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certified-anakinfucker · 2 years

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i think its hilarious bc like. hi. im cheeri. i want to help encourage a sense of community in this isolated behemoth of a fandom by not only joining them but creating them! finding niches and making my own!

practicing kindness and mindfulness, offering people a place in a community where its so easy to get othered.

i was gonna write smth sad actually but now i dont want to. im just in awe of me and the shit ive been through after walking in this fandom a year ago. and im still nice to people. aint that something

i love yall dearly

#cheeri’s bullshit #im just pondering #after Multiple incidents and run-ins #w multiple people #im somehow still. not closing myself off entirely #not to say i havent wanted to with a burning passion bc i indeed did all last week #ive practiced patience instead and mindfulness and Not being petty abt things #does it still stress me out an immeasurable amt? yes #but its still rewarding to look at what ive made #look at the friends that surround me both old and new #new connections forming out of burned bridges yk?#smth abt ash revitalizes the soil #i want to hug all of you so very warmly #and kiss your head and remind you that YOU matter and have a say here #i will do my best to be a safe space <3 #but also i will not be so hesitant w the baseball bat anymore

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