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jrueships 2 years
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OK so there's a vid on YouTube of one of gup n greens ig lives so imma watch it then take down note quotes of the things they said, mainly 4 me cus it's a long af video n ion wanna have 2 watch it over n over just for some inspo so 馃. here we go p1 prolly. Included emojis bcs i need 2 remember the tones aswell. OH yea here's the video if yall wanna check it out
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We at the start of the vid n shit already bumpin let's see
Green, smiling: -talk to me on live- just talk normal... it's not- (cute??)
Gup: *rolls eyes & moves camera away* talk to you? i talk to you like this 24/7-[ immediately changes topic ] HEY GUYS 馃槃!! UMM..馃樈 who wants to know where jalen green goin to school (college) 馃槇馃槇 <- is literally willing to leak greens college decision all bcs he's got called out?? i'm finna leave my liv-JALEN'S live & start mine. im boutta leak this information, HEYYY 馃お馃お (she's so craaazzy!! LOVE her 馃槤)
Green: 馃槅 haha ! I Could Do The Same For (to) You 馃槓.
Gup: hmmmm 馃槕
Green: hmmm <3
Gup destroys the mic here
Gup asks green why he doesn't put on a jersey and green says he never does. Gup goes SHEESH my BAD 馃檮
Then Green tries showing gup his lil chin pubes 'ay it's comin in crazy >:) ?' Gup, instead of complimenting greens babyhairs, proceeds to check out n show up his own chin hairs. Green laughs at it then disapproves the growth " it's not it bro 馃槓"
- 1:38 Green: we gotta lotta people in here
Gup: dude these are all YOUR people bro
Green: i had 2000 you brought a 1000
Gup: AYYYYY i brought a THOOOUSAAAND :D!! AYYYY (green laughs) (someone in chat mentions how green stay chewin on smthin, he chewin on a Gatorade cap ring thingy u see on milk cartons. He agrees. Then gup n green wonder who the chat givin heart eyes to)
- 2:21 Green gets trolled and gup shows off his legs to the camera?? He zooms in on the shoes he's wearing IN bed wtf? Oh hell nah but anyways they're the shoes jalen wanted to get
Green: 馃ぃ I hate you. I really do 馃槀馃槀 you know that ? thats why im BOUT to get em- eh- i don't. i don't really care 馃槖.
Gup, still flexing in the shoes jalen doesn't have: i WANT you to have em!!
Green: i WANT you to get them FOR me. i want you to just give me the ones off your Feet. How Bout That 馃槇?
Gup: well come TAKE them then ! how THAT sound 馃樇馃樇 ?
Green, laughing: you don't gotta say No more!! My- (Gup: come take em!) Visit to -("come take them!!!") my VISIT to LAs comin up!
Gup: come take them !!!!!!
Green: aight, WEAR EM, wear em when i come out there ! (Gup: easy call) easy call 馃え ?
Gup: i'll WALK WITTHEM in my HANDS.
Green: and then they'll gonna be GONE !
Gup: *blows his lips or smthing idk what the hell he just did here but the topic has been changed from whatever THAT was*
- 3:06 jalen does a weird little dance move??
Green: you like that ?-
Gup, immediately: nah. Nah idk what that was bro 馃槀
Green: 馃槶
Gup: don't- don't do that again 馃樄
Green, not laughing anymore: WHAT 馃え??
Gup: i SAID don't do it AGAIN what you Talkin about 馃樄 ?
Green: 馃槓.... 馃槧 bro im tired of you talkin crazy bro. bruh im not gonna lie to you.
Gup goes uhhuhh yeahhh suree in the middle of this threat ^
Green: you're gonna FIX that, you Understand Me ? (Gup talking over him) now LISTEN- now LISTEN
Gup: you know where i be !!!
Green: WHERE 馃え??? at HOME 馃え馃え??? inSIDE???
Gup: insidee !!
Green: yeah ._.
Gup: inSIDE !!
Green: ok so what's your point.
Gup: idk (this incites more talking over each other)
Gup: yeayeayea- just SHUT UP talkin rn 馃槖馃槖
Green: i think that's when you shut your mouth right (????)
Gup: wai- who you TALKIN to 馃槯
Gup: bro ill BEEF with you in PERSON too >:]
Green: you love i-you LOVE to just BEEF on instagram !! (gup to someone in chat: HEYYY MARIAAAHHH (lmao??))
Bro the amount of times Green has been interrupted here n its literally the start of the live 馃槶 anyways GREEN, reiterating: isn't that what you like to do
Green: nah cus we're onna phone-
Gup: -BRO CMON BRO WE FINNA FLIP THE SWITCH 馃槇馃槇 . it's BEEF that's what we doin now YESSIRRR it's BEEF now
Green: bro, literally i Hate you 馃槀馃槀
they then try solving the mystery of who the chat is sending heart eyes to. Again. Then Green asks Gup to ask some clothes designer for some clothes for himself. Gup rolls his eyes and tells him to be independent.
- 5:05 gup bullies kyree (walker i assume that one guy that's been in highschool for like 10 years) and tells him to shut up lmao
Green, laughin n joinin in: kyree get out the liiive 馃ぃ馃ぃ
Gup: LEAVE kyree GET OUT !! Get out 馃樄馃樄
Green: why are you innn here
Gup: bro im just playin with you bro :( ... no im Dead serious i never wanna see you in my live Again.
They bully more ppl together. Kyree tells them he hates both of em. Green does his lil dance thing again & gup asks what it is. Some NLE Choppa move. He tells gup to check it out. Gup says he won't because that means he gotta check it out then. I get understand that logic on a lazy level
- 7:50 they start showing off their lotions here??? Idk why? Chat makes fun of them for having lotion by the bed? Green points out a girl's comment n Gup asks if it's a good comment or a bad one in which he'll have to violate lmao?? Green says it's good. Jalen regrets the lotion cameo.
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cursed-princess-club 2 years
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For the ship bingo! (I'm thefreakishmuffin btw).
Thoughts on Prez/Whitney, Prez/Asa, and Whitney/Frederick?
Hoping I don't offend anyone with this 馃檹 HERE IT GOES
Prez/Whitney
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(Ooh almost got a bingo with that one) I'm very on the fence about Whipernia but I'd be content with any outcome of their relationship :0 (consider: one-sided pining) Definitely wanna see how it plays out (especially after this week's ep), and I think leaving everything ambiguous for them would be the best. Oh yeah they both probably have a lot of issues they need to work out too. BUT. HOWEVER. THEIR AESTHETIC IS EVERYTHING. This REALLY could go either way for me because these two are such an interesting combo and not to mention they have their moments :D
Prez/Asa
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If Asa had more development I think I'd be more certain for this one. I also really liked the idea that Prez just had deep feelings of admiration for Asa! (I will be holding on to that aro/ace Prez headcanon as long as I can) Prez ships are mostly just a wait-and-see for me lol
Whitney/Frederick
I'm a firm believer with this one strictly as friends because they really just have that mentor and mentee relationship to me, y'know?(plus frederick's like 17) Also. The running gag where Frederick says something about camping out with Whitney and the others just hear this and go 馃憗馃憗 lmao
Whitney was technically Frederick's first friend that his father didn't choose for him and I think that's very important :]
thank you for hearing out my potentially controversial opinions: I'm always open to new ideas though and I could probably be swayed by something like a monologue for the character :D
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srslysierraa 2 years
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May I request a Monty Gator X Fem!Animatronic!Reader one shot? Reader is an animal animatronic like Freddy and the gang but she鈥檚 not apart of the band, she鈥檚 a first aid animatronic that hangs near entertainment and helps children who get injuries like a school nurse. Monty and her are really close and Monty is super nice to her. During the night Monty catches her patching Gregory up and helping Freddy and gets jealous, taking his anger out on her? Thank you :)
Heart Shaped Bandaids.
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Prompt ;; the news of you being in a particular friendship with Monty either always flew over people's heads or make them quite surprised, though it doesn't really mean anything bad. Moreso that the news really wasn't something anyone expected. Still, people supported you two either way, calling you "a good influence" for Montgomery's more... Hardcore.. personality. But old habits die hard, so what'll you do when he suddenly lashes out?
Type ;; angst if you squint.
Char. Involved ;; Montgomery Gator, Gregory, GL Freddy.
A/N ;; I'm gonna be honest I'm not a fan with how i wrote this but uh, more monty content hooray! Also this is very very long and i am so sorry for that.
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"Aaaand there!" You exclaimed as you softly put a little smiley bandaid on a small boy's knee, as he tries his best to keep quiet and hold in the little soft sobs that thankfully has tired down a bit ever since he got his injury. It was almost time for the concert, and yet while running to the main stage, he accidentally slipped on a puddle of fizzyfaz that you assumed some other random kid dropped, resulting in this small incident. "Your knee should be just fine now, you're a strong boy, you'll be fine! Don't worry, alright?"
The kid nods his head, though small tears pricked at his waterline as it threatened to fall, to appease it you simply reached into a small pocket on the medkit that you're holding, grabbing a chocolate bar for him. "Here, a reward for being so brave! Now, Freddy and his friends are gonna perform soon. You don't wanna miss that don't you? I'll take you to your parents and then you guys will watch the performance together, but you have to promise me that you'll be careful from now on. Deal?" "Okay..."
And just like that, hand in hand - or, well, hand in paw is more fitting, you guide him all the way to the front of the stage where you see his parents. They were thankful despite you just doing your job, the mom scolded her son a bit for falling, but you assured her that that's just a normal thing kids do. Soon enough you left, and yet you can't shake the feeling of a gaze lingering on your back as you walked away.
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"Thank you for coming and we hope you had a fantastic night, we'll see you all again tomorrow."
As rows of people walk out the door, you can't help but wave goodbye to the kids you've helped today, wishing them a safe drive home and hoping to see them again some other day. The sounds of cogs and mechanical parts inside you generated something almost like a sigh, as you finally walked to your greenroom. It's not as big as Freddy and the others, in fact, it's less of a greenroom and more of a small resting room, maybe even a clinic.
You set down the medkit and had the intent to recharge for the time being, but that plan was thrown out of the window when your door busted open with no warning whatsoever. "(Y/N)! There you are!" The loud noise echoed on the now empty hallways, yet even without turning to look, it's obvious who the sudden visitor is. "Montgomery? Aren't you supposed to recharge by now?" But your question was met with a rather soft laugh, a pretty rare occurrence considering the type of animatronic doing it.
"Yeah, well, i still have some energy left, plus rechargin' takes so goddamn long. Would rather just do that later." He spoke out, taking a stand near one of your desks. Though something seemed to went through his mind considering the way he immediately stopped halfway while fixing his shades.
"Wait, were ya boutta recharge? Ah, shit, well imma just talk to ya later. Sorry for interruptin'-" "No, no." You stopped him as he was about to walk out, grabbing his arm to pull him back into the room. Something that not a lot of people outside the Pizzaplex know is that this particular alligator has some massive ego, so you'd know how it is. "You can stay, I was about to recharge but that's only because i have nothing else to do. I still have a good amount of energy left!"
It was a slight detail, but you're sure you saw his tail wagging ever so slightly. Monty probably tried to hide it in order to look like he's keeping his cool. "Oh that's cool! Uh, wanna go around the Pizzaplex? I can show you just how great my new claws are!" Hands out for you to have a good look at his newly planted claws, one that you remembered vividly used to be on Bonnie's hands instead. You didn't speak about it, and only looked back up at the gator.
"You already got us in enough trouble the last time you wreck around the place, or did you forget already?" Hearing your response, he only whined like a kid being annoyed at his mom's lectures, and you probably would smile greatly if your expressions weren't limited thanks to your metal faceplates. "Besides, it's been a while since you practiced the bass, i reckon you haven't even memorized the new songs you need to play for the new kid's birthday party in two weeks."
The green gator didn't seem to listen to what you had to say, looking up to the ceiling as he fiddles with his sharp claws in disinterest. You didn't even hesitate to hit him lightly over his head, make him instinctually let out an 'ow', perhaps that was a bit rash of you, especially how lucky you are with the fact that he has a particular liking towards you. Not that you know that is, but it might as well saved your endoskeleton from Monty's usually unmerciful jaws.
"'ight fine, fine, whatever I'll work on that later!" He squeezed out from his voicebox, grabbing your hand away from his face in fear that you'll continue your antics. By the end of it all you two hanged around your place, Monty being adamant about you not being in his room. He did at one point went back to grab his bass though, it didn't take much more than just you entertaining his idea that he is the best bass player there is. Not like you know any other bass players other than a few kids that sometimes takes a try at Monty's bass when his green room was open and functional.
The time spent with him was pleasant, it was chatter on the most part, and at one point the alligator looking animatronic had accidentally dropped everything on one of the shelves, leaving him just awkwardly standing there. You reassure him it was alright in the end when he frantically picked 'em up only for the things to fall immediately out of his arms, you didn't get to see this side of him that much, and you might even dare to say that it was quite adorable.
You sincerely do hope that every moment can always be like this with him.
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"What in the world..."
What you saw in front of you was unlike anything you've seen in the Pizzaplex, Freddy with a hand on his stomach practically limping as a human child tries to give what support it can. Seeing you emerge, the little human took a stance. Bandaid on his face and small cuts snd bruises on his arms and legs. "Stay back!" It was loud, fearless if only you didn't see the slight quiver in his eyes.
"What happened?!" You exclaimed, your tail wrapping on one of your legs to prevent it from slowing you down, jogging to go help Freddy. But the last thing you expected was a bright flash of light to be banged against your programming, and the last thing you registered for a moment was a fazcam being pointed at you. You can hear a slight shuffle, most likely from Freddy as he scolds the kid who's name supposedly is 'Gregory'.
A few seconds of blindness set in as you covered your eyes with your hands, only to feel another hand by your shoulder, a metal one, and presumably belonging to the bear of the show himself. "I apologize sincerely for that..." His voice is shaky, glitching ever so often. When your eyesight returned it took around a good 5 seconds for it to be functioning like normal, light going into your eyes slowly as you rescan your surroundings. "Freddy! She could be crazy too!" The kid shouted, seemingly keeping a safe distance from you.
"Gregory, give her a chance," Freddy stepped in, and that's when it dawned on you. The STAFF bots were somehow more strict, covering the whole floor and building. Chica and Roxy are currently running around who knows where, seemingly more aggressive. And Monty? Who knows where he is. "Are you alright?" The mascot asked, and the worry hits you again like a steamboat.
"No, Freddy, are YOU alright?!"
Your first instinct was to do a scan on Freddy, trying to see if any of his engines or even worse, his endoskeleton faulty in anyway. "I... Could be better... But unfortunately i cannot do anything at the moment, not until i can put Gregory to safety." It didn't take long for you to follow his line of sight, going back to the little kid who's now hiding behind Freddy's big body. You once again scanned the surrounding, thankfully there's not much things to worry about since you didn't see any of the band members in sight. At least that's what you thought anyway.
"We need to get the both of you fixed." The gears turning as you go back to standing upright, helping Freddy walk in order for him not to be limping. "Wait." That stopped you in your tracks, looking back at the bear with curiosity. "Gregory... Isn't safe." He forced out, and the little human only fiddled with his fingers. Seeing his nervous state you were only able to give him your hand, hoping that he would finally trust you. "Thanks, Gregory." "Mm, let's just get this over with.."
Your plan is to bring Gregory and Freddy to your room, patching Gregory up just enough so you and him both can help Freddy reach Parts and Service. Unbeknownst to you however, a certain alligator had been lurking in the shadows. Jealousy bubbling in a way that he didn't know could even effect machinery, he was this close to getting the little brat too, and yet you saved him. Why? Weren't you on his side? Why are you working with them? You should've worked with him. Yes, you should've.
His system hotwired and he sees purple, claws out and itching to destroy anything in his path. Why is he feeling like this? A virus perhaps? Well, he isn't going to fight it, it's been a while since he felt like this, and exhilarating would be an understatement to what he's experiencing.
So he followed, for once in his mechanical existence he actually tries to be quiet. Tailing you around like a predator with it's prey. God his system almost overheated when he saw you brought the Main singer and a random kid inside what's supposed to be your hangout place with him, it took absolutely whatever willpower is coded into his AI for him not to completely wreck everything at that very moment. You might even hear his hand casing crack due to how hard he's been clenching his fist.
The gator kept he steps low, and on the other hand you were in your room trying to patch up Gregory as fast and as efficiently as you possibly could. Bandaid on hand and some alcohol swab was what it takes to mostly finish the job, with the kid wincing every so often in order not to make any noise. "There, now your legs and arms should feel way better." You told Gregory, yet Freddy seemed to feel obligated to answer.
"Thank you, Starlight." "Mhm! Thanks ms.(Yn)!" "Yes, thank you so fuckin' much, (Y/n)."
The moment you heard the growl accompanying the uninvited source of voice, you immediately turned your head. A thud had also rung in the room from Gregory immediately and frantically getting off the bed he was sitting on when you attended to him, fleeing to find shelter next to Freddy. Monty on the other hand, though seemed calm enough to stand by the doorway, had already froze all the tension in the room.
Freddy is trying his best to hide Gregory behind him, considering he's too messed up to have him in his little hatch. "Oh, didn't thought I'd see the big guy 'imself here." Hostility dripping from every word being uttered, as he slowly looks your way. "Didn't know yer havin' a party. Without me too? Damn, for a second there i thought we were close."
You're not sure what happened to him, you're not even sure if he's in the right mind to talk at the moment. Yet hands in front of you as you faced him is the first thing you thought of doing, hoping it'll calm him down. "What? No, Montgomery listen. Something happened to Freddy and for some reason a kid is here even when it's after hours. He was hurt so i patched him up, that's all."
A snicker left him as he listened to your explanation, nothing changed though and his hostility only gets worse as time passes. Slowly walking towards the beat up glitching Freddy, using everything in his power to protect the human. "Monty," The bear kept his eyesight with the gator's, not showing any will of backing out. "Look at ya, all beaten up." The howls of laughter was enough to get you on your toes next to Freddy, just in case. "What's the sour look for? I'm just tryin' to get this kid back. The bear can barely even keep himself together." "I don't wanna go with you."
The tension now is practically choking you, you know Monty would never attack anyone. Yet the heavy feeling in your Ai can't help but think of the worse. Freddy can barely protect himself if Monty goes rogue, and Gregory wouldn't be able to get away with how small this room is, not to mention how he's backed up into a corner. "Monty," you called out. You thought at the very least you could do was to stall him enough so Gregory can get Freddy away from here. So you used your finger to secretly signal him to move soon.
"Monty let's just, talk outside, alright?" "Shut up." He barely even took a second to think about a response, didn't even bother to look at you when he said it. "Shut the fuck up and leave." And maybe you should've listened, because when you tried to get a hold of him the second time, a metal slashing noise cut you off quite literally and figuratively as you tried to dodge. Thankfully he only managed to harm your arm by creating a bad dent and tear to the point where a few of the wires within got snagged and slashed. In result you can barely move your right arm.
However that obviously still left you and Freddy in shock to the point where you barely noticed how Monty continued to stomp his way to Gregory. "Gregory, run!" The bear yelled, but Monty only laughs wholeheartedly. Seeing as you can barely talk senses into him, you can only attempt to take away his glasses. Allowing Gregory to use the fazcam against him and escape.
The next bit was something you never thought you'll ever do, purposely kicking the back of one of Monty's leg hard enough that you can gain the chance to hit him with something and grab his shades while you're at it. Without your right arm being anything but functional however, this is absolutely way harder than you imagined. "GREGORY, YOUR FAZCAM!" is the last thing you remembered saying once you successfully got Monty's shades away from him, no longer able to shield his eyes. Freddy grabbed the kid up with his hand, running as fast as he could when Gregory snapped his novelty camera at the green animatronic's face.
Sadly you might've also forgot to look away when that happened, once again blinded by the sudden flashing light going against your system. It's only when the 5 seconds past and you got your vision back did you realize how messed up your room is, and not to mention the gator grabbing you by the neck with his claws threatening to cut every wire within it. And assuming he did that, then there's no way for you to get out of this situation. No plan can save you at this point.
"You fuckin' dipshit." The growl was clear with how enraged it sounded, looking at you with his hand that could end you at anytime. Even now you're not sure what happened to him. "I almost had him, why the fuck would you do that?!" It didn't matter what his problem is now though, you only hope Gregory is okay under Freddy's care, at least that way you know you helped him somehow. "Answer or I'll fucking cut you off right now, I'm not fucking around (Y/n)." "You'd do that?" It's a question you wanted to ask, and for some reason it caught Monty himself off guard. "Why wouldn't i, so you can go back to that damned bear?" He laughed. Yet, something feels off, it wasn't like the previous ones, it felt.. forced.
You're not sure what to say, more or less you've done so much with so little information. Why did Monty even go after Freddy and Gregory? Why was he so angry? Did you do something wrong? "Fuck," the next thing you know the hand dangerously wrapped around your neck was gone, replaced with a harsh banging sound right next to your head. You almost thought you were smashed to pieces.
"Montgomery?" His left hand casing almost shattered, cracks forming on the bottom part of his hand. He didn't look at ruthless suddenly, just angry. Only angry. "Why did you fucking helped him." "He needed help." "You could've just fucking brought him to parts and service!" "I was about to do that, after helping the kid." It's almost as if the room's broken state snapped him out of it just enough to realize what he did to your arm, eyeing it intensely. He frowned, still angry of course, but also angry at himself. "Why did you do that," sadly Monty only scowled, walking away from your room and presumably going to find Freddy again.
This got you a bit more angry, as you took a grip on him using your left arm, aka the only functional arm you have. "Keep holding and you might even lose another arm for free." "I wouldn't mind, just don't go looking for Freddy, and i might let go." "He must be a swell guy, eh? You hang around often or something that you'd even lose both your arms for him?" Sarcasm has never been any clearer with the way he said those words. An obvious scoff when he finished. "Ironically you're the guy i look forward talking to the most, but if that's how you wanna see it."
Slowly you let go, tone still and unchanging. You made sure to let him know you're not open on negotiation, looking back at him just as fiercely as he did when he stared at you. He didn't even apologize when he left, and never have you ever been so thankful that Animatronics didn't have the ability to cry.
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It's been a few days since that incident. The higher-ups have made sure not to let Monty be around you again once they realized the damage that has resulted. They fixed you thankfully, giving you a new and smoother arm. You also talked to Freddy a bit regarding Gregory and thank God it turns out that he's okay and already went home, wherever that may be.
Things have gone to normal, well except one thing that is. Walking past Monty Golf or even his greenroom had never been so hard, you had to focus on the kids you're currently leading to your room for a checkup everytime you walk by. Sometimes you can hear the angry tantrums of Monty's, sometimes it's as quiet as ever. Either way it always felt like you're about to short circuit when you're passing.
It's not until two weeks later did you actually had to see eachother again. He was rented by a family who's child is having a birthday party, with Monty performing the kid's favorite song on his bass. It sounded great, almost like he's been practicing for these past two weeks. Did he actually listen to you for once? That thought was cut short when you heard the little "ouch" coming from the birthday kid, who's hand accidentally got too close to the lit up candles on his cake.
"Here," you softly told him, pulling out a bandaid from your medkit and a piece of candy as a reward. Once you're done patching him up, you moved to the side again. But Chica pulled you away before you could even think, just to finally explain what happened that night and how it affected everyone except Freddy and one side of the Daycare attendant. It was... A weird explanation, but you're happy that you finally understood the situation nonetheless.
Apparently she felt bad with how you and Monty haven't been talking, saying that Roxy thinks it's better to just let you and the gator work it out but Chica stubbornly thinks that neither you or Montgomery would be making the first move. And she's right. "What's this?" Suddenly in your hand is a scrunched up paper given by the band member Chica himself. "It's a letter from Monty! I told him to write one to you- well, more like i forced him to- but hey! It worked! Ah his hand writing is a bit messy though, he really needs to fix that.. But i can read it aloud for you if you want!"
And she was not kidding, if only you haven't read a little toddler's handwriting all the time, there is no way for you to actually understand the letter. But thankfully you do deal with toddlers and the likes a lot, so reading a letter this messy shouldn't be a big deal. "No thanks Chica, i can still read it thankfully." "Oh that's great! Uh, if he says anything bad in that letter go ahead and tell me, I'll deal with him on your behalf!" You nod and bid her goodbye, going to a place not too far off just to have time and read the letter. You can practically feel Monty's eyes scanning you as you take in every word, nervousness evident across his eyes.
You can't even lie when you said that the letter elicited a few soft laughs from you, with the the last few lines catching your eyes the most.
'Still, i was kinda an idiot. Well still am but you now know what i mean. I wanted to talk to you about it but i was afraid nervous that you would'nt like it, so chica just told me to wrote you write you a letter and she'll give it to you. The staff don't like us talking anymore so i thought you could just come to my green room after this. It's a bit messy but I'll try fixing that maybe. Also something got stuck on me when you threw shit stuff at me, i hope you don't mind me sticking it on here.'
And right next to it, was a heart shaped bandaid.
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Well i broke the fast after 31 hrs. Shark week started in the middle of job #2 today and i was feeling like shit so I had a protein bar. Still neagative today so I feel okay I guess. Planning to try and fast again tommorow and part of Thursday and then have a cheat day Thursday to prevent binging. I have to go get my glasses fixed after work that day which will me right by a pita junge and a Starbucks so imma boutta to have a good sandwich, yummy coffee and probably pick up some goldfish and an m&m cookie from work too to make it a proper cheat meal. I know the whole dont reward yourself with food thing but like Im looking forward to it and hopefully it can keep me on track until then. After that Ill either keep fasting or heavily restrict for the rest of the week.
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itsjustnateagain 7 years
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I'm boutta drop this Calculus course 馃槾, and I'm probably gonna risk it w this Bio class but I need an A on my next exam and Final, idk I'm sick 馃. I studied mad hard for the last exam and still got a 67 curved. I was mad confident too. How the hell imma pass a whole final exam with an A 馃槖. "If you set your mind to it" my ass. This just some bullshit I don't understand why they triple the difficulty with irrelevant what ifs and test you on minor details I know for a fact won't be relevant even if I was a Bio or med major. And they never go over it too 馃檮.i know its college now and supposed to be harder but it's still a shitty education system where we are taught to test well instead of learning. Like my better past teachers that I KNOW truly cared at least always went over the test and tried to make sure we learned something also while giving a small opportunity to make corrections and fix our class grades. But nah you get one chance to be a dumbass or genius and that's it if you suck at it, you can take the course again for a couple thousand tho and another few months of wasted time and a bunch of anxiety and stress馃檭馃檭馃檭. 馃檮 but whatever it's college now, it's mostly on me I guess and I knew what I was signing up for for the most part... This is mostly irrational anger. This was gonna be one of those posts I've been saving and writing in drafts to rant as an outlet but imma post this sorry for spamming 馃檭
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