#istg i like memorized every detail about it

[frosteee-variation]

so i started replaying plague of shadows again

[oz-ge]

shout out to my chemistry teachers for not putting the concentration values of solutions to the chemicals list and expecting us to do molarity calculations before coming to the lab at the same time!

[yaomomvs]

SEIJOH MANANGER HEADCANONS

seijoh, aoba johsai x reader | slight oikawa, iwaizumi and kunimi x reader.

a/n: ugh! i just love my seijoh boys so much! and so, i decided to make one more headcanons for them, tysm! hopefully i’ll do inarizaki next or maybe karasuno.

a bit long but i just love them,and i will do a part two mainly focusing on while they do volleyball this is more of random things

other seijoh!manager works: one | two

the volume in this bus is ASTRONOMICAL

you actually never thought of joining a club, specially a sports one.

but you needed it, so while looking at the board of the school’s options you were unsure.

“i just really need something not that complicated, and that helps me helping others” you muttered to yourself

little did you know the coach of the volleyball team was there, this nice man turned to you and offered you a place in the team.

“but please if you are one of oikawa’s fangirls dont-” “who now?” you genuinely asked. seeing that you didn’t had a clue of who he was talking about he immediately handed the application for to you.

it was first day and you were already late, but you managed to enter the gym half way practice.

you guys remember that tanaka and kiyoko scene in s4? well it was the same

“sorry for being late coach!” your voice sounded all over the place since someone was serving and it was pretty quiet.

ALL OF THEM WERE SHOCKED LIKE 🧍🏻‍♀️

the serve even hit yahaba’s face because everyone got distracted by your beauty

“i- did i do something?” “existing omg”

the coach lined up everyone and they greeted you welcoming you to the team.

you were flustered because it was like you never had a lot of guys around you and now you had to take care of all of them and also

aoba johsai’s team had one of the most attractive boys around likeeee

now, a year later, the energy is purely chaotic.

and i mean like

kindaichi and kunimi are lowkey the ones who respect you the most

not only because you, even if it was for only a year, you were their upperclassman but also you had presence

when karasuno came to the practice andy oh catched both of them after talking to kageyama in the bathroom, you pinched their ears and scolded them

“you both do that again and i’m not being compassionate” “SORRY Y/N”

but also lowkey your admirers

kunimi literally only showed strong emotions around you

“i brought you some sweets” he regularly says

“oh you are great! thank you kunimi!”you appreciated this guys little details with you

“so you have a favoritism with our manager huh?”

“y/n permission to hit kindaichi”

“permission conceded”

kindaichi also respected you because you, when he entered seijoh months ago, were one of the ones who made him believe and helped getting over that anger he had with his ex teammates and you even assured that kageyama was the reason he got better, even if he wouldn’t accept it

the second years, your literal followers

like seriously yahaba watori were always around you.

being in the same grade and class as both dod not helped a lot.

they are like puppies with anxiety separation

because you are the reason they feel loved and cared for

they always sit next to you in class, and they make sure you are comfortable with it.

you need help with hw? watori always is there

yahaba lets you paint his nails every time you got bored in class

you were such a powerful trio

they always bring your favorite drink in the mornin

you even developed this sixth sense where if you just look at each other you know exactly who are you making fun of without even speaking

you always make fun of the shit way of yahaba to flirt oml

and you even advice him on what should he do or not when meeting someone new.

istg if it was not bc of you he would have never got his first date with his crush

kyoutani later joined you, but he had trouble on trusting you

but seeing all the team laying on you he actually let himself rely on another person for the first time

he was the one who scared those stupid volleyball boys fan girls (oikawa’s or the other guys ones) away from you

he also thinks that you are not bad physically talking and he actually says it but privately

he also whenever he is mad or just frustrated comes to you and what he likes is that you don’t go in deep of the details but instead you try to distract him with random thing you say.

“guys i told you several times” you laughed “i do have other thing to do! it not like i can attend every night out with you! i have other friends too!”

“so, we are not watching cartoons tonight?”

“i hate you all so much” you surrendered “see you at 8 pm”

you became the second years core four

and also they looked up to you a lot, why? because you are the only people who always deals with the third years shit

god i think your connection with the third years was only a bit more noticeable than the second years

why? you were not afraid to mess up with them

to be real iwaizumi as oikawa caught your eye since moment one, they were naturally attractive and talented but you made a promise to not fall for anyone

omg you were so wrong

if it was iwaizumi, he always made sure you felt comfortable around

you were no vb genius so he took the time to explain you a bunch of things you did not know 🥺

also, he’s the kind of guy to stop everyone spiking because you were crossing through the gym so no ball gets you

he is the one who always search for you in school, asked about your day, and stuff that might seem basic but it was really meaningful

like he is the kind of guy who memorizes all your favorite places, treats, music anything and actually tries to get you to talk about it

oikawa on the other hand was the one who actually made you feel like part of them

he is so sweet!

like

oikawa only starts practice when you are there

like bold of someone to start hitting a ball without you there, he considered you part of the team, so he always waited for you

he walked you home or nearby every time he could he wanted you safe

his eyes always always instantly light up and screams “y/n-chan!” and immediately runs to you

but also he is the one who search you the most around

if it was lunch time he went to your home room and literally lunches with you no matter what or who

he never lets anyone lend you their hoodie, it always has to be his that you are wearing

he self crowned himself as your favorite

he hugs you out of nowhere istg is the best feeling ever

hanamaki also also also considers you priority

he is kinda more of the lowkey one, he is mainly the one who checks up on you

he once spotted a bruise in your arm and he immediately freaked out

“DO I HAVE TO FIGHT SOMEONE” “god no! i just dropped a huge book there!”

hanamaki is the one who waits for you in the entrance of the gym to walk with you to practice

he also is the first one to notice if something is wrong with you along with iwachan

they both unintentionally pay attention to you a lot and if you do something out of the common they just approach you

and they are always right

“what’s wrong y/n?” hanamaki says

“yeah, is everything okay you need anything?” iwaizumi continues.

“what do you mean guys? i’m okay” you obviously try to lie.

“no you are not, you are acting different”

“yea iwachan is right you always change yous t shirt before practice and the way you are ordering the volleyballs is off”

“why do know me so well” you indeed had a terrible day, so you almost tear up bb of that and be of how amazing your boys were to you sometimes”

“come here little one”

you heard a pout

“i see you oikawa, you can get a hug too. matsu come here”

matsukawa is your hype man

he loves messing with you like in the big brother sister way

like if a guy asked you out he’d be like “sis you can do so much better”

you are always being salty whether it’s between you or other ones

besides if you do have a crush on anyone on the team matsu is the only one to know

and he’d constantly blackmail you with that

“if you don’t buy me anything from the vending machine i will tell oikawa you actually swoon for him” “OKAY FINE”

“tell the coach that we do not need laps or iwaizumi is gonna knowwwww about” “i hate you so much”

but returning to the point you always messed with them specially the four third years

and you were so good at it

one day, you ‘innocently’ mentioned to the boys “i’m just telling you! i’ve never seen two pretty best friends, one of them always gotta be ugly”

GOD LORD THE BOMB YOU JUST ACTIVATED

THEY SPENT A WHOLE WEEK TRYING TO FUGURE OUT WHO WAS THE PRETTY BEST FRIEND BETWEEN IWA AND OIKAWA, ALSO MATSU AND HANAMAKI AHHAHAHAAH

your third years never made you feel insecure

like if you think idk listening to btr was weird because someone in the past made you feel like it be sure the next day they WILL PLAY FUCKING BIG TIME RUSH IN PRACTICE ONLY FOR YOU TO VIBE WITH THEM

also they all four have this little thought that they have to be the ones who protect you

in the court you looked out for them, outside of it they were the ones who did that

if you were teased or someone even had the audacity to make fun of you it could go three ways

you stoping kyoutani and yahaba because they were so ready to throw hands

matsukawa, hanamaki and kunimi just taking you out of there and rather say positive thinks about you

or oikawa and iwaizumi behind you giving the saltiest and meanest glares to whoever dared talking you that way and saying “and you still wonder why people don’t like you?, ” then iwaizumi says “you are right oikawa, you piece of crap have your entire life to be a jerk. take a day off your stupidity won’t left anyways”

god you sure loved those guys

BUT

as it can be really useful sometimes there were other times were they become so annoying

specially when it’s about someone liking you.

like romantic styles

i live for the idea that the vb team had obviously fangirls, oikawa mostly. but you also did

like yeah the fangirls of oikawa and the boys envied you

but the guys in aoba johsai high envied the volleyball team even more

god bless the poor guy or girl who DARES to ask you out

like please someone stop them 😭

on valentine’s day you came to practice a bit late just because you needed to figure it out how to organize all the fucking love letters and the chocolates and flowers that you got over the day.

oikawa was already worried as he always waited for you to start, and so were the guys so they decided to warm up a bit more to wait.

you crossed the door with thousands of gifts and all of that barely catching the ones which you dropped. because at this point you did not even try to hide it from the boys, you just wanted them to start practice.

he looked at you and knew exactly what that meant. he received this every once in a while, but god what was that feeling in his chest when some other people like you?

iwaizumi felt that too, that weird feeling not wanting anyone to think about you that wayyyyy

the rest of the boys had divided opinions but still you were their manager.

“so did all this came from...”

“yes matsu...”

“okay but for scientific purposes we need the names”

“HANAMAKI NO”

poor boys, they just are all scared that you’ll leave them because of someone

what a dramatic queens they are all

some of them didn’t like it bc they also had a big crush on you

so what they do is that they gatekeep anyone from you

like oml if they ever catched you and a girl or guy and they knew they liked you they constantly beg for your attention.

and it’s not only because they are being dramatic but also because they remember last year when you went out with some random dude and broke your heart like

they almost killed that guy

so they wanted you to feel happy and safe

to them? honestly you are the light of their life.

they dedicate every game to you, they take care of you, they listen to you, they brag about you, they love you

because honestly you did all that for them first

and ever since then they made sure to return that to you.

[moki-dokie]

Since finishing thrice upon a time I'm now rewatching the entire run of all Eva shows and movies.

It's been about 15 years since I watched the show tbh. Talk about some fucking nostalgia this is bringing back. Also I understand it way better now lol. And honestly??? I miss the animation of the 90s. Like 90s anime was peak anime in terms of art imo. Most things were still done by hand, but digital techniques to speed up the process and even introduce some cool effects were starting to be used. I love being able to tell anime is done frame by frame. I love being able to see imperfections and slight differences between frames. I love seeing the texture of the pen that was used to outline. I love that eyes are perfectly shaped. I love the desaturated colors that aren't always consistent. I love being able to tell they used paint splatters in explosions. I love how very simple use of colors and shapes can pull off a very particular emotion or atmosphere. Like. Ugh. NGE is such a joy to dig into from an artist's view. I still can't believe they managed to pull off such detailed and exquisite work so close to deadlines and with not enough budget as often as they did.

Like don't get me wrong, modern anime is fucking impressive too but it just doesn't hit the same way stuff from the 90s, and even 80s does.

Also, the music of older animes??? Hello???? Istg every anime from like the 70s to about 2003 has music that FUCKS. Like amazing orchestral arrangements and whole goddamn theatrical level scores, big brass bands, lyrics deeply poetic. Makes me sad that most modern anime has some seriously lackluster music with it. Y'all know how often I've listened to the NGE scores over the years??? Too many. Enough to have them memorized. And I'll admit I've not been impressed much with the Rebuilds music, though this last one was pretty damn good.

Idk. I love this series, but it makes me realize how much I also love and appreciate animes of its time. Makes me wanna watch even more old shit now.

[seokdick]

BF!Tae

Woot Woot! Here we go!!

Tae, Tae, Tae. *sighs romantically* That precious kid.

Tae would be the type of guy who would swarm you all the time. That’s how he’d show you he has a crush on you. He’d give you all the attention in the world and every wish of yours would be his command. He’d smile a lot whenever you’d walk in the room, and he’d make sure no one ever treated you less than what you deserved. IDK why but I’m getting food vibes. Like he’d feed you so good?? Like, he would always want you to be healthy and well fed and he’d bring you some fruit and the occasional Skittles or whatever you liked to spoil you;))) He’d be super confident when talking to you about anything, but once he realized he was in too deep with you, he’d panic and probs would like distance himself.

Like maybe he’d like try to get over you but he’d fail and he’d go through a period of low self-esteem because he’d think that you deserve better because he loves you that much but he thinks he’s not what you need but he’s like the sweetest human being and literal bf goals like Tae why can’t you see it?? But like after realizing he’s not gonna get over you and that he wants you all to himself and no one else, his insecurities will be replaced by courage and determination and he’ll like probs BUY YOU A SHIT TON OF RED ROSES AND LIKE HAVE THEM DELIVERED TO YOUR HOUSE AND LIKE YOU OPEN THE DOOR AND YOURE LIKE WHAT IS THISS?? AND YOU GASP SO CUTELY AND THEN THE ROSES START SHAKING A LIL AND HE COMES FROM BEHIND THE BOUQUETS AND LIKE HE TELLS YOU A SUPER ROMANTIC AND CHEESY LINE THAT INVOLVES ROSES AND LIKE HES LOOKING DOWN AND BLUSHING AND ASKS YOU IF YOU CAN GUYS DATE AND BE OFFICIAL AND YOURE TEARING UP AND SAY YES AND HE LIKE THROWS HIMSELF ONTO YOU AND KISSES YOU SO HARD, AND LIKE YOU GUYS STUMBLE BACKWARDS AND HES LIKE “Sorry, I’ve just been dying to do that for a while” and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And like he’s really adventurous so like he’d take you places and would buy you expensive shit and you’d be like “Tae don’t waste your money” but he’d be like only the best for the best, but at the same time he’d spoil you with the simplest of things like ice cream or going to your fave junk food joint or something because he’s actually so simple and nice and genuine and cares about the smallest of details??

Like, if you were ever sick, he’d never leave your side. And, like, he’d try to cheer you up and have you guys watch a movie and you’re like ded on the sofa and he’s on the floor so you can be super comfortable but his head is resting lightly on your stomach and he’s super entertained by how his head moves up and down with your breathing. And like he’d like turn to glance at you every once in a while just to make sure you’re okay and comfortable and he’s always asking you if you need anything, ANYTHING AT ALL PLS LET ME KNOW BABE

And he’s all about cuddles and like he’s the best person to cuddle ever?? Like, he’s so warm and fluffy and it’s like both your bodies were made to entangle each other??

And when you guys are starting to think about living together he’s so nervous because that’s a serious thing and OH MY GOD THAT MEANS Y’ALL WOULD SLEEP ON THE SAME BED AND HE’S SO SHY HE CAN’T TAKE IT BECAUSE HE’S THINKING ABOUT YOU IN THAT UNDERWEAR HE ACCIDENTALLY SAW YOU PUT ON WHEN HE WALKED ON YOU LAST WEEK!! AND EXCUSE HIM HE NEEDS TO GO TO THE BATHROOM RIGHT NOW

And, I don’t like this word, but it describes his aura sometimes. Like, you know those juicy ass selfies or vids he posts where he’s making THAT face?? Like, the one that gives him a fuckboy aura?? Well, he’s always trying to seduce you with that fucking face ILOVE IT SO MCUH and like he might seem like a fuckboy at times like those but he’s not like he’s so sweet and shy?? And like he’s probably been thinking about ramming you so good against the wall but he’s actually super conservative about certain things and like he wants your first time together to be so memorable and sweet and romantic so the day you guys move in together he insists in helping arrange certain places like the bedroom wink wink and like he wont’ let you go in there until he’s done but like really late at night and he makes you dress up because he’s gonna cook for you as best as he can and like it actually smells so good and the whole apartment is filled with the smell and like he takes a shower and you guys change into something semi fancy and where’d he find all the time to do all of this and like dinner is so good and TAE IN A TUX HOLY SHIT and like after dinner he blindfolds you and takes you to the room an dtakes the blindfold off and like there are red petals on the white bedsheet and you turn around and your eyes are watering and you don’t know how he managed to do all this but you just stare at him in shock and you’re just like “how?? when?? why??” and he’s like “only the best for the best” and he kisses you slowly on the lips but then moves to your jaw and then towards your chest and then he’s TAKING YOUR CLOTHES OFF AND LIKE GUIDING YOU TO THE BED AND HES CRAVING YOU SO MUCH BUT HIS TOUCH IS SO GENTLE AND IT SEEMS UNDER CONTROL THOUGH INSIDE HES LOSING HIS SHIT?? LIKE YOUR FIRST TIME WITH TAE IS SO MEMORABLE AND HOT AND R O M A N T I C AND LIKE HE THRUSTS A LOT AND USES A LOT OF TONGUE!!!! OKAY IMMA STOP NOW PHEW!

And like boyfriend Tae is just like the best boyfriend out there like he is always asking his s/o how they’re feeling and is always intertwining your fingers with his and walking down the street and swaying your hands like those lil children do where they swing them so high up and he’s so happy and so are you because you couldn’t have asked for a better boyfriend istg bf tae is killing me

^that’s him after he fucks you

imagine aftercare though

Okay, another long ass post lol!

I hope you guys enjoyed! Please let me know who I should do next:) My ask is always open and I also check my Insta

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