yesyourstalker · 1 year ago
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Ikkan:....................................
Neta:.......................................
Cirrina:...................... So like..... Are we at aunt K's house yet?
Neta: we're ......... We're almost....* Cough*......... We're almost there....... Just another hour.........
Cirrina: you good Dad?
Neta: yeah...... Yeah I'm fine....
Ikkan:........... ...
Neta: I'm just a little nervous. I haven't talked to my aunt in maybe 14 years or so....... Not sure she'll recognize me.......
Cirrina: I'm 14
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Cirrina: is dad doing ok?
Ikkan: he's fine he's just a little on edge is all.
Cirrina: he's shaking
Ikkan: mm ......do you want me to drive?........... Why don't you sit in the back and look up the window okay?
Neta: yeah alright....... think I might take a small snooze
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Kat: she's pregnant?
Neta: yes
Kat: and it's yours?
Neta: yes
Kat: are you sure?
Neta: what are you trying to imply about Sylvia?
Kat: I'm just asking.... Just want to make sure that-
Neta: what that she's not a whore?...... I know it's mine..... And I don't want to leave her... Not like this
Kat: and how are you going to take care of this baby? You don't have money. You don't have a job?
Neta: I can get a job!! I can get my own fucking place!! Fuck I can go to the surface-
Kat: do you know how expensive it is to live on the surface? It's hard enough to bring one person up there but two more! You don't have enough money or experience up there to make it out on your own-
Neta:oh so suddenly you give a shit!!! all of sudden aunt k wants to be fucking provider... woooow.... where was she all these years!!... I know my way around the surface! I fought on the surface and I sneaked up to the surface all the time!!
Kat: watch your tone with me
Neta: Why so you can drop me off to my dad!?... Hehehe you'd like that?! just drop me off at the fucking curb or fucking train station?! Wait for him there!? That certainly worked the last time right?! Fortunately for you, I'm old enough to be on my own so the cops won't have to show up at your door to drop me off at 5am!!!!
Kat:.................................... I'm sorry.......he told me he was
Neta: he was on his way. He says that all the time and I don't understand why you keep on believing it................*ugh*...... You know what..fuck you....... I'm going to take care of her and I'm going to take care of our baby........... I... I'll marry her and I'll get a job....
Kat: how? You barely know her!!.... I just want you to think about this!!
Neta:I NOT GOING TO FUCK UP THIS KID LIKE YOU! YOU TWO DID TO ME!! I'M GOING TO LOVE THEM MORE THAN YOU EVER LOVED ME!!!......... I know what I'm doing! I'm Taking responsibility for my actions. Unlike him.
Kat: Neta!! You! Are! A! Child!.... You don't know what you're doing and you can't do this by yourself!!
Neta: I'm 22 and I'm an adult-
Kat: you may be a adult physically and legally but mentally and emotionally especially right now........ baby you are not prepared for this responsibn-
Neta: im not your fucking baby....... don't even try that on me... Not anymore............. I've barely had any one in my life who I could trust..... when I did it didn't last very long........
Kat: Neta-
Neta: shut up! I'm done. I'm done with everything..... You never loved me.... None of you have........ I'm done being everyone's burden....
Kat:.... Neta.... You don't mean-
Neta: I hate you!
Kat: .................
Neta: I hate every single person in this Cod forsaking bunker! I never want to see any of you assholes again!...
Kat:.......... . ..*sigh*....... If that's how you feel..... I can't stop you. If you think this is the best for you and your child then go like you said you're an adult.
Neta:..............
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Cirrina: dad?.... Dad?! ... Daddy?!!
Neta: huh! Wha.... cirrina... Cici hi sweetie... Come here... [Kiss]
Cirrina: hehe
Neta:......*yawn*..... I went into a deep sleep.huh?.. Hahaha where's ikkan?
Cirrina: he's booking a room in the motel... I just want to see if you're okay dad
Neta: I'm fine sweetie. ....... [Kiss].... And I'll bounce back if I'm not.... You don't need to stress about me baby okay?
Cirrina: I just get worried sometimes.... I know you tell me not to......... But sometimes I see you and...*voice crack*... You look so tired...and- and upset and sometimes I wish I could do something and when I try it feels like I'm bothering you or that I'm making it worse... Like I'm being a burden..*crying*
Neta: come here baby girl..........[kiss. Kiss. Kiss] you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. Look at me. You are not and you never will be the burden to me.......... No matter how bad my day is and how bad I feel.......every time I see a little girl. And her sweet face. it makes everything worth it..................[hug and kiss]........
Cirrina: mmmm...*sniff*...I'm sorry Daddy.......
Neta: don't worry about Crab cakes..
Cirrina:........ Can you tell me something... You won't be mad or upset?.....
Neta: hm?
Cirrina: ............I used to hate you
Neta:............
Cirrina: when you were gone.... With squid squad..... I thought you left me and you didn't want me...... You were having so much fun on the surface. Making money, making friends, you left me behind......... I thought.......*crying*...... I thought you didn't love me anymore........
Neta: Crab cakes.... No.... Sweetie I love you..... I will always love you. Even before you were born, I loved you and the minute I held you I loved you even more.... And I would do anything to protect you and make your life easy..... I understand at the time that it didn't seem like it.... But I thought about you everyday, every minute and I couldn't wait to see you again............ I did all of this for you baby..... Every single choice I made I made for you. [Kiss]
Cirrina: I know that now dad hehe..... I just feel so dumb... I was so mad at you...... I thought you didn't care about me.... I hated you....
Neta: that's my fault... That's all my fault..... I should have reached out to you..... Wrote and called more. I'm sorry babygirl.......come here baby....Awww
Cirrina:hmmmmmm.[kiss]... It's ok. Love you dad
Neta:..I love you too......….............................. what's taking ikkan so long?
Cirrina:... I don't know hahahaha... He's not really good at talking to people.
Neta: hahahaha he really isn't... You should see him order food. It is terrible...if he can't order through an app he's doomed. Hehehe If it's not about a record label or scheduling shows he's a disaster when it comes to talking to people....... let me check up on-
Ikkan: I talked to the front desk lady and I got a room! I also ordered a pizza!... So there!! I know you two were talking shit.
Neta: aww babe! You did it!.... I wasn't talking shit... I love you. Right cirrina?
Cirrina: right! Hehehe we weren't saying anything
Ikkan: uh huh... Hope you enjoy shrimp and anchovies pizza
Neta: you know I do!!... Let's go babies! Get some food and some sleep.......................... Ikkan?
Ikkan: Yes
Neta: did you book a room with only one bed?
Ikkan: I said two beds but she put in one bed and I didn't correct her.
Cirrina:.*snort*hahahahahhaahhah
Ikkan: I'm sorry
Neta: [kiss] it's ok.hehehe... We can all share it.........for one night.. Aww it'll be just like when you were a baby Cici!! Remember when you were little and you had a nightmare? You used to sleep with me and Mommy?! Awww
Cirrina: Dad!.....*sigh*...... I'll take the left side.
Mahi? Mahiiiii?!...... Huh I guess they weren't in this one.. @fish-at-fish-fish-resort
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