#im beyond excited for this! 🥀

[sunnyfucks]

↷✦; GUILTY PLEASURE ! ❞ ー a kim sunoo 18+ series.

🥀 pairings: sunoo x fem reader.

🥀 sypnosis: being bestfriends with thee kim sunoo has its pros and cons. pros mostly, as he isnt just your bestfriend, but also your shoulder, your ride or die, your father figure, your twinflame, the one who’d always beat up (although he’s not fond of physical fights) anyone who hurts you.. he does it all. you’re inseperable, basically. he knows everything about you, and so does you. but ofcourse, not every secrets are 100% bond to spill. like how you lock your doors every night just to watch and listen to this pornstar’s beatiful moans. the way you’d bit your bottom lip just so a moan doesn’t come out your lips, and the way you shake quietly as sunoo’s peacefully sleeping on the other side of the wall. but what could possibly happen when suddenly, you found out that he’s the pornstar you’ve every night masturbated to? what could happen with you knowing that the guy always, every night, making you eager to touch yourself is just.... beside you. always had been, always will be.

🥀 contains: mutual pining, bestfriends to lovers, and very smutty. that’s all i have to say. minors, i can’t control yall but make choices you’d never regret later on. that’s something an older friend always reminded me of. will put warnings to each chapter if i must.

🥀 notes: i’ve been so inactive, and i want to start anew. i still have a lot of pendings, but i think making a series would make me actually get back to my feet. this will be a very short series but likes, your excitement, and reblogs are highly appreciated! this is something i’ve always longed to write, probably because its my own guilty pleasure too.

🥀 status: ON GOING.

【 taglist are OPEN ! comment or send an ask to be tagged <3 】

🥀 01. sunoo and his “side work”

🥀 02. tba.

🥀 03. tba.

🥀 04. tba.

🥀 05. tba.

unreleased chapters’s keynames are all bound to change.

ps. not a smau!

[thedeadthree]

besties it’s all coming together it’s all coming together we are creating we are world building beyond our comprehension it is HAPPENINGG 🥀🥹

[threepointseven]

Hii! I rlly like ur genshin fics and if its not too dark for you can i request hc’s of venti, childe, and kazuha with an s/o that commits suicide? I totally get if you cant! <3

A s/o who committed suicide

🌺summary!🌺- their s/o committed suicide, how do they respond?

Type- HC’s 🌷

Flowers included!🌼= venti, kazuha, childe

toxins 🥀= mentions of suicide, death, mourning, angst, mentions of alcohol, mentions of blood

Note🍀= hii i havent posted in a week, ik, but like after my first time experiencing hate from another author i suddenly got a lot more regarding my age and how i should be playing with barbies or smth and that made me quite sad so i had no motivation but im back!!

Genshin masterlist

Part 2

💐Your bouquet has been delivered <3💐

Childe

he knew you've been struggling, he’s an older brother, ever since you started feeling that feeling of emptiness and hopelessness he notices right away, he took extra care of you ever since the start, pampering you and trying hid best to make you smile even though he was incredibly busy most of the time.

When he found out you committed he had just gone home from work, he was ready to pass out on the bed cuddling into you, but instead of your sleeping face, he saw your limp body hung from a noose hooked to the ceiling.

He’s never looked so petrified. The horrors he had to face in the abyss could never compare to what he saw that day. Tears flowed down his cheek and for some reason, they wouldn't stop.

“Its been a while since i’ve cried this much,,hey.. the jokes over, cmon..”

After your death he started busying himself more, trying to distract himself from the fact your gone, and now teucer his beloved little brother is crying a waterfall on your grave, the grave of the person he thought would be his big brother's future spouse.

If he wasnt working he’d be at your grave, talking as loud as he wants and as much as he wants pretending your still there, trying not to go insane whenever his coworkers try to tell him that your dead, and you arent coming back

He usually doesnt drink but he starts drinking so much more, every night after a long day of work he’ll go to the nearest tavern to drink and just forget.

Kazuha

He left for only a day… it was 1 day.. yet when he got off the crux, happy to finally get back to liyue, excited to see your smiling face he was instead greeted with your pale, purple corpse on the floor of his home with a sword impaled through your chest.

His first thought was that someone murdered you and his legs gave up on him, his knees fell to the ground as he tried to look for hope before seeing a small paper beside you stained with blood, the paper was smudged with the words “i love you kazuha, but i give up. This is not your fault”

The tears couldnt stop, they couldnt stop and he wondered, why do the people he love keep leaving him?

He couldnt get over your death, and when some of the members of the crux suggested getting over you by trying to fall inlove again he was beyond furious, he wouldnt ever date someone else after your death. You were his fiance, he thinks its disrespectful to date someone else after he was so infatuated with you.

Nothing kept him happy anymore, he looks so tired, so lifeless, when you died a piece of him died along with you.

Venti

Your death was a horrific one, while you were committing suicide what was venti doing? Drinking his ass off.

It was 1 am and the church's nuns had finally gone home leaving you free to do whatever you want, youve planned it out.

As you use your vision to climb up to the highest tip of the church you stand there feeling nothing but happiness as you can envision your eternal sleep.

You mutter your i love you’s to your family, your friends, and to venti, before letting your body relax as you fall off the church onto the hard cement, breaking your skull and all your bones, causing your death.

Venti saw it in the morning, you were gone from your room so he tried to look for you and in front of the church, people were gathering around seemingly horrified, crying, and disturbed.

He pushed around the people to see your dead body, your head dripping out blood and your face had a soft smile on it

He regretted everything as tears fall on your dead body, he was drinking away like nothing mattered while you took your life

After your death, he tried so hard to stop his alcohol intake, but truly he couldnt stop drinking, the alcohol kept the thoughts of your dead body away from his mind and he needed that. He couldn't stand it, he couldnt stand to wake up each morning without you cuddling into him on your shared bed, he just couldnt stand seeing your gravestone with your name on it.

He buried you in windrise, the place where you two first met and he plays the lyre for you every morning even with the dark eye bags and the tears brimming at his eyes.

He tried his best to forget about you, by talking to other people and hanging out with others but even with all the flings and the relationships that lasted a month, he kept coming back to you.