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kimodraw · 3 years

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can you pleaseee tell us more about the jess was actually ruby headcanon?

I'm definitly not the first person to come up with it! I can't find the post where i first saw that headcannon though sorry.

So i always loved the reveal that Brady was possesed by a demon, and was the one who introduced Sam to Jess then killed her, right? Real traumatic, takes a relationship Sam trusted and crushes it, a cool tv moment. Basically the Jess as Ruby headcanon takes that whole thing and pushes it to its paroxism: Jess was possesed the whole time too. This means Ruby was a girlboss gaslighter who faked a relationship with sam two whole times! And he doesn't exactly get why he trusts her that easily, when he really shouldn't in s4, it's almost like he knows her already... She'd reveal it in her final s5 monologue (i drew a thing abt it a while ago (cw blood and nudity:under the cut) while gloating, and Sam's crushed right? It also plays into the idea of the forces of hell and heaven manipulating their lives from the start, which i think is one of the best theme in supernatural (destiny vs the rejection of it, free will and all that) I think sam's reaction to ruby's betrayal was a bit anticlimactic too? I'd have liked it if he liked her more, (maybe if even she liked him a little? idk but i would have loved them to have more depth (but hey, this is supernatural lol)), and thought about or mentionned her at all in s5 lmao. This is also why i'm still sad she never came back, my girl should have gotten to gloat more. It's really a fucked up headcannon because it means most of sam's relationship have an aspect of deceipt about them (counting dean for the gadreel thing, and cas for these tags:

hence the comic i did. Sorry for all the rambling, i have. a lot of sam thoughts, hope this was clear enough! Basically:

also!! a lot of my thinking on this emerged from my new favorite fanfic author: a_good_soldier on ao3! They deal with sam’s trauma in a completely gut wrenching way im in love with their writing

#sam winchester #spn #supernatural #cw blood #cw nudity #cw abuse #i'm at the beginning of s14 on our watch with tao #and its WILD to me that sam can talk to nick easier than cas can #my boy shouldnt even be able to look at him ahdjsq #we're 2 eps in idk what happens next but i think he should be allowed to beat the shit out of nick #it would be chatartic it would be fucked up i would enjoy it #i'm vaguely working on a sam fic #it might never get done bc im trying to make a character study of him through the whole show #which is an INSANE task #but still :))#anyway i'm fine with sam healing from trauma and vaguely learning to cope and living a long life #but the finale does it in such a stupid fucking way krkr #he's the martyr!! he's all broken insine! i don't think he can rlly live without dean like that #his ending in s5 thematically makes the most sense #s7 is one of my fav season i love it when my fav character suffers #ok im gonna stop rambling now krkrkr hope this was interessting and not totally insane to read #thanks for the ask im glad ppl have liked the comic #Anonymous

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