#its bad enough i hold myself to impossibly high standards i can't live up to but to hear the same thing from a friend ? its too much
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#next stop is mood drop city#oh boy i am not feeling good#what to do when ur best friend tells you to your face you're not good enough ?? that you haven't been good enough for a long while ??#i am feeling a little devastated a little in pain a little like im edging a panic attack a little like im going to throw up#she is still my best friend and we'll get through this#but right now i feel like ive been shot#n like im really rather quite alone actually#life really is just me and myself huh#sometimes i very very violently cba#someone idk#send a hug#its bad enough i hold myself to impossibly high standards i can't live up to but to hear the same thing from a friend ? its too much#its irrational to think but how the hell am i meant to live knowing im a serial disappointment to everyone around me ?#how does good enough exist when ive been shown time and fucking again that if im not perfect im not good enough and will be discarded#im rambling now but really im just hurting and i need to talk to the void for a bit
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