#inc3$t vent

[wolftheawoo]

People who have never suffered from SA, who have never been r@ped by their own father, who did not develop hypersexuality because of abuse, they will never understand the corrosive desire for it to happen again. They will never understand the desire to be fucked hard and in the most degrading way you can imagine. Because you feel that in the end you deserve it. You deserved everything that happened. And your body now wants sex more than anything. It doesn't get into their tiny little heads that trauma isn't just about you feeling disgusted and rejecting all types of touch or affection after being abused. Trauma is also you becoming a little whore who would do anything to forget, including putting yourself in risky situations because either you forget, or you kill yourself in the process and either one is fine.

Yes, I consume proship content and it helps with my traumas. Yes, I know it's wrong for these things to happen in real life. They happened to me. I know. Now can you stick a firecracker up your ass and just explode?

[only-angels-have-wings]

im back again ! i wanna remind new people my blog can be really triggering and maybe even gross . i dont have any limits to what i post and it can be sexual , triggering , disturbing or scary .

examples ↓

i can post about necrophilia ! not a shock if you've seen my intro ( which i HIGHLY . recommended checking out before interacting with me )

i can post about shed ! again , mentioned in my intro

i can post about triggering vent topics such as $@ and homicidal thoughts , i do have bpd so this can be often

i can post about sexual topics that can be disgusting or triggering to others like gunplay , knifeplay , conabuse , potential cnc , @g3pl@y and inc3$t .

after learning this , if it upsets you , please block me . hating or telling me to kms or anything else doesnt affect me ive been online since 2012 i can handle it . it will just get you blocked cus i dont have time . remember , i dont post for you , i post for me and the two women who agree with me plus the gay guy in the back