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#in so much pain every single time
lifemod17 · 9 months
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No because we are not talking about Take Aim enough!!!
That shit is so sad bro, but Ves makes it sound so pretty?? And then you got ii casually murdering the drums with his signature sound and pattern that scratches your brain in the best way?!
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thranduel · 9 months
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You're right. I can be better than him.
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xhanisai · 2 months
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I think one of the main reasons why I don't go out of my way to follow a lot of people on socials even if I think their art is amazing is because at least half the time, they're shitting on the canon source material and act very big-headed. It happens too often.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year
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[[from incognito-lionbeast]] i spent way too much time on this & don’t think about anything in this pic too hard, but I brought melon & an umbrella to the pool party. ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
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YES!!! Another one joins the pool party!!!🍉 🌊🌴
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jorvikzelda · 3 months
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i, chronic migraine sufferer, when i dont have a migraine for a couple days will go. wow i think i am fixed now and will never have a migraine again :) and then i get a migraine and i go >:O however could this happen to me!!! nobody could see this coming!! least of all me!!
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broodygaming · 3 months
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rewatching she-ra again while I draw and and and omfg
In S5 when Wrong Hordak (never not funny) asks Entrapta about her "facial tic" and she IMMEDIATELY just explains to him what it is - a wink - what it's called and how it's used and THEN gives him encouragement to try it out so he understands it better and feels more confident??
My. Fucking. Heart. neurodivergent ppl looking out for neurodivergent ppl and showcasing EXACTLY how to just not be a dick to people who don't get social cues. It's not our fault. It's not personal. It's not us trying to be difficult. We just don't get it. Explain it, give an example, a safe place to practice it and boom, logged and loaded.
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thebirdandhersong · 7 months
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on the bright side:
I'm almost done studying for one of my November midterms, thank God!
my friend introduced me to Penny and Sparrow and I've been listening to them a lot today
am holding Wendy Cope's "The Orange" like an orange in my cardigan pocket
just started Frederick Buechner's Telling the Truth and it is BRILLIANT, my friends
listened to the Field Guide and Lizzy McAlpine cover of Coldplay's Yellow today and I am simply... obsessed
people are trickling back into the dorm after reading week and it is so good to hear more laughter around the table!!
I think efforts toward community cultivating have been super successful, thanks be to God. I set up a prayer wall and people are actually using it! We continue to do Sunday night worship and nightly psalm readings! People are actually taking advantage of the open invitation to come by for tea and a cookie and a chat, which I have been WAITING since last year to happen!
came back from Hadestown on Friday even more convinced that no love is ever wasted, and that was a huge comfort to me.
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k9catastrophe · 2 months
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hey therians who force themselves to do quads every single time they feel like they can, time and time again, i love you, take a break. make a snack. watch a movie. then maybe you can go do it again. maybe.
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angellurgy · 2 months
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#AAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUCK#CONDTANT UNENDING SILENT SCREAMING#NO WORDS BUT FORCED TO UNDERSTAND STILL UNESCAPABLE I CANT I CANT I CANT#ill never be anything ill never be anything ill never be anything at all to any of you#too fucking tired to go out of the house for so long no way to stop being tired its all wearing down on me like a fucking curse. too much#CANT CANT CANT take 10 more days of this waiting itll just go back to normal after#TRIED TO LIVE BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHAT IS THERE EVEN FOR ME NO LOVE NO CARE NO IMPORTANCE NO PLACE#FADING MEMORY REMNANTS OF MY SOUL DRIPPING OUT OF MY HEAD LIKE A GUTTER. NO ONE WILL REMEMBER. EVEN I CANT.#AAAAAAAAAAA rotrotrotrotrotrotrotrotrot wish i just had a fucking dad to hold me wish i had a brother to show me the loving care noone will#please. llease. please. nothing left nothing left everyone wants me less with every single post but icant stop#cooped up inside. tumblrs knly good when you have a life outside of it. i cant fight it tho bc of this fucking EXHAUSTION#caused by the emotional pain and exclusion. eternal loop. let me.out#NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ANYONE BUT THE FEW WHO CANT HELP. THE FEW WHO CANT MAKE MY SITUATION BETTER. I JUST WANT A GROUP.#I KNOW COMMUNITY ISNT REAL BUT I FUCKING WANT SOMETHING. PLEASE#LET ME OUT. GIVE ME LIFE. INSTEAD OF THIS CONSTANT FUCKING VOID GROWING BLACK MOLD ON THE CREVICES OF MY SKULL#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nothing is giving me life right now i want sometbing i cant create anything i dont wanna die but i have no choice#FIGHT THROUGH THE TIREDNESS WALK INTO THE FOREST IN THE NIGHT AND ROT.#SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME#WOULDNT BE THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN CLOSE TO IT. LEAST I CAN GO ALL THE WAY. GOD WHY DO I TRY. I WANT TO TRY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TRY FOR.#NO OTHER CHOICE.
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babyfairy · 10 months
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i need more friends
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marymekpop · 1 year
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I must have liked him. I must have liked him a lot, Yeong-ju.
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lucyvaleheart · 2 months
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thegreatestheaver · 3 months
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planning courses for the next semester is not for the weak
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ichigosoju · 15 days
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crippling-disgust · 2 months
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every day of my life last five years i've spent pretending to be normal, looked everyone in the eye hiding the guilt and the shame and the depth of my depravity, covering hideous tendencies with a thick veil of well-woven lies, a façade so reliable and solid that i believed it myself. i decided it's a part of me, that there is nothing behind that veil, below that carpet, i may as well lean on it and feel the coarse texture of plaster on the wall, rest my head and sense the cold ceramic tiles coating the floor. and i do. and they bear my weight loyally, sometimes slightly bending under the pressure, if the temperature's jumping and the underground waters play with the house's foundation. i feel almost safe in my sanity, protected, unstained. but every once in a while comes the fearful kiss from reality, red lines crawl out of my carpet, as the wall i'm clawing at dissipates under my nails — showing the fridge filled with heads, hands and black goo everywhere, puppets of various degrees of obscenity, sweaty towels, shards of broken 8 balls, hung plushies, char left from someone's burned grandmother and a taxidermized old man, bits of robots with blood still pouring from their pipe branches, piles upon piles of corpses, yet another head in a microwave... and so much more things i couldn't bear to stop my gaze on.
all these things are stuck in my mind. all of them are always in my mind, no matter how hard i try to ignore them.
and the worst thing, is that i am
i myself am
...i am, too, homestu--
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cuteniaarts · 2 months
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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl
17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019
#my art#artists on tumblr#I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already#I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that#exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together#not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know#and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again#I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly#instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her#feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time#well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system#and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her#and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result#but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind#which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever#never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor#but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself#she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret#there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end#even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again#I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing#it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day#she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much#when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was#well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed#I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home#and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me#spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure#and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes
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