#im tryinggg. this time of year is so hard. talking to people is so hard

[spacestorms]

i have Got to stop self isolating

[nicotinfrei]

long time no tag

THE LAST… 1. Drink: hot chocolate

2. Phone call: @indesindeed

3. Text message: @gammanumerix

4. Song you listened to: Party Tattoos - Dodie

5. Time you cried: like yesterday bc poetry is fucking beautiful

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Been cheated on: no

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. blue

13. pink

14. red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15. Made new friends: YES I LOVE YOU

16. Fallen out of love:

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but nothing super bad

19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your true friends are: kinda

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yuuup

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them

23. Do you have any pets: YES

24. Do you want to change your name: my nickname is good enough

25. What did you do for your last birthday: cry  and dinner with my friends

26. What time did you wake up: liike 8:30?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night:  poetry videos

28. Name something you cannot wait for: seeing MY BOYS later

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: this morning

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not constantly worrying about EVERYTHING

31. What are you listening to right now: dodie

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my grandma probably lol

34. Most visited website: youtube

35. Elementary: trying to be friends w everyone

36. High School: shitty place, good people

37. College/university: storytime: i almost died

38. Hair colour: bleach blonde

39. Long or short hair: long :/

40. Do you have a crush on someone: do squishes count?

41. What do you like about yourself: that i’m still trying

42. Piercings: i have 3 ear piercings?

43. Blood type: A+ just like everything else about me

44. Nickname: Nico, Nici, Snickers, Snuggles(/Struggles) , Juggles, Jugglebugs, and some other cheesy shit

45. Relationship status: im in a band

46. Zodiac sign: scorpio

47. Pronouns: 🍑

48. Favourite TV show: im not watching anything atm

49. Tattoos: nope

50. Right or left hand: right

FIRST… 51. Surgery: none

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: dancing

55. Vacation: mallorca, like the german tourist i am

56. Pair of trainers: baby blue converse

57. Eating: ?

58. Drinking: idk

59. I’m about to: cry

60. Listening to: still dodie for the 3rd time

61. Waiting for: the sun to come out

62. Want: to be held and feel safe

63. Get married: i think so

64. Career: first or what i want?

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: both hug

66. Lips or eyes: lips

67. Shorter or taller: nobody is shorter than me, but i love small people

68. Older or younger: younger

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idc

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: no? 

75. Drank hard liquor?: tried it but didnt really drink it

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: no

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex on first date: nooo

79. Broken someone’s heart: idk maybe yes

80. Had your heart broken: yes

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: idk

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: tryinggg

85. Miracles: maybe

86. Love at first sight: yes

87. Santa Claus: CHRISTKIND 4 EVER

88. Kiss on the first date: i’d prefer not to tbh, but whatever

89. Angels: IT IS ILLEGAL TO  ACKNOWLEDGE THE EXISTENCE OF ANGELS, ANGELS DO NOT EXIST; WELCOME TO NIGHTVALE

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: dont wanna choose

91. Eye colour: kinda green-ish blue-grey yellowy … stuff

92. Favourite movie: the virgin suicides probably

thank 4 tagging @gammanumerix i tag everyone who reads this