#ive pointed acelaser at d/iluc and now artie. it's my right

[actualbird]

irt ur last drabble(?) LOVE ACESPEC ARTEM ❤️❤️❤️ (am i projecting? absolutely yes but also it literally is canon, source: me) and god nxx polycule being so supportive has me bawling, love your work as always and i love all your expansions on the nxx polycule :-)

hewwo, anon :DDD

wahhh, im glad u liked the most recent nxx polycule minific (?) (tbh even i dont know what to categorize the post as. it's not long enough to be a minific but theres enough plot that i dont think i can put it in the hc category but....dkjfksjdk IM THINKING TOO MUCH)

U R RIGHT, IT IS CANON, i too am vaguely projecting (not obvi im some kinda ace what with how much horny shit i write, huh? KJBJSKDKFS) and acespec artem just makes a lot of sense!!! my hc is that hes demi and bi and nobody is gonna convince me otherwise.

nxx polycule is good and theyll love each other no matter what!!!!! i wanna explore aspec artem in relationships with somebody/somebodies who arent aspec and how both of them like, navigate each others' boundaries and desires. i do wanna write something eventually where artem decides that sex really is something he Does Not want to do and hes waiting for the relationship to end because of that.

because surely, it will, right? this is a way of loving that he is incapable of.

like, emo incoming, but i think artem is quite susceptible to internalized aphobia. hes got his whole "i must be correct and to the standards of what is acceptable and expected" shtick and that applied to sexuality would fuck him up a lot, when he realizes hes acespec. just another thing he cant do right, he'd think. another fault, another malfunction, another way he's failed.

the people who love him: //bust the door down and bonk him with the "NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU AND WE LOVE YOU FOR WHO U ARE. SEX NOT BEING ON THE TABLE IS NOT A DEALBREAKER AND YOU ARE MORE THAN WHAT YOU DO FOR OTHER PEOPLE." stick

artem, thru tears: HHH

thank you for this sweet ask, anon!!! <3