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hardstan

Jungkook x Reader (m.)

word count: 3,279

fluff, smut.

“brb otw to fansign, can’t wait to suck jungkook’s dick. annyeong bitches!😘” You chuckled tweeting that. You couldn’t help but laugh with those kind of tweets.

To be honest, you’re not actually fantasizing that much about your favorite group, BTS. You just thought that those tweets are funny and you like it, alot.

Yes, you know that it’s inappropriate but it actually never fails to make you smile, so you decided to make a twitter account just for those.

You were once a soft stan but then you realized that being a hard stan is also fun.

Some are used to your tweets being inappropriate and you’re happy that you make some of them happy. But actually, some are not comfortable with it

You get it. You’re disrespecting them, you know you cannot expect good reviews about your account but you’re sure had your warnings.

You have a warning on your pinned tweet and your bio. And you’re not the only hard stan living in this world. But why do people still follow you and read your tweets?

They know it’s inappropriate. If they find it disturbing then why can’t they just block you?

Well, you don’t have to reply to all of your haters, at least you have your co-fans that like you and you make them happy, you also make yourself too.

Sometimes, thinking of BTS seeing your tweets makes you feel so nervous but who are you anyway? You’re just a kinky potato, they wouldn’t even know your existence, you laughed in your mind.

You decided to plug in your earphones as you listen to their beautiful music. Their voices are so angelic and the beat is so relaxing.

Your palms are starting to get sweaty just by thinking of them.

You’re on the way to their fansign. This is your first time going to that event after a few years of being a fan. You always tried to get in a fansign before but getting picked isn’t easy at all.

Finally! after trying so hard for years, it’s happening now. You can’t help but smile just by thinking of it.

It’s really a blessing going to that kind of event where you can talk to them and touch them. But what’s making you nervous is their impression to you.

What will they think about you? Will they think you’re ugly?

What’s getting you more anxious is.. you don’t have a gift for them nor something to say.

You really wanted to say something that they will remember but your brain isn’t cooperating, you hated it so much. You groaned in frustration.

Your brain keeps telling you your usual kinky jokes but you don’t want them to know that you’re a hard stan that tweets about sucking their dicks, who else wants that?

You wanna be soft just for today. You wanna make them feel appreciated and loved. You just wanna make them comfortable.

What if this is the first and last fansign You’ll be going to? Who knows?

I guess, I just have to go with the flow of what happens later. You sighed.

After minutes of waiting, BTS is finally here.

You cannot hear screams that much, compared to a concert. You looked around and admired how calm the fans can be.

You saw so many cameras flashing held by the fansite noonas. You still can’t get over about fans being so calm as if this is a part of their daily lives.

While you.. you feel so nervous. Your knees are weak with your fast heartbeat.

You can’t even say a word, you’re so mesmerized by the beauty of the seven boys in front of you. Are they even real? Are you really that close to them? You cannot believe it, you don’t even know what you’re exactly feeling right now.

On the outside, you may look calm but you’re screaming so loud inside. You’re freaking out. Fuck. They are just so beautiful.

You took many photos as you can while waiting for your turn, you thanked yourself that you brought a mini-stabilizer because if you didn’t, pictures might be blurry because of your shaky hands.

You’re so nervous. You’re still thinking of what will you say to them. You wanted it to be perfect, but you cannot think of anything good.

Ugh.

They all look so beautiful with their pajama themed outfits. Their smiles captivating your heart.

While looking at them, they all look so soft interacting with fans, how could you tweet kinky things about them? They all looked so innocent. You chuckled a little bit.

You’re busy admiring them but suddenly, a fan poked you. “It’s our turn.”

You felt your heart beat so fast again. And you’re having a weird feeling in your stomach. Is this what they call, Butterflies in your stomach?

You kneeled down in front of Namjoon who’s sitting first. He smiled at you. “Hi!” You greeted him. “You look beautiful today.” You complimented.

He chuckled and said, “I should be the one saying that to you.”

You felt your cheeks heat up when he said those words. “Oh thank you.”

Passing the six boys, you were surprised that you talked with them casually without breaking down, of course you were nervous but you still managed to be calm. And that made you proud of yourself.

You thought that, that was the peak of your nervousness, but you just thought. Bitch, you thot!

You became more nervous as you’re already in front of your bias, Jungkook.

Your mouth opened as if you’re trying to say a word but you can’t find your voice.

He tilted his head while looking straight into your eyes.

“Hey.” He greeted you warmly with a smile. He signed your album quickly but he didn’t give it to you, instead he held your hands. You’re kinda anxious about it because you’re hands are sweaty, it’s such a turn off, right?

“Why aren’t you talking?”

“I-I.. uhm.. I’m sorry.” You stuttered. You cursed at yourself when you can’t even say a word properly. You really thought you can talk with Jungkook casually, but what happened was the other way round.

“For what?”

You took a deep breath before talking, you wanted to be quick because you know another fan is still gonna talk to Jungkook. “I wanted to give a gift to you and say something you will remember and cherish but..”

He laughed. “It’s okay! Your existence is a gift for me and I will cherish your presence always. Don’t worry.” His words made you wanna take him home, you love him so much, you cannot tell your emotions, but

You didn’t know, a tear already escaped from your eyes. You know he was lying. You know this is all just a fanservice.

You just wish that it’s true. Just a wish.

“Hey, don’t cry!” He wiped your tears and smiled at you. You didn’t want this to end. You wanna stop time, How can you love him that much? Can’t you just be casual with him?

“You are so perfect, I love you.” You told him.

“So are you.”

Your conversation ended too soon, but what can you do about it?

You sat back on your chair, still thinking of what just happened. Still processing if those really happened. If it was really real.

Your eyes widened as you remember him whispering something on your ear. “Read my note on your album.”

“Ohmygod.” You mumbled under your breath. Are you dreaming?

The fansign has already ended and you’re still thinking about what Jungkook wrote on your album.

It’s too good to be true. You don’t know what to do. You’re too nervous to think straight. You don’t know if he’s serious about him wanting you to hit him up.

He wrote a username on twitter and it says he wants you to message him. OhGod, you knew it. He has a private account, but you didn’t know that he’s your follower.

Is he really serious? What if it’s a scam? Dumb! Why would Jungkook scam you? Stupid bitch. You groaned as you talk to yourself.

“What should I do?” You keep on repeating that sentence but as the time passes, you still don’t know what to do.

You wanted to ask your twitter friends but Jungkook told you to make sure that nobody knows about it.

After an hour thinking about it, you already had the gut to message him. “Hi.”

“Meet me @ ____ hotel. be there in 30″ He replied quickly, ohmygod. Why does he want you to meet him? WhAT THE FUUUCK!!!

“Are you even real” Even if you know that Jungkook himself wrote that username, you still doubt it. You don’t know! Maybe you’re just overthinking.

“Of course, lol. I just wrote the username right? im waiting.” He then sends a picture of him that made you scream your lungs out, HE IS REAL! HE IS FUCKING REAL OHMYGOD SJDHWKFBHEF

You panicked. What should I wear? Dress? Jeans? Skirt? Shorts? Ohmygod. Or should i just go naked, OMG JOKE

You wanted to tweet the joke you thought, but Jungkook doesn’t want you to tweet about it.

You sat on the corner of your bed, Chill. Just wear what makes you comfortable. You tried to calm yourself down.

You decided to wear a plain white shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans with your white sneakers.

You took a deep breath as you knock on his door, you knocked so light that you’re not sure if he heard it.

You’re currently looking down on the floor but your eyes slowly made their way up as you heard the door opened. It was really him.

“See? I’m real.” He chuckled. He’s also wearing a plain white shirt, he looks so good, Holy fuck.

“Come in,”

He sat down on the bed and you don’t know what to do, you feel like you’re already glued on the floor, is this really happening?

You took a glance at him and you saw him patting the bed, signaling you to sit beside him.

You sat next to him and he opened the TV.

You’re so close to him that you can already smell his perfume, you liked his scent so much, basically everything about him.

You still can’t get over on how hot Jungkook looks with a simple white tshirt, everything fits him so well. You took a quick glance at him once again.

Damn, the tshirt looked to tight, you can see the fine lines on his chest. Your upper teeth pressed your lower lip as you saw his veiny arms. He isn’t even trying, why is he so hot?

Your eyes widened as you realize you were staring at him and you saw him smirked at you. “I-I.. uhm, it’s not what you think, ugh, omg sorry.” You tried to explain.

“It’s okay, I’m used to it. I read your tweets about my dick everynight, though,” He laughs

Your lips parted and your eyes widened in shock. Your heart just wants to go out of your ribcage and you felt all your blood coming up to your cheeks.

He came closer to you, “And most of it.. are true.” He whispered on your ear which gave you shivers down to your spine.

His hand went on the side of your face, he stroked and tilted your head in front of him. “Did you know how much you make me horny everynight? Hmm?”

You’re already shaking because of his words, and you cannot even look at him straight, you’re too nervous. You were praying so hard that he doesn’t see your tweets, but little did you know, he’s actually following you, you’re doomed.

“Babygirl, look at me.” He’s voice is lower than usual, it made your knees weak. He put his other hand on your left cheek, you can already feel his minty breath which made you wanna kiss his soft pinkish lips.

You looked at his dilated brown eyes, full of lust. “You make me so horny that I even got your notifs on.” He mumbled, getting closer and closer to you.

His lips met yours lightly, it made you want more but it isn’t going deeper. His hands made its way on your waist and your hand traveled on the back of his neck.

You felt heat rushing through your body, pulling him closer, and feeling his smirk between your kisses.

His hands then went inside of your shirt, you gasp as you felt his hand kneaded your chest letting his tongue explore every corner of your mouth.

His lips are so soft, it has a hint of mint that makes it taste better. His kisses are making you dizzy, completely unaware of what’s happening until you felt your back touched his soft bed.

He removed your shirt and pants leaving you in your underwear as you removed his shirt exposing his manly chest.

His kisses slowly went down on my jawline and his lips pressed on my neck, giving them sloppy kisses and leaving some marks. “Jungkook..” You moaned as he’s on your sweet sensitive spot, his lips’ and tongue’s movement makes you throw your head back.

His hands unclasped your bra with a quick work and played with it. He started biting your nipple and you couldn’t help but moan of the pleasure he is giving to you. “That’s right baby girl, moan my name louder.” He hissed

He left your breast swollen and you felt his lips moving downwards, again. He removed your panties with his teeth while looking straight up to your eyes.

“You’re so wet for me.” He moaned as he put his thumb on your clit and rubbing it in a circular motion. “Fuck, Jungkook..” You moaned as he replaced his thumb with his tongue.

He’s doing small kitten licks on your clit, literally teasing you, you moaned once more as you felt his smirk on your folds.

You stroked his hair, wanting for more pleasure. “Ahh, shit, stop teasing!” You groaned.

He then inserted his two fingers while kissing your folds, it feels so good as you feel a knot forming in your stomach. “Jungkook..” You shakily murmured. Your thighs feel so weak, you cannot stop your moans.

He is too good. You cursed under your breath. “I’m c-cumm--”

“Not yet baby girl.” He then pulled out his fingers and stopped eating you, you groaned and cursed out of your frustration. You were so close of cumming but he stopped, damn it.

He then stood up and commanded you something, “On your knees.” You obeyed him as you started stroking his shaft up and down, seeing his reaction and hearing his moans makes you wet even more, you used his pre-cum for your hands will glide easily.

“Fuck.” He groaned, the more he groaned, the more you got turned on. “Suck it. I’d like to see you doing what you wish on..” He let out a gasp before continuing “twitter, Y/N.”

You then licked the tip of his dick, slowly. You hear nothing but his moans and groans filling his rooms, you liked it alot. Before, you were just listening on fan made moan audios, but now you’re actually hearing it, from him, because of you.

He keeps on stroking you hair while throwing his head back because of the teasing pleasure you’re giving him. “Just fucking swallow it whole, Y/N.” He groaned. You knew he wasn’t too happy about you teasing him.

You finally swallowed it whole, slowly beginning to suck, as he grips your hair with his hand his breathing increasing a little. “You wanted to suck my dick so bad, right?”

He hissed. “You look so pretty with my dick around your mouth, baby.”

He was too big, you can feel his tip reaching your throat making you gag a little bit. You heard him moan as your gag made a vibration on his member. You could feel his little thrust in your mouth, your pace going faster and faster as his moans getting louder. His curses become hotter,

You know that he’s nearly coming but you weren’t expecting him to stop you. You wanted to ask why but you didn’t got the chance to talk as he kissed you roughly going back to the bed again.

“Are you a virgin?” He asks positioning himself in your entrance and you nodded yes. You can tell he was shocked but you couldn’t do anything about it, your tweets say it all, maybe that’s why he thought you’re not.

You heard him curse under his breath, giving his dick a couple of strokes before pushing into you. “I’ll be gentle.” He slowly pushed himself into you, you felt something tearing up in your middle as you let out a scream feeling the pain.

He kissed you again, but this time, it’s passionate and soft. “You are so beautiful, Y/N.” He said between the kisses and wiped your tears using his thumb.

He was flooding you with compliments, it feels so sincere.

Once you finally adjusted with his size, he gives you slow thrust at first, getting faster and faster, the pleasure replacing the pain you were feeling.

He tightened his grip on your waist to go deeper, you felt him twitch.

You didn’t expect to moan so loud, is this what they call g-spot? It feels so good than usual. “Ah, shit. Jungkook, th-there.” You almost screamed of the pleasure he’s giving to you, he kept on hitting the same spot even if his thrusts are going faster and faster.

The moans filled the room as you both know you were both reaching your climax. “I’m c-close, F-fuck.” He growled as he thrust more. “Me too,”

You felt your walls clench around his dick as he moaned about it being tight, the pleasure he’s giving to you feels like you’re in heaven, it’s too good to be true.

“I’m coming, ugh shit!”

“Come around me babe.” You couldn’t take it any longer so you already released it on him, he did a few thrusts and pulled it out on you and you felt a warm liquid dripping on your stomach, “You’re so good, damn.”

He kissed your forehead and went to the bathroom, he went back with a towel as he wiped your body clean. “I’m sorry.” You heard a different Jungkook talking to you, he sounded so soft and innocent than what he is earlier. He layed down next to you.

“It’s okay.. Uhm.. I’m sorry if I disrespected you on twitter. I’ll just deacti--”

“No, I actually like your account. It’s fine though.” He chuckled.

You sighed and gave him a smile. You tried to get up to get your clothes because you’re going home even if it hurts but, “Where are you going?” He asks.

“Home?” He held your hand and pulled you back on the bed. “Please, stay. It hurts right? You need to rest.”

He hugged you tight, you still can’t believe it’s happening. “Let’s stay like this.”

It’s been 4 years and a half since it happened, it’s the most beautiful moment in your life and you will cherish it forever. “Happy anniversary, Love.” He greeted you in the fansign. Where the two of you first met.

He stood up in his chair and walked towards you. Even if 4 years has already passed, you still feel the same butterflies in your stomach when you first saw him.

The sound of the fans screaming and the camera shutters more. You also saw the six boys screaming and clapping their hands, you didn’t expect that Jungkook will approach you like this in a fansign, you’re not used to many people looking at you.

He gave you a bouquet of flowers, and then gave a peck on your lips. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

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