#its you and me anon im thinkimg about this constantly

[lionydoorin]

Thinking about tara getting scared after she starts to lose feeling in the hand she got stabbed in🥺

she'd feel so scared and so mad at the same time with all of the changes, definitely :(

they told her she'd never fully recover after they take off her bandages. of course, she'd still have part of the movement, but it would never be the same (it would be WAY harder, in fact).

but she still had stitches that were healing and they advised her to not try to move much for a few weeks, which left her not really paying much attention to the consequences. she was already used to not being able to use the hand at that point.

but it's so weird to brush her hand over the scar, noticing the sensation of her thumb brushing change as it goes over it. it's so weird because she always feels like something's buzzing. it's agonizing because she tries to move it and it's like her hand is not even responding to the command properly. it hurts, it hurts so bad even when she isn't doing anything, really.

and knowing she would have to deal with this agony for the rest of her life? god, that shatters her.