#ilona yaps about stuff

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

I hope you are feeling okay and the surgery went well! You and your blog are a bright spot for me and you are missed!

hey anon, thanks you! i really needed to hear this after two really fucking tough days in hospital. i’m sick of the staff trying to get me to sleep when it’s literally impossible to sleep in a room that i swear to god is like 40° on its own every night.

the surgery like most, has been messy and filled with complications and i’m really starting to worry about my dad mental health 😞 he’s not dealing with it well at all and states that my only goal is to “get better and get home”.

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

i’ve hated golf ever since i had this one fucking annoying dude in my homeroom in year 7 (and just in some of my classes once he moved out of my homeroom in year 8, i think) at catholic school, who would distract every class we were in together, with questions etc about fucking golf. i was always ready to knock this dude out with my table or chair in any class where he asked questions about it.

like. no, fred. god does NOT give a fuck about your chance of getting a hole in one or what-the-fuck-ever in your saturday game. shove both your fake and boring ass prayer intention in RE.... and your distracting the parabola of a golf ball’s arch etc bullshit in maths..... right up your goddamned ass.

let my imaginary llama elected by nasa to go space, named sadie, to take the cake of pretend prayer intentions in RE.... and also let me struggle with my maths class work in fucking peace. goddamn it. fucking golf. honestly.

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

ok not to be a corny emo Live Music Hoe™️ on main rn, but like.... if there’s one thing i’ll always love about live concerts/live shows it’s the beat of drum coursing through my body from the floor and feeling it in my chest is just so fucking relieving. like idk why but that feeling of adrenaline at a show when those drumbeats hit my chest, or even when the whole crowd bursts out into song or claps or w/e i’ll just always love that. and if there’s a person that can make me feel like i do in those moments, out there somewhere.... please let them fucking find me lmao. 😂👌🏻🤟🏻🙏🏻

like does anyone else feel like this at concerts??? or is it just me lol?