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#its collaselly incorrect
epaily
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9 months
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im glad everyone else on earth had a good holiday and new years i am still grieving and in horrible agony and i will be for quite possibly years to come. cheers.
#pretty sure my mom thinks ive gotten over it because i played trivia tonight
#i just know my parents will bother me if i dont do shit and i cant be assed to find the energy to argue with them
#i miss my girl. so much. every day. i want her back.
#i cant stomach the thought of going on without her. i cant. even typing this 43 minutes to midnight makes me feel nauseous
#it feels like leaving her behind
#i want her here with me
#i cry every night and i barely sleep and i barely eat and doing any hobbies feels like a violation of her
#why love anything. whats the point
#im petty and im angry and im selfish and i want my cat back
#its not just that shes dead. its that they cremated her against my wishes so i dont even have a body to grieve over
#i cant talk to her anymore. shes just not even in the world anymore. my best and only friend isnt even bones.
#it isnt right. it isnt meant to be right
#one of the reasons i stopped trying to kill myself every few months was because if i went she would look for me and now its swapped
#its collaselly incorrect
#thats spelt wrong but idgaf
#im hurting. thats it. she took part of me with her
#i dont want to be in a world where she isnt
#i miss her. so much. so so so so so much.
#adventures
#it isnt fair
#this is so awful to say and i know it doesnt work like this im not the main character etc but also like
#since the 5th its just been a perpetual -how dare you be happy and be celebrating the holidays when shes gone-
#i would give absolutely anything to go back to before it happened
#anything
#fucking anything in the universe and beyond
#i dont believe in the afterlife or spirituality or god or any of that shit. none of it. but i hope i get to see her again
#my dad was yacking about getting a new cat and its just like. just shut up. for the love of god shut up
#even the night we were at the fucking vet he said we could get another cat. fucking disgusting. i dont want another cat i want HER
#when we got her in 2012 i was so mad. i didnt want a cat. i locked myself in my parents room and screamed
#if we get another cat im going to hate the poor thing. hang on ive hit 30 tags i need to reblog this and keep going
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