#im SICK OF U BITCHES u dont deserve ANYTHIGN

[spannardnation]

if u dont put his eyebags and moles back this INSTANT

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jesus freakin christ people i dont mean to be a burden but i wish i at least had any kind of response to my art bc no one other than friends interacts with it and id even take hate mail at this point i just feel so useless and everyhting im doing is pointless and i want to die so bad because of it im always gonna be stuck and cursed because of that stupid bitch who doesnt know what its like to be really mentally ill and inmpulsive and think evil things and lie. i dont care anymore i dont care if you only have anxiety that shouldnt count as mental illness bc youre going to think you have it worse and youre gonna make a competitiion out of it and ignore people with multiple personalities and shit and youre just gonna call me crazy and laugh at me and ruin me and step on me like like like i shit u not i fucking shit you not i said i was mentally ill and they were like so am i like bitch u dont know what i have and you obviously dont know that youre a sociopath as well and youre not a person youre a mistake and you people ruined me my art is finally ok im finally comfortable with how i draw and its quieter than ever i got a message earlier from an empty blog that just sent me like beasiality irl beasty and i dont know what to do i know who it is i know exactly who it is but i cant find them i dont even want to i dont care i just want someone to apologize to me i wont forgive them but i want someone to feel bad they deserve to feel bad theyre probably gonna read this with a stupid grin i dont care you lied you lied you lied and you ignored me and you made fun of me you never helped me you never loved me you never cared about me i wasnt even used you just ignored me i acted stupid im mentally ill i have aspergers and bpd and im psychoedtic and no one ever taught me anythign and my mom neglected me anf i have bipolar and you made fun of me and you ignored me and you called me a pedophile and you called me other things and you didnt even earn the right to have that much impact on me you didnt do anything to deserve the satisfaction you have now we dated for lik a few months and i was homeless and i had no food and i was starving and you neer helped me you never never helped me and then i lied anf then you cut me off and told everyone i raped you and i swear i dont think we ever even said anything sexual and im just aaaa aaa aaaa im so sick of this im so sick my head is a blender with glass in it and the glass makes cracks in the blender and throws off the cap and glass is everwhere  adn aaa aa aaaa aa aaa aaa aaa ok im better