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ooooooh i wanna write post full gear hurt/comfort sooooo baaaaaaaad
#kip patching oc up and being so gentle about his wound care and stitches but providing that comfort and care he needs???#mmmm smells like a fic to me#im gonna finish laundry and eat and then see what i could probably do ough#im craving some things.....#putting this out there so maybe someone else can motivate me to write and maybe even post this ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#art tag or whatever#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3
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Initial drawings of that old man⦠I literally, I havenāt finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shitā¦!!!! The urge was too greatā¦.!! Iāve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then⦠but I do now⦠thank god⦠thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway⦠yeah⦠I LOVE HIM⦠GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like⦠ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientistsā¦.#I couldnāt draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didnāt kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol⦠which would have been wierd#but Iām an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didnāt even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was inā¦#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. āur probably into this sorta thing right?ā#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion itās great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth howād u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didnāt feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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i aint one for drinking but im missing dsmp like a motherfucker
#like veeeery specifically the like reaal early shit. a handful of my mutuals i gained from my final days in the fandom when i was like 14/15#in like 2021/2022 and primariliy posting tntduo which uuuuh yeah you see why ive been quieter about being an ex dsmper now huh? but like. i#fucking craving that shit man!! thats like the only time i was like IN a community. like immersed in it!!! people knew my name- i STILL#think about during the tntblr elections where i was @'d and accused of running the election blog due to my engagement with the posts but#lack of public opinion [this was back when i was going as t1ddly_w1nks] but like FUCK MAN!! people knew me!! thats awesome!!!#even outside of that it was like my first active fandom that i was actively engaging and posting in. my kinda ass drawings would get like.#50+ likes consistantly on instagram. and on tumblr i was THE shapeshifter wilbur and thermodynamic tntduo guy IT WAS ME!! i made people cry#with my fucking headcannons dawg it RULED!!! im trying to like. draw dsmp art but because i was SUCH wilbur fanartist its like??? difficult#absolutely no shade to anyone still drawing c!wilbur while not supporting the guy himself since like. i wish i could as someone who was#always fighting the good fight w the differnce between c! and CC! but like......... something in me wont let me without feeling bad since.#the part ive always fixated on.... was wilbur centric AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT THE THING SPARKING THIS IS THETOYBOXS' ERROR DSMP AMV CAUSE#FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ITS GOOOOOD anyway. ramble over. who knows. you might see some dsmp scribbles in the coming days. or not. anyway bai.#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr#dsmp ramble#mcyt#lmanburg
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adulthood aināt that bad when i get to do things i like š„°
#ā yap central#like yesterday I had work off#and I played some val with my friends#I went for a walk and got my steps in#had insane cravings for pancakes so made that for dinner#yk bc im an adult and have free will so I did#I watched quite a few eps of aot#sat down and finally started replaying tlou pt2 as s2 starts on monday#I even managed to write several paragraphs#then in the evening I had my sweet treat in bed as I watched another episode of aot#and was like ādamn this is pretty nice isnāt itā#the small things guys š«¶š»#sending lots of love to you all MWAH
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This time on: "Daughter Impulsively Does a Thing", local catgirl believes she could write a fanfic despite having literally zero experience in the writing department
#*clenches fist* this is so embarassing but i need to remember that i have to things embarassed or else i wont get anywhere šš#and yeagh. the fic was going to be about hettimir because of fucking course it is!?!?!???#SIGGHHH..I ?? I JUST??? auughhfghhgh im really craving some hettimir food but i havent been in the mood to draw them at all lately#<- mostly cuz im procrastinating the idea of even drawing anything but. yknow...#AND IVE BEEN DYYIINNGGGGG TO FIND ANY NEW HETTIMIR FICS SOBSOBSOBSOBSOBSOB#if ur reading this and you've written hettimir before (which im assuminh is a 50/50 since ik some of you do occasionally check my blog)-#just know that you are literally doing the lords service i CANNOT thank you enough ā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļøšššš#BUT STILL...... auuuayhfugughhgghghgughghhhhhhh#...so ive decides to take matters into my own hands and be the change i wannt to see in the world š#AND WHO KNOWS it might be a nice change of pace from just drawing them#<- theres ljke a 90% chance i wont go through w this but. THE IDEA IS STILL THERE AND I LIKE IT ENOUGH SO#hettimir#i am NOT tagging those two sepperately#delete later(?)
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not meant as a direct call out to anyone but sicne it happened a few times in a row now
i dont ... like ... my work being tagged as 'zelink', i do not draw this ship, i have no problem with others shipping it but i personally cannot stand it (i love them as a brotp) and just because i put them both in a drawing when im doing some totk rewritten concepts it doesnt mean its meant as the ship :/
#ganondoodles talks#again im not trying to start discourse or whatever#i just dont like some of my work being tagged with a ship that isnt intented nor liked by me#i know some people use the ship name to also mean it as brotp kinda thing but usually it isnt#im one of those rare (?) people that desperately craves them as a brotp#but you can guess how many people see it as that lol#AGAIN im not trying to hate on anyone who likes it#i just dont#and it feels weird seeing that label on my art
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You poor, sweet thing, said the ocean in her voice. A rogue wave raised itself from the tow to caress Kiina's cheek.
She stood knee deep in the water, heaving as she looked into the endless horizon.
I will still be here, said the ocean in her voice. I will always be here.
"But will you be her?" Kiina cried.
The waves washed ashore all around her.
I will still be here. I will always be here.
"But will you be her?"
"I will be here," whispered Gali gently, just for a moment, before her self was swallowed back by the seas she had melted into: I will always be here.
Kiina stood, tears sinking in the saltwater, and felt no such thing as comfort.
#bionicle#kiina#gali#random writing#YURI WARRIORS HELP ME. I CRAVE TO WRITE WLW BIONICLE BUT IM FUKCING STUMPED#all ive got is a thing thats Outstandingly Intimate while i crave simple affection type of shenanigans#unclear whats going on here. some kind of ultimate sacrifice probably. have it anyways
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these are most of the sketchbook pages ive done so far this year ..
#YAY#ive done a fair amount considering i started it a month ago and ive been quite busy#but what im pleased about is that aside from the red dwarf collage piece i posted there's nothing else in here that ive posted online#until now anyway lol#i enjoy posting of course but im trying to move away from Making Art With Posting In Mind#and just Make Art and Post It Some Time If I Feel Inclined#i will always crave attention and notifications eventually BUT it's good to just make stuff for the fun of it and then when i get a moment#post stuff that im happy with#im trying to do more studies right now as opposed to just fanart#and also maintain the collage/journal stuff but more in an ugly way/just plonking receipts down#also i started doing the thing of using up leftover acrylic paint from other activities by just covering a page with it#im pretty happy with how this book is going overall#ive made peace with the fact that i cannot have an ugly sketchbook i.e. a truly messy spontaneous sketchbook#if i have supremely ugly (to me) stuff in there it vexes me#BUT i am managing to keep a balance and be more spontaneous/not overthink every page#whilst still making every page something that looks okay and is sometimes complementary of another page#anyway. what's she even on about.#journal#sketchbook
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honestly? I think there should just in general be more appreciation for Bond's physique lmao. Like. Why do we never get Q waxing poetic about Bond's muscular thighs for example, or the mesmerizing interplay of muscles under skin as he does basically anything. I get we got that stuff w Bond and honeypots & objectification, but like surely we can work some honest appreciation (and also to be honest, horny lust) in there.
#I feel like ever other fandom Im in has some kind of wax poetic about physique thing#but I feel like I've been missing/craving that in 00q#it seems like if anyone's physique is mentioned it's Bond re Q but like w the author giving Q the waif treatment#(the man would NOT have alabaster skin or whatever he has like an olive undertoneee. even pale he wouldn't be like Bella Swan pale)#I'm sure there are some Q lusts over Bond's physique out there but it's like... we can have him admire the physique without it being#an objectify the body thing!! there are nuances here!!!#anyway if anyone has fic recs with this pls point them my way#I may be suffering from representational bias here and etc
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Voidkin culture is being unsure of how you would feel to touch, if at all. Often I crave to be covered in soft fluffy fur, other times I feel like my surface ought to feel like gliding your fingers across a cool electronicsā screen.
#if anything#i definitely think im cool#not cold#but that lowkey moist feeling kind of cool#like not actually moist but#that kind of cold that gives off that sort of feeling#lmao im so sorry ik some of yall HATE the word moist but i couldnt think of any other way to describe it#but yeah recently have been really craving fuzzy soft fur :(#voidkin#shadowkin#shapeshifterkin#otherkin#alterhuman#lowkey species euphoria then when my hands get cold often ahaha#but then again I feel like because of the way i myself am cold i enjoy seeking warmth#like a lizard lol#good thing then to be in a body that literally emits heat huh#i guess there can be upsides to being stuck here#asher's ramblings
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yaknow . ads obviously work, otherwise companies wouldn't put them everywhere, but i wanna know who in the fresh hell is falling for them. i don't think an ad, save for like,,, trailers for movies/games, has Ever worked on me. most of the time when i'm doing something and an ad interrupts me in any way i make a mental note to Not buy that product in the future outta spite.who is out here watching a febreze commercial and going Damn ur right guess im a febreze truther now
#qktalks#i can Sorta understand food commercials cuz it's sometimes hard to lookat the food in the commercial and Not want it#but like.the likelihood of me wanting it so bad that i get up and go to the store for it is like literally 0#and the likelihood of me Remembering that commercial and my craving like a week later when im actually at the store ? like 2%#i REALLY don't understand car commercials#like i get they're prolly targeting a very small audience who actually has enough money for or is actively looking to buy a car#but im just baffled it seems to be working. like they prolly wouldn't make these commercials if they didn't bring in sales#so obviously it's working.why on EARTH is it WORKING#most of them also boast abt acceleration speeds n shit which <3 imo <3 ur STOP speed should be the thing to advertise.#but that's another matter#celebrity commercials too ..... why r u more inclined to buy a coke bc some singer u like was in a coca cola commercial#why r people so obsessed w celebrities .........................ill never get it#anyway uhm . hi.bye
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Craving onigiri in the middle of the night
I need osamu to be my boyfriend so he can make me onigiri when ever I want
#i was at a Christmas market the other day and there was a guy that was selling onigiri at his booth and like he'd make it in front of you#it seemed popular cus i saw quite a few people with it#he was also selling mochi#me and my friend were also selling at a booth so obviously we couldn't just walk away cus you know people like to steal#so near the end we went over and bought some it was like 2 for 15 dollars and there was 3 options to pick from#i think there was 3 different flavors of mochi too#anyways we got two onigiris and strawberry mochi to share#the one we got was like soaked in miso with melted cheese wraped in seaweed#fuck it was like the best thing i ever tasted#AND IM A PICKY EATER#that shit was gasš„š„#the mochi was ok honestly but i think only cus we weren't really craving it like we just wanted to try it#and it was good it came with a strawberry on top for āØpresentationāØ#i think if i was craving something sweet it would hit#but the onigiri was go good yall we went back for moreš#nah cus that was our lunch#i wish we got to try some of the other ones too#i wish that guy nothing but success for his business#anyways now im craving it but its 1am rn#and i cant order some cus its late#if osamu was my boyfriend he'd make me what ever i was cravingš„ŗ#this is me associating onigiri with osamu and wishing he was my boyfriend at the same time#this is me wishing osamu miya was my boyfriend.#osamu miya#miya osamu#miya osamu x reader#osamu miya x reader#haikyuu#kay just saying shit
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Having fun thinking of ways to torture Giacomo. I'm making him the polar opposite of Ienaga for shits and giggles. He can't stand her and as soon as she sticks around with the 7th he bounces.
"You'll need a doctor around if his brain damage gets Worse" yeah sure. You just can't hang around someone who's a huge trigger just by existing.
#hed go to karafuto. is what im saying#and yeah im making him a doctor. hes a decent enough figther but if he tastes human blood he vomits on the spot#which gives me an excuse to make him wear some sort of leather mouth mask thing. im trying so hard to not make him champagne 2#when it comes to fighting. im not gonna make another poison freak i am Not#im craving a real violent motherfucker#but hed still stay behind bc hes severely hindered by a Lot of things#oc: giacomo#giacomo betulla#š” incoming transmission š”
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I miss being in an 'active' fandom
#dj rambles#what this really means is i miss posting stuff and being on or ahead kf the curve#i crave that feeling where id write a tss fic and then the new episode would come out and confirm the character beats i'd written#and people would read it bc it was new and relevant and omg author ur a prophet#it doesnt matter and i like the material i like and i will write fic abt minecraft series that ended years ago#but. i do miss it#it's also a little bit of a self centred 'oh people Used to engage w my fic and art so much and now they dont'#my ao3 stats have changed. a lot.#edit: i mean i say all this like i was doing huge numbers towards the end of my time w tss. i really wasnt#some of my best fics in thst fandom r the least read. reread them last night and it made me. yearn. i think#im yearning for something. i tjink the real thing thats wrong with me is ever since i was a child i yearned for clout#ive always wanted to be famous i think it probably makes me a terrible person#i have too much anxiety for it now
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"average person creates 3 new AUs per year" factoid actually just statistical error. average person makes 0 AUs per year. Alternate Universes Catie, who lives in cave & makes over 2 each month, is an outlier adn should not have been counted
#i think about how many ive made this year and i feel a bit woozy#its so funny bcs ive always been weirdly staunch abt not making AUs for my own characters#<- just bcs i wanna establish them and putting them in different AUs makes it a bit less stable so#and them i start drawing fanart for the first time in my life and go absolutely nuts#let me think hmm i think ive made 8 or so this year š¤#not all of them have art yet but they do haunt me#like also does it count if you make offshoots of your own AUs š#i have too many thoughts ;;;;;#also i think its just bcs i really crave learning new info#and ive learned *a lot* about f1 so its fun to make AUs by learning more abt smth else and then combining them#like hmm how do these real world events fit into early 18th century europe JSKFKGLLVLV#actually i *do* live in cave. me and my dark bedroom š¤§#if you stay on my blog you WILL get a history or culture lesson abt some inane thing#catie.rambling.txt#*i need to start putting 'scheduled' in the tags of posts so you guys dont get a horrible perception of my sleep schedule#well it is horrible. but not horrible enough that im staying up *too* late
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