#it is currently 9pm Thursday and the CCC deadline is still stated as end of October ๐
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Taking an indefinite break from trying out voice acting because something quite upsetting happened ๐
#keeping this in the tags because i dont want it to be a callout in any way and it IS partially my fault for not checking the discord#but am I wrong for feeling a bit frustrated with them abruptly deciding to close auditions over on discord#it was like idfk a day ago or so#but SOLELY on discord#and they decided to close them on Friday#mind you#it is currently 9pm Thursday and the CCC deadline is still stated as end of October ๐#like idfk it feels like it ought to be your duty as a project manager to update both pages#anyway#it has been feeling a little overwhelming to go from not doing much of anything at all right into recording auditions and trying to edit#the audio all the while still trying to recover motivation and has been stressing me a fair amount#but I feel I COULDโVE persisted if they didnโt do this :(#and now i just fee like going right back to where i started#ie no hobbies or ambitions at all#im reinstating that I dont blame them for my decline in mental health ofc not#i just needed to vent bc this doesnt help my delusions that#โfateโ is out to ruin any semblance of hope I manage to get#like thereโs some higher power that wants to give me false hope only to make me suffer#yes i am this easy to discourage#then again im mentally ill so#asher's ramblings
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