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yikesola · 2 years

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"In my defense, I really wanted to."

Rating: G

Word Count: 1.4k

Summary: Dan already knows that Phil is having another dizzy spell not merely because he is laid flat on the couch with nothing turned on— no TV and no music, nothing at all but the sounds of the city coming through the open windows— but also because he is that particular shade of green he used to only get after an ill-advised virtual reality session.

A fic about heads and horizontal.

read on ao3

#phan #phanfic #phanfiction #dnp #my fic #^#this one breaks a few of my ‘rules’ that like aren’t real but of course I worry about for no real reason #like it being twice as long as I usually designate for these dialogue prompts #but hey.. it’s my first fic in months #like seriously #three months??#i think that’s the longest I’ve gone without posting since I started in 2018 :(#I’m also not sure I’m confident about this one #it’s whining.. it’s just me whining via dnp :/#it’s also something I did I few weeks back over text to speech and then let sit in Google docs so frankly I don’t even know if I like it #it’s not at all how i usually would write aksnfks #i think it’s been so long that I’m not in the groove of making it sound like Them :/ I want to get back into it #doesn’t help that I’m two(2) videos behind 😭 can you believe??! I’m behind on joint content??!!!!#all bc of a tummy and a head that won’t let me look at a screen and listen to those voices I do so love 🥺#but I had to do /something/#guys it’s been killing me not to write and not to be engaged in phandom #part of it is personal (shifting relationships and stuck in my own head about whether I’m ‘allowed’ to be here)#part of it is physical (I am barely hanging on by a thread and looking at screens has been near impossible)#so. yeah. this big dumb text rant all to say I miss things #i miss last year so bad #but there are things now that are worth it being 2022 for #and uh #yeah babey here’s a fic :)

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