#im im love with your brain grizz

[rulekinnie]

Ok so two lovely lovely cod fic authors, @thedovesaredying (for the fics themselves) and @ghouljams (for the cowboy au), combined my two interests (hyenas and cod)

I went insane, blacked out, and woke up with this many hours later

Anywho

That was my first time drawing Nikto, so ignore the little study I did of his game model face and just look at Sputnik

She's the light of my life

(some detail pictures)

[crt8ball]

anyway jrwi riptide yippee!! finally at episode 53!!!! (i slowed wayy down on my progress cause ive been watching the just rolled with it's right after the episodes and had a bunch to catch up on since)

i still havent watched the just rolled with it's pre-chip on my shoulder/desire island arc cause personally thats where the series really got me in a chokehold after that point and got me fully hooked

i will eventually watch them just not now since im trying to catch up to 100 since im halfway there and THEN afterwards ill start prime defenders cause i cant multitask campaigns like that

though depending on how long it takes me to get to get caught up with riptide, ravening war might have enough episodes to get me to refund my dropout sub to watch it so IM UNSURE when ill get to PD but im excited anyway (not even looking at bitb cause literally it looks so cool and its right up my alley and will ruin my brain im sure BUT HOLY CRAP i cannot handle one more fixation right now ill actually explode 😦)

but spoilers for 50-53 kind of////

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love marshall john <3 literally cried when he was alive i thought he was a mirage 😭 and when i guessed dre was who grizz was describing i yelled aloud in my house so very very fun

and jason ferin is a bitch hate him

rip to chip character growth that man will never give up trying to find arlan after this point 🙏

also i need jay to get on the "kill your parents" train that all dnd campaigns must have /j

[kakusu-shipping]

hi im back could you also tell me

🚫 Even if you like cradle ships, are there any specific ones that squick you or are a particular notp?

✌ Do you have any self ships that count as cradle ships? (i know you do but id love to hear about em)

Shaking you shaking you shaking you shaking you you're so good to me I am blessed with more asks

🚫 Even if you like cradle ships, are there any specific ones that squick you or are a particular notp?

Imma be honest; The meaning of Squick is totally lost on me. I understand it's use as a Ship I Personally Don't Like but the actually definition is an unknown.

I don't have any ships I could actively call out that I don't like. I'm neutral on most any ship I come across until sucked into it via exposure. If you show me and talk to me enough about any ship I will eventually be on board even if I Don't Go Here.

So while there's really nothing explicit I could call out, I guess kind of related adjacent is I don't like any Romantic ships involving The Warriors Of Hope from Danganronpa UDG. It's not Cradle exclusive, even Toy Ships between them bother me. I couldn't tell you why, though, it's just a personal barrier.

✌ Do you have any self ships that count as cradle ships?

Yes yes yes I do!!

I love a Self Insert that is just a Littol Guy and a large portion of them follow the last post mentioned trope of Littol Guy who Does Not Yet Understand there are Different Types of Love X Grown Ass Man who's full of Angsty Guilt over thinking Explicitly about an Actual Toddler

My Cradle Ship F/Os include:

Sun - Fnaf Security Breach (THE Guilt/Innocent ship)

Molayne + Sophoclese - Pokemon SuMo (actually everything's fine in this one)

Clavell - Pokemon Scarlet (Guilty one sided crush on Clavell's side)

Mr. Salvatore - Pokemon Scarlet (he's cheating on his wife with his elementary aged student)

Chesnaught - Pokemon XY (Little Prince X Sworn Knight)

Shirokuma - Danganronpa UDG (Oh this guy's a massive pervert about this)

Ginko + Adashino - Mushishi (more ambiguous on familial/romantic)

Teddy - Bobs Burgers (this one's really toeing the line here but I'll count it on themes alone)

Leuvis - The Promised Neverland (You ever fall in love with the guy your raising so you can eat him?)

Nezu - My Hero Academia (Familial? Romantic? I'm not even sure this guy can stand being around me)

Mr. Grizz - Splatoon 3 (I'm his cub I'm a clone of him I'm his boyfriend. What can't I be)

Winston - Overwatch (idk what I’m doing with this one I just think Winston deserves a littol boyfrank)

Belos - The Owl House (What if Hunter/Belos but I'm Hunter)

Some of these are because I think it'd make a fun story, and some of them are because I am a repressed Age Regressor and looking at this F/O turned my brain to baby mode. You'll never guess which is which.

[neopuff]

what is your absolute favorite ship? :0

CURRENTLY its scrooge/goldie cuz they’re just on my mind allllll the time

but i’ve also dedicated a lot of my time to lovingggg:

six/holiday [generator rex]

roy/riza [fullmetal alchemist]

jessie/james [pokemon]

snake eyes/scarlett [gi joe]

lena/webby [ducktales]

batman/wonder woman [jlu]

mulder/scully [xfiles]

cassandra/rapunzel [tangled]

i sure love them hets. but also i get random and powerful bursts of love for these ships:

april/karai [tmnt]

zarya/kitty [mysticons]

strickler/barbara [trollhunters]

robin/raven [teen titans]

tom/star [svtfoe]

gwen/charmcaster [b10]

allie/alakshmi [kaijudo]

grizz/nomnom [wbb]

dakota/cavendish [mml]

miles/maya [ace attorney]

jake/rose [american dragon: jake long]

praxina/iris [lolirock]

luka/marinette [miraculous ladybug]

its like sometimes ill just be scrollin along having a good time with scroldie and then my brain starts thinking about grizznom and i have to rewatch every grizznom vid and reread every fic for a day and then im back to business

[repgay]

muffin-berry replied to your post “pls if you have adhd/autistic headcanons for grizz and sam or any...”

listen i dont mean to be that one person, and i love sam and grizz, but this is bullshit. autism/adhd are 1) very serious and 2) shouldnt be seen as cute. i know so many people with them and they are severly bullied for it. i dont think its right to make it a cute thing when its something people struggle with. and yes i know it doesnt stop people frombeing human and all that, but it also doesnt give you the right to use a condition as an uwu thing.

oh boy oh boy but you are that one person!!!!! congratulations on your autistic/adhd friends™ but guess what? your neurotypical opinion means nothing to me.

also thank you for telling me that being autistic and adhd doesn’t stop me from being human. i appreciate you opinion on that. really fucking valuable, glad you still see me as a human being. gold fucking star.

also i don’t regret to inform you that in your crusade to defend your poor, sad (but still human!) autistic/adhd friends you are being extremely fucking ableist. and I am sure that they would agree with me!!! sure autism/adhd can make people’s life harder, and yes people get bullied!!! by who??? by neurotypicals like you!!!!!!!!! life for autisitc/adhd people is harder because of people like you, not ourselves!!!!!!!! our brains work differently, that’s literally all it is, and if society wasn’t built around neurotypicality, and if neurotypials weren’t so fucking obsessed with everyone being “normal” then we wouldn’t get fucking bullied and it wouldn’t be a “serious condition” or whatever you call it.

and finally, as an autistic+adhd person, i have EVERY right to want to imagine my fav characters sharing that characteristic with me and living VERY HAPPY UWU, CUTE LIVES TOGETHER WHILE BEING AUTISTIC OR ADHD OR BOTH! because guess what!!!!!!!! autistic/adhd people are allowed to want to live happy, cute, uwu lives!!!!!!!! we’re not doomed to unhappiness and tragic lives just because people like you think it’s “so sad”. 

so i suggest next time you think before you speak and i’m gonna go back to making even MORE grizz and and sam autistic/adhd headcanon. actually you know what? now ALL the characters of the society are autistic. all of them. AND they all have adhd. AND they’re gonna be very happy and cute and uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw

im gonna leave you on a picture of my favourite shirt, that i own, me, an autisitc+adhd person

[billfarrah]

rules: 21 questions & tag 21 mutuals you wanna get to know better! tagged by @andrewjminyrds thank you i feel so special when i get tagged!!

nicknames: shan, sometimes and alot of other silly random ones by my friends (shanoon, shanooni) but most people just call me shannon

zodiac sign: taurus sun, virgo moon, aquarius rising, yeah i went there

height: 5′2″

hogwarts house: i think im a ravenclaw but i havent checked in years so it could be different

the last thing i googled: the society to see news if it was renewed (nope)

favorite musicians: bring me the horizon, hands like houses, asking alexandria, kanye west, hopsin, nas, rage against the machine, oasis, wage war, it changes a lot im eclectic but these are some of my all time faves

song stuck in your head: partition by beyonce

following: 70 although i think some of them were accidental coz im still not used to using tumblr on my phone

followers: 41!! i didnt think id get any so thats kind of amazing k

do you get asks: never and im a nerd so half the time i send my asks on anonymous haha

amount of sleep: between 6 and 7 hours coz my brain is always wired even when im exhausted, i have to be up for work in 7 hours yet here i am

lucky number: 47 coz of a really old video me and my friends memed the shit out of in like 2007, but it still sticks with me

what you’re wearing: underwear, i was wearing a cute red tank crop top and black joggers but i took them off to go to bed

dream job: i wanna be a screenwriter!! screenwriters are notoriously overlooked but i love creating and writing and developing characters im working on something right now dont know if i want it to be a tv show a movie or a book but im going with it

dream trip: los angeles coz im a pop culture freak and even tho i know its not as glamorous as it seems its still glam 2 me

instrument: i used to take guitar lessons but i was a phase-y kid so i never stuck to it rip

languages: english, thats it, i can get by in quebec and i can read french pretty well but stick me into a casual conversation and i become that gif of the lady with the math

favorite songs: right now its hopelessly hopeful by asking alexandria and oh no by bring me the horizon

random fact: i used to have a popular one direction blog when i was in high school, i had 14,000 followers and i was a hardcore larrie but it kinda took over my life and got really toxic so i deleted my account. i also wrote a few really popular louis/harry fanfics that are still up but i no longer attach my name to because it was not a good time in my life and i wasted a lot of time

aesthetic: i change my style a lot but im a tomboy at the end of it all, slightly grungy with lots of black and small pops of colour, converse and snapbacks

now ill tag @bisexualelletomkins, @in-your-language, @theserpentsqueen, @myworldisfictional, @sogrizz, @grizzshiz, @mlmgrizz grizz stans unite!!

[thicctransboi]

Newspaper Interviews Part 6 (Sam + Grizz)

Chapter Six in my AU Series of Sam and Grizz, Newspaper interviews 

It was New Years Eve, and Sam was as happy as he could ever remember. Ever since Christmas he hadn't been able to get rid of the smile from his face. Grizz was planning for them to go to Wright's Tower to see the firework display for The New Years Celebration. The two had become inseparable, texting non-stop, and seeing each other ever opportunity they got.

The pair sat in Sam's living room, just talking on the sofa. Well, signing.

"Meningitis? Wow. Do you remember.. Do you remember hearing at all?" Grizz asked, signing along with his words.

They had been getting to know each other so much in a matter of two weeks, trying to make up for lost time.

"I remember my mother's voice. The way she used to sing to me and Campbell. My dads laugh." He smiled to himself for a moment. "When I dream I still dream with sound. But not new sounds."

Grizz smiles sadly at the idea. "What would be a new sound."

Sam didn't hesitate. "My voice. I remember what I sounded like when I was younger. But Im guessing it's a little deeper now." Grizz chuckled at Sam's words. "I wish I could hear yours."

Grizz smiler, tears sprung to his eyes. Sam had always been proud of who he was, never insecure about his inability to hear. But to have made an impact on him enough that he wished he could hear his voice, it made Grizz emotional. In a good way. Sam brought out this side of him, the soft sensitive side that he had hid for years in school. So he signed: "Kiss me."

Sam leaned in, cupping Grizz's cheeks in his hands and pressed his lips against Grizz's. That new, yet familiar spark went off between the couple. Sam's lips were soft, and he tasted of strawberries. He was addicting. They had been alone in the house all day, Sam's parents out for the holiday. Grizz felt Sam's tongue glide over his bottom lip, making shiver's go down his spine. And of course, they were interrupted. Grizz pulled away when he heard footsteps approaching.

I'm walked Campbell, Sam's older brother. He was half dressed, in only a pair of torn ill fitted jeans. Campbell two years older than Sam, and they were complete polar opposites. Sam was kind and gentle, he put everyone's needs before his own. He wore his emotions on his sleeve, and was never afraid of what people might think in him doing so. Whereas Campbell, was a psychopath. Quite literally, actually. He was diagnosed. He was narcissistic, loved seeing people in pain for his own pleasure, and above all; he was cruel as can be. Especially to Sam. Grizz could remember Sam showing up to school with bruises, he could remember seeing Campbell yell at Sam and call him names, Sam always standing his ground, but even Grizz could see the fear in his eyes.

"Well isn't this precious? It's a literal fag fest in the middle of my living room. Just what I wanted to wake up to." Campbell announced, only bothering to sign the offensive words. Sam didn't need him to sign though, years of his brothers torment had made him learn to read his lips well, even when he was tired and several feet away.

"Nice to see you too, Campbell. Still living at home I see?" Grizz countered, not enjoying Sam's brothers presence.

In truth , Grizz had always hated Campbell. He hated his vibe, his essence, and the way he'd always leave Sam covered in bruises and looking horrified in school. Campbell had been held back a year, he could mimic emotions. Not intelligence. The kid was fucking creepy, and not to mention, a literal psychopath. Everyone knew it, he was bad news. And Grizz felt he needed to protect Sam from him, makeup for the years of silently watching and letting it happen.

"Grizz! I see college life has treated you well, finally experimenting with the rest of them. Pleasure to see you tongue fucking my brother in my own home, truly."

"Stop it, Campbell." Sam said sternly.

Grizz had never heard Sam speak up in such a way, let alone to Campbell of all people. He always appeared to take the beatings silently.

"Morning, Fag." Campbell greeted his brother, stalking over to the kitchen just a few feet away and pouring himself a bowl of chips.

"It's four in the afternoon." Sam commented dryly.

But Campbell didn't seem to be listening, chomping away obnoxiously at his chips. Grizz didn't like this. He didn't like seeing the way Campbell was in his own territory, nor the way he spoke to Sam. It made his skin crawl and his blood boil.

Campbell reemerged into the living room, towering over Sam and Grizz from his standing position, "Get a room, both of you. That includes you, fucking fruit. Now move, that's my spot." He pointed to where they were seated on the sectional.

"Why should we? You don't own the couch. For a 20 year old you sure act like a teenager still, not that I'm surprised. Grow up. " Grizz's voice was low, anger bleeding through his words.

Campbell simply laughed, tossing a chip in Grizz's face. "Move or I'll make you. Simple as that."

Grizz had had enough, rising to his feet. He was easily twice Campbell's size by the looks of him, both in height and strength. But Sam knew his brother all too well. He knew how fucked up he was. He was dangerous.

"Go ahead. Make me." Grizz said, his face inches away from Campbell's.

Campbell took a step closer to him, still obnoxiously chewing on his breakfast. "Do something then, fucking barbarian. That's all you jocks are, isn't it? Fucking cave men-"

Grizz knocked the bowl out of his hands, sending chips flying through the air. "Enough!" He shouted, his voice dangerously low. Not that Sam could hear it, but he could see the anger written across his face. "Go eat your 'breakfast' somewhere else. And I suggest you fucking change your attitude while you're at it or I swear I'll-"

Grizz heard a 'click' sound and glanced down, Campbell had his switch blade out, pointed at his abdomen. "You'll do what? Huh? Punch me? Fucking jocks, that's all you're good at, using your fists. Never using your brain. Out of all of them, I would have expected you to be smart enough to come prepared when picking a fight."

Grizz was seeing red now, Campbell was smiling. Which pissed Grizz off even more. He went to shove Campbell, but Campbell shoved back, nearly stabbing him in the process. Grizz dodged him easily, shoving him back again, his knuckles clipping the smaller boy's jaw.

"You'll fucking pay for that!" Campbell hissed, blood visible in his mouth. Grizz watched as he spit, a chunk of his tooth coming out with the blood and saliva.

He lunged at Grizz, knife aimed, yet completely calm. But,  Sam had seen enough, jumping up from the couch and pushing Campbell back, feeling a sharp sting in his upper arm but he couldn't seem to care. He stood in front of Grizz, His protective instinct taking over. He wasn't going to watch Grizz get hurt, not by Campbell.

"Stop it! Both of you! Leave him the fuck alone Campbell" Sam screamed.

People always say that a deaf person screaming is a terrifying sound. They'd be correct. Campbell even flinched back. He let out a laugh, shoving his knife back into his pocket.

"Ease up, retard. You'll make the rest of us go deaf. I'm going out, I'm taking the keys. Don't wait up." And with that, he was gone.

Sam let out a sigh, his adrenaline still pumping through his veins from the altercation. He couldn't say he was surprised, Campbell was like a horse loose in a hospital, you never knew when he'd snap and go rapid through the operating room. He turned around to face Grizz, and Grizz's eyes went wide. Sam had a gash in his upper arm, just next to his armpit; blood seeping through his grey sweater and spreading.

"Fucking Christ, he got you! Sam, you're bleeding!" Grizz yelled, running to Sam before stopping dead in his tracks at the sight of blood being so close. Sam's blood. "We need to get you to the hospital."

But it was too late, Sam couldn't read his lips, his head was spinning and his vision was blurred. He saw black just as Grizz caught him in his arms.

***

Three hours. 30 minutes of traffic, 30 minutes to get Sam stable, 30 minutes to stich him up, and now he was resting. And all Grizz could do was sit there and wait. He had tried to get ahold of Sam's parents, but they weren't answering their phones. Grizz sat there, at the foot of Sam's hospital bed, watching the rise and fall of his chest as he slept. His skin was ashen, and he appeared almost lifeless. The doctors said they had got there just In time, he had lost a lot of blood on the drive to the hospital, Campbell had hit an artery. He had spoken to the police, but Sam was 18, so he didn't have to have parental consent to be treated, and they weren't required to be called, so Grizz stayed when they didn't answer. But he would have stayed anyway. He felt like he couldn't move.

'I could have lost him.' he thought to himself over and over. He partially blamed himself for getting Campbell riled up enough to pull out a fucking knife, then Sam wouldn't have jumped in and accidentally got hurt. Guilt flooded his veins and he felt sick, but he didn't dare move. He wanted to be the first thing Sam saw when he woke up.

Grizz watched as Sam's eyes slowly drifted open sleepily. His large blue eyes found Grizz's teary brown ones. Grizz felt his heart skip a beat as he rose from his sitting position.

He sat besides Sam. "How are you feeling?" He signed, running his hand gently over Sam's good arm.

Sam sighed, "I'm alright, hurting a bit. Are you okay?"

"I almost lost you, and it would have been my fault."

Sam wiped a tear from Grizz's cheek, "It wasn't your fault," he signed, "It was Campbells. I'd do it again in a heartbeat, if it meant protecting you from him."

Grizz smiled, tears streaming down his face. "Be with me," Grizz signed, "Be my boyfriend? I waisted so much time, and I almost lost you. I can't do it again. Be with me."

Sam smiled wearily, "You have to ask?"