#its so messyyy

[aemi-k]

ehh so i drew some dark lordsss

[karamellisokeri]

Feng xun for my drypoint etching assignment

I almost forgot to post this

[vicencien]

this isnt even really finished

[jaskersneakthief]

—⁠☆Gore tw]]

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quick summary: guy has skill issues and becomes flumpty's breathing cocomelon

He hides his head in his turtleneck as a defense mechanism.truly the creature

I'll post pre-kidnapped loser's character bio later!1!

[foolishjellyfish]

Heart says ouch. We still sad. :-((((((

[tsugumichikaneshiro]

tsugumichi kaneshiro is a weak little bitch. here's why!

↑ if you don't know who tsugumichi is, that's him! he's the serial killer from kotoko's narrative, and who i will focus on. this post is 99% just overanalyzing subtext and extrapolating from (seemingly) unrelated information, so please bear with me. also its really messyyy

first thing i'd like to point towards is the nature of his crime. he is a 24 year old man who kills elementary school girls -> his victims are always inherently weaker than him. the question becomes: why the fuck did he do this. why are they his victims specifically. it seems very likely he was targeting them, after all.

it can't be because he thinks he can get away with it more easily; his father has enough power to get him out of any legal consequence. even his neighbors knew about his crimes, but he still didn't get arrested ever!! he might just like killing them, that is true. he might just like killing them specifically. but! i think it'd be more interesting if those are his victims because those are the only type of people he can kill. only elementary schoolers are weaker than him, so those are the only ones he can and will kill.

he tried to fight back against kotoko, by the way, he did try! he was just really bad at it and apparently ended up getting mutilated so so badly, meanwhile kotoko seemingly suffered zero severe injuries.

additionally, please look at this quote from YONAH:

K: How ridiculous... It's always like this... All of you weaklings always act like this... All of you enjoy seeing someone getting hurt... [...] All of you enjoy seeing a bad person falling down... [...] You keep asking for it, but as soon as it happens near you by your own choice, you all start complaining and evading your responsibility... You're always like this... Always such idiots!

of course, this could just be her talking about everything everyone ever. even herself, if you believe she's projecting. however i do think this was, in some way, referring to tsugumichi.

her generalizing weaklings, saying “it’s always like this, all of you weaklings always act like this,” as if she has personal experience with it... saying it towards someone she thinks likes when people get hurt, when it can be very easily assumed that tsugumichi also enjoyed seeing people in pain? i like to think this means she saw him as weak, at least a little bit

now whether she saw him as weak prior to or after killing him is a mystery! one that i won't really get into... both are possible options with their own merits and there's too little info to actually decide on one scenario over the other... i will say that i am more inclined towards her seeing him as weak prior to killing him, but that is mostly bias and such

there's also this one interrogation that could also be a vague at him, even if unintentional

yes i think he has a weak will (more literally a "weak heart") yes i also think it could be a vague at herself but this post is primarily about tsugumichi being weak... he is a weak little bitch and it's what led to him turning to evil, down the inferior path and such.

whether the thing that caused him to turn to evil was external influences (i really like the internet theory for kotoko so this could also be applied here, but that has less basis to it for him) or just him having some sort of power trip where he really really just wanted to feel some sense of power and does it by killing elementary schoolers... we dont know LOL. there's very little info on him and i am just extrapolating from as much as i can.

i think that's all i can cover that relates to this. some of it probably makes zero sense so feel free to ask me things if you feel so inclined and such.

[bbina]

user bbina i’m soooo excited for this new smau & i love that you included other idols!!! this one is gonna be MESSYYY i’m excited for the drama 😹 i say that but i was literally hyperventilating when there was ynbin drama in btl LMFAO… but omg ignore those weird hater anons they have nothing better to do i’ll fight them 😭 user bbina you’ll always be famous 🫶

- 🐚

someone asked why i dont have any other idols so im testing the waters rn.. looking bad so far tho 🤣 but its my story so i do whatever lol

[shootingthe-stars]

just finished first year (ive got the two summer chapters left tho) AND YOUVE DONE KILLED ME

'she’s doing it so he feels better; and what’s more brave than giving yourself up to save someone else?'

This whole scene with snape tbh. But mostly this line bc why did she have to be brave 😭 (Talking about her dying for harry im not sure if this is clear or not)

' “Not sick of me though.”

"No, not you. Never sick of you.” '

THERE WHOLE FRIENDSHIP IN THE LAST CHAPTERS OH MY GOD 😭 ITS SO SWEET! plz don't ruin it so soon like whats happening with sirius and remus i can't handle this shit.

''“You need to leave,” he fumes, but it’s a silent anger, burning right through Sirius. “Don’t talk to me the rest of term, don’t send me any letters. I meant it when I said I don’t need you, but I don’t want you either. So get out.”'

I am dead. I have died.

I thought I would never say this but in the last two chapters, Peter was so relatable about freaking about his studies 😭 I love young peter sm especially when he isn't writing like an outcast!

omg i’m so glad u finished it!! don’t worry much about the james and sirius friendship btw they actually just get better. also remus’ self sabotaging is diabolical like wow u didn’t have to do all that and yet…and its cool u like young peter though i think he’s a sweetheart when he starts out. i hope u like second year as well things get messyyy (in a good way?)

[squidberryart]

did I watch a (1) singular hockey game and decide I have to draw this man? Yes, and, no, I'm not proud of it

ref credit

[yoonbin]

seunghun ✧ profile video

[boxerbeans]

ugh I wanna give taylor some raw bones but also don’t think I can deal w the sight of her gnawing on a part of an animal that’s visually identifiable

[chicspo]

how to be a bombshell ♡

confidence: never be afraid to speak up baibs!!! and always stand by ur own opinion, even if everyone else has a different view. stand tall and confident, dont hide behind anyone. u have to make urself seen and heard in a room full of people. dont be embarrassed bc thats hot. u would never think badly of anyone whos confident with themselves soo

be effortlessly chic: own cool clothing pieces, but dont put too much time into picking an outfit. wear lipgloss and a good mascara, but dont contour ur face to the point of being unrecognizable. healthy and shiny hair, but dont spend hours styling it just wear it messyyy!!! embrace ur own natural beauty, instead of concealing it just add a few more things onto it

high standards: dont settle for anything or anyone! know ur worth and know that u deserve the world, so dont expect anything less. learn to say NO to things!!! its okay! ur not being rude, ur just prioritizing ur own needs. u dont need to go to every party, talk to every person, go out everyday, and u most certainly dont owe anyone ANYTHINGGG!!!

signature scent and style: u need to choose ur own signature scent and stick to it! (ones i recommend: tease by vs, mon paris by ysl, eau de rose by diptyque, bare vanilla by vs) and make up ur own personal style. DONT COPY ANYONE ELSES! ofc u can get inspo from others but u should always do ur own thing and have ur own vibe. and do not follow trends!!! EVER!!!

be kind always!!: theres no reason for u to be mean ever. no one likes bitchy people HELLAUR! sorround urself with positive energy from within. u have no idea what an impact u can make on someone else life just by being kind. say random compliments (dont fake them tho), smile to strangers, be nice to the people who r mean to u!! thats the biggest fck you EVA! its better for u to remove someone off ur life than be mean or fake to them baibs <3

THAT ALL LAUVS! if u want a pt. 2 ill make one, and if not then send other blog post suggestions MWAH

[mikkouille]

Fff

[adonis-koo]

IM LITERALLY HESITSTING TO REAS CHAPTER 14 BECAUSE IM SO NERVOUS KF WHATS GONNA HAPPEN FUSJFJWJD BUT ANYWAY THANK U SM FOR MAKIJG THE TIME AND EFFORT TO WRITE THIS FOR US, IM SURE ITS GONNA BE AMAZING LIKE ALWAYS

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mission accomplished 😈😈😈 now I’m sure you know why I said chapter 15 is gonna be MESSYYY

[teleidoscopic]

tagged by: icr... but someone tagged khaliya tagging: legit don’t know who hasn’t already done this so ignore if you’ve already done this lmao  @afraidofchange​ for ashley ; @ourdawncomes​ for cole ; @shield-of-shame​ for ivy ; @ophiopagy​ for thane or reve ; @mercysought​ for moe

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE

NAME -  khaliya lavellan EYE COLOR -  brown, hints of amber HAIR STYLE / COLOR -  messyyy with a side-shave; dark brown HEIGHT -  5′1......... and a half.........

CLOTHING STYLE -  when it’s not inquisition standard clothing or armor? haphazardly chosen, a clashing of different patterns or colors but usually earthy tones. browns and mustard yellows, faded purples. most certainly secondhand, thrift-store picked; possibly dirty; definitely wrinkled. she’s still trying to figure things out. 

BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE -  her tattoos perhaps. or her nose. 

LAYER TWO : THE INSIDE

FEARS -  deep waters, drowning. the fade and its denizens.  GUILTY PLEASURE -  food. always food.

BIGGEST PET PEEVE -  social mores commonplace among nobility. while she can certainly pick it up and mimic it, even excel at the chicanery required of the grand game, she secretly loathes how apathetic and condescending it can be towards others deemed “beneath” them.

AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE -  fixing that pesky hole in the sky. perhaps a good nap. 

LAYER THREE : THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS UPON WAKING UP: her thoughts typically aren’t very cohesive the first hour after waking up. so. WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT MOST:  mostly inquisition-focused. supply runs, troop movements and efficacy, training, her inner circle. fleeting thoughts on food. mulling over snippets from whichever book she’s currently reading.  WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: same as the above usually. a bit of homesickness, stained with a little bitterness and regret. dread.  WHAT YOUR BEST QUALITY IS: curiosity, the ability to be openly emotional but not a pincushion; her quirky charm. 

LAYER FOUR : WHAT’S BETTER ?

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES -  she... doesn’t date.... TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED -  for her? loved prob. BEAUTY OR BRAINS -  brains but she still appreciates! DOGS OR CATS -  both but she’s never had a pet per se -- does have a stable full of various horses/harts/etc

LAYER FIVE : DO YOU…

LIE - absolutely. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF -  as a physical corporeal form, yes. self-esteem wise it gets a little wiggly.  BELIEVE IN LOVE -  yes? WANT SOMEONE -  no?

LAYER SIX : EVER BEEN …

BEEN ON STAGE:  yes.... maybe?  DONE DRUGS: hahahhaaha CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN: lol

LAYER SEVEN : FAVORITES

FAVORITE COLOR -  purple FAVORITE ANIMAL -  nugs FAVORITE MOVIE -  she doesn’t watch movies.... smdh FAVORITE GAME - she absolutely doesn’t play games either. would probably get very intense about board games though. loves scrabble.

LAYER EIGHT : AGE

DAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE - 20th of frostfall (november 20) HOW OLD WILL YOU BE -  30 AGE YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY -  T: DOES AGE MATTER -  for...??

LAYER NINE : IN A PERSON

BEST PERSONALITY -  probably someone able to keep up with her and her mental shenanigans. she can be rather talkative if you let her so someone that’s open to communication and discussion and with a good sense of humor. (^: BEST EYE COLOR -  no preference.  BEST HAIR COLOR - fascinated by leliana’s red hair so probably that? but honestly, no real preference.  BEST THING TO DO WITH A PARTNER -   eat!

LAYER TEN : FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE - “food.” I FEEL -  “hungry.” I HIDE -  “also food!” I MISS -  “... take a guess.” I WISH - “ahem?”

[indic0lite]

uwu asks!!

(Rough/Chapped lips or soft lips?)

Soft lips!

(Sleeby GF/Clean cut GF?)

Sleeby!

(Short hair/Long hair?)

Long hair! I really like long hair honestly ftugyi

(Flannels or Hoodies?)

Hoodies!

(Messy hair/Well brushed hair?)

Messyyy

(Wake up first/Wake up second?)

Wake up second I am a sleeby lesbian

(Big Spoon/Little Spoon?)

Little spoon, I love the feeling of being held, I feel safe fugyih

(Cuddle someone/Have someone cuddle you?)

Have someone cuddle me!

(Flirty GF/Disaster GF?)

Flirty honestly, because Im gay

(Headphones/Earbuds?)

Earbuds, small a easy to carry around

(Femme/Butch GF?)

I prefer femme girls honestly, but I do love butch women with all my heart

(put your result: click here)

Strong femme!

(Coffee/Tea?)

Tea! Coffee is really bitter unless its like starbucks coffee

(Woodish scent/Floral scent?)

Floral!

(Sweat pants/Tights?)

sweat panst

(Wear someone else’s clothes/Someone wearing yours?)

Someone wearing my clthes cause I think thatd be cute 

(Walk in a forest/In a meadow?)

In a forest, I love forests so much dyftugy

(Log cabin/Resort?)

Log cabin gyihuoj