#idk what's hapoening to my heart

[threeleggedcrow]

i love you oeople in my phone i really really do stay swag forever

[threeletterslife]

I have the luckiest timings I swear to god because you actually DID tag me in chapter 9, but tumblr didnt give me the notification. I just so happened to go on my dash (after a week of not checking tumblr!!) and saw that you had uploaded it. I don't know how I acquired these powers but I will treasure them

anyway chapter 9 besties!! let's see how you mess with my heart today </3

omg straight off the bat with an interrogation scene :0

two seconds and she's already said something witty. y/n, marry me please 😭

Oh, I get why they're doing the whole interrogation thing but seeing y/n stutter just makes me feel so bad :( I don't want her to doubt herself after this, poor baby, she was already so confused and distressed when she first arrived, I don't want her to go through that again :((

It's starting to get into your head — who do i have the fight, say the word? lieutenant or general? because I will gladly punch either, forget the fact that I have a crush on both of them

SHES OVER THINKING THINGS I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN YOONGI BACK TF UP BEFORE I

No because this is making me nervous too??? I know they're just acting but my nerves are 📈📈

WAIT THE NECKLACE COULD BE- OHHHHHHH I KNEW THERE WAS A CHANCE SHE COULD BE A SPY WITHOUT KNOWING IT (but pls don't say that in front of them istg)

They're both right, she broke so easily. I feel so bad for her :((( but i understand, I would also be an absolute mess

BAHAHAH NOT YOONGI MAKING FUN OF HER THE SECOND ITS OVER "I... don't know" — HES SO WRONG FOR THAT BUT ITS SO FUNNY

I agree with lieutenants theory!! I think she was originally a spy, but lost her memories and started to work for solaria and

HOLY SHIT I JUST REALISED SOMETHING I'M GONNA PAUSE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CHAPTER I NEED TO CHECK SOMETHING BRB

OMG OMG OMG I WAS RIGHT HOLY SHIT MY HEART IS RACING RIGHT NOW I CANT BELIVEE I FIGURED IT OUT I LOVE YOU MUAHHH

I went to the main haracter list and her birthplace is literally the Kingdom of Darlae I feel so STUPID for not thinking about it before but this basically confirms teh theory (I mean unless she defected before? But it's more likely that she's a spy)

Now that my heart has stopped racing let's continue

HOLY SHIT THERES A DARLAREAN PRISONER??? NVM MY HEART IS RACING AGAIN

Y/N BABY DONT GO CLOSE

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I'M TOO SCARED TO READ ON, WHAT IF SHE GOES CLOSER SND HE RECOGNIZES HER???? I DONT WANNA READ ON I'M JUST WAITING FOR SOMETHING BAD TO HAPOEN

“I swear on fucking Guseul’s heart once I get out, I’m gonna kill you all!” — on the other hand this was very funny to read

I'm still not reading forward my heart is racing rn i don't wanna see what happens next 😭😭

NONONO CHANA DONT DO THIS TO ME I'm so scared to read more… what if i just leave it here and pretend nothing happened???

Literally why am I so scared just READ it but AHHH

boxy grin????? BOXY GRIN???? TAEHYUNG????

TAEHYUNG STOP SMILING AT HER GODAMMIT THATS GONNA CAUSE SO MANY QUESTIONS DONT MAKE HER LIFE HARDER

and now taehyung is horrified??? Shit he probably thinks she's betraying him even though she has no idea what's going on NOOOOOO

"Are you rehearsing a play out there?” — the fact that all yoongi has to do is say one line and I calm down?? I'm not talking about y/n I'm literally literally about me, my nerves were SKYROCKETING and then he says this and I calm. The POWER this man holds over me

I might send another ask because i have so many thoughts fumbling through my head right now so be prepared for that maybe but like AHHHHHH I WANNA SCREAM NAHHHH WUSHSBSHDHHSHSHDHDBSJDBDJDVDJDGDUDHUDDHJDBDBDJDHDHDHD

MY HEART IS GOING TO BEAT OUT OF MY CHEST AND LIKE

I have so much to say, get ready for another ask (maybe today, maybe tomorrow, idk) whenever I figure my own thoughts out

Otherwise great work on the chapter today, Chana!! 10/10 it stressed me the fuck out, brilliant

MUAH <3

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I SCREAMED WHEN I FIRST READ THROUGH THIS LOLOL

i can't believe tumblr is being such a hater. i literally TRIPLE-CHECKED this time to see if i included the taglist 😭😭 and then tumblr just decides it doesn't wanna tag anyone :') rip. BUT SOMEHOW YOU STILL CAUGHT THE FIC IN TIME??? it's a superpower indeed

LMFAO I'M SCREAMING. THE MENTAL TURMOIL YOU HAD TRYING TO DEFEND MY GIRL FROM YOUR TWO OTHER FAVORITE CHARACTERS PLEASE

THIS CHAPTER JUST DIDN'T LET YOU ALONE 😭😭😭 (though i can neither confirm nor deny ANYTHING)

yoongi has a *magical* way of making you feel calm with just one line. in fact, he can make me calm with just his presence 🥰 king <3 the power this man holds over ALL of us (including yn LMFAOO)

THIS CHAPTER IS WILD YES. I KNEW IT WOULD BE WILD WHEN I WROTE IT. I WAS CACKLING LMFAOOOO

thank you so much for your wonderful commentaries and thoughts as usual!!!! i enjoyed reading through them so much 😩😩 AND I'M SORRY THIS CHAPTER STRESSED YOU OUT SO MUCH FJSDLKFJLSDFJ (to be fair, it stressed me out to write it too 💀💀)

AND AS USUAL, THANK YOU FOR READING AND HAVE A WONDERFUL REST OF YOUR DAY <3333

[jincherie]

i honestly feel bad that she got so much hate that she had to deactivate i understand she did a lot of bad things but she’s still a human and calling her a monster hurts my heart,, but i can’t speak for the people that we’re affected by the fic idk i’m just upset and LOL here’s my opinion and please don’t get mad at me i wish she just apologized :(( i loved a lot of her other fics i hope she comes back and re writes pyramid with more research !! LMAO i just want everyone to be happy fuck

Anonymous said: sorry for asking on your blog btw you’re just so much easier to talk to ?? sorry again

Anonymous said: If you don’t mind me asking, what happened to joonrise or joonbeam? And why did she deactivate? (She changed here name so I dont know which is which) 

Anonymous said: I am so confused lol can you explain this joonrise tea?

Anonymous said: What happened with joonrise?

Anonymous said: I remeber reading Pyramids a while back, but never finished because the first chapter didn't hook me in if you understand what I'm saying. But I have no clue what's been going on with that accont since then. What hapoened?

It’s okay anon, I’m actually glad you sent this as it provides me an opportunity to say something. I apologise in advance, because I have learnt that @baeseoul is currently getting a lot of heat and I am fucking livid. I pride myself on being calm and collected but this is not one of those times. Also, please understand while I am mad, it is most definitely not at you.

What happened with joonrise, that you have seen, is literally the tip of an iceberg-- it is a culmination of months of shitty behaviour and her own attitudes and actions coming back to bite her in the ass. There are many things going on behind the scenes that I am aware not all of you will be aware of, because nothing was made public -- and we have screenshots of all of them. For @yminie, @gimmesumsuga and myself, we have screenshots of the event that arguably began it all. There was no bashing, no bullying-- just a point that she had behaviours that were affecting our friendship and they were brought to her attention for the benefit of said friendship. She was unwilling to change-- she left the group without any further correspondence and eventually unfollowed us. We thought this was the end of it, but apparently it was not. I would like to make a point that not a single one of us mentioned what happened to others, we did not wish to prolong a drama that wasn’t even a drama in the first place. 

Despite this, we have recently learned that in the months since the falling out she has been going around to other big blogs and actively tarnishing our names and attempting to sabotage any future friendships and relationships we might forge-- playing the victim and saying that we bullied her, we were unfair. She never provided screenshots, only a select piece that she would then twist in her favour. She has called us things like note-thirsty, and we have seen it-- and she has done it to other authors who she has not even corresponded to. Even @oppamansae was insulted & called notethirsty, because her fics were sent in as a recommendation. I’m sure there are much worse things she has said, but I honestly don’t care to know. I am mostly infuriated that she was so intent on dragging innocent parties, apart from myself, down with her.

She is incredibly narcissistic and has not once sincerely acknowledged when she was in the wrong-- as you have seen today, the second she was confronted with her errors, she ran away. I have seen that in the event occuring before @baeseoul’s post, that she was confronted in private and yet still offered no apology. She left the chat, and blocked the person who called her out. She ran away in the chat, and the second she was confronted once more by someone in public she deleted her blog. She doesn’t think to apologise because from everything I and all my other friends who knew her have seen and observed of her personality, she genuinely thinks she has done no wrong.

While strongly worded, @baeseoul‘s post was not unwarranted and did not come out of nowhere and the amount of hate I have learned she is receiving is, quite frankly, disgusting. Making posts that you know will influence your audience to run and attack someone, is disgusting. The behaviour I have seen from other persons today is absolutely abhorrent and I am ashamed to be in the same community as them. I have seen people accuse someone of unfounded bullying while setting up the stage to bully them themselves. If you even consider sending someone hate without knowing, or attempting to know the whole story, fucking block me. Unfollow me. I don’t fucking care-- I have sat through enough of this unfairness and I refuse to allow her to affect someone else like she attempted to affect us.

To the anons who are asking-- thank you for sending in and allowing me the opportunity to explain. Thank you also, for being polite and having the sense of mind to ask-- I appreciate that you want to know everything before making a judgement. I hope you have a lovely day :)