#im feeling emotional in this chili's tonight

[a-story-i-will-never-write]

I return to the ancestors

I walked along a local reenactment

A pioneer heritage site

I happen to walk by the spinners

Weavers and creators of yarn

They're selling spindles

And wool

And fibers

I buy one

I go home

I feel the weight of my ancestors hands guiding me

As I begin to spin my first yarn

A craft long forgotten but an ancient foremothers chore

My last name means shepherd

Maybe it's in my blood, maybe my grandmother's are guiding me

Either way my hands itch for more

I join the group.

They offer me a broken spinning wheel if I think I can fix it.

I do.

My friends and I fix it

And yet again I feel the hands of maybe a more recent foremother guiding my own hands,

Centuries of tradition guiding the present.

My hands still itch for more.

A walking wheel sits in the cabin

Years it has been untouched.

We fix it, my great great great grandmother's hands guide me as I walk back into my family's place of history

It's not enough.

I learn to forage and soon there is a pot boiling over the fire

Walnuts and woad and weld and false indigo and berries bubble with white homespun yarn floating in the pots

I hand it off to a weaver who teaches me in turn, guided by the hands of both our great heritage of mothers

How wonderful it is to guide history to life again with my own hands

Guided by a long line of grandmothers

How wonderful is it to have this connection

[bluesmoth]

They settle and the vet rocks them, a hand playing with the braids in Warriors' hair, hums and it's okays getting kissed into his bangs.

hey so carved  //  hollowed    by @quirkle2 made me feel emotions. hello linked universe nation

[eusuntgratie]

if anyone gifs tangers shootout goal and troy standing up to cheer for him... please tag me 🥹

[do-angels-dream-of-starry-seas]

You guys they're gonna meet each other again. We won't just have season 1 to repeatedly watch, we'll have a whole other thing, a whole new story being made!!!

[dandyshucks]

genuinely so glad I started drawing selfship art because i am so much happier these days and love making art way more than I did before

[thewizardofsapphire]

Let's do a roleplay where Dio gets redeemed, I said. It'll be a great time and interesting to explore, I said. Surely I won't cry in real life from feeling the weight of every sin fall down on him at once, furthering his inability to understand how Jonathan continues to forgive him. Surely I will not create parallels between Dio and his father, and George and Dio's mother that will cause Dio soul crushing despair.

[pagesofkenna]

due to events outside of my control, i am going to obsessed with the Legend of Zelda for the rest of my life

[sharpace]

I get the feeling Jayce doesn't like being trapped... Either that or he's upset V doesn't wanna be in the stream but I doubt that one a lil.

Gonna be some conversations after that live stream.

Anyways, gorgeous art as always and you have got me hooked with this series, I jus sit and scream everytime there's an update. Absolutely adore it!!!

Also cryptid Vik is probs I look like when flatmates knock on my door before 2pm. Entirely a silhouette, half hidden hidden behind a door XD

Some CONVERSATIONS will take place!

Thank you SO much. I really appreciate the kind words and support. I've said it before and I'll say it a million times over, I'm having so much fun playing in the Gamer AU/Crank It space and so, so happy that so many of you are enjoying the space as well! I really wouldn't have kept posting if it weren't for the kind words, support, jokes, and love it and I receive regularly. Thank you, Anon, and thank you to everyone who follows me! 🧡

[thatsme-imthebuttercup]

Even before I knew who Gerard Way was and all I did was listen to some funky music by a band I'd never heard of before, there were so many songs that helped me be okay with my identity as a trans person in my late teen years. I'm really proud of him and I hope they know how much they mean to us because finding their music was literally live-saving for me in more ways than one

[cream-and-tea]

i feel the need to share the fact the currently the Ghost Story playlist is pushing four hours long and half those songs are ones that fit the vibes/plot and the OTHER half is entirely comprised of songs that i listened to while thinking about pallas and agnes that made me want to lie facedown in a ditch

[coldvampire]

god im so envious of people who have their small irl group of friends that they can hang out with on a regular basis :/

[elmmni]

never expected to be outed by the family friend pity she has to die now! (<- shouldve expected to be outed by this woman) 

[recents]

anyway my chin is getting fuzzy, my voice is getting deep, my ass remains fat, HRT saves lives. im getting emotional about being trans tonight. i feel god in this chili’s (my apartment)

[ilexdiapason]

the emotion of "friend just hit you with a bombshell about their mental state and then decided nope theyre not going to unpack all that! and you just kind of have to sit with the knowledge until they revisit it" is extremely specific but goddamn if im not feeling it once again in this chilis tonight

[rubiesintherough]

catch me feeling things about this healer birb in this chilis tonight.... and consider this like, a shipping call?  bc im emotional about the thought of her being in a soft relationship.  basically, poke the heart to lemme know you wanna ship with her.  and i’ll come poke you to figure out details

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

this is the hi nanna anon again, and oml i do agree w you about yashna crossing the lines!! the black saree thing, her acting like she has a right to question viraj's decisions about mahi, etc

but overall it was overshadowed by the number of things i loved in the movie/the emotions

I think Mrunal being drawn to viraj/mahi did make sense in my head, because I felt like- even though she forgot those memories, her body would remember? i'm not fully sure what I meant but something along the lines of recognising the comfort viraj gave her & subconsciously recognising bits of herself/someone she loved in mahi? but all that might just be the romantic in me being delulu lmao

and I get what you mean by not vibing with it/feeling like it was Too Much, (especially after the malayalam movies), that does make sense.

I desperately needed both the lead characters to go to therapy so many times 😭 helping yashna cope w her trauma before conceiving mahi would've helped in so many ways, no? and like. my brain has been full of thoughts of them dealing with their trauma after the end of the movie (if they make a part 2 exploring their dynamics, i'd die of joy. unfortunately it's not likely to happen at all smh)

and yes 65 roses was so cute and genius

anyway, thanks for answering!! (and for dealing with my unprompted essay lol)

YASHNA i could not for the life of me remember their names lmfao -- and yeah like as far as she knows shes a random stranger and she's demanding traumatic memories and answer from literally a guy at a coffeeshop like 😭😭 please he just spent all day frantically searching for his daughter maybe find him a therapist instead

for me her being drawn to him made sense in like a, the dog recognizing the kid and him, the fact that they didnt stray from their life paths after the accident, like if they were married they would be in the same place not just because they were together but because their lives just played out like that. but i can see how you see it (im a hopeless romantic too so i want this more than the analytical way) and especially with how much trauma yashna went through and only found comfort in viraj, so even without conscious memory her subconscious would still find comfort in him..................... anon i am subscribing to your beliefs

I KNOWWWWWW LIKE PLEASE 7CUPS IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! if i was in that movie i would be getting my degree in psychiatry specifically for them. on god we are getting your mental health above the ground bro

yesssssssssssssss, nani has such a Father Face in a way i cannot explain so its for me specifically that he's playing more now that he's older. if i wasnt in love with him i'd ask him to adopt me (and tbh. he's more than old enough to.)

jersey was so sad, i still tear up when i listen to the songs :(((( its a movie i definitely want to watch again when my emotional capacity is more stable lmaoo

no worries at all, i loooooove essay asks like we r having an intellectual conversation in this chilis tonight 🙏🏽🙏🏽 i will literally never be annoyed im like omg friend :]