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#idk NDNXNNXJXJXJX
bangcakes · 4 months
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#feel like thw trip i took over the weekend was like. a brain reset NDNDDNNNDNDNDN#it was like i was taken back to a time precovid... pre career change.... i was just like oh ya this is how things were NDNNDMSNSMSM#just .... goin on trips with my friends....#ya...........#idk NDNXNNXJXJXJX#just needed that i guess#bc i was so stressed like between graduating and job searching and my boy problem it was so much#bc when i graduated university.... i really just had to deal with graduating. bc i had to take some time off after for mental health n then#they were so desperate in my field that i got a job within like a week of applying NFNFJJFJDNXNND#so... ya i had like time to deal with stuff. whereas this time i was hit with like... what felt like so much.... idk IDK#im just glad that i keep finding jobs to apply to. bc there were two weeks where it was so DRY. like there was Nothing to apply to and i was#like OH SO AM I FUCJED??? IS TGE WELL DRY#but nah. i found one last week that i applied to over the weekend and another yesterday that i'll apply to in the coming days...#may as well take my time.... bc its not due until 2 weeks from now#2 of the jobs ive applied to already also close this week so im like. WILL I HEAR BACK?.?????#idk idk#software is so competitive.....#psych was..... lmao. high turnover everywhere. HOWEVER.... there was this one company that had basically a monopoly on the field#in my town and the surrounding ones#so like....... wouldnt have been easy to move around#at least in software.... you can get a job at literally any sector lmao. like the options are unlimited thank god#there was a posting to work at a library..... i wasnt qualified for it bc they wanted like someoen super experienced#but i was like OH WOW A GOAL.????#like god imagine i get to work at a library.... kicking screaming throwing UP#thatd be so cool.....#id feel so accomplished...#personal
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