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god i mean me moving to europe is to avoid all of my extreme academic failure (on my second suspension 🤪) but i’m writing it off to my family as my just taking an opportunity i want to, but i just wanna drop out, learn german, move to vienna and get a stewardess job. i don’t need a degree, but my family is big on education (am i’m aware of my privilege concerning this) and i might be able to convince myself to do what i want because who cares what my parents think it’s my life, but my brother would be disappointed and i’ve always idolized him and just want him above anyone else to be proud of me. he’s not happy i’m “taking another year off” and he certainly wouldn’t be happy if i dropped out. oh well i am on thin ice with my family finding out about my grades and being furious!! can’t help being the sexy family disappointment
#idolizing my brother have been ingrained in my mind since i was born and i’ll never truly escape it#he’s in med school and has like two bachelors#and my sister has a masters#both of them went to the university of michigan#and my father is a fucking brain surgeon#and i’m just over here writing my silly little stories and lacking common sense or intelligence
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