportions meets traditional yokai illustrations n spooky vintage aesthetic,, the art in tbhk is like studio ghibli to me in the way it NAILS visual clutter n making environments/backgrounds look strategically Busy,, the manga covers the illustrations the splash pages...all the official art is so jam packed with detail but somehow it doesn't tip the scale into being Too Much it all looks so intentional and cohesive and the colour choices are all so GOOD i just!!! how do u DO that!!!!!!!! also omg the way they draw eyes n hair. puts it in my mouth it is so. blobby and blocky respectively i love when art styles make the irises Not Quite Round i think it adds so much character :'>
owari no seraph: ons entered my life around the same time as my tg era and didn't have Quite as much of an impact on me as the former so i don't have quite as much to say but HOLY SHIT THE MANGA COVER ART POINTS AT MIKA'S HAIR POINTS AT THE CHAINS ON HIS CAPE DO U SEE THIS SHIT??????????? it's ethereal!!!!!! it's so blended and smooth and detailed but the line weight is still so intact and satisfying to look at :'>> not to mention the colour choices and lighting makes everything look so wintery and cold it feels like a marble church it /feels/ vampirey and i LOVE it
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silvercrane14 · 3 months
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Kaguya-Sama: Love Is War - two students are in love with eachother but refuse to "lose" and admit their feelings. Instead, they have increasingly convoluted plans to get the other to confess.
Okay I will admit. this Is a romance and also ive only seen the anime. So actually this would fall more under anime recs bcs the english dub voice acting is AMAZING. Anyway tho its a comedy that I really enjoy. Its about romance but like. Idk I dont read/watch romance often so I cant say "its not like the standard romance plot". But its less about them Falling In Love and more about them Overthinking Everything And Being Silly. ALSO !! tho it takes a bit, it does go into the characters a lot. Very centred on the characters relationships !! Not just romantically between the main two, but in general.
Why I think you would like it: similar in "vibe" to nozaki-kun. Funny!! But it has its moments of seriousness and it understands its characters well.
Mushishi - Eye Have Not Read This im sorry 🙏 i havent even seen the anime so I dont actually know much about it but ive been recced it so many times I figure I should pass it to you.
If u like Natsume's Book of Friends you'll enjoy this. Genuinely I think this is my strongest rec for you on this list even tho I've never seen it. I really do think u wld enjoy 👍
Insomniacs After School - IM REALLY SORRY I HAVENT READ THIS ONE EITHER. I HAVE IT KN GOOD AUTHORITY U WOULD LIKE IT I JUST CANT GUVE ANY DETAILS. BCS IDK REALLY.
"Two young teens who can't sleep find companionship with each other. They must learn to overcome any challenges and figure out what's important to them."
Why I think you would like it: Ive heard its similar to Skip to Loafer in a way!!
Girls Last Tour - Two young girls explore a post-apocolyptic wasteland. They go through abandoned buildings and old towns in their journey, battling solitude eith only eachother
This one is a little sad. More likeeee. Meloncholy, yk? I dont have much to say about it. Very good manga.
Why I think you would like it: The character relationship between the two girls seems like something you would enjoy.
Look Back - to be super honest its been over a year since I read this I dont fully remember what happens. Theres this girl wjo draws comics for her elementary school newsletter. Shes funny so every1 really likes her and her comics. at some point another comic appears, but its actually just four panels of background art. Its so beautifully drawn that the other students begin to fawn over it. Angry kver her loss of attention, the first girl goes to meet the girl making these new comics (The background girl doesnt go to school, she works at home). Thr end up becoming friends and the story shows how their friendship develops and changes, growing closer and growing further apart.
The manga is p short for. a manga but its actually just a Really Long oneshot. Its rlly good. not much else to say.
Why I think you would like it: Very similar to Blue Period. About art and how it reflects people. Also very strongly driven by the relationship between the two girls.
The Girl From The Other Side - ive been typing so much i really cant give a whole review on this. Similar to WHA. kinda. beautiful art. read it u will enjoy it
Kaguya-sama I watched the first two seasons of! Maybe I should read the manga too, I did think it was fun
Mushishi I watched maybe the first episode of, but I should definitely try again,,, I don't remember anything about it lol
I've read Insomniacs After School!!! I'm definitely not caught up though, and I've been planning on watching the anime,,,
Girls Last Tour I,,, might have seen? At least part of it a long time ago. I'll have to rewatch/read the manga
Look Back sounds really interesting,,, I'll check that one out!!!
I'm actually reading The Girl from the Other Side in Portuguese rn lol I have volumes 1-5 on my shelf
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valdrift · 1 year
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Hey since I also have threeleaves brainrot: do u have any opinions on how Kingsley's style might adapt as he goes on? Since when he was "born" he hated Molly's coat and thought it was tacky. But now seems to be leaning into the big sparkly red coat and tall boots look?
On the other hand, the official art seems to suggest that he had Molly's face tattoos removed. Which I get, but.... still makes me sad 💔😭😭😭
i always ascribe to the idea of king being the reconciliation of lucien and molly's souls a la tneol so i imagine his sense of style to be a healthy mix of both. I can see why he, at first, found mollys fashion distasteful seeing as he was very much Not molly and didn't want tht identity shoved onto him. But i can imagine the more comfortable he gets with his life and sense of self, he'd loosen up more i guess on past opinions. The 3leaves have a flair for the dramatics after all, so while he may not be into the bright colors like molly, he'd have his own way of making a statement. Also ik u only asked abt Kingsley but ill get into my 3leaf fashion his bc they're all so different and i love them <3
Lucien: ik the book said he liked those rlly deep cut shirts but tbh i think thts the most Risqué hell get lol. Lucien to me has a very modest fashion sense, as in function is more important than looks, and hes fine with it so long as its durable. He favors darker colors and prefers looser easy to move in clothes tht can protect him from the elements. Maybe its the former urchin kid in him tht wanted to survive the run and not draw too much attention to himself 🤔 Anyways i also personally think he wld rlly like skirts and dresses (this has nothing to do with my latest Lucy drawing but alas). As always, performance is a big theme for him, so i think he wld have clung to the idea of looking intimidating and wld have a hard time letting go of the specific image of what being the nonagon looks like in bis head. But without the weight of tht title and maintaining appearances, as well as getting to actually explore his gender and presentation, i think lucien wld rlly enjoy nice flowy skirts and dresses. Still very low key with little to no jewelry tho
Molly: what is there to say tht has not been said abt our favorite tacky tiefling!!! His appearance is like the picture definition of hedonism, getting intricate tattoos and wearing the brightest most garish clothes in existence. Regardless, i think its touching how he woke up with no memories knowing he had a dark past, and deciding to make his body his own. A complete 180 from lucien in terms of appearance and thts exactly how molly wld have wanted it. In regards to gender presentation, he wldnt have the same hangups lucien wld so molly did whatever the hell he wanted and he looked good doing it!!
Kingsley: oh man ok. So he doesn't have the same taste as molly regarding bright and tacky clothes but hes not like lucien who's a function over fashion person. Instead, he makes a statement in a way thts a good mix of both. Whereas lucien is more rough around the edges and molly is bright and colorful, king is more sleek i think. Black, gold, silver, hints of red or cool tones. Dark coats befitting of a pirate captain, tasteful jewelry, etc. Dramatic in his own way, goth instead of glam rock. Maybe in the beginning he kept it plain to figure put what he liked without the burden of other identities being pushed onto him but after, he develops a look thts very much himself :)
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plasmasimagination · 9 months
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hi!!! congratulations on your milestone ♡ i was wondering if i could get a matchup for genshin impact and honkai star rail?
if possible, i would like to be matched up with a male for genshin, but a female or male for star rail is fine!
my mbti is ifsp and my zodiac is leo! i'm introverted but i love socializing w/ people and i'm definitely a yapper 😭... i talk a lot to people i'm close w/ and usually type in all caps cuz im always hype like dat... i'm also vv optimistic ♡
i'm also the funniest person i know & i think i'm the clown of my friend group... sometimes i say really stupid things and i'm really reckless + impulsive
i have dark brown hair that reaches my chest and i have blonde highlights! i'm 5'0, my skin is on the paler side, and i'm on the thinner side! my aesthetic is soft & pastel and i love, love the color pink!! i think i'm really feminine & i love feminine things
i do sports and i love biology & healthcare! i also love drawing and writing & usually spend my free time doing one or the other... i'm really creative & i like anything related to art (music, literature, etc.) i wld love to be in the medical field & give others hope during tough times!! ♡
i don't really fall in love nowadays (i only like fictional charas lmao) because i'm young and i don't rlly the people my age :( i feel like they're really immature and that's okay!! ik everyone grows at their own pace, but for now, they're js not for me!
i want someone who understands me and who i can be comfortable w. i also want someone who i know isn't with me for the sake of being with me, but because they actually like me for me.
in theory, i really love the "i hate everyone but you" trope, but realistically ik it's toxic AFF and that's not the energy i want irl... but i do want someone who makes it noticable js how much they like me :( im a sucker for eyes and i love the thought of someone looking at me w/ a fond, soft expression that they don't share w/ anyone else makes me really giddy... i want it to be known that i am loved (although subtly) and i want to feel special ♡♡
i'd prefer someone who is kind of a tsundere and someone who isn't really into pda bc i don't like pda myself... also my love language is quality time! i'd rather be loved in private than in public, but things like hand holding is fine :))
anyway thank you so much for doing these matchups and feel free to ignore this one if you have too much on your plate!! you are so deserving of 300, almost 400 followers now, and you are so incredible ♡♡ thank you, again and again!
SWEETIE! HAI!! (∩˃ω˂∩)
Your matchup, go!
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AL HAITHAM
Okay okay I know what I might say "but alhaitham won't make me feel loved..."
LISTEN TO ME, YES HE WILL.
he might not be vocal with it but he loves you and shows it
He will always keep an eye on you, and sometimes just doze off while looking at you over his book
He prefers to spend time at home, with either cuddling you or just sitting together and doing something, since he's not really into PDA he prefers to keep his love to you for the inside
His love languages are quality time and acts of service
Expect a lot of small things done for you
For example you fell asleep while reading a book, he will put a bookmark on the chapter and cover you in a blanket
Tho all that aside, he does act annoyed with your jokes sometimes but in reality he's very fond of them
After you Tell a joke or such he'll just sit there silently, but you could swear a smile is creeping on his smile.
BRONYA
Similar to alhaitham but very different
Different from alhaitham, she's more calm and less tense
She enjoys your company a lot, and appreciates your optimistic view of the world
Also she likes the fact that you're so experienced in healthcare, she might even provide you with some good situations where you can try it out, if you want ofcourse
Because of her status I'd like to think she doesn't enjoy PDA at all, but what she does enjoy is private time with you, where she can just be herself and show her gratitude to you
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no what you say about Chappell Roan is so true but I didn't dare to say it bc I am bi and she says she is a lesbian, I dont want to talk over a lesbians experience and I didnt get that much into the entire topic. But like.. I am bi and even I don't talk as much about men as she does. I also dont enjoy her music bc I just want to listen to music about women loving other women and she mainly talks about how she doesnt like men instead. Its a heavy focus on men in her songs, which I just dont find enjoyable. I had a weird phase in my early 20s where I forced myself to be very feminine and got very skinny and watched drag race and put a lot of makeup on to get male approval. Then I realized what bullshit that was and also decided to continue to exclusively date women. And I dont know her so this feels a bit rude to say but like. From what she says and talks about it just sounds similar to what I did? A bi woman trying to appeal to men, realizing it sucks and deciding to not engage with them sexually/romantically as a conclusion. But shes not drawing the conclusion that it sucks for most bi/straight women because men suck. And that it's okay to be bi and just focus on women (which she isnt even doing! she is talking about men so much). Instead she goes down the "identity" route of calling herself a lesbian so she doesnt have to engage critically with herself and her sexuality. Like so many bi women do. I grew up listening to lesbian artists like Tegan and Sara and Tracy Chapman and they resonated with me a lot. Chappell Roan would have maybe resonated with me when I had my weird femininity phase? But even then, I probably wouldn't have enjoyed it bc I know men suck, I dont need to listen to songs about it in my free time. Also don't want to listen to music about her having sex with gross men she hated like?? I also heavily dislike how much she is appealing to gay culture because its just gay male culture of drag and extreme femininity and long fingernails and all that. Not my jam at all but maybe thats subjective. I dont find overly feminine women revolutionary or interesting, even if its with a "gay spin". Sorry for rambling, I have kept this in for too long lol
i was thinking too abt this at the end, abt overly feminine women even with a 'gay spin'. its somth abt how much male-attracted women love gay men and gay male culture (ik drag is just a caricature of women and therefore doesnt exactly originate entirely from gay men but like), for multiple reasons... idk i cant piece it together rn my mind is occupiedd
also like if u have an opinion. dont worry about it too much, u can voice it, i dont think anyone wld have said to u 'u cant say that bcs ur bi'.. or if they did then uhhh dont listen to em nonnie bcs its all fine 👍
i think its probable that many bi and les artist are normal, but they dont get popular like this because they arent pandering to the hyperfeminine male attracted priorities of modern society. idek what im saying here nvm
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mishkakagehishka · 2 years
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*banging on ur front door* YAN MIKA WRITTEN AS HORROR YES I LOVE THIS hewlo...
i dont really know how much i can add. on that post myself but im here for this. i am consuming it. im not one to usually or generally rlly think much of mika BUT his fucked up factor ♡ good to think ab sometimes. plus the fact hes actually into eroguro canonically? hello sir. the scary factor from the fact hes just so delusional he wld actually think he could probably pain his darling any way and theyd just?? magically live thru it?? cause of course. theyre just so awesome great and godly to him、right? my god yeah he would absolutely try to recreate his fantasies thru clothes n hope his darling would accept them. i mean how mean can you be to poor little mika who offered to make some adorable clothes for you and say no to trying them? and hrnnn the drawings he would totally make so many. methinks he'd also make a plushie of some sorts of their darling maybe to keep around?? a tiny one. all with the guts spilling out and maybe forming a heart shape. how romantic
side note i think yan mika would also only be scary on surface level and thru his drawings ? like all bark no bite. i think as a yandere you could drive him off if youre mean enough to him. he'd still stalk you but stop bothering you and thats better than what others would do if you tried distancing yourself from them. i may be wrong on this、i dont know as much ab mika as ab my actual favs buuuut i felt like slapping all this here <3 keep it up op. and also maybe you can just mention gore vaguely and leave it up to interpretation if it makes you sick in the stomach :")
Disclaimer that I write yandere as a horror trope meant to shock and scare the reader and I don't try to romanticise it!
Warnings for talk ab gore and blood, mentions of eroguro and allusions to a blood/gore fetish (but nothing explicit)
Right awghh he'd be so fucked up about it... yandere Mika who spends his free time drawing how he thinks his darling would look with their guts spilling out, neck sliced open, bones peeking from beneath the skin... yandere Mika who blushes and has to bite his hand while thinking about how much he wants to cut his darling open, just to see, just out of curiosity... yandere Mika who sewed a little cloth doll of his darling that he cuddles to sleep, but the doll is painted to look as if it's covered in blood, and the organs are drawn on it, above its little clothes. Yandere Mika who so sweetly asks his darling to model his clothes, who dresses them up in increasingly worrying ensembles, but he's so passionate about it, they just can't tell him no. Yandere Mika who leaves his sketchbook open on the most gruesome pages in places where he knows his darling will see them, in an almost exhibitionistic manner... who wants them to ask about his art because he's too shy to bring it up himself. Who happily shows them, after they ask, page after page of his sketches, explaining in detail his thought process behind every aspect of the pieces. Explaining detail which ones he wants to recreate with them, and how he wants to do it.
Yandere Mika who asks his darling outright if he could hurt them. Not "hurt", that's not how he phrases it. He promises he would never harm them and that they'll be fine... that he just wants to see their blood. Yandere Mika who, if he gets brave, even shows them his eroguro art. Who breathes heavily as he keeps a blade to his darling's stomach. Who kisses their neck whilst making cuts on their torso just deep enough to draw blood. Who flirts by saying, "I wish I could cut ya open" and "I wanna see yer guts so bad, darlin'." Who tries to get his darling to cut him open after some time. Who, really, just has a fantasy of his lover killing him and being killed by him.
Yandere Mika obsessed with gore and blood, just, yeah. And the eroguro aspect... so many thoughts in my head. He'd be so slimy, so creepy about it, and very obvious. Blushing, squirming, frantically looking elsewhere, all because his darling had a sudden nosebleed that dripped down to their shirt, and his mind went straight to the gutter. He'd be such a creep. If he gets composed fast enough, he'll offer to help them clean up and change, but~ If he offers that, he's already getting brave, so hs might just pin them in the office bathrooms and clean them up by licking the blood off their lips, chin and neck himself.
And oo the all bark no bite... as for me, I think Mika would be like that at first. As a yandere he worships the ground his darling walks on, so he'll want to avoid making them angry with him or hate him, but... the thing is, he's also a bit of a masochist. If you're mean to him, he'll just find that even more addictive and seek you out more, he loves when his darling yells at him and calls him names, even though he doesn't want to be so happy about it (it's a paradox of his own thoughts - he doesn't want them to hate him, but he still loves when they call him a creep and tell him off). I think what might work better is ignoring him. Not really the grey rock method, but just straight up not responding when he talks to you, pretending like he doesn't even exist. No positive nor negative reactions for him to feed off. He wouldn't get bored of his darling, he'd just get sad that they're ignoring him, and would leave them alone/give them some space until they decide to talk to him again. But he does continue stalking them, stealing from their rubbish, leaving them weird unsigned "secret admirer" notes and presents etc etc anyway. Mika might be the hardest yandere to shake off because he has his own delusions of his darling and he doesn't give up easily on them, if at all, so no matter what you do, he makes excuses and reasons why he still has a shot with you and why he should just persist or become worse with all his fucked up habits to "impress" you.
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nerice · 2 years
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oc ask meme! 1, 2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 23, 29, 31, 37, 41, 43, and 47!
*rolls up my sleeves all the fucking way* let me introduce u to so many freaks. also linking my oc page again here not everyone's on there but for refrance!!!! this got long so im actually using the humble readmore function for once but im gonna showcase one answer up here and that is:
has anyone drawn fanart of your ocs? if yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)
i love all the art you n charlotte have drawn but this pic you did of reina. man (i cry everytime i look at it, she's SO BEAUTIFUL here you got her down better than i have ever drawn her <33333)
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first oc ever: a young girl who gets her throat taken out by a big cat at a circus performance; who is now a young boy called honey who gets his throat taken out by kizuna while he wanders the swamplands searching for his brother! :D
personal favourite oc: absolutely without any doubt or competition whatsoever this goes to sky lmao. rabbit daughter of my life <33333
have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else? nope! all organically grown ocs in my brain tbh i find the practice of adoptables etc a little weird but that's just bc it, for me personally, conceptually, just does not work at all lmao
if you could make only one of your ocs popular/known, who would it be? nightmare scenario that guarantees callout posts tbh but after reading a billion articles on traditional female villains for my thesis i am slightly tempted to blaze knowledge abt faye lmao. high femme lesbian villain (power armor notwithstanding) we need more of em <3
are your ocs part of any story or stories? only have story ocs!! if i think up a guy he comes pre-equipped with problems which i will somehow slot into the grander verse, i don't make the rules
sunshine oc: alissa!!!! tragic girl who dies too young but before then is the absolute light in the life of everyone she touches ;_; there is one au where she lives and aims to use the lifesong to help more people, in the process of which she becomes eliada's sworn enemy & also possibly romances damia. long story
troublemaker ocs: handsdown linn wins this category lol. always up to no good, a nsfw criminal menace <3
oc otp: YOU KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT IS JUMIE/REINA. thank you for drawing them make out it gives me life <33333
introduce an oc that means a lot to you (and explain why): gestures at reina. gestures at sky. gestures harder *camera pans over i am now on the floor sobbing* yknow?
introduce oc that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like: jumie used to be very mellow and leaned most strongly into the caretaking persona (it still comes out with sky a lot ;_;) but when i actually got around to writing her boy. oh boy. takes no shit and vibe checks every single person she comes across (for better or for worse) lawful good paladin behavior
which one of your ocs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going? leah!!! unfortunate tendency to disappear on people bc of whatever piqued her interest & also knows no fear/loves freaky and spooky stuff. noah, her scaredy-dragon bodyguard, is as exasperated as he is close to a heart attack at all times
pick one oc of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really) cait, avery, and jumie wld all run weapon aes focused blogs (swords, knives, spears&bows respectively) and would probably end up sending each other hatemail over their weapon preferences lmao
introduce an oc who is not quite human: kizuna!!! typical choice here lol but. fun-sized (bear shaped) omnivorous murder bunny who can shapeshift into the people she devours. has a little identity crisis from it eventually, its ok
do you have any certain type when you create your ocs? do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? it’s time to confess: i dont set out to create ocs so much as they just show up unasked on the doorstep of my brain but i absolutely love 2 give ocs a truckload of extremely visible scars (and some hidden ones for funsies) face scars are one of the greatest honors i can bestow <3
has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your ocs as their child? various yeah most frequently adopted are leah (statistical daughter of all time) and belle+sky for trauma reasons lmao
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cactusringed · 1 month
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?!?!?! that sucks?? Sorry you have to deal with that. Here's some words.
Preaching to the choir here but I've really been enjoying Bdubs' most recent videos! I love the more cinematic way of editing he's adopted for hc, really makes it feel like a show (especially in tandem with the trial lol). Also his newest bwb straight up looks like something from an entire other game from afar and I'm really excited to watch that building competition video he participated in. He has the most insane impostor syndrome I think I've ever seen.
I think we need more Joel/Ethubs content in the world I think they could make him better. Or worse. Maybe throw Jimmy in there too for fun. I think Joel/Bdubs especially absolutely need more interactions and more content because what they already have is awesome (mounders, Joel killing bdubs' horses, that one time they compared heights) and it would take maybe just one especially strange conversation between them to make them fully a thing
I'm working on a very self indulgent AU recently with rabbit!bdubs (I've been calling him bundubs for short) and now I've been kind of enchanted by the thought of hunting that thing for sport. Idk I thought that was mildly entertaining
BUNDUBS.... BUNDUBS!!!!!!! OHHHH MY GOD I NEED TO DRAW BUNNY BDUBS IT'S SO CUTE DKDJDJD THINKING OF HIM WITH THE BIG FLOPPY EARS, JUMPY THE WAY RABBITS ARE. I WOULD CRY. I also want to hunt him for sports. Makes me think of secret life when he scott and impulse were playing tag and his screams were of pure terror. I love when he's scared.
But yeah honestly you can tell bdubs has SOOOO MUCH FUN with editing these days, it's genuinely amazing to see. I'm still lot over the trial episode it must have been so much work. I think bdubs always like, works so hard but with so much passion. Everything he does is with purpose - whether in builds (esp in bwb) or in editing or in acting, it's done with purpose and passion and love and it's always soooo palpable and it just. It makes me so damn happy. I could cry thinking of it lol.
Everything in his bwb world is genuinely so gorgeous and his newest building is just.. It rly is rhe culmination of everything he's learned recently. It's so damn impressive. Man.
He better win that building competition. I can't even begin to think what he wld build if his intent was to win against other great builders. Fuck dude
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dungeonbf · 1 year
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LMMAOOO WAIT
anacc: so you’re working with tankies now?? u want me dead don’t you. anti-centrism: you know that’s not true, stop anacc: you hate me and you want me dead smh, can’t believe this anti-centrism: stop it, i’m literally in love with you anacc: you want to kill me with your bare ha— huh. huh. repeat that?
they r so silly.. love them! so much! anti centrism is exasperated but mostly amused and with anyone else, he’d probably scoff & roll his eyes.. he still does with you lol but he wld kiss your forehead afterwards or smile & laugh.. lololol
btw im dead. I’m literally dead /pos like AUTHRIGHT SPENDING TIME WRITING POETRY FOR ME EUGHHHH and it means so much bc i know and you know that he views it as “effeminate” and “stupid” pointless & for cucks.. etc. he views it as a less than but he indulges in it anyways because he’s so in love. because it’s the best way he can express that love. & maybe he still hates it, maybe he learns to love it. doesn’t matter because either way he’s working tirelessly to find the perfect way to say “I love you” instead of “I like you” like he usually says. I feel like he wldn’t say I love you as often as others would just bc he’s not used to giving or receiving love like at all … so it’s a big deal when he does lol. chrislib is fine with saying “I love you” even to friends, he views it as just a way of expressing affection & is ALSO very physically affectionate lol
— @boykujou
@boykujou i hope you know how much you’re feeding me rn… if i was a starving peasant in the 15th century, this is like a five course meal to me. you GET my vision, fr. an-acc is so dramatic and silly but there’s also a much deeper level of trust that runs between them, yk? like yeah, you’re insane but you get me more than anyone else ever has… ughhh, i need to maul anti-centrism. i also think there’s a potential layer in their layer to be looked into because an-acc is extremely against all forms of authority and anti-centrism’s leadership could technically count as a form of authority. much to ponder over.
AND YES EXACTLY… authright exploring something he would mock others for doing but doing it because he truly CARES, y’know? like is it weak and for effeminate liberals? yes. is he doing it anyways, spending countless hours on it, perfecting it? also yes.
also, side-note, i feel like he dabbles in visual art. probably draws little sketches of him and chrislib kissing. you know how a lot of authrights on 4chan are really into anime? i think he’d pick up a style similar to like, magical girl animes like sailor moon. think about this… authright drawing sketches of you two together…
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dearsukuna · 4 years
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𝐌𝐄𝐆𝐔𝐌𝐈, 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔, 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄, 𝐘𝐔𝐔𝐉𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒/𝐎
INTRODUCING: ❝ can you do megumi, satoru, toge and yuji where the reader is more powerful than them, or really power, please ❞ (REQUESTED)
STARRING: FUSHIGURO MEGUMI, GOJO SATORU, INUMAKI TOGE, ITADORI YUUJI.
TAGS: GN READER! HEADCANON FORMAT ENJOY ><
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—FUSHIGURO MEGUMI
my love <3
you are his drive for him to strive to be better
wait omg that rhymed #poetic or wtv 😈🤟
gets you to train him a lot
megumi also feels very honoured
that you’re his, like man <3
you try to push him a lot too
not like in a bad way but
he has sm potential
so you just wanna draw it out
omg he secretly hopes to be paired with you for missions
so that he can just be w u<3<3
but since you’re really strong
you get sent to a lot of missions too
so he just waits for you to come back a lot :((
like man.. he misses you sm
— GOJO SATORU
cocky mf
very competitive 🙄😪
lit makes it a competition to see who can exorcise more curses
but he feels assured everytime you go on missions,, cause like.. you’re strong
ALWAYS WANTS TO SPAR W U
like 😐😐 go train itadori or smth
ALSO HE BRAGS A LOT??
okay in a case where you are stronger than him
he would be so pouty
BUT AT THE SAME TIME
HE WLD STILL ACT LIKE HE’S ‘IT’
“no babe they just haven’t seen us fight”
“im just letting you take the title of strongest babe don’t get so full of yourself”
like okay mr. gojo satoru 😐
— INUMAKI TOGE
ngl toge would sometimes get a little insecure
but he knows how hard you trained to come here
so he’s super proud!!
he watches you train a lot
just stands there like 🧍‍♂️
like ok toge just be there ig 😫
sometimes gets you to spar with him too
omg but like cursed speech user…
cant rlly give praise using food
so he gives you A LOT of thumbs up
like u wld do smth and he would just ‘ding’ his thumbs
vv supportive
so cute la honestly
— ITADORI YUJI
gets you to train him alot!!
he lit ADORES u
before u n him started dating
he has SO MUCH respect for u
even sukuna thought he was kookoo 😐😐
treats you like 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️
you > gojo 😫😫
omg but not u becoming his role model??
like man… you’re his age but you’re so much better??
he wants to be like you <3
also unlike SOMEONE he doesn’t brag at all <3
sukuna isn’t impressed 😐
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author’s note: OMFG?? ITS FINALLY DECEMBER!! XMAS PLAYLIST PLAYING 24/7 RN!! ALSO THANK U FOR REQUESTING NONNIE!! ENJOY UR XMAS SEASON AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS <3 WAIT ACTUALLY SORRY THIS WAS RLLY MESSY AND I FINISHED THIS IN A DAY SORRY
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slap-my-hand · 2 years
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LG3 HEADCANONS PERHAPS 4 THAT MEME....... or any of the other lemongrabz if u wld rather ofc
OMG I’d love to talk about lg3. I could talk about any of the Lemongrabs, honestly, but I’ll start with lg3!
1. Autistic ! Being autistic myself, I really like the idea of lemongrab (1, 2, and 3) being autistic. I feel like he would have sensory issues and same foods, and it would also explain why he’s so loud ! The scene in Normal Man where he and LSP are on their date and he becomes stressed about food on the blanket: relatable. But to that same effect, there are also types of contact and other things that he really enjoys and finds comfort in!! For example: forehead nuzzles. I think those would be a very grounding and soothing stim for him. Another stim would be rocking and happy flaps!! And my personal favorite vocal stim, squeals of happiness :)) I think he would have echolalia which would be fun (because he will often quote things he finds amusing) but would also come in handy during nonverbal episodes. And there are so many more stims he would have. Sorry haha I have a lot of autistic hcs about the Lemongrabs.
2. Non-binary or genderqueer ~ I’ve seen so many hcs about lg3’s gender identity and I love them all. I personally think he wouldn’t conform to one single identity and would go by any pronouns. No real reason for this, mostly just because I love everyone’s hcs for lg3’s gender and I can never decide on one so I said “you’re genderqueer now 😎✨💖” also all the fanart I’ve seen of Lemongrab in a dress are 🥺😭 so good. But I love seeing them in different styles and clothes, so I like to think he’s fine with any presentation!
3. The headcanons where he splices halves of lg1 and lg2’s clothes together??? so good and so sad. I like to think that once he was reformed as lg3, he didn’t have much to wear and, instead of just wearing one or the other’s uniform, decided to put them together. He is a product of two wholes, so how could he choose? I think it would bring him some grief at first, battling with both of his predecessors’ pasts that make up who he is now. If he were to choose one’s uniform over the other, it would be a dishonor to them and their life. So he wears both. Eventually, he realizes the need for his own uniform, he as his own person, as lg3, and has the grey uniforms made. The diamond on his chest with the black and white triangles is made up of scarps of fabric from both of the Lemongrabs’ uniforms.
4. He is technologically illiterate. All of the Lemongrabs are. Charlie of @t4t-lumpygrab and I were discussing how awful Lemongrab’s dating profile would be. Complete with old man nostril-angle Facebook selfies posted multiple times over and the weirdest bio you’ve ever seen. Lots of screaming, bragging, at least one picture of him holding a fish. I think lg1 would have originally made the profile, but lg3 would never change it. He also has an insanely old phone system in the earldom. (I’ll draw it at some point!) like forget a flip phone, he has a Russel Tomlinson phone top box. Any time LSP calls him, she has to go through a lemon person operator before she can reach Lemongrab. He also has the oldest, dustiest computer known to man, probably a dell from pre-mushroom war that somehow still works. LSP helps set him up a Facebook (or the Ooo equivalent) at some point and he never uses it except to send lsp cat memes and post the occasional picture of the two of them.
5. Interests - I love when people assign him interests and hobbies, like farming, reading, knitting, fishing, aquaponics, gnosticism, punk music, old texts like the Iliad or war and peace, and other very intellectually sophisticated texts. I just think he’s incredibly smart and loves to seek knowledge and learn about new things. And he should be allowed to enjoy himself 💛
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joelockescoffee · 2 years
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i just wanna write this just to get it out & i cant write it on my personal cause ppl wld think im shipping them bt im not i swear just that idk sometimes i feel like kit has a crush on joe or something, the way he teases him & sometimes kit looks at him when joe’s not looking, someone made a comparison vid between how kit hugs maia (which is very brief and stiff) and how he hugs joe (tho i think its more abt him knowing joe longer than maia) bt yeah this is all nonsense bt just my thoughts anyways i cant wait to have them back shooting together lmao
I think I understand what you're saying, you could feel something like that and not consider it shipping cause that's a whole another thing. I'm someone that finds shipping real people gross, even more gross when people make a compilation of vids focusing on little details which almost seems like breach of someone's privacy imo, such things draw people's attention who then jump to conclusions immediately after seeing them and stick to their assumptions, and this has happened in majority of fandoms I know.
I know what edit you're talking about, I referred to it as cringey in my rant about hstwt few days ago😅 no offense to you, I'm not going to argue with you, because it is your opinion and also cause you said what you felt respectfully. I do think that Kit absolutely adores Joe, cares for him, I have said this many times, that kit making fun of Joe just shows how comfortable he is with him while some fans might see it the other way round, this reminded me of kits comment under one of Maia's posts, I feel like that's the same Kit we know who likes to tease his friends. For me, personally it's easy to assume the nature of relationship co-stars share from watching interviews, only thing I care about is if they are comfortable with each other, but it's impossible for me to assume if they're close/ not close enough, are unfriendly based on clips and pictures I see on social media, I also don't feel the need. So, that's my opinion :) (ik nobody asked for it :p) sorry if my opinion offended you in any way, I love both of them, you can pretty much see how much I adooore kit and Joe's cute friendship if you scroll through my blog, made a cute edit too. You roast the ones you love. <33
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humlors · 3 years
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5, 20, 30, 34-37 for jonah!!! (was gonna ask 29 but like. the answer is dog.)
THANK U FOR INDULGING ME MOLLE <3
5. what was their first kiss like?
awwwh, I think his first kiss was a spin the bottle thing when he was a kid :') can totally see him w a bunch of other 9-10 year olds 170% nervous bc there's a cute girl from his class there that he really likes... it's over quickly and they probably don't talk about it again until they're adults lol
20. if they were involved in a high school theater production, what would they be doing? (what would their typecast be? are they dance captain? are they in tech, if so what do they do in tech? wld they not be caught dead associated w any of it?)
sdhgk okay hear me out. if (IF!!) he got involved in hs theatre it would probably be tech backstage in the beginning... but he'd also be extremely curious about acting and would rather than do his job sit and watch from backstage during the shows all 👀👀👀👀👀(keeps thinking about the director going "well we HAVE TO GET THIS MAN ON STAGE" all high school musical style. doesn't exactly happen but he can dream)
30. what video game would your character have the most hours on?
he'd tell everyone he has an embarassing amount of hours on both goat simulator and fallout 4. anyone who checks can see his most played game is dream daddy.
34. what kinds of stories does your character like to read/hear?
he loves a good campfire tale like anyone else! both listening to and telling anecdotes about someone's life to uderstand them a lil bit better!
35. describe their bedroom, if theyve had one at any point in time (if not, where do they feel safest to sleep?)
hmm. his room back in scyllah I imagine is on the higher floors, maybe the attic space even. he never really makes his bed in the mornings, and clothes and other things are cluttered all over the room. some of the weapons his dad has made for him nailed up on the wall. no books exactly, but a small shelf full of notebooks w either useless notes to make him not forget things day to day or recipes/ideas/bad drawings of dogs. bunch of memorabilia from friends and family over the years. it's perpetually cluttered, and he might say he knows where everything is, but he very much does not. (OH and
36. how did you name your character? why did you choose the name you did?
eeehehehe.... been following galacticjonah on twitter for so long, always thought "that's a nice name! sound like the name of a Good Boy! Gonna make a Good Boy out of this name!" and that's literally it.
37. if you could give your character one piece of advice, what would you tell them?
rn in the campaign? hey buddy, you and tildar have missunderstood eachother, stop going around being anxious about it. just talk to him ugh. also you're gonna have some resting time soon, don't worry about it.
(also his first crush was NOT A DOG IT WAS A REAL PERSON THANK YOU VERY MUCH)
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