#ignore me i'm just stressed

[gand4lfthewhite]

People who post Grey’s anatomy spoilers can suck my fucking dick I hate you and you are everything that’s fucking wrong with this world so fuck you

[domremy]

I am so not happy about the next few days haha. I hate being an anxious mess 25/7

industry night is tomorrow. four hours of standing around pretending that I don’t hate small talk/am not a social recluse. at least there’s two rooms I can wander around in instead of just... standing/wandering around one? idk why but the thought is comforting

then Friday there’s the school’s big festival which I gotta be there super early for and I kinda literally don’t want to be there at all since large crowds + anxiety + partial deafness = fun brain times!!!!

Saturday I graduate which isn’t as stressful but I haven’t gotten any of my grades back and looking at last semester’s it’s got me super anxious about how I did... bluuuuhhh someone save me from my stupid brain before it worries itself right out the door

[johnlockifconvenient]

Having anxiety and going to new restaurants or new places in general is so stressful. Most people can just casually figure out how to get there and where to park and they can walk in and no matter how the menu/ordering system works they can just figure it out and order their whatever without an issue while making pleasant small talk with the staff or whatever and then go on their merry way without incident

Meanwhile, I am going to a coffee shop I’ve never been to tomorrow, so I looked up how to get there, looked at the google earth image so I knew what it would look like and how to get into the parking lot, looked up the menu so I knew exactly what I was going to order, and I’m still worried that I might have a panic attack because no matter how prepared I try to be, I always manage to screw up somehow

[uselesslesbiancupcake]

I can't breathe