#ive been saving lyrics for this for sooooo long

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[clumsyclifford]

i love your tag recs though 🙈 please don't stop sneaking in recs i will miss them (i did add 100 bad days to the recs playlist btw) so with i'm on fire i just feel like the lyrics don't fit deep breath but soundwise it'd fit the vibes so your call tbh bc i'm torn now 😅 and okay so actually recommending things is kinda terrifying no clue how you do it but my go to calming springsteen songs are the river (pretty sad), downbound train (also sad and technically not even that calm) (1/4)

(2/4) if i should fall behind & tougher than the rest (love songs) & hello sunshine (i was wary of it at the beginning but it has a kinda hopeful undertone that i like a lot) thing is they might only be calming to me bc i grew up with his music and thus even born in the usa has a calming effect on me 😅 so idk moving on. you know i used to be like i don't get people that stay up so long when they have to be up early but i haven't slept before 2am for months now so i feel this a little too well

(3/4) but i want to kindly ask you to maybe consider going to sleep earlier to get some rest especially if you have to do uni stuff 🙊 how are you feeling about that Big Decision by now? really hope you're still feeling relieved. honestly i've been doing real bad but it's cool it's not really new just lots of anxiety atm. onto answering your tags: loved the new fic even though it was cashton, can't wait to read fluff from you (or anything really but fluff is just sth else)

(4/4) and to give you a good representation of my mind: i read that you had to make a phone call and send emails and i got stressed about it. about things that i don't even have to do (i hope these went well btw) i'm in awe of the fact that you can play please by noah kahan. and that you can play guitar just in general. very very impressive to me 😅 -fiancee

well i dont think theres any hope for me stopping with the tag recs or recs in general now that i have a willing and eager audience for my fucking music taste kdfagjakfg so thank you <3 

okay well!! i have added all of these songs to my to listen playlist specifically so that i don’t forget which ones you said but hopefully i can get around to listening to them sooner or later and i will let you know what i think !! thank you <3 i am excited i really havent actively listened to that much springsteen my dad doesnt love him because he thinks born in the usa is such a dumb song lmao

oh man..........id love to be able to get to sleep earlier but it just wont be happening im sure of it. as for the Big Decision i am still feeling relieved! i called starbucks and said hey thanks but i dont wanna work for you (left a message cos the lady didnt pick up, thank GOD) and then i set a time with reslife to move in, and so now it actually feels like a real concrete plan, which is always a lot more reassuring to me than just an idea. so. yeah. im aight.

im sorry you’re not doing well :(( i really am, that really sucks and if you ever wanna talk about it you know i’m here and i’ll listen and if there’s anything i can do i will do it !!! i’m not just saying that i really mean it.

yay im glad you liked the fic EVEN THOUGH IT WAS CASHTON ALKFGJDKFGJDG look someone needed to write a post you blues fic okay ????? it had to be done. there is fluff on the horizon though i promise god when was the last time i posted fluff djgkdafgmkj guess how I’M doing

that is FAIR ENOUGH well if it makes you feel better the phone call went well cos as previously mentioned the lady didnt pick up lmao and the email also went very well so. worry not !!! all is well

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh thank you OH THAT REMINDS ME i just got a new guitar !!!!! she is sooooo pretty i literally got her yesterday she was so expensive but ive been saving up and like ???? MY FIRST REAL GUITAR??? like the first guitar ive ever purchased!!!!! cos the one i have now was like, a hand me down or from a yard sale that my mom got it like. probably ten years ago or somethin. but this is the first guitar that is well and truly mine, bought with my own money. AND IT’S AN ACOUSTIC ELECTRIC SO IT PLUGS INNNN not that i have an amp but it’s still good to HAVE and just. oh god im so excited i need to think of a name for her

[sinfulcries2]

milkshake boy ; cai xukun

hello everyone! its my first REAL post sooo ive been watching idol producer lately and i fell inlove with cai xukun omg he is more beautiful than me anyways i hope you enjoy!

after a long day at school, you decide to get a milkshake and meet your future boyfriend

GENRE: fluff

WARNINGS: uhmm... sudden heart attack ^__^;

okay lets us prepare our hearts for this xukun imagines hdjwxbcje.

you were just a normal college student who took the course of performing arts and yOU WERE REALLY GOOD AT IT.

some companies scouted you but you rejected them all because you knew that you wouldnt have time for training because of school

if that aint me lmAO

anYWAYS

so one day your dance teacher taught a few moves that were new to you and your classmates so you had difficulties learning them.

whats worse is that your teacher assigned all of you and your classmates to create a dance with those moves in it.

and you were like ‘bITCH WTF ARE YOU SERIOUS MS.ZHOU??’

and it was like she read your mind and said “oH YES”

so you were determined to make the most creative and unique dance

class originally ended at 3:30 p.m but you stayed at the practice room dancing until 8:55 p.m

hOW HARDWORKING I CAN NEVER RELATE-

so you danced, and danced until you got the move right 

but like you kept messing up at one particular part.

at the middle of dancing, ms.zhou did a check on why the hell there was music coming from the practice room sO LATE AT NIGHT

to her surprise she saw you there working yourself out to the bone.

so she ran up to you and stopped you from dancing further.

“you need some rest y/n!!”

“no need-”

“yOU NEED REsT gO bAcK hOMe aNd sLeEp”

“yES MAAM’

so while you were walking home

and by walking i mean literally dragging yourself along the street with your school bag by your shoulder

you saw a milkshake shop not so far from where you were

and since you didnt have any water in your jug left, you decided why not buy some water from there.

so you walked and walked until you reached the shop

you entered the shop to get greeted by this hELLA ATTRACTIVE BOY

and you were like ‘omg i smell like sweat what do i do omg can i just shoot me he looks like full course meal iN a good way-’

and he shot you a bright smile

you swore your heart was beating 173600237 times per second

aND HE WAS THERE SMILING LIKE HE WAS ENJOYING YOUR PAIN

so you walked up to the counter

and he gave you a warm greeting

“hI WELCOME TO CHINLI’S”

im joking

“Hi welcome to idol projuicer, my name is xukun! what can i get for you?”

and you being distracted by his ethereal beauty you blurted out

“o-one strawberry milkshake”

because that was your favorite flavor

but you remembered that you had to buy water

tOO LATE THE RECIPT IS BEING PRINTED OUT 

so you pay for your drink and find a seat in the shop

after you find a seat you take a seat and scroll on your phone for a bit

sUDDENLY YOU HEAR A VOICE BEHIND YOU

“miss here is your strawberry milkshake”

and turns out its xukun dude who is also your waiter!

he flashes you a smile and puts the shake on your table

but you noticed he put chocolate ice cream on top with chocolate syrup!

so basically its now strawberry and chocolate

wHICH IS LIKE YOUR SECOND FAVORITE SHAKE FLAVOR

im sorry if it isnt omg 

so you unintentionally smiled and drank your shake happily.

xukun caught you smiling and he smiled too

he also swore his heart started beating 30572921637 times per second

see how theres more numbers

anyways the next day after school, you decided to go to that milkshake shop again

because of xukun and his shakes

mainly because of xukun

but anyways everytime you visited he would put some more add-ons on every shake you order.

the two of you got closer in just the span of a week

how?

one day you were craving his amazing milkshakes so you went there

and then while you were drinking, xukun walked up to you and built up a conversation

and the two of you cLICKED

why did he strike a convo?

he likes you mwahahaha

anyways aside from that in the span of two weeks

he gave you the nickname ‘beautiful loyal customer’

the owner of the shop, Mr.Zhang started to treat you as if you were his own daughter lol

the other staff, ziyi, justin, chengcheng, treated you as if you were their sister.

and best of all, xukun!gave!you!his!number!

and you became a squeeling dolphin when you got home

to the point your mom thought you were secretly a dolphin hybrid

one day while you and xukun were having a dinner date at the shop,

you remembered the dance you had to do

and the fact it was two days away made you scared af

so you excused yourself

sO LIKE YOU KNOW THAT DRAMATIC KDRAMA HAND GRAB?

THAT HAPPENED

he asked why you were leaving so early because it was unusual of you

so you told him “dance.learn.2 days”

he seemed to understand and he smiled at you

“i will help you”

and it was unusual because he didnt tell you he was also a dancer??

but you agreed anyways

so when the two of you reached the studio,

you played the music and started to dance to the song

xukun had heart eyes while watching you but also seemed to learn the moves quickly just by looking at it

so he noticed the moves you were messing up at and he taught you a few techniques and shit that would make you remember it and do it properly.

so after a while of teaching, he asked you to dance again but this time to apply the stuff he taught you

so you danced with the stuff he taught you

and when the song ended you heard xukun clap like a proud mom seal hybrid

and you also couldnt believe it because when you looked at your phone the song was done playing!

cONGRATS

so you ran up to xukun and hugged him tightly

and xukun was sHOOK  and you realized what you did and you pulled away awkwardly the two of yoiu being tomatoes.

but he broke the awkwardness and pulled out a mango milkshake out from his bag.

“yOU DID IT BEAUTIFUL LOYalL Y/N!!”

and the two of you would end up being a giggling mess

fastforward to the day of your presentation....

you got the second highest grade

zhengting being the first

but you were happy with your grade

soo when you went out of your school you saw xukun there waiting for you.

and you were like wtf why is he here

but he smiles only

“y/NNN i wANNA TAKE YOU TO THE MILKSHAKE SHOP AGAIN TO CELEBRATE!!”

and you giggled at his cuteness

so while the two of you were walking there and the two of you talking about life

he would lace his hand with yours

and you would be a CHERRY BOMB

and he would be there smiling widely while admiring your beautiful, flustered face

so once the two of you arrive at the shop

you would see that it was closed, but there were flower petals everywhere you would be so dumbfounded when you hear the song with the lyrics only being ‘balance’

and you hear someone with the voice of Mr.Zhang mutter a loud “cRAP WRONG SONG”

and after that a ballad love song would play

xukun would whisper a short ‘aish, mr.zhang’ but you would only giggle 

sooooo xukun would face you again and grab the both of your hands gently

he would be so nervous and shy omg pls save him

and he would blurt out

“uHMM Y/N IVE LIKED YOU FOR A LONG TIME NOW PLS DONT REJECT ME OMG IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BACK AT LEAST KISS ME OR SOMETHING IDK”

and you would only giggle and peck him on the lips

“ i like you too, my milkshake boy” you say and hug him tightly

he would grab your waist and kiss you LONGER

the two of you smiling into the kiss

when the two of you pulled away

xukun would give you a strawberry chocolate milkshake like when you first met each other

you would smile remembering the both of your first encounters and chuckle slightly.

xukun’s heart would go dugeun dugeun dugeun seeing your smile

and he would ask.......

“would you be my girlfriend?”

“yes of course”

“oUR MILKSHAKE BOY HAS FOUND HIS MILKSHAKE GIRL”

thats probably ziyi

everyone would cheer

and suddenly justin comes out of nowhere and plays careless whisper

while the two of you hold hands enjoying each others pressence

OMG IM DONE THIS TOOK ME 4 HOURS TO MAKE OML ANYWAYS HOPED YOU ENJOYED LOVELIES!

[acupofcoffeepart2]

sooooo i wrote all this out to post on my main blog and got too embarrassed to post it since its pretty much almost all kpop but this is me talking about every song in my top 25 of spotify wrapped 

for some context on certain things i talk about in this, i somehow get away with listening to music for 8 hrs straight while im at work and alot of time ill put songs i like on repeat for... probably longer than i normally would just bc im at work and i just dont notice. also very common for me to put energetic/dance songs on repeat. anyway wrapped said i had 76,324 mins of listening time soooo i was like yeah that checks out

25. Diamonds + and pearls - dpr live

This song made me listen to this entire album and the reason I checked out shang chi the other day even tho I don't fuck w marvel and this and the other song on this list wasn't even in the movie! Sad! ..any way good hype song!

24. D.d.d - the boyz

D.d.d still slaps in 2021! This is the song that made me start paying attention to Jacob bc I thought he was so cute when I watched the dance practice at the beginning of the year after learning the members and now he is best boy 💛

23. paranoia - kang daniel

Good song, I watch the mv a lot too

22. Nomad - zion.t , gen hoshino

I thought for sure this was going to be in my top ten. Obligatory, "I love this song!"

21. Nerves - dpr ian

Have listened to this album a lot but found it through this song

20. Back 2 u - the boyz

One of their best b sides! Became very apparent when I binged through their entire discography early this yr

19. nothing on me - kai

😳😳😳🥴🥴🥴🥴 anyway I adore this hoe anthem album

18. Summer tights - dpr live

So surprised this isn't in my top ten but I guess I've only been listening to it since this summer I love this song

17. Asap - stayc

This and another song coming up I consider to be the best kpop songs to come out this yr and can't explain what makes them so special bc idk anything about music but I get so damn excited when asap comes on shuffle. Ive been really enjoying their music since they debuted. ASAP!!

16. The stealer - the boyz

I don't know where the stealer ranks on my list of tbz title tracks but I think a reason I love it so much is bc I can bullshit my way through a lot of the lyrics lol

15. Magic - Tomorrow x together

Everybody! clap your hands if you've got a broken heart just take a chance

14. antidote - kang daniel

I apparently need to check out more of him since I got 2 of the 3 songs I know of him here

13. Ugly dance - Onf

This is the other song I was referring to as one of the best from this year. I don't know why! It just is :) I adore their music so much. And their newest album slaps btw! Please stan onf 😭

12. Thrill ride - the boyz

I had no idea I was going to love this song as much as I do now. It is so catchy and i just get so happy when i listen to it and I watched every single music stage they did for this and I'm a fuking loser

11. Revolving - yung bae, marc e. Bassy

When this showed up I was like "what...who?" I don't remember listening to this much. Must have had a day at work where I listened to this for an abnormally long time

10. Wannabe - golden child

Still listening to this...Its so funny I only know like 5 other golcha songs. Even funnier thing,! The rtk ver of wannabe is also in my top 100 lmao I think its bc when that kakao m drama happened the original song got taken off but not that one and thus got replaced for the like week...until it came back..

9. Get it out - apoki

Yeah little bunny girl! The song slaps thats it

8. Don't fight the feeling - Exo

Suprising... this is probably a case of me putting it on repeat at work until I'm like "hmm..tired of this song" but 3 hrs have passed. It's a good song but I like runaway off this album more.

7. Levitating - Dua Lipa

Classic energetic repeat work song!

6. Save - nct 127

They may have been replaced by the boyz this yr but I still love nct 😤 came out in the 1st half of the yr as a single and is very repeatable

5. Blue hour - Tomorrow x together

Me catching up w txt this summer bc I havnt kept up w them since their debut but seeing this yeonjun in his black cowboy outfit and pink mullet everywhere finally made me take the plunge to do it. I can't tell u how many times I've watched the mv and as far as im aware there's no track that includes the dance break and how fucked up is that? This songs amazing what the fuck

4. All good - Astro

My happy happy happy time song, much needed at work. Have I ever heard a happier song in my life? Of course astro suits this song so much theyre crazy. Every time it comes on shuffle like no question its going on repeat for at least half an hr. If your going to listen to one song on this list pls let it be this one

3. Fight! - aests

Classic energetic repeat work song!

I imagine dance battles in my head when I listen to it. Any song that can help me day dream a little while I work will be on for a while. also, I was mainly listening to this at the being of the yr

2. rain on me - gaga and ariana

CERWS( classic energetic repeat work song)! Was also another song I was listening nonstop at work at the beginning of the yr. Idk what to say... It's a good song!

1. Summer time - the boyz

A lot to unpack with this one! Ok so I happened to learn maybe half way through the yr that this is my most played song on spoitfy of all time...WIG! So theyve really became my favorite bg this year and when i listened to the dreamlike album back in feb? Summertime immediately stood out. I havnt in the slightest gotten tired of this song. I am a shy person but you could probably catch me humming or maybe even singing this at work. Happy dreamy song this might be my favorite album from them too. Also would like to say here 24 of their songs made it into my top 100 but ya know that just makes sense given I exposed myself to their entire discography back in jan-feb. I l🤡ve them.