#i've never seen the bonus eps somehow so i'm watching them now

[sublimesublemon]

what did we do to deserve "dreaam of a thousand cats"

[briankang]

hi! it's your secret skznta again, sorry for being gone for a bit! I'm not really sure what to talk about. i see your biases for skz are Bang Chan and Felix! Mine are currently Felix (always) and Hyunjin, but I love all of them. What era did you start listening to Skz? I started during I am WHO?, so I am YOU was my first comeback.

omg hi bestie!!!!!!!! that's okay!!!!!!!!! i hope the last couple of days have been good for you!!!! lksdgjslkdgjlkd they are!!!!!!! hyunjin's one of my faves too i always consider him part of my bias line but. i'll be real. they're all part of it i feel bad if i leave anyone out LKSJDGLKDJLK. ok so. you'll learn i can never answer anything simply so u get the Story of how i got into skz

OK SO!!!!! back in. i wanna say mid to late 2019 my friends tori and ayanna and i were going through kpop songs and we had somehow ended up on my pace and i remember. being SO obsessed w/ changbin's intro like. his voice distinctly stuck w/ me and i loved that song and i still consider it one of my top skz songs. but time passed and i wasn't super into kpop at that time (i went through phases pretty regularly) so i didn't keep up. BUT THEN in late 2020 earlier this year i ended up in a server and they had a kpop channel and they were getting into skz and were watching the survival show. i didn't know a goddamn thing about them except what they would talk about but i remember distinctly them talking about a scene with bambam and chan and they asked if i knew who bambam was (of course i did) and they posted a pic of chan and i thought he was SO cute LKDGJLKSDJLK. i figured if bambam liked this kid i could trust him. i also thought hyunjin was SO insanely pretty.

over time i'd catch content of them (the winter is coming eps of skz code) and eventually kingdom came along and i kept up p casually and they were the only group i knew the most about so i was rooting for them!! i'd seen the skz all night ep and that fucking. clip of felix calling chan daddy made me laugh so hard i was like OKAY........I LIKE THEM THEY'RE FUNNY!!!!! I GET IT!!!!!!! so i was Properly invested and tried to keep up more around the time the god's du-ddu-du-ddu-du performance came out and i was OBSSEEESSED IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD. bonus points bc i've always loved ryan reynolds so seeing them interact i was SO excited. someone i'd made friends w/ at the time was also a huge chan stan so she would send me stuff about him all the time and i was like. ok. OKAY he's my favorite. except this didn't all settle in until my insane sleep schedule got me to the point where i was up when the kingdom finale was airing at like six am. i'd been steaming wolfgang for them! i was in this shit OR SO I THOUGHT UNTIL THIS and bestie. i cannot explain to u the fucking. emotion. the life changing experience of seeing that performance. i saw chan come out here like that and i knew i had signed my goddamn life away LKESDJGLKSDJLK I GOT BUBBLE THAT MORNING AND ENDED UP GETTING ALL OF THEIRS EVEN HYUNJINS WHO WASN'T EVEN ACTING (which god. the emotions of when he came back im emo thinking about it).

anyways i sat in my fucking car waiting for the results and i was SO JAZZED they won and now here we are, you all having to deal w/ me being insufferable. noeasy was my first comeback but the first song they put out after was actually drive which. nothing. could've prepared me for that set of emotions. it's rlly hard to believe how little amount of time i feel like i've been w/ them forever KWLSJGLK i care! about these boys!!!!!!

anyways i hope that was entertaining SDLKGJSDLKJ i'm an open book so literally. anything u wanna know. i got u just ask!!!! i hope u enjoy your weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!