#it sounds silly but narrator dialouge is keeping me grounded. i fixate on his voice and hang on to every word and it keeps the
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Remember how I said if December went wrong it’s be my last straw. My dad got covid.
#life takes 1 step forward and 2 steps back every single fucking time and you think I’d be used to it by now but I’m not#I’m exhausted. I’m tired of being scared all the time. i want to be done.#my mom telling me and then going ‘there’s nothing to be worried about. are you worried?’ like no#the person on the house who has always been the most cautious and terrified of this thing#and one of the last people who really actually cares to stay safe#and is constantly worrying that my parents who have breathing and heart problems will catch it bc if they do they could DIE#is hunky fucking dory now that one of their parents got it#he’s only putting on a mask when someone goes into the room with him. nobody except for me is double masking#I’m the only one wearing a mask even when I’m not in the room#we’re all going to fucking die here and my caution will make me the only one left. scared and alone.#merry fucking christmas to me#sassy speaks#vent#im sorry for venting but I have nowhere to scream#it sounds silly but narrator dialouge is keeping me grounded. i fixate on his voice and hang on to every word and it keeps the#bad thoughts out.
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