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fallenandproud · 1 year

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fun fact, the breaking point that led me to finally cave and make this sideblog was watching youtube shorts and the algorithm decied to throw a TON of hazbin hotel / helluva boss stuff at me and one came up with Lucifer Charlie's dad just as like. one of those edits and THEN i scroll and THE NEXT ONE IS SOMEONE DRAWING THE FALL FROM HEAVEN and i decided right then and there that on top of my demon fixation coping mechanism i now am going to project heavily onto LUCIFER HIMSELF.

#aster.txt #exmo moment #religious trauma #ell oh ell #exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #ex cult #apostate #i really like hazbin hotel /helluva boss's worldbuilding though #its like the only media that depicts anything even remotely christian that i can actually handle without it fucking me up #i havent watched good omens yet but im sure that one will make me project all sorts of issues #ive been watching the good place and even that one sets me off sometimes #im too messed up for anything even vaguely remniscent of how i was raised #but anyway yeah hazbin hotel youtube edits made me realize i relate to lucifer himself #and ive been going through faith crisis shit for EVER but even just like a year or two ago if you told me that #id have been so wildly uncomfortable for various reasons #i think thats funny #my religious trauma is so funny sometimes #mmmmmm demons

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