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Ahhhhhhhh
#vent in tags#vent#i cant believe my fucking mom#the last 4 years since i haven't been living at home ive gotten only soap for christmas#which while also being a passive-aggressive way to say i smell which turns out is due to my thyroid thay she fucking knew about#its the gift you get to say you hate somene#saying oh i put more thought into it then buying just a tub of popcorn but not enough thought to get you something you actually want#and i broke down about it last year to my brother because i was still no matter how much i hate my family and dont talk to them#i was still buying them all gifts and the one 'family' gift i got was fucking soap#and i told him i dont care if you or our sibling gets me gifts its not important to me#i care that the fact that i had to sit and watch everyone open thought out gifts while i got soap and im tired of my mom not caring about m#so this year idk if he talked to her or if she is really feeling like being generous because my fucking dad died#she spent over 100$ for a gift for me#and like its thought out technically the complete doctor who series and dean's necklace#but it doesn't feel thought out it feels like shes putting on a show like these gifts are sudenly easy because its what i used to be into#she didnt have to learn anything new about me or what i like she could stick me in a box of before we stopped getting along and call itaday#sure im thankful she even got me a gift but ut feels like shes saying#see im a good mom you should talk to me and forgive me because im a good mom'#im sick of her im sick of this stupid fucking holiday
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