#ibara . kaname is in Your hands now

[fuyuesu]

schjfnf teehee!! seisoukan fire!!

it started back in mid octoberish last year, i was still riding off the tragedy high of There’s Something I Have To Say and i watched several youtube videos about building collapses and fires and i thought hehe i should do this to the seisoukan dormitory

BUT I COULDNT JUST BE NORMAL ABOUT IT NO.. i had to decide who dies now.. who lives.. who gets injured.. and i couldnt decided that on my Own of course . so i had a randomizer decide for me! live on vc with erin, i had a randomizer choose how many idols died and who would die ^_^

i cannot stress enough it chose violence Off The Fucking Bat . it killed TEN idols. THATS A FIFTH OF THE CAST DEAD. and what more it chose THE most tragic people to kill LOOK

AIRA? TSUMUGI? TORI? KANATA HIMERU YUTA MAO SHU? MITSURU AND NAGISA?? ALL THOSE FATALITIES.. i also determined casualties and witnesses through the randomizer and my GAWD.. not a single unit went unaffected by this mf fire!!!!!!

i started this fic actually because i really really wanted to write disaster aftermath and maybe a little bit of anzu stress 👉👈 becos i thought itd be so slay if ensemble square suffered an insane loss and had to figure out how to bounce back when its biggest greatest stars have been snuffed out by tragic fate.. also wanted to write some insane political dialogue between P-Association, ES’ executive board, Eichi, etc etc etc becos i havent read main story at awll and wanna see P-Association fight for their lives trying to keep ES together

for what i actually have of the plot!! it starts with Anzu reflecting on the aftermath of the tragedy (but i may change it to be her presence at the scene after emergency services are called in?) and the actions she has taken since. to mitigate immediate public outcry and limit how much backlash the idols themselves got, after releasing a very rushed investigation, Eichi determines that it was simply an unprecedented accident with no one at fault, but was unable to produce evidence in what exactly even caused the fire; of course, people start to blame the P-Association for not protecting their idols better, so Anzu turns to launching her own investigation into what happened with Ibara’s help !!

for reasons on what actually caused the fire i have very little . something something building’s integrity was failing but no inspections were scheduled for a few months before the incident. Tetora left the gas stove on and the kitchen brerw orp . Natsume performed some insane tragedy curse Gone Wrong . i do not have anything set in stone because its all about Anzu + producers managing the aftermath

at one point Anzu and Ibara ask the idols themselves for help because terrible as it is, first-hand account is some of the best evidence one can hav.. leading to a big therapy-styled circle <- this is The most daunting part of writing because i have to write everyone Right or ill die. but i do like what little i have so far.. maybei will bost it.. b it thank you for reading my looong long rant about seisoukan fire ^_^ my idea is that it really was Tetoras fault but not entirely his. something something Tetora leaves the gas stove on overnight, the building’s gas meter is malfunctioning so all the propane goes unnoticed, an explosion occurs the next morning and several gas mains go craaazy and also ecplode. there is no sense to any of this by the way i just want insane amounts of literal tragedy to happen to ES

also yes the enstragedy mood WAS inspired by hiddeneclipse’s We will be fine i cannot stress enough how much that fic has changed me how much it had rewired m . if i ever meet hiddeneclipseni think i would simply fall to my knees and kiss their feet

eto.… blehh!!

BLOWS THE FUCK UP HELLOOOO HELLO HELLO IF I COULD READ THE COMPLETED THING ONE DAY I WOUDL DIE HAPPY BC THIS IS RIGHT UP MY ALLEY IM SO GLAD I COUDL HAVE MY CURIOSITY FINALLY SATED !!! i olve readign abt the aftermath of tragedies it activates some kind of demon in my brain <3 acn i just say tho Poor Fucking Natsume dear lord . theres a lot of characters that have it bad in this situation ubt fuckigng. i immediately fixated on natsume. kanata and shu and tsumugi dyign and rei and sora being injured what the HELL . the survivors guilt must go CRAZY

[honeybeewhereartthee]

MY DARLING DOLLS 37

Previous || PART7 CH37 || NEXT

You stared at the diary entre you made and stared at the two people out in the garden. It been a while since you arrive at this time period.

You don't count the days that passes by as if the concept of time doesn't matter to you at the moment.

"heyyy get out of the house and have some fun outside!" The old tojou called out to you. You put down your pen and stood up to go to them.

There some questions in your mind that seems to run again.

You forgot why you wanted to go to this place again. But you really need to find a way back before people gets a wrong idea of you not aging even a day in this time period.

...

-PRESENT-

"wow your friend sure kinda w--aw." Jun was smacked before he can comment about you after reading how you start to forget about some stuff. Mainly your obsession to go to that place from of place. It's not even Disney! Kaname cannot help but sigh after he look at the hand whiting of yours.

"it's been a while since we start this project and theres no sign of them returning yet." Hiyori began as he sip his drink.

He don't want to break it to his new friend who's his very close with about how hopeless the situation is.

He don't know what's up much with the dollmaker and darling doll business the idols that close to you are busy with since you were gone for almost a year now.

"No. Theyll return." Kaname gives him a determine look.

Hiyori can only sigh as he look at Kaname looking at the entre again and remember a few months back certain Sakuma have left to who knows where and the information about it is only been told by ibara.

...

"those problematic dolls and idols are not taking their job seriously as long that dollmaker did not return. So I taken it my own hand to fix it."

The so called evil vice president says as he fix his glasses. "Oh my how kind of you." The green haired idol tease.

"of course not." The vice president denied as he show a map to Hiyori. "It's just a deal to be made."

"deal huh..."

"exchange for me to tell that young Sakuma, I'll get full right to access a certain land." He point a red circle marked in the map. "It's fair trade."

Hiyori wonder what's up with the mind of that dollmaker, planning something that far off yet did not come home yet.

Within few days the young Sakuma left to somewhere again.

...

-THE PAST: MC-

"hiii." You look at the young child that's pulling your cloths. You give her a look to shoo her off to her father side but she just giggle and hugs you more. "Don't be rude." You were told off by The old tojou when you pulled thr child off you, leeching on you like a koala. And went outside.

"I dunno what ya mean. That child is being too close to me. It's a bad thing cause she'll get nothing but bad influence from me." You commented as you held out your hand to the fluffy souls that quickly rest in your palm. Purple-blue and blue-green one is the first to rest in your arms.

"I wonder what's going on the other end..." You mumble as you stared at the fluffy balls thats surrending you. All familiar yet not. "Mmmccccccccc...." The little lady of the estate called out to you, running toward you with her little legs can do.

"Ah... Your daughter kinda weird." You mumble as you dodge the attempt of human interaction with the child making her trip to the ground. It was already kinda weird when that kid been attach to you since day one. Toujou sure are one of a kind.

"wahhh... Wahhh." The child cries and you look at her and her father who's giving you a look. You sigh as you reach out to held her up and dust her face. "Don't cry little one." You tries to comfort her, she look at you with tearful eyes and slowly reach out to held your hand. Pulling her up she looks at you up close and cannot help but awe.

In her eyes, you seems like a beautiful mystical being that never age even a day. Yet in her young mind she felt she will see you leave one day. Tears began to fall from her eyes and you were concern for a moment cause maybe you look scary to her now. You put her down but she did not budge and hugs you securely.

"you sure have some charisma to some insane level." The dad said hopeless as he realize his daughter is hopeless and have a crush on you it seems. What a bad taste. He thought as he look at the souls around you who seems to adore you very well, some seems to be more than others.

"I have been told..." You mumble. Through you forget who. Ah. Your memories is getting hazy.

Who was the one telling you have too many flings again...? Who are the fling.... Your eyes widen as you realize your slowly forgetting something. Where they important?

Snow fall the nth time, you stared at the white fluff and wonder.

The longer a soul is out of its body, the more they'll lost their own sense of self...

[yaseinohyena]

@memoriastellarum x 💙

Inwardly, the hyena winches just a tad. Not that he even remotely regrets the thoughts fumbling past his lips in the throes of the moment, yet it might prove to be a tad insensitive of him to surface the words so suddenly. This is the first time they spend together outside of the confines of a hospital, and the first thing he chooses to vocalize comes from how to refer to them. Whatever -- he cannot be troubled at it momentarily.

The fireworks boom in the skies above, yet his yellow eyes never once peel away from those light blue strands of hair. Their attention not on him in this moment, instead both not on him as well as the fireworks. If his nerves act up anymore, his hands might just become clammy in their grasp. Take it easy. One small kiss never ruins a moment. The very fact Kaname even stands out here now... How many new year's passed since that time? Difficult enough to know Ibara hid this all from him for so long as it was. Best to make up for it now rather than any time later on.

Thus, he suddenly squeezes their hand in turn, allowing the moment to crash over him and consume him. A small, crooked smile tugs the corner of his mouth, head tilting a tad in the opposite direction to allow a better angle for Jun to watch them. Hold back of a laugh daring to surface.

Don't ruin the moment, idiot.

"Does Kaname-kun settle better on your heart? Don't want me to still be too familiar with you in turn? Fair. I should learn to be more polite with you." He's teasing. In a few more additional minutes certain the firework show will come to a conclusion. No regrets bringing Kaname out here, even if not too many others know about it. "I never once expected you to go anywhere now. Let's make this New Year a great one."

Might as well make it even more sickening sweet. Though, Jun hardly considers that thought as he finally leans his head back over toward Kaname. While they watch the fireworks from against his body, the side of his head drops against theirs. Sensation of the kiss continues to linger...