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frostbite-the-bat · 2 years

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imagine wanting to talk somewhere but somehow believing theres people who may stalk you and want to expose you like AH HA you said you wouldnt talk or something and yet you are, you horrible person. we know what youre doing always. you liar.

#i need therapy !#i never go out of my way to always see what someone is doing #and yet im scared my friends or strangers are here looking at my every move ready to judge me for it.#like nobody is gonna do that unless theyre some asshole. i dont think ive made any enemies like that for it #and yet i keep thinking this! i keep thinking if i post something someone is gonna point it out later and call me out and call me a liar #and expose me for being a bad person/friend even if? i havent done anything?#just because my brain is convinced im a bad person?#gah #i apologize i. dont have anywhere else to talk to.#i both dont want this to be seen but i also do in the hopes i may get help. not like anyone can help with this anyway.#welp!#vent #delete later #nmgmhhg #ive gotten better then suddenly boom bam.. bad again #its like a slippery slope #you climb back up #you can see the light #but then you trip #and instead of falling one step back down you slide further in #deeper and deeper #sometimes youll catch on and keep going #but sometimes itll take you to the bottom again #not at the bottom at the moment but man i sure am deep in this shit again...#this user has issues!!!!!!

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