#ive been sleeping w the lights on despite cost bc paranoia and i think its fucking with me tbh tbh but again claustrophobia
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Forget school actually please send hate to distract me from no money I'm so hungry o(-( dunno how much longer I can go with the 1 food item per day money saving scheme to attempt to afford rent
#diary#eating issues cw#not bc eating disorder for oncebut yk#mfw my periods stopped#idk if bc food or stress but wehhhhhhhhhhh hewp me#mfw ottawa unlivable rn#next sem student loans should save me for a while but they dont come till Jan...#like. ive been here before but im rlly sick this time (im usually sick but lol) and then exams on top of that and stress abt grandparents#im excited to see parents for xmas bc i feel like i cant continue on sometimes and i dont feel safe being alone in my flat#esp bc its so... like. dark aand small yk and i get claustrophobia but housing is so expensive rn so its the only place i could afford#idk idk its nothing new but im at the end of my line rn#ive been sleeping w the lights on despite cost bc paranoia and i think its fucking with me tbh tbh but again claustrophobia#like in general idk if i can go on like this 🗿🗿#i feel so sick and cold every day and also tired nd its hard to study when im scared to buy water bc card may decline and my fridge is empty
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