#its the only thing in my field that sounds good ner me and it's literally a four minute drive from my house
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i am so stressed and relieved at the same time
#i think i have a really good chance of getting this job#so yay but also ahhhhh#i feel so unqualified like what if its too hard and im too dumb lol#there's all this equipment and computer stuff#and my degree gives a misleading impression of how much i actually learned about that stuff#which was basically what it is and does not how to run it <3#but hopefully i wont have to do that#but idk what i will have to do bc i have no practical experience#but what if its too hard or im bad at it 😭#i still really want this job tho#its the only thing in my field that sounds good ner me and it's literally a four minute drive from my house#like a nice quiet drive that i do all the time anyway#so im not stressed abt that at all and literally any other job the idea of driving there is the insurmountable barrier for me#bc im so stressed abt driving#because of the tism and also the vision problems#anyway 🙏🙏🙏🙏#serenity to accept the things i cannot change or whatever but if i dont get this job im gonna unalive myself#and if i do get it im gonna opt into a coma#this has been a shitpost#i would do anything to calm down rn
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