#id take their typos over anything else rn

[juuggg]

Got to the part in orv where the old translator leaves and the new one changes the names to the most distracting hard to read things possible 350 chapters in 😐

[sneezydarliing]

HI. hypmic anon im back hello. Sorry in advance for the long ass scroll of text DHDHSB. I dont think you can even begin to understand how RABID your reply made me im giggling kicking my feet rn. Its canon TO ME!!!!! ALL OF IT!!! (well almost all of it bc i dont think ramuda would keep the gifts especially if they would get in his way bc hes a dick. And i love him for it. Fake ass bastard <3) no fr he "has to be in control" are you trying to kill me genuinely. Genuine question

scenarios are. Oh gosh okay i love. Control. I want to crush him like a bug i NEED to see him crack so i dont really care too much about the cause but GOSH having to power through a shitty (emotionally and physically) day WITH the added pressure of a whole ass fake persona on top of everything else. Soooo delicious to me. Anything with him just being surrounded by people especially FANS and having to keep up the /everything/ while just wanting to be anywhere else...... im SO sick of this guy i hate him

Also also okay listen dont judge me TOO much here but i. Am coming. From the anime adaptation i KNOWWW I KNOW thats like a cardinal sin or whatever but listen i dont know enough jp to go beyond like, the first few cd dramas and i DEFINITELY dont know enough to tackle the drb game (can we have a localization im actually on my knees begging) and i did catch up on a few of the cd dramas but i never got to dh and bat.... But the anime did just get to them. Dh seem very. They seem very. (<- a person who got into hypmic bc they saw art of sasara and thought they would like him)

ANYWAYS. That is to say i might not know them too well YET but I WILL STILL!! CONSUME ANY AND ALL HYPMIC CONTENT!!! So rest assured there is an audience (albeit small) and also im gonna shout out the anime adaptation omw out bc listen that shit is so fucking bad its so funny. Who greenlit them for a second season im crying

To finish this word dump off, i will offer up another little scenario for matenro which im gonna assume are the mtr in your tags (and sorry in advance if its a typo and you meant mtc and im just being dumb) specifically some domestic hifudo bc i still CANNOT believe they canonically live together like are you kidding me. Anyways im putting peak himbo hifumi out of commission bc of some virus that has been going around in his workplace. And doppo is fucking fighting for his life bc hifumi always does all the housework and cooking (CANONICALLY. im never getting over these two) and 'oh my god what does a sick person even need like are you joking ive never taken a sick day in my life and you expect me to take care of another person????' Ft jakurai on doppos speed dial trying to calm him down bc its really not that bad

HELLO AGAIN!!!!!!!! holding this so dear omg...

You are so right in all of it !!!! Admitidly I like DH bc they're very silly. Thr anime id so bad but i hold it so dear bc so is the game. Hypmic at its essence is just. Lovably terrible.I was lucky enough to be able to read a lot of the manga when slug still had it up so I do know a lot more more than the anime puts out !!! The anime is silly though love it

I really wish they'd come out with an arb eng but bcuz there's not many western fans my hopes aren't high 😔

ALSO I love that scenario so much... domestic hifudo is so dear to me I love them so much. Hifu being taken care of for once instead of bring the one that always takes care of others they make me emotional

[ghisborne]

update... kinda?

im on mobile so forgive any weird typos or it's incoherent/all over the place but i just kind of wanted to ramble a bit, have a stream of consciousness, whatever you wanna call it about just where ive kinda been lately and why i haven't been so prominent online in a while

firstly, im perfectly aware that all of this may not seem like a big deal or its a common problem amongst 20 somethings but i dont care because this is just on my mind a lot lately and i just wanna get it out.

i finished college for my associates degree at the end of march. the graduation ceremony is in june and i gotta get my cap and gown this month, which is all fine and dandy. thats not where im struggling. ive been wanting to see a therapist for my anxiety and depression for literally years but i havent been able to afford it or know where to look. im on my dad's medical for another couple of years so i asked him to see if his medical had mental health benefits and he has yet to look as far as im aware. which sucks a lot, obv.

so because im sitting here anxious and depressed almost 24/7 i think. a lot.

i went to college for graphic design because of my gif making. i wanted to do music as my career but because of the depression (and small hands) i just kind of abandoned my guitar and spent a lot of time making gifs. i thought id found something else i could do for the rest of my life because i was exposed to making logos and calendars and magazines and really enjoyed it! i met some of my closest friends (and we still talk/hang out) but im not sure thats what i want to do anymore. i havent been practicing/honing my craft because i simply don't think my stuff is good enough. i know i shouldnt compare myself to others but looking at/working with other people is a huge part of the industry. im not very artistic so my stuff isnt as unique as a lot of my friends' stuff.

idk long story short, i just dont know what i want to do anymore so i just sit and play video games because it's mindless sometimes and i dont have to think as much.

i avoid photoshop because my computer can't handle it anymore and i dont have the money to get a new one and i dont have the money because im anxious as hell about getting just any old job. i dont mind working wherever rn but working at walmart last summer really kinda scared me and its dumb.

it all boils down to my anxiety and depression taking over my life and its hard to come on here and make gifs like nothing is going on.

im aware how dramatic this sounds but i just hate where im at rn and idk what to do about it.

im not asking for answers or anything really, i just wanted to get this off my chest even if it didn't make any sense.