#it’s my (blog) and i get to (rant ab my favs)

[d1s1ntegrated]

greetings!

~･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ~

i'm a new blog so pls be patient!

i am 21. MDNI w/ THE CONTENT PLSSS. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED SORRY LOVES BUT I POST NSFW!

------please have ur age in ur bio/on ur page somewhere if u want a follow back. i do check.------

i run a few other blogs, (a kink blog ew, and a "witchy" "normal" blog) but i finally wanted to make a blog for my fav anime/hyperfixations. its been almost 11 years for me on this godforsaken site and i am tired of pretending i am not a giant loser that loves being h-word for awful men in media.

i will be posting mainly mha stuff!

my fav my hero chars are (this doesnt necessarily mean i will write ab them, i just enjoy them. the highlighted ones i will typically write ab unless requested otherwise):

shigaraki (THE LOML MY FAV BOY)

hawks

dabi

denki

shinso

aizawa

lady nagant

i won't lie and say i'll have variety, i'll be forthright in saying this is a shigaraki simp blog and i will most def post him the most.

however, again, i will take requests!

my ask box will be open 24/7/365, so throw anything in there for me.

read more for more info about me, my fandoms, and what i plan on writing!

tags directory:

#myhcs

#myfics

#myoneshots

#myasks

here's the basics:

name: opal/opi/opium/opalium

age: 21 (mdni w my nsfw. again, pls, u will get blocked!)

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: shigaraki (okay but real shit i'm pan lol)

my fandoms

mha

jjk

bg3

solo leveling

there's so many more but does it truly matter LOL ?

what i write:

-headcanons

-drabbles

-fics

-crazy rants ab how much i love (insert char here)

i am also on ao3 (@/opiumandopal) , but i dont have anything posted yet. i think once i start gaining some momentum here, ill post full fics on the ao3 so give it a follow if ur interested!

fun facts ab me:

i play d&d!

i have a cat he is black he is very Good

i've been on tumblr since 2013

i've been into MHA since 2019

i love metal and alt music the most

i have over 32 themed spotify playlists for my fav characters

i am in college, but have an undecided major (torn between a creative writing degree, psychology, or social media)

i tried to sell my feet on feet finder but immediately gave up because i didn't want to pay the subscription fee LMFAO

okay that's it for now.

i'll set the rest of the blog up as time goes on <3

also i need moots but that'll be a separate post okay bye guys thanks for reading if you read all the way through i love u big smooches for u mwah!

[janeirl]

a stream of consciousness on what i see as mike’s queercoding in st401 specifically bc i need to ramble ab it since it’s been deteriorating my brain

in episode 1 the first second we see him he’s reading el’s letter. i’ve ran this damn detail into the fucking ground but there’s, of course, his open closet behind him with a “one-way” sign pointing directly to it. i have so many thoughts on this bc first of all the people in charge of decorating the rooms have gotta be on point (and this is a period piece after all). they need to put things in there that they believe the characters would throw in there too. what kind of choice was this if not to see where mike’s mind is?; this is the how i personally interpret it: there’s only one way for mike to go, and it’s the closet (smth smth forced conforming that’s what’s killing kids). but despite this, at school, he’s shown to be growing more comfortable in his own skin. he’s finding clothes that he likes (more of a grunge style; black jeans, black converse, the “hellfire club” shirt topping it off). he doesn’t care anymore that he’s seen as a freak or an outcast, he’s embracing who he is. he seems to be enjoying himself in the hellfire club, and it’s clear that mike feels he can express himself for who he really is when with them. filming choices were MADE when the camera lingered on mike’s expression while watching eddie put on a show in the cafeteria, as most of the bg slightly blurs around mike (i poke at this scene here). he clearly sees him as a role model and it’s interesting since eddie is really vocal on going against society’s expectations. but why would they make this choice to focus solely on mike’s reactions? why not dustin, where he plays more of a role being associated with eddie, as he’s one of the (if not thee) main person trying to help eddie and clear his name? when trying to find subs to fill in for lucas for the campaign, one of the locations mike goes to is a wrestling room to persuade them to join hellfire for a night. now why the fuck would they do that bc that’s umm let’s just say random. idk it’s just the fact that it’s a room filled w all boys working out so why make him specifically go there of all places (to be silly? girl..)?? honestly this is all over the place and i probably missed some things and i’m probably reading too into some other stuff here but it’s been making me sit and think and it’s been a ringing in my ear all month so far. i need to lay down seriously

[beauwritngs]

FIVE HARGREEVES REALLY HAD NO IDEA OF THE EFFECT HE HAD ON YOU. The way he always had to be strongest in the room, the way he'd always have a snarky response prepared for an enemy's threat, and the way his slim fingers would curl around a trigger like it was second nature. His whole character was so incredibly intriguing, yet still so unbelievably annoying to you. He was difficult to figure out - to put it in short, and you loved that.

Maybe some would describe you the same, you think to yourself. After all, you couldn't deny you'd been giving the poor boy a hard time with the endless teasing (if you could call "throwing the first insult that comes to your lovesick mind" teasing.) Knowing Five for this long was probably rubbing off on you. Still, it wasn't unusual for him to reciprocate.

That's probably why you hadn't been able to keep today's earlier events out of your untiring mind.

EFFECT - F. Hargreeves x Reader

. PART 2

warnings; season 3 spoilers.

word count; 1.3k

synopsis; You've been in love with the dumb kid for as long as you've known him. Despite the almost-60 years of friendship between you, you had been doing an okay job at hiding said feelings from him. Or so you thought.

a/n; ! reader is also 60 ish in a 15 yr old body ! i've been thinking ab posting to this blog all day, soo here's something of my fav boy in honour of season 3. <3

Five Hargreeves really had no idea of the effect he had on you. The way he always had to be strongest in the room, the way he'd always have a snarky response prepared for an enemy's threat, and the way his slim fingers would curl around a trigger like it was second nature. His whole character was so incredibly intriguing, yet still so unbelievably annoying to you. He was difficult to figure out - to put it in short, and you loved that.

Maybe some would describe you the same, you think to yourself. After all, you couldn't deny you'd been giving the poor boy a hard time with the endless teasing. (if you could call "throwing the first insult that comes to your lovesick mind" teasing.) Knowing Five for this long was probably rubbing off on you. Still, it wasn't unusual for him to reciprocate.

That's probably why you hadn't been able to keep today's earlier events out of your untiring mind.

The morning started off relatively normal - or so you thought. You woke up in your uncomfortable hotel bed to the smell of a plate of buffet breakfast; something you'd been getting used to at Hotel Obsidian. It wasn't uncommon for one of your best friend's siblings to bring you a meal before you woke, much to your delight. Breakfast in bed is so much easier than going down to the hotel lobby in your pyjamas half-asleep.

After a repetitive breakfast you were downstairs for the majority of the day, talking and stressing along with everyone else. This seemed to be a common thing among the Hargreeves. Well, along with saving the world from a certain someone and a new injury on your body every day. It wasn't until late afternoon had the seemingly "average" day taken a drastic turn. For the better, or worse.

You and the ex-assassin were placed on his bottom bunk, alone in his shared hotel room and sitting cross-legged in comfortable silence. This was a common scene for you two - often just wallowing in each other's presence while Five worked on equations, ranted about a sibling of his, or rambled a story about a commission member you'd heard a million times over. It was familiar, and that was exactly what the both of you needed now with all of these apocalypses; some familiarity.

"(Name)?"

Flinching at the sudden sound, you looked up, "Sorry?" A sheepish grin caught your features, how unlike you to zone out. Five clearly thought so, too. He rolled his eyes.

"I said, Luther's got his bachelor party later. I'm going." You almost forgot about Luther and Sloane's little announcement from earlier. It was.. unexpected, to say the least. Five did suggest completing our bucket lists, though, didn't he?

"You're going?" You had to hold back a laugh, almost. Five was playing into their little event? What made it so surprising was his adamancy on not going a couple hours ago. Also, Luther mentioned karaoke was to be a major part of the event, and if Five planned on drinking.. (which, who were you kidding, of course he did.)

"Don't act so surprised, jeez." Five rolled his eyes once more, "He's my brother, you know. And what else do you expect me to do currently? It's not like there's much of a world to explore out there." You watched as his eye drifted to peek at the curtain you'd closed when you first came in here, the atmosphere outside too devastating to wallow in.

"Well, yeah. Didn't take much convincing on their behalf, is all."

"They made little jars. What else can I ask for?"

You giggled at that, and Five cracked his signature almost-smile. "Is that what you're wearing?" You asked in a last attempt to make conversation as your best friend stood up from where he sat on the bed.

"Why? What's wrong with the suit?" Five glanced at a full length mirror that sat on the wall to his right. He brought his hands to the hems of his suit, tugging it tighter against his torso. You couldn't do anything but stare. That was attractive. That was so attractive.

"Nothing! Nothing's wrong with the suit." You answered quickly, and truthfully. "Just wondering. Because at this point, those are your casual clothes."

"What would be my formal clothes, then?" Five looked back over to you, and you couldn't answer. Your eyes were still locked on his hands, and what was worse is that now he could see that.

You both awkwardly sit there for a beat. You, staring at Five hopelessly and him catching you in the act. A quick chuckle from him is what breaks you out of your trance.

"At the wedding," He starts, to catch your attention, then turns back to the mirror from earlier to fix his hair, "I have to apologise now for the amount of alcohol I could end up consuming." Before he speaks, he reconsiders his words, as if he was going to say something different. There was a break in his voice that showed this. Just another thing you've picked up from knowing Five for so long: the ability to read him well.

"Nothing I haven't handled before." You shrugged, "What were you actually going to say?" Five sighs, he knew he was caught from the minute he spoke.

"Will you dance with me?" Five looks you in the eye through his reflection.

"Of course I will." You laugh, relieved. "That's what you wanted to ask?"

Five shrugs, and doesn't say anything more. He was unusually quiet and it was almost scary to you. God, say something quickly before things get awkward.

"I suppose you should head downstairs, hm?" You get up from the bed, deciding you should head back to the room you shared with Viktor and Allison to find something cute to wear to the wedding.

"I suppose.." He turns around to face you and the two of you lock eyes. "...I should."

Were you always standing this close to him? And has the room always been this hot?

Something strange rushes between the two of you; a new, electrified feeling. You feel Five's arms wrap around your waist, your own unconsciously moving around his neck. You were now both so close to each other you can't make out who's heartbeat it is beating so quickly in your ear, and both your lips not even a centimetre away from each other that if you just leaned the tiniest bit closer-

A knock at the door is what pulls you two apart, as if you were both magnets with a positive charge. You look over to find Viktor, standing like a newborn puppy that just got himself in trouble for the first time.

"..Uh- Sorry. Luther sent me to come and get Five. The bachelor party is, uhm.. starting. So..." Number 7 trails off. You cleared your throat, speaking up.

"No problem. He was just getting ready." A forced smile formed on your face, despite the inner turmoil in your brain. Your head turns to see Five, who was still standing in shock.

Viktor nods, and takes this as a cue to leave.

"..I'll see you at the wedding...?" You try, face warming up as the events from earlier dawn on you.

"Yeah. Yeah, sure." Five nods, running a hand through his hair as he takes a minute to collect himself before he begins to walk off. Before Five can reach the door, you see him hesitate. A moment later, he's located right in front of you after a familiar whoosh sound plays.

You don't even have time to register the use of his powers, let alone the feeling of his lips on yours.

"I'll see you at the wedding." Five repeats, smile now present on his features. You don't get to come back with a response before he's gone with a flash of blue light.

"I can't wait." Is probably what you would've answered, though now the words are lost to empty air, uttered barely a whisper. It's still true, though: you can't wait.

[oak-treees]

OKAY OKAY OKAY fic idea anybody????

right, so me and my lovely lovely friend goose (@perpetuallyconfusedgoose, i love her so much go check her out) were talking and we were like "man i want more father dream/big brother dream stuff it's so good" and i said "exile arc but dream adopts tommy" and it sparked what made me want to post this. dream adopts tommy during the exile arc and ranboo later on (bc we gotta, ranboo is like one of my fav characters ever).

so it starts off w dream having his original motives (separate tommy and break him down and compliant to dream's needs), but during one of his visits tommy has a breakdown or something and accidentally rants to dream ab how fucked his family is and how phil is a Terrible Father and stuff (bc fuck c!philza, if you sympathize w that man this is not the blog for you please leave) and dream like slowly realizes after he leaves that hey, what the fuck am i doing, this is a literal child who has basically nowhere to go, and i'm doing this for what? not something that important obvs (iknow its ooc but come on bear w me PLEASE) so dream is like. right so i've fucked up big time and slowly helps tommy but in a discreet way bc tommy is tommy y'know? but also dream knows that tommy literally hates his guts and has traumatized him big time and that trust doesn't come back immediately after it's been broken, esp after something as big as what dream did so he just like tries to help the trust between them come back slowly. he doesn't touch tommy without his permission, lets him keep his things, helps him collect materials, food, etc., gets tommy new clothes (!!), just is trying to help and makes sure that he doesn't hurt tommy (and when he does on accident in any sort of way he apologizes which is what sets tommy off to confront dream).

now obviously tommy is gonna confront dream, this is tommy we're talking about, and when he does dream just sits down and explains that he's trying to help him bc he realized he fucked up and is trying to fix it and shit right? now tommy doesn't believe him at all in the beginning, but then they start hanging out more, and dream lets ppl Actually start to visit and keeps his distance when tommy tells him to and helps him through a panic attack and they just slowly start to build up that trust and they help eachother!!! like tommy kinda suggests on ways to repair his relationship w sapnap and gogy, and dream actually goes to talk to tubbo about tommy and shit and just hrng hgnhgrgn i love them so much okay

[hirakdesherrani]

Okay, darn it, I’ve been keeping it in for weeks now, but ab na hoga. 

(Don’t want to name and shame, but heck, they are bade log, they don’t know about the existence of my tuccha blog, so who cares!) 

So, I’ve been a huge fan of the Serial Activists since a long time (I think I’ve spoken about their YT channel on this blog quite a few times). I really used to stan these two girls so much! 

The amount of research and effort that goes into their podcasts is commendable. Like who would think that trashy Tellywood soaps could have so much to dissect and debate? But they did think, and ngl they increased the respect I had for Tellywood. Not just discussing the content of shows or popular tropes, but also how the TRP system operates (with evidenced research), marketing decisions and branding by different channels, how the cast and crew functions in the industry, basically the 101 on Tellywood. 

I haven’t missed a single podcast on their channel, and even followed their Twitter threads quite religiously. Their podcast on Qubool Hai remains one of my favs, ‘cos LOL I agree with every word of it. Even their twitter threads (Twitter has such limited number of characters, I hate it!) were damn insightful and reasonable. I was actually low-key waiting for their website to start functioning. 

Every time I read their views on various soap operas, I’m like ‘yes, this is what I was thinking’, and even when I didn’t agree with them, I still appreciated their POV (like in case of Neil Khanna & Naamkarann) because there good logic and derivation to it. 

However, in the last two weeks (to be precise since Gul released the infernal insta story), I’ve been so....disappointed with them? I know its sounds to be stupid and silly to be disappointed with two random girls on the internet, but I can’t help it.  

I understand liking a show. I also understand being fans of a couple (though they never claimed to be ardent Shivika stans, but lets face it, one can’t watch IB if one is not invested in Shivika), although they never admitted to this openly, considering Serial Activists is suppose to be an objective platform per se. 

But the manner in which they rationalized the utter misogynist trash that Harneet has written this time, is beyond me. Like in past they have justified plenty of plot loopholes from the butchering of Annika and Omkara’s characters (100 episodes down the line) to why the Peter/Kaveri plot was essential for Tej’s redemption (like who even watched that plot?); a lot of things. 

I sorta ignored most of it, ‘cos I was like one can’t hit the nail all the time, and this one show they had to go wrong. It was just one show, after all they have made sense 99 times out of 100. 

But this time it was too much. Almost everyone is calling out the bs the CVs have come up this time. But Serial activists chose to reason and justify this.....nonsense? I mean, I get it, you can like a show, and want to feel to justify everything, but how can you not call out the repeated debasement of female characters in a show? Specially when you call it out in other shows?? Like what are these different standards for different shows? 

Its utterly disappointing because, like I was telling a friend, when weird opinions comes out from the mouths of sensible, intelligent folks, people lap it up like anything. One can be biased (like the Serial Activists always called out DBO for the fuckery it was, but the same standards they didn’t apply to IB) and that can’t be helped. But this is beyond fangirling a show; this is about falling standards and rampant misogyny in Tellywood. Like I don’t want them to take a stand, but the manner in which they are not calling out abuse, nay, rationalizing it, its just sickening because there are teenage girls who are just going to swallow up all their reasoning. 

Its easy to say that TV is entertainment and it doesn’t influence anyone. But when sensible folks start making sense out of trash, then it pretty much influences a lot of kids, who can’t differentiate between what’s abusive and what’s romantic. 

I’m just disappointed because I expected a little more responsibility from Serial Activists, who are not only incredibly talented and smart, but also in age, much elder than the kids their words are going to influence. 

I know screaming out my frustration here is of no use, and maybe if I care so much then I should take it up with them personally, but really why would they bother with the opinion of one random person on the internet, especially when they write/telecast their content for themselves as an extra-curricular activity in their lives? 

So, I’m just going to rant here lol. 

[tonkystarky]

Tag Game Again!

Rules: answer these questions and then tag 10 blogs you want to get to know better!

Tagged By @hexedgoats thanks bby 💖

Nicknames: Abby, Abs, and Sis

Zodiac: Libra baby

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Last Movie I Saw: Chernobyl Diaries

Last Thing I Googled: what is fergies real name

Other Blogs: uhh I have one more but it’s just for ranting and yelling into nothingness

Do I Get Asks: sometimes!

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[todokori-kun]

For

 the queen, I’ll try my best (seriously tho why are you so nice? Like ???? how ??? Queen Luna is so freaking amazing)

AND NO IT’S REALLY NOT YOUR FAULT ADS:DLFJK omg

That really does sound fun! (lowkey jealous lol) hope you have a fantastic time!

Thanks! And, well, I was thinking of a very neutral blue-grey color scheme because it’s Ilumi, but then that also feels weird because of his green outfit? (like sure he has different oufits too but that weird green needle suit is the most well-known. Like, it’s the thing cosplayers always wear, the one he’s drawn wearing in most of the fanart…)

Illumi has his eyes on you

(this is probably true)

Do you think Kikyo and Silva (Mr. and Mrs. Zoldyck) ever bothered to teach that to him? They must have encouraged it. From a clip I watched recently it seems that Silva knew about the needle Illumi put in Killua’s head and was pretty much cool with it(…)

He’d drag Armin along with him. If Armin’s genius somehow wasn’t enough to put him into the top ten, Illumi’s really not above using Dead Eyes Intimidation + Zoldyck connections to make sure he’d get there…and then the needle would make sure Armin would never, ever dream of joining the Survey Corps or the Garrison.

That’s extremely accurate XD

Also, look at this cut exchange from Cabinet Battle 2:

Jefferson: Can you do me a favor?

Hamilton: Depends. I can try.

J: Can you tell Angelica Schuyler I said hi?

H: She’s never mentioned you.

J: She’s not the type who shares. But since you’re so interested in foreign affairs…

(Ouch.)

Yes, Eliza’s awesome ;-;

Well, the word got around, they said, ‘This kid is insane, man!’

Took up a collection just to send him to the mainland

‘Get your education, don’t forget from whence you came and

The world’s gonna know your name.

What’s your name, man?’

Kuroiwa is very much dead. Wonder how Takeomi’s gonna feel about this…first Yoriko, then his dad…;-;

Awww, at least you have tumblr friends? *hugs* and tbh I don’t have any fellow manga/anime fan friends over here either (though maybe that’s just because I don’t have any friends here at all lol)

Please join me in HxH hell. Please. I- I need someone to sob with me because I’m only like seven or eight volumes in and I just met Chrollo and omg please I have literally 0 friends in the HxH fandom (jk jk, just the fact that you listen to me rant out my favs is enough for me. TYSM for being such a queen <3)

And actually, it’s nowhere near as bad as TG or AoT! Like, it has emotional moments, but there aren’t that many character deaths? Like, sure, people die, some favs die, but so far it’s still reasonable and nobody seems to be rage-quitting the manga because of pointless angst.

Chrollo always looks good but yeah, that last style does uit him really well :)

Ging is horrible, but like you said, at least he tries and acknowledges that he’s a bad parent. In his own way. I mean, the whole journey to find him was something he designed himself to help Gon grow as a hunter (though that also connects to Ging’s slightly problematic habit of treating Gon more like a hunter to train than a child to raise…)

Excuse me Queen Luna do not compare yourself to this trashcan. He doesn’t deserve it.

I haven’t even met Pouf in the manga yet and I kinda love him.

ALL THE HAM/ELIZA FEELS.

I’m sad to say I did not cry at all during Hughes’ death/funeral. I felt a lot of pain but the tears just didn’t come OTL

I’m glad you appreciated the puns ;) (Seriously though seeing the blog back is so exciting <333)

Also: I will now send you some pics of Chrollo’s troupe members (AKA his loyal fellow criminals he’s so proud of them all), and of Ging’s student (Gon’s father figure), if that’s ok?

And I might gift you a surprise fic soon…I promise that it won’t be too angsty. Really. I would never lie to the queen :D

Last thing- is it ok if I rant more about OCs sometime? Mainly about the Love Interests for that Otome Game I mentioned a while ago (the thing I was trying to write a script for)…I’d just like some opinions on the LIs *Lenny Face*

Hi i’m back and ready to die.

I hate school, have I ever mentioned that?

Anyway, lately I’ve been losing my motivation for everything basically and that includes coming onto Tumblr, and I was wondering, do you have any app that has an instant messaging system? This is nothing against you personally, but my replies will be really slow, since I don’t even turn my computer on much these days… In fact, I feel incredibly guilty that I take so long to answer, I just don’t have the motivation…

On a happier note, I finally watched Civil War! And I ship Stony.  My heart is not okay.

Um what else happened… Norway is absolutely beautiful? It’s a place where fairytales would take place, especially the fjords. And I also saw a ton of Thor statues lol

I’d scream if Illumi had his eyes on me. If I’d have the time to before dying that is.

While we’re on HxH, that picture of Hisoka you sent me is just mmmmmm nice abs  He looks less trashy with his hair down. 

well fuck kuroiwa is dead… 

oh god trust me id be a shitty parent. a very very shitty parent. there’s a reason why i don’t want kids and the pain of giving birth is only a small part of it. not to mention i don’t have the patience to deal with a small human who can only shit or cry.

gah i know there was something else i wanted to tell you but forgot hnnnngh

uh well, ive returned to tg, so much about quitting. as long as my sweet sunshine is present, I’ll come back at any time. i just sincerely hope it is actually him and not a fake. 

oh yeah, ive started rereading soul eater! it’s a good manga, you just have to get past the first 2-3 volumes for it to get good. the initial parts are pure ecchi. 

i might spam the blog w some pictures of norway later ^^;;

sorry for the short&all over the place response, I’m just so so tired, even tho it’s only been one week of school. I blame my period.

Anyway, the next one will be longer, I swear!  I hope you’re not too mad…

[edit:] I REMEMBERED WHAT I WANTED TO SAY

I SAW BOOK OF ATLANTIC. LIZZY. MY BABY. SHE FINALLY GOT HER SCENE IT WAS BEAUTIFUL ALSO UNDERTAKER. DAAAAAAAAMN

oh and i’ve gotten around to watching Death Note and it casually broke my heart. good to know, good to know.