#ianthe's manipulative bullshit has got me acting unwise this evening

[novenarius]

aaAA ok I made the mistake of re-reading the part of harrow the ninth where gideon (in harrow’s body) is arguing with ianthe about who harrow actually likes and it makes me so sad because gideon is, of course, adamant about the fact that she thinks harrow doesn’t actually like ianthe and is just being manipulated. However she’s also SO convinced that harrow doesn’t give a shit about her (part of that is ianthe’s fault for manipulating her into thinking that harrow literally going to extremes to save gideon’s soul from being destroyed was to try to get rid of gideon??)

I don’t have the reading comprehension to figure out if harrow has any romantic feelings towards gideon, but I’m not an idiot and I can tell harrow obviously cares so much about gideon. 

The miscommunication of only one person being able to drive the body at a time is making me insane in my brain. I just want the girlies to be able to have a chat so gideon can see how much harrow cares about her because no one was nice to gideon ever in drearburh and I want her to know someone cares about her. And I want to give her a fictional hug. ok goodnight y’all