#im running out of my antidepressants so i havent taken them in a few days

[life1tself]

im so overwhelmed with everything rn my brain is just “you could just kill yourself” and im like ok fair enough bro

[chainedtothedarkness]

22nd feb 2019 | 17:49

hhhhh ive been feeling really despaired these past few days and right now im really having ......a moment

ive been really achy lately and im nauseous and keep dry heaving and keep getting migraines and i think its in part due to the onset of my period (might start in the next 3-5 days) and in part due to me being stressed over the internship and stressed over whether or not to continue to a bachelor’s degree granted that the associate’s took me these past 4 years

but then i also havent taken my antidepressant in 3 days either because i’ve run out of them and i didnt want to ask my dad to take me to the pharmacy because hes had a lot of things to do these past mornings and i dont want to be burdensome so i guess that does contribute to why i feel this despaired and lonely and awful and sick

also less people have been talking to me these past few days too because everyone is busy and thats okay but i feel lonelier after hving been really chatty lately

i dont know. i feel awful and i kind of want to die i feel so Sick